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Xuraman m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin z\u0259hmli sif\u0259ti yax\u015f\u0131ya \u0259lam\u0259t deyildi. B\u0259d\u0259nim su i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259ydi. Bilirdim ki, onun ki\u015fi \u0259lin\u0259 ox\u015fayan \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan \u015fill\u0259 indi, ya \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n, ya da qula\u011f\u0131m\u0131n dibind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015facaq.<\/p>\n

Bay\u0131rda s\u0259rt pay\u0131z havas\u0131 ba\u015flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sinif ota\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n ya\u011f\u0131\u015f damc\u0131lar\u0131 yay\u0131n kir-pas\u0131n\u0131 yuyub apar\u0131r, naval\u00e7alardan ax\u0131b ged\u0259n suyun s\u0259si adama yuxu g\u0259tirirdi. Lal\u0259nin bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n bay\u0131ra zill\u0259ndi. K\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131 il\u0259 ax\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00e7ay bulan\u0131qla\u015f\u0131b gil r\u0259ngi alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn o t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f yeri “izberkassa” yerl\u0259\u015firdi. \u0130ndi y\u0259qin anas\u0131 s\u0259h\u0259r \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ib i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0259fild\u0259n Lal\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 b\u0259rk z\u0259rb\u0259 d\u0259ydi, g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 r\u0259ngar\u0259ng q\u0131\u011f\u0131lc\u0131mlar yan\u0131b s\u00f6nd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil qaranl\u0131q ota\u011fa kims\u0259 bir qutu z\u0259r s\u0259pdi. O, s\u0259ntril\u0259di, divardak\u0131 yaz\u0131 l\u00f6vh\u0259si Lal\u0259ni y\u0131x\u0131lma\u011fa qoymad\u0131, q\u0259hv\u0259yi m\u0259kt\u0259bli formas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131 l\u00f6vh\u0259nin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131s\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f taba\u015fir tozuna bula\u015fd\u0131. Xuraman m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli s\u0259si onu \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirdi:<\/p>\n

– Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259ninl\u0259 deyil\u0259m? Yeddini alt\u0131ya vuranda ne\u00e7\u0259 edir?<\/p>\n

Da\u015fdan s\u0259s \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, Lal\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131. Naval\u00e7alar\u0131n s\u0259si, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259ki pay\u0131z m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si, k\u00f6rp\u00fcn\u00fcn alt\u0131ndan axan \u00e7aylaq, anas\u0131n\u0131n m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259li \u00e7ay\u0131, ham\u0131s\u0131 birlikd\u0259 Xuraman m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin bir \u015fill\u0259sin\u0259 m\u0259\u011flub olmu\u015fdular. Lal\u0259 dinm\u0259zc\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb sinif ota\u011f\u0131na qay\u0131td\u0131. U\u015faqlar i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kib onlara bax\u0131rd\u0131. S\u00fckutu yen\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259nin gur s\u0259si pozdu:<\/p>\n

– Bu d\u0259qiq\u0259 s\u0259ni t\u0259piyimin alt\u0131na salacam. Cavab ver g\u00f6r\u00fcm, yeddi d\u0259f\u0259 alt\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 edir?<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 d\u0259n\u0259-d\u0259n\u0259 hesablama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131: iki alt\u0131 on iki, iki on iki iyirmi d\u00f6rd, iki alt\u0131 otuz alt\u0131, yox, yox, otuz s\u0259kkiz. H\u0259, otuz s\u0259kkiz edir. \u00dcr\u0259yinin s\u0259si sinif ota\u011f\u0131nda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi:<\/p>\n

– Otuz s\u0259kkiz.<\/p>\n

– Otuz s\u0259kkiz d\u0259f\u0259 ilan \u00e7als\u0131n s\u0259ni, otuz s\u0259kkiz girsin s\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. G\u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 ovulub t\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn ovcuna.<\/p>\n

Xuraman m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri dey\u0259-dey\u0259 Lal\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Aln\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n sar\u0131 k\u0259kilind\u0259n tutub var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 yolma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u0131x, r\u0259dd ol bay\u0131ra, d\u0259rsin sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri girm\u0259. G\u0259l\u0259n d\u0259rs vurma c\u0259dv\u0259lini \u0259zb\u0259rl\u0259m\u0259s\u0259n, s\u0259ni qovacam.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 p\u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015f halda sinifd\u0259n bay\u0131ra \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Ondan \u0259vv\u0259l d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u0259n sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131 Zaurla, Yav\u0259r pill\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 oturub bir-birin\u0259 dola\u015fan bir topa m\u0259ftilin d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7ma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n

O, bilm\u0259di hara getsin, bay\u0131rda ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, sinf\u0259 z\u0259ngin sonuna q\u0259d\u0259r qay\u0131da bilm\u0259zdi, Zaurgill\u0259 d\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131nda oturub z\u0259ngin vurulmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k yorucuydu. \u018fn yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131, yuxar\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259y\u0259, sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Min\u0259nin qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011fa getm\u0259k idi.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259gilin sinfi m\u0259kt\u0259bin sol korpusunda, ikinci m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 idi. Korpusun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259si is\u0259 yataqxanayd\u0131. Burda \u0259n \u00e7ox k\u0259ndd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n u\u015faqlar qal\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu u\u015faqlar \u0259sas\u0259n uzaq Da\u011ftumas, Mahmudlu, Sirik k\u0259ndind\u0259n olurdular. Lal\u0259nin sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Min\u0259 Mahmudludan idi. Anas\u0131 h\u0259bs olunmu\u015fdu, d\u00f6rd u\u015faq ba\u015fs\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Atalar\u0131 g\u0259tirib iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 yazd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, o biri iki u\u015fa\u011f\u0131na is\u0259 evd\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Lal\u0259 Min\u0259nin ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7at\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6yd\u00fc. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259n yad qad\u0131n s\u0259si e\u015fidildi:<\/p>\n

– G\u0259l.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 qap\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131. Ya\u011fda qovrulan so\u011fan qoxusu \u0259traf\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Min\u0259nin d\u0259mir \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131nda \u0259tli-canl\u0131 bir qad\u0131n uzanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Onun bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan bilm\u0259k olard\u0131 ki, h\u0259yat t\u0259cr\u00fcb\u0259si v\u0259 z\u0259hm\u0259ti \u00e7ox olub. Sad\u0259, rahat \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015famay\u0131b. Yerd\u0259ki da\u015f pilt\u0259d\u0259 ar\u0131q, 18-19 ya\u015f\u0131nda bir q\u0131z so\u011fan qovururdu. Q\u0131z v\u0259 qad\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b Lal\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131lar. Lal\u0259 tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yad adamlar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirdi:<\/p>\n

– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, s\u0259hv g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, dey\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z \u0259lini saxlay\u0131b dik\u0259ldi:<\/p>\n

– Kimi axtar\u0131rsan?<\/p>\n

– Min\u0259ni. Sinif yolda\u015f\u0131md\u0131, burda qal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Q\u0131z g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259hv g\u0259lm\u0259mis\u0259n, onlar\u0131 d\u0259hlizin sonundak\u0131 ota\u011fa k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r, buran\u0131 m\u00fcv\u0259qq\u0259ti biz\u0259 veribl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n xo\u015f m\u00fcnasib\u0259tind\u0259n duruxdu:<\/p>\n

– Onda m\u0259n gedim.<\/p>\n

O, h\u0259m s\u0259h\u0259rin bu vaxt\u0131nda \u0259traf\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcy\u0259n so\u011fan\u00e7a qoxusundan xilas olmaq ist\u0259yir, h\u0259m d\u0259 sinif ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcz yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda olan bu ev, ail\u0259 \u015f\u0259raitin\u0259 dayan\u0131b tama\u015fa etm\u0259k, h\u0259tta onun bir par\u00e7as\u0131na \u00e7evrilm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Q\u0131z, el\u0259 bil, onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259ri oxudu:<\/p>\n

– Hara gedirs\u0259n? G\u0259l, \u0259yl\u0259\u015f, yax\u015f\u0131 isti \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131z da var. \u0130ndi p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7acam, iy da\u011f\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259ndi. Q\u0131z el\u0259 bil onu u\u015faql\u0131qdan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. Bir suyu da qon\u015fular\u0131 Rahil\u0259 xalan\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 Ruhiyy\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, s\u0131x\u0131la-s\u0131x\u0131la i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Otaq \u00e7ox dar idi. \u0130ki \u00e7arpay\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r yerl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131na g\u00fccl\u0259 s\u0131\u011fan ikin\u0259f\u0259rlik masa, iki balaca taburetka qoyulmu\u015fdu. Divar\u0131n sol t\u0259r\u0259fin\u0259 is\u0259 i\u00e7i paltar v\u0259 \u0259rzaqla dolu \u00e7antalar at\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z balaca taburetl\u0259rd\u0259n birini \u00e7\u0259kib Lal\u0259nin yan\u0131na qoydu:<\/p>\n

– S\u0259nin ad\u0131n n\u0259dir?<\/p>\n

– Lal\u0259.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim d\u0259 ad\u0131m Z\u0259rrindir. Bu qad\u0131n da anamd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 qad\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, dolu sif\u0259tin\u0259 baxd\u0131. Qad\u0131n da y\u00fcng\u00fclc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrin tavan\u0131 pilt\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb \u0259v\u0259zin\u0259 balaca \u00e7aydan\u0131 qoydu. Lal\u0259 Z\u0259rrinin sa\u011f \u0259linin ortadan i\u00e7\u0259riy\u0259 do\u011fru batd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. \u018flinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 barmaq qal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda enin\u0259 s\u0259rt k\u0259sik yeri vard\u0131. Z\u0259rrinin sa\u011f \u0259linin barmaqlar\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tsiz idi. O, ancaq ba\u015f barma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t etdirirdi. N\u0259yis\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k laz\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 sa\u011f \u0259li ba\u015f barmaq vasit\u0259sil\u0259 ona k\u00f6m\u0259k olurdu. Onun ba\u015f\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fsa da, Lal\u0259 il\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edirdi:<\/p>\n

– Ne\u00e7\u0259nci sinifd\u0259 oxuyursan?<\/p>\n

– D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc sinifd\u0259.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrin so\u011fan\u00e7an\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin yan\u0131ndan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc qat\u0131q bankas\u0131ndan qat\u0131q \u0259lav\u0259 edib davam el\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s, bu vaxt\u0131 d\u0259rsd\u0259 olmal\u0131 deyils\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 pis i\u015finin \u00fcst\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lan u\u015faq kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131b m\u0131z\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Xuraman m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. Z\u0259ng vurulanda ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrin g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:<\/p>\n

– D\u0259rsi \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259mis\u0259n?<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 cavab\u0131 t\u0259sdiql\u0259di.<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131b?<\/p>\n

– Riyaziyyat. Vurma c\u0259dv\u0259lini \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Yad\u0131mda qalm\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrin iki nim\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 qat\u0131ql\u0131 so\u011fan\u00e7a \u00e7\u0259kib birini anas\u0131n\u0131n, o birini d\u0259 Lal\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoydu. H\u0259r\u0259sin\u0259 d\u0259 iki dilim \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k ay\u0131r\u0131b verdi. Qad\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki adyal\u0131 k\u0259nara at\u0131b dik\u0259ldi, sa\u011f aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7arpay\u0131dan sallad\u0131, nim\u00e7\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoydu. Lal\u0259 ancaq bu zaman qad\u0131n\u0131n bir aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n diz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onun dizinin qurtaraca\u011f\u0131na a\u011f par\u00e7a ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Ye, dadl\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 tavan\u0131n dibini \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 saxlam\u0131\u015fam, – Z\u0259rrinin s\u0259si onu fikird\u0259n ay\u0131ltd\u0131.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259nin so\u011fan\u00e7adan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 z\u0259hl\u0259si gedib. Anas\u0131n\u0131n bi\u015firdiyi b\u00fct\u00fcn x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n so\u011fanlar\u0131 se\u00e7ib bo\u015fqab\u0131n alt\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b. Bunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcl\u00fcb. \u0130ndi ya\u011fda \u00fcz\u0259n so\u011fanlar\u0131 yem\u0259k onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox iyr\u0259nciydi. Amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 Z\u0259rrin\u0259 he\u00e7 bir etiraz ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, bel\u0259 el\u0259s\u0259, Z\u0259rrin ondan b\u0259rk inciy\u0259r, oturub u\u015faq kimi a\u011flayar. O, \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259n bir tik\u0259 qopar\u0131b, qat\u0131\u011fa bula\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b a\u011fz\u0131na qoydu.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrin ayaq\u00fcst\u00fc dayan\u0131b p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu\u011fu tavadan yeyirdi. O q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015ftahla yeyirdi ki, el\u0259 bil qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 kabab idi. O, Lal\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Riyaziyyat, vurma c\u0259dv\u0259li n\u0259dir ki, oxuya bilmirs\u0259n? M\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 vurma c\u0259dv\u0259lini \u00f6yr\u0259d\u0259r\u0259m. Asand\u0131r, narahat olma. Onun \u00f6z texnikas\u0131 var. O biri d\u0259rsl\u0259rini d\u0259 ba\u015fa salaram. \u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 zir\u0259k q\u0131za ox\u015fay\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 Z\u0259rrinl\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t ed\u0259-ed\u0259 bo\u015fqab\u0131ndak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn yem\u0259yi bitirdi. So\u011fan\u00e7a onun \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Sonra onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u00e7aydan i\u00e7di. O, el\u0259 hey dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, deyib-g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Z\u0259ng vurulanda Lal\u0259 Z\u0259rrinl\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b sinifl\u0259rin\u0259 getdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra o, dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn Z\u0259rrinin yan\u0131na gedirdi. B\u0259z\u0259n el\u0259 olurdu ki, bir g\u00fcnd\u0259 iki, \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 onlar\u0131n ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ota\u011fa qalx\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, Z\u0259rrinl\u0259 dostla\u015fa-dostla\u015fa onun haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015fey \u00f6yr\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Z\u0259rringil \u0130r\u0259vandan qa\u00e7q\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. O, evin t\u0259k q\u0131z\u0131 idi. Z\u0259rrinin atas\u0131 Kamal A\u011fr\u0131 v\u0259 anas\u0131 G\u00fclbik\u0259 A\u011fr\u0131 \u0130r\u0259van Teatr\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259\u015fhur aktyorlar\u0131 olmu\u015fdular. Ancaq Z\u0259rrinin atas\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f, anas\u0131n\u0131n bir aya\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0259k\u0259r x\u0259st\u0259liyind\u0259n qanqrena olub k\u0259silmi\u015fdi. Onlar evl\u0259rind\u0259n sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131qlar\u0131 gec\u0259 Z\u0259rrinin \u0259li qap\u0131 aras\u0131nda qal\u0131b s\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Z\u0259rrin bu bar\u0259d\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fanda G\u00fclbik\u0259 dodaqalt\u0131 erm\u0259ni adlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib kiml\u0259ris\u0259 s\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Amma Z\u0259rrinin ona ac\u0131qlanmas\u0131 il\u0259 d\u0259, qad\u0131n s\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131da saxlamas\u0131 bir olmu\u015fdu. Z\u0259rrin zahir\u0259n t\u0259mkinli, h\u0259yata nikbin baxan, h\u0259r s\u00f6zd\u0259 yumor axtaran q\u0131z kimi t\u0259sir ba\u011f\u0131\u015flasa da, Lal\u0259 hiss edirdi ki, onun g\u0259nc q\u0259lbind\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli, g\u00f6zl\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u0259z f\u0131rt\u0131nalar, tufanlar qopur.<\/p>\n

Onlar h\u0259rd\u0259n evd\u0259 \u00e7ox dar\u0131xanda \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b m\u0259kt\u0259bin stadionunda g\u0259zi\u015firdil\u0259r. Z\u0259rrin saatlarla qoyub g\u0259ldikl\u0259ri evl\u0259rind\u0259n, atas\u0131ndan, anas\u0131ndan, \u0130r\u0259van teatr\u0131nda tama\u015falara baxa-baxa valideynl\u0259rini g\u00f6zl\u0259yib yuxuya getm\u0259yind\u0259n, xo\u015fb\u0259xt g\u00fcnl\u0259rind\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n onun mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fla dolur, bo\u015fal\u0131rd\u0131. Amma Z\u0259rrin he\u00e7 vaxt a\u011flam\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc tox tutma\u011f\u0131, q\u00fcrurlu olma\u011f\u0131 bacar\u0131rd\u0131. Bir g\u00fcn is\u0259 onun g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn bula\u011f\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bu, g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015f verdi.<\/p>\n

M\u0259kt\u0259bin stadionunda Novruz bayram\u0131 ke\u00e7irilm\u0259liydi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn stadionun meydan\u00e7as\u0131nda m\u0259\u015fql\u0259r gedirdi. D\u0259rn\u0259yin r\u0259qsl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful olan q\u0131z v\u0259 o\u011flanlar\u0131 milli geyiml\u0259rd\u0259 r\u0259qs edir, mahn\u0131 oxuyub, \u015feir deyirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrinl\u0259 Lal\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn \u015firin\u00e7ayla pendir-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k yeyib meydan\u00e7aya d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Al-\u0259lvan paltarl\u0131 r\u0259qqas\u0259l\u0259r p\u0259rak\u0259nd\u0259 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 stadionda dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n d\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc b\u0259rab\u0259r deyildi. Amma g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259ri bir d\u0259st\u0259 da\u011f \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi. El\u0259 bil q\u0259dim zamanlardan g\u0259lib meydan\u00e7aya d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Z\u0259rrin onlara xeyli tama\u015fa etdi, g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yol \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Onun susqunlu\u011fu a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131, yol \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259rin idi. G\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n Z\u0259rrinin yana\u011f\u0131nda iki damla ya\u015f parlad\u0131. Lal\u0259 duruxdu, Z\u0259rrinin \u0259lind\u0259n yap\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma q\u0131z y\u00fcng\u00fcl h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259 \u0259lini Lal\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n qopard\u0131. R\u0259qqas\u0259 q\u0131zlar m\u0259\u015fql\u0259rini bitir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259-g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u0259 Z\u0259rrinin yan\u0131ndan \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7dil\u0259r. Sonuncu ged\u0259n q\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 t\u00fcl \u00f6rp\u0259k s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Z\u0259rrin q\u0131zdan \u0259vv\u0259l qa\u00e7\u0131b \u00f6rp\u0259yi g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 onu s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131, el\u0259 bil onun \u0259lind\u0259 canl\u0131 n\u0259 is\u0259 vard\u0131. R\u0259qqas\u0259 q\u0131z onun \u0259lind\u0259n yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 al\u0131b t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr ed\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r Z\u0259rrin diqq\u0259tl\u0259 \u00f6rp\u0259y\u0259 baxd\u0131. Sonra \u00e7evrilib Lal\u0259y\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim d\u0259 bu c\u00fcr \u00f6rp\u0259yim, r\u0259qs paltarlar\u0131m vard\u0131. Atam\u0131n i\u015f yolda\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rzi Rita tikmi\u015fdi. Bayramlarda geyinib s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m. R\u0259qs d\u0259rsl\u0259rin\u0259 gedirdim. Atam s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki, m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa qada\u011fa qoymayacaq. M\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rimi bu q\u0131zlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131ndan yax\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131r\u0131r, vaxt\u0131nda qo\u015fala\u015fd\u0131ra bilirdim. Atam\u0131n i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r ki, Z\u0259rrin s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7in kimi s\u00fcz\u00fcr, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k olmur. Sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 da buna g\u00f6r\u0259 uzad\u0131rd\u0131m. Bilirs\u0259n, r\u0259qqas\u0259nin sa\u00e7\u0131, uzun h\u00f6r\u00fckl\u0259ri onun var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tidir. G\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 yen\u0259 uzad\u0131ram. \u018fg\u0259r \u00e7oxlu pulumuz olsa, \u0259lim \u0259m\u0259liyyat olunsa, b\u0259lk\u0259 yenid\u0259n r\u0259qs ed\u0259 bildim. Kitablarda oxumu\u015fam ki, indi h\u0259kiml\u0259r s\u0131nan \u0259li, aya\u011f\u0131 yenid\u0259n s\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131b ora kau\u00e7uk q\u0131\u011f\u0131rdaqlar yerl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259kl\u0259 b\u0259rpa ed\u0259 bilirl\u0259r. \u018fg\u0259r \u0259lim sa\u011falmasa, onda sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259s\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, lap dibind\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 heyr\u0259tl\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259sin\u0259 baxd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 \u0259lin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?<\/p>\n

– G\u0259l\u0259r, g\u0259l\u0259r. Onsuz da \u015fik\u0259st \u0259ll\u0259 onlar\u0131 yumaq m\u0259n\u0259 z\u00fcl\u00fcm verir.<\/p>\n

Lal\u0259 diqq\u0259tl\u0259 Z\u0259rrinin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259, sonra da onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131na vurdu\u011fu a\u011f mirvarili sanca\u011f\u0131na baxd\u0131. Mirvari d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 alt\u0131nda par-par parlay\u0131rd\u0131. Z\u0259rrin Lal\u0259nin u\u015faq h\u0259y\u0259can\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rhal ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018flini yava\u015fca sanca\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f uzad\u0131b dedi:<\/p>\n

– Narahat olma, \u0259g\u0259r sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259ss\u0259m, bu sanca\u011f\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayacam. Amma k\u0259sm\u0259s\u0259m, r\u0259qqas\u0259 olsam, s\u0259n\u0259 yenisini, bundan da g\u00f6z\u0259lini alaca\u011fam. T\u0259ki, \u0259lim sa\u011fals\u0131n…<\/p>\n

…Z\u0259rrin \u00fcst\u00fc \u015f\u0131raml\u0131, eyb\u0259c\u0259r hala d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u0259lin\u0259 baxanda, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yar\u0131da k\u0259sib s\u0259ssizc\u0259 a\u011flama\u011f\u0131na davam etdi.<\/p>\n

Onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f boyun-bo\u011faz\u0131nda iz sal\u0131rd\u0131. Lal\u0259 ona t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Eybi yox, sa\u011falarsan. Qorxma, indi h\u0259kiml\u0259r h\u0259r \u015fey edirl\u0259r. \u00d6z\u00fcn deyirs\u0259n ki, \u0259m\u0259liyyatla bu m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcr. H\u0259, bax, sa\u00e7lar\u0131n da uzundur. Daha da uzanana q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ll\u0259rin d\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259r, sonra da gedib r\u0259qqas\u0259 olarsan.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n Z\u0259rrin daha da pis oldu, o, h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc il\u0259 a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n

– Yox, \u0259zizim, m\u0259n bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt r\u0259qs ed\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m. Bu \u0259ll\u0259, barmaqlarla nec\u0259 r\u0259qs etm\u0259k olar? G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n, he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 yaram\u0131r?! H\u0259rd\u0259n, az qal\u0131ram, onu baltan\u0131n alt\u0131na qoyub k\u0259sib at\u0131m.<\/p>\n

O, z\u0259d\u0259li \u0259lini ir\u0259li tutdu. \u018flinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131 \u015f\u0131ram\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki k\u00f6vr\u0259k d\u0259ri so\u011fan qab\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi par\u0131lday\u0131r, q\u0131c olmu\u015f barmaqlar qurumu\u015f a\u011fac buda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Lal\u0259 sanki Z\u0259rrinin \u0259ll\u0259rini ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc. O, r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin \u0259lini unutmu\u015fdu. Onunla ke\u00e7irdiyi zamanda Z\u0259rrin o q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015fb\u0259xt h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edirdi ki, onun v\u0259 ail\u0259sinin ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn iyirminci ilind\u0259 bir g\u0259nc q\u0131z\u0131n bu q\u0259d\u0259r b\u0259db\u0259xt olmas\u0131 Lal\u0259nin yad\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– Atam g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00f6ld\u00fc. Qarmaqar\u0131\u015f\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n Lal\u0259ni r\u0259fiq\u0259sinin titr\u0259k s\u0259si ay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

– “Da\u011f\u0131lan tifaq” tama\u015fas\u0131n\u0131n premyeras\u0131 idi. Atam bu tama\u015fada F\u0259xr\u0259ddin b\u0259y rolunu ifa edirdi. Aylarla bu tama\u015fan\u0131n premyeras\u0131na haz\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu rola g\u00f6r\u0259 onun ya\u015f\u0131 bir az \u00e7ox olsa da, rejissor rolu atama vermi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 dublyorsuz. Sonra orda v\u0259ziyy\u0259t pisl\u0259\u015fdi. Biz\u0259 onsuz da \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n g\u00fcn vermirdil\u0259r. Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131 aktyorlar\u0131n he\u00e7 bir u\u011furunu h\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. Atam\u0131n da, anam\u0131n da ad\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 f\u0259xri adlar, m\u00fckafatlar siyah\u0131s\u0131ndan silir, yerin\u0259 \u00f6zl\u0259rinin, a\u011fz\u0131ndan s\u00fcd iyi g\u0259l\u0259n u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n adlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lav\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. H\u0259tta buna g\u00f6r\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 atam Moskvaya etiraz etmi\u015fdi. Teatr\u0131n erm\u0259ni i\u015f\u00e7il\u0259ri bunu \u00f6yr\u0259n\u0259n kimi atam\u0131 qrim ota\u011f\u0131na sal\u0131b d\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, orda atam\u0131n dostlar\u0131 da vard\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n onu, anam\u0131 m\u00fcdafi\u0259 d\u0259 edirdil\u0259r, s\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259rini qiym\u0259tl\u0259ndirirdil\u0259r. Amma onlar da qorxurdular. Premyera g\u00fcn\u00fc F\u0259xr\u0259ddinin \u00f6l\u00fcm s\u0259hn\u0259sind\u0259 atam yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131. Biz ham\u0131m\u0131z bilirdik ki, s\u0259hn\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm hiss\u0259si var. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 bu hal bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn adi g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Ancaq sonradan s\u0259hn\u0259 arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 bildik ki, atam art\u0131q h\u0259yatda yoxdur.<\/p>\n

Z\u0259rrin yem\u0259k-i\u00e7m\u0259kd\u0259n korluq \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Lal\u0259 onlara evl\u0259rind\u0259n so\u011fan, kartof, pendir, m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259, mer-meyv\u0259 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131b g\u0259tirirdi. Amma onun g\u0259tirdiyi bu c\u00fczi \u0259rzaqlar Z\u0259rringil\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 alma\u011fa Z\u0259rrin pul tapm\u0131rd\u0131. Ehtiyac onlar\u0131 m\u0259hv edirdi.<\/p>\n

Yay t\u0259tili Z\u0259rrini Lal\u0259d\u0259n ayr\u0131 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq bir g\u00fcn Lal\u0259 atas\u0131 il\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f yerin\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 s\u0259ssizc\u0259 sivi\u015fib m\u0259kt\u0259bl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc. M\u0259kt\u0259bin darvazalar\u0131 taybatay a\u00e7\u0131q idi. Lal\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7id\u0259n yay\u0131n\u0131b t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259s tan\u0131\u015f pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri qalxd\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131l boyal\u0131 qap\u0131n\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayan\u0131b n\u0259f\u0259sini d\u0259rdi. \u0130ndi qap\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u0259c\u0259k, mavig\u00f6zl\u00fc, g\u00fcl\u0259r\u00fcz Z\u0259rrin qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7acaq, ondan ne\u00e7\u0259 vaxt\u0131 harda oldu\u011funu, niy\u0259 onun yan\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259diyini soru\u015facaq. Amma \u0259trafdak\u0131 s\u0259ssizlik onu narahat etdi. Qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259, ya Z\u0259rrinin, ya anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. \u0130ndi is\u0259 h\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n kims\u0259sizlik ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

O, ehtiyatla qap\u0131n\u0131 aralad\u0131. Sakitlik davam edirdi. Y\u00fcng\u00fclvari t\u0259kanla qap\u0131n\u0131 bir az da a\u00e7d\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ilk sata\u015fan G\u00fclbik\u0259nin d\u0259mir \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 bo\u015fluq oldu. Ota\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131nda dayanan Lal\u0259 Z\u0259rrinin d\u0259miri par\u0131ldayan \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. O, sustalm\u0131\u015f add\u0131mlarla ir\u0259li yeriyib \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdi. Ordan-burdan \u00e7\u0131xan d\u0259mirl\u0259r Lal\u0259nin yum\u015faq yerini \u0259zdi. D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rmi\u015f kartof vard\u0131. G\u00fclbik\u0259nin yem\u0259k yediyi d\u0259mir cam p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin a\u011fz\u0131nda idi. Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 bo\u015fqab\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 h\u0259lm\u0259\u015fik, s\u0131y\u0131\u011fa b\u0259nz\u0259r n\u0259 is\u0259 yeyilmi\u015f, art\u0131\u011f\u0131 quruyub cam\u0131n dibin\u0259 yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u0259rrinin uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 toplay\u0131b y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 mirvari muncuqlarla i\u015fl\u0259nmi\u015f sa\u00e7 sanca\u011f\u0131 is\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulmu\u015fdu. Sanca\u011f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 onun sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 t\u00fck ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Lal\u0259 yava\u015fca sanca\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131, sonra donunun cibin\u0259 qoydu. Onun g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan bir damla ya\u015f ota\u011f\u0131n tozlu d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 damc\u0131lad\u0131. Lal\u0259 otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O, ikibir, \u00fc\u00e7bir pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259ri enib h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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