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Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fd\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u2026
\nHam\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fdan, sonra ham\u0131 bird\u0259n susdu.
\nEl\u0259 bil he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmad\u0131,
\nhe\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi…
\nAx\u015fam\u00fcst\u00fc bac\u0131m z\u0259ng el\u0259di.
\nS\u0259sind\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir s\u0131x\u0131nt\u0131, bir q\u0259rib\u0259lik vard\u0131.
\nSakit-sakit dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131, amma o sakitliyin i\u00e7ind\u0259 d\u0259 bir h\u0259y\u0259can vard\u0131.
\nDedi:
\n\u201cG\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259gilin evi\u2026
\n\u00e7ox pis g\u00fcnd\u0259dir\u2026\u201d
\nSonra \u0259lav\u0259 el\u0259di:
\n\u201cDeyirl\u0259r, evi su bas\u0131b\u2026
\nel\u0259 bil oralarda sunami olub\u2026\u201d
\n\u201cGed\u0259k,\u201d -dedi.<\/p>\n

Bir s\u00f6z dem\u0259d\u0259n sakitc\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131m.
\nYola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131q\u2026
\nYol boyu susduq, dem\u0259k olar dan\u0131\u015fmad\u0131q.
\nSanki g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259yimiz m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259nin ab-havas\u0131 \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259d\u0259n h\u0259r ikimiz\u0259 t\u0259sirini g\u00f6st\u0259rmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n art\u0131q 3-4 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.
\nSular \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi\u2026
\namma dan\u0131\u015f\u0131lanlar h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmirdi.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259t g\u0259zirdi.
\nYazanlar da var idi\u2026
\n-Bu, t\u0259kc\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n i\u015fi deyil.
\nDeyirdil\u0259r ki,
\nharalardasa suyu saxlay\u0131blar, saxlay\u0131blar\u2026
\nsonra bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 burax\u0131blar.
\nKimins\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259tini, ba\u011f\u0131n\u0131-ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 qorumaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn,
\nkimins\u0259 mal\u0131n\u0131-m\u00fclk\u00fcn\u00fc xilas etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\nsuya ba\u015fqa istiqam\u0259t veribl\u0259r.
\nV\u0259 o su\u2026
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yol axtara-axtara
\ng\u0259lib bu evl\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b.
\nAmma suyun n\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131 var ki?
\nO ki yol tan\u0131m\u0131r.
\nO, varl\u0131 il\u0259 kas\u0131b n\u0259dir bilmir.
\nAx\u0131b g\u0259lib\u2026
\n\u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 apar\u0131b,
\naparmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bu g\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub\u2026
\nV\u0259 o su, o sel
\ngedib G\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259gilin evin\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b.
\nO evl\u0259r\u0259 ki\u2026
\n\u015f\u0259h\u0259rin lap k\u0259nar\u0131nda,
\nill\u0259rl\u0259 yava\u015f-yava\u015f, min bir \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259 qurulan evl\u0259r idi.
\nOrada imkanl\u0131lar ya\u015fam\u0131rd\u0131.
\nOrada ya\u015fayanlar
\nvaxtil\u0259 ucuz torpaq tap\u0131b
\n\u201ct\u0259ki ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dam olsun\u201d-dey\u0259
\n\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 yuva quran insanlard\u0131.
\nK\u0259rpic-k\u0259rpic,
\ntaxta-taxta,
\nill\u0259rini ver\u0259-ver\u0259
\n\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nacaq quran insanlar.
\nH\u0259r divar\u0131nda bir z\u0259hm\u0259t,
\nh\u0259r da\u015f\u0131nda bir \u00fcmid vard\u0131.
\nO evl\u0259r z\u0259nginl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyildi\u2026
\namma i\u00e7ind\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar
\no evl\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr qoymu\u015fdu.
\nV\u0259 su\u2026
\ng\u0259lib \u0259n \u00e7ox
\nel\u0259 o \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u0259ri yuyub aparm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026.
\nBir anl\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm\u2026
\nf\u0259rqi n\u0259dir ki?
\nBu su haradan g\u0259ldi,
\nkim buraxd\u0131,
\nniy\u0259 buraxd\u0131\u2026
\nbunlar\u0131n art\u0131q he\u00e7 bir m\u0259nas\u0131 yox idi.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki n\u0259tic\u0259 eyni idi \u2014
\nf\u0259lak\u0259tin ad\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdi,
\namma a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n yox.
\n\u0130st\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f de,
\nist\u0259r sel,
\nist\u0259r b\u0259db\u0259xtlik\u2026
\nsonunda yen\u0259 bir ev da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r,
\nyen\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr suya gedir.<\/p>\n

V\u0259 biz ora \u00e7atanda
\nart\u0131q s\u0259b\u0259bl\u0259r yox idi\u2026
\nyaln\u0131z n\u0259tic\u0259 vard\u0131:
\no evd\u0259n
\n\u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nOra \u00e7atanda ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm \u2014
\ndan\u0131\u015f\u0131lanlar az imi\u015f.
\nBu ev\u0259 su girm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\nSu bu evd\u0259n ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi.
\nH\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nEvin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 suyun, pal\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi…<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259kill\u0259r sudan, n\u0259mi\u015flikd\u0259n \u015fi\u015fib tan\u0131nmaz hala d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\n\u00fczl\u0259r silinmi\u015fdi –\u00a0sanki o evd\u0259 ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131 bel\u0259 yuyulmu\u015fdu.
\nTaxtalar qopmu\u015f,
\n\u015fkaflar\u0131n qap\u0131lar\u0131 \u0259yilmi\u015f,
\nill\u0259rl\u0259 qorunan \u0259\u015fyalar bulan\u0131q suda
\nsanki sahibl\u0259ri kimi
\ns\u0259ssizc\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri, olanlar\u0131 anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nDivardan qopan suvaq ayaq alt\u0131nda idi –
\nel\u0259 bil ev \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z d\u0259risini soymu\u015fdu.
\nH\u0259y\u0259td\u0259 bir qoxu vard\u0131\u2026
\nislanm\u0131\u015f a\u011fac\u0131n, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f divan\u0131n
\nv\u0259 bird\u0259n-bir\u0259 ya\u015flanm\u0131\u015f bir h\u0259yat\u0131n qoxusu.
\nV\u0259 o\u2026
\nG\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259\u2026
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259 bir \u00e7amadan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu.
\nH\u0259min o \u00e7amadan.
\nAz qala 40 il \u0259vv\u0259l onunla bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n \u00e7amadan.
\nO vaxt\u2026
\nO, Q\u0259rbi Az\u0259rbaycandan,\u00a0\u00a0Qarakils\u0259d\u0259n\u00a0 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda.
\n17-18 ya\u015f\u0131nda.
\n\u0130nsan o ya\u015fda h\u0259yat\u0131 qurma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131r.
\nO is\u0259 h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 qoyub \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nEvd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xanda qap\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flamam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki qay\u0131dacaqlar\u0131na inan\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\nBir \u00e7amadan g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r.
\nBir \u00f6mr\u00fc o \u00e7amadana y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nQalan h\u0259r \u015fey\u2026
\ndivarlar arxas\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nSonra h\u0259yat yenid\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n\u2026<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r ke\u00e7di.
\nAil\u0259 qurdu.
\nAna oldu.
\nU\u015faq b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fc.
\nBir evi yava\u015f-yava\u015f, ill\u0259rl\u0259, s\u0259brl\u0259 qurdu.
\nH\u0259r \u0259\u015fya al\u0131nanda biraz da rahat n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131.
\nSanki itirdiyi h\u0259yat\u0131 par\u00e7a-par\u00e7a geri y\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nV\u0259 o \u00e7amadan\u2026
\nHe\u00e7 vaxt at\u0131lmad\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki o, ke\u00e7mi\u015fin son yadigar\u0131 idi.
\n\u0130ndi is\u0259\u2026
\nO, yen\u0259 o \u00e7amadan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu.
\nAmma bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131nda
\nill\u0259rl\u0259 qurdu\u011fu-yaratd\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r \u015fey da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259\u2026
\nBir \u00f6m\u00fcr da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n

Bizi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259di.
\nSad\u0259c\u0259 i\u00e7\u0259ri ke\u00e7di.
\nBiz d\u0259 arxas\u0131nca.
\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259ri gir\u0259n kimi\u2026
\n\u015ei\u015fmi\u015f d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259 sanki g\u00fccl\u0259 n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131 –
\naya\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 basd\u0131qca i\u00e7ind\u0259n su \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.
\nDivarlar qabarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, da\u015flar \u0259l vurduqca ovulub t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nEvin i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir s\u00fckut vard\u0131\u2026
\nel\u0259 bil bu divarlar da yorulub bitmi\u015fdi\u2026.
\nO is\u0259\u2026
\nbird\u0259n dayand\u0131.
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sald\u0131
\nv\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ya\u015f yox \u2014 sel axd\u0131.
\nSanki \u00e7\u00f6ld\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131,
\namma onun i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nO, s\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xarmadan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131\u2026
\namma o s\u0259ssizlik
\nbu evd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n daha a\u011f\u0131r idi.
\n\u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259 h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131\u2026 \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyi hiss olunsa da, m\u0259\u011frur dayanma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan\u2026
\n\u018fll\u0259ri il\u0259 \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f taxtalar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131,\u00a0k\u0259nara at\u0131rd\u0131,
\nyen\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131\u2026
\nSanki \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f evi yox,
\nda\u011f\u0131lan ill\u0259ri bir yer\u0259 y\u0131\u011fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nH\u0259r qald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 taxta
\nbir xatir\u0259 kimi qopurdu yerind\u0259n.
\nAmma o dayanm\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki dayanmaq \u2014
\nh\u0259r \u015feyin bitdiyini q\u0259bul etm\u0259k idi.
\nG\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259nin a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nBir anl\u0131q \u00e7evrildi.
\nBaxd\u0131\u2026
\nO bax\u0131\u015fda acizlik yox idi\u2026
\namma d\u0259rin bir yor\u011funluq vard\u0131 \u2014
\nill\u0259rl\u0259 qurulan bir h\u0259yat\u0131n bir an\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 getm\u0259sinin yor\u011funlu\u011fu.
\nYan\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259di. \u0130\u015fin\u0259 davam etdi\u2026
\n\u00c7\u00fcnki o bilirdi \u2014
\nindi dayanarsa, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 da\u011f\u0131lacaq.
\nV\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259-i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259 dedi:
\n\u201cG\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259\u2026 a\u011flama\u2026\u201d
\nS\u0259si sakit idi.
\nAmma o sakitliyin i\u00e7ind\u0259
\nbo\u011fulan bir \u00f6m\u00fcr vard\u0131.
\nBir az susdu\u2026
\nSonra bu\u00a0d\u0259f\u0259 daha g\u00fccl\u00fc s\u0259sl\u0259 dedi:
\n\u201cG\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259\u2026 a\u011flama\u2026
\nbundan da yax\u015f\u0131 ev quracam s\u0259n\u0259\u2026\u201d
\nO an\u2026
\nm\u0259n ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.
\nBu s\u00f6z ev haqq\u0131nda deyildi.
\nBu s\u00f6z
\nda\u011f\u0131lan divarlara yox \u2014
\nda\u011f\u0131lan bir qad\u0131n\u0131n ruhuna deyilirdi.
\n4o il \u0259vv\u0259l
\no qad\u0131n bir \u00e7amadanla g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259yi yox idi.
\nAmma i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259yat vard\u0131.
\n\u00dcmid vard\u0131.
\n\u0130ndi is\u0259\u2026
\nyen\u0259 bir \u00e7amadan qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nAmma bu d\u0259f\u0259
\no \u00e7amadan\u0131n i\u00e7i yox, \u00fcst\u00fc dolu idi.
\n\u00dcst\u00fcnd\u0259 oturan bir qad\u0131n vard\u0131 \u2014
\niki d\u0259f\u0259 qurdu\u011fu h\u0259yat\u0131\u00a0itir\u0259n\u00a0bir qad\u0131n.
\nV\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259\u2026
\ninsan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131
\nevinin da\u011f\u0131lmas\u0131 deyil.
\n\u0130nsan\u0131n \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 –
\neyni h\u0259yat\u0131
\nikinci d\u0259f\u0259 ya\u015famaq m\u0259cburiyy\u0259tidir.<\/p>\n

B\u0259li\u2026
\n\u0130nsan \u00f6mr\u00fc, insan taleyi
\nitirdikl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclm\u00fcr.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 taleyin \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r t\u0259r\u0259fi –
\nt\u0259kc\u0259 itirm\u0259k deyil,
\neyni a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131, eyni itkini\u00a0 h\u0259r ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fanda
\nt\u0259krar-t\u0259krar
\nyenid\u0259n ya\u015famaq dem\u0259kdir-G\u00fcl\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259 kimi…<\/p>\n

K\u0259mal\u0259 Mirz\u0259yeva<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/section>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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