{"id":73087,"date":"2026-03-13T20:08:14","date_gmt":"2026-03-13T16:08:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=73087"},"modified":"2026-03-13T20:12:04","modified_gmt":"2026-03-13T16:12:04","slug":"73087","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=73087","title":{"rendered":"“Bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259dir \u015feirl\u0259rim” G\u018fNC \u015eA\u0130R FUAD B\u0130L\u018fSUVARLININ K\u0130TABI HAQQINDA D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNC\u018fL\u018fR"},"content":{"rendered":"
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S\u00fcdab\u0259 S\u018fRV\u0130<\/b><\/i><\/span>
\nYaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-publisist, AYB-nin \u00fczv\u00fc<\/i><\/b><\/span><\/p>\n

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\u00c7ox sevindirici hald\u0131r ki, bu g\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259bi m\u00fchitd\u0259 istedadl\u0131 g\u0259nclik yeti\u015fir. M\u0259n istedadl\u0131 g\u0259nclik dey\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z x\u0259tti, \u00f6z \u00fcslubu olan, he\u00e7 k\u0259si t\u0259krar etm\u0259d\u0259n, yaln\u0131z \u00f6z ilham\u0131n\u0131n, \u00f6z beyninin m\u0259hsulu olan yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131qla tan\u0131nanlar\u0131 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259 tuturam. V\u0259 bunu t\u0259kc\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biyyata, poeziyaya deyil, inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259tin b\u00fct\u00fcn sah\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 aid edir\u0259m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin\u0259 \u00fcmidl\u0259 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m bel\u0259 g\u0259ncl\u0259rd\u0259n biri d\u0259 Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Bu yax\u0131nda Fuad\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kitab\u0131 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Az\u0259rbaycan Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyind\u0259 \u015fair Dayandur Sevginin kitab t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131 “Bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259dir \u015feirl\u0259rim” adl\u0131 kitab\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etdi. \u00dcz\u00fcnd\u0259 xo\u015f bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm, i\u015f\u0131q vard\u0131. Bu i\u015f\u0131q onun \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n, q\u0259lbind\u0259n g\u0259lirdi. \u018fslind\u0259, \u015fair q\u0259lbi i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 olmal\u0131d\u0131r ki, yazd\u0131qlar\u0131 da i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 al\u0131ns\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Ev\u0259 g\u0259lib kitab\u0131n ilk s\u0259hif\u0259ni a\u00e7anda m\u00fc\u0259llifin \u00f6z\u00fc haqq\u0131nda yazd\u0131g\u0131 \u00f6n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri diqq\u0259timi \u00e7\u0259kdi. “H\u0259r \u015feir insan \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn bir an\u0131d\u0131r. Bu an\u0131 ya\u015famasan, duymasan yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n adi s\u00f6z y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 olacaq. Zorla \u015fair olmaq olmur. \u018fg\u0259r yazd\u0131qlar\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u0259lmirs\u0259,\u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259sir etm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k”.<\/p>\n

\u018fslind\u0259, Fuad bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259sl \u015fair q\u0259l\u0259minin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rir. “\u018fg\u0259r s\u0259nd\u0259 istedad yoxdursa, ha \u00e7al\u0131\u015f, ha vuru\u015f, s\u0259nd\u0259n \u015fair olmayacaq! Get ba\u015fqa bir sah\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f, xalq\u0131na xeyir ver”, – dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Fuad\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259nc ik\u0259n h\u0259yat\u0131n \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r z\u0259rb\u0259sini al\u0131b: 23 ya\u015f\u0131nda atas\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n Fuad\u0131n d\u0259rdini sevimli \u015fair Afaq \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 ona h\u0259sr etdiyi \u015feirind\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k misralarla \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l verib. \u00d6zg\u0259 atalar\u0131n\u0131n “can, ay o\u011ful!” s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcb, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcy\u00fcb bir k\u00fcnc\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259c\u0259k, x\u0259yallar\u0131 il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qalacaqd\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259sinin himay\u0259sind\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n Fuad u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da d\u00fcz-\u0259m\u0259lli ya\u015famad\u0131. Ya\u015faya bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n

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“S\u0259n u\u015faq olmam\u0131san yadda\u015flarda qalal\u0131,
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck kimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb, b\u00f6y\u00fckt\u0259k davranm\u0131san.
\nS\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcmid edibl\u0259r, s\u0259n\u0259 i\u015f buyurublar.
\nEl\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n k\u00fcs\u00fcbl\u0259r, el\u0259 s\u0259nd\u0259n umublar…
\nHe\u00e7 zaman\u0131n olmay\u0131b d\u0259c\u0259llikl\u0259r etm\u0259y\u0259,
\n\u00d6yr\u0259\u015fmis\u0259n t\u0259k-t\u0259nha x\u0259yallarda itm\u0259y\u0259…”<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bu bir h\u0259qiq\u0259tdir ki, \u015fair a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131larla ya\u015fay\u0131r. M\u0259n bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 bu bar\u0259d\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fam v\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 deyir\u0259m: insan o vaxt yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olur, o vaxt \u0259lin\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m al\u0131r ki, h\u0259yat\u0131nda o a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131lar\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131r… Gec\u0259l\u0259r o d\u0259rdl\u0259rl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qal\u0131r…<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, m\u0259hkum idin s\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck do\u011fulma\u011fa?
\nYoxsa h\u0259yat qoymay\u0131b s\u0259ni u\u015faq olma\u011fa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259ri, q\u0259ml\u0259ri, h\u0259yat\u0131nda ac\u0131lar\u0131 \u00e7ox olsa da, Fuad bunlar\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259rd etmir, bu d\u0259rdl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u0259lbl\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131lay\u0131r, uca Allaha, onun \u0259dal\u0259tin\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131r, “\u0130lham\u0131 d\u0259rdimd\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fam!” – deyir:<\/p>\n

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Dualar ed\u0259r\u0259k \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m sabaha.
\nD\u00fcz oldum, batmad\u0131m he\u00e7 bir g\u00fcnaha.
\nQurbanam o d\u0259rdi ver\u0259n Allaha,
\n\u0130lham\u0131 d\u0259rdimd\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fam bel\u0259.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015eairlik, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q bax budur! D\u0259rdl\u0259r\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rib o d\u0259rdi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fc ed\u0259 bilm\u0259k. B\u0259dbinl\u0259\u015fm\u0259m\u0259k! Sabaha daha da \u00fcmidl\u0259 boylanmaq.<\/p>\n

Ancaq evinin sakit bir gu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 ki\u00e7ik yaz\u0131 masas\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc daha rahat hiss edir Fuad. “Bir m\u0259n oluram, bir d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rim… B\u0259z\u0259n yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n qafiy\u0259ni tapa bilm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259, fikriml\u0259 az qala da\u011fa d\u0131rma\u015f\u0131ram…” – deyir \u015fair.<\/p>\n

Bir q\u0259l\u0259m sahibi kimi onu bu g\u00fcn c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259, d\u00fcnyada ba\u015f ver\u0259n \u0259yintil\u0259r, haqs\u0131zl\u0131qlar narahat edir. Torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda olmas\u0131, Qarabag, \u015eu\u015fa, La\u00e7\u0131n… d\u0259rdi q\u0259lbini s\u0131zlad\u0131r. D\u0259y\u0259rli yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 v\u0259 \u015fairimiz R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cidin dilind\u0259n yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 “La\u00e7\u0131n” \u015feiri m\u0259nim d\u0259 q\u0259lbimi s\u0131zlatd\u0131…<\/p>\n

Daha \u0259smir, mehi yoxdu,
\nG\u00fcll\u0259rinin \u015fehi yoxdu.
\nK\u00fcs\u00fcb bizd\u0259n, kefi yoxdu,
\nG\u00f6z\u00fc n\u0259mdi, dolub La\u00e7\u0131n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015eair burada metafora yaradaraq La\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 canl\u0131 insan kimi t\u0259svir edir. V\u0259 sanki bu t\u0259svirin simas\u0131nda biz insanlar\u0131n q\u0259lbind\u0259ki La\u00e7\u0131n, \u015eu\u015fa, K\u0259lb\u0259c\u0259r, A\u011fdam… h\u0259sr\u0259tini g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259h\u0259r-ax\u015fam fikrimd\u0259di…
\n\u0130ndi g\u00f6r\u0259n n\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259di?
\nYa\u011f\u0131lar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259di,
\nTalan-talan olub La\u00e7\u0131n!<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– dey\u0259n \u015fairin d\u0259rdi ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00f6z d\u0259rdimizdir, \u00f6z yan\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Fuad\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259mi get-ged\u0259 p\u00fcxt\u0259l\u0259\u015fir, yenil\u0259nir. O, yeni ifad\u0259 deyiml\u0259ri, yeni qafiy\u0259l\u0259r axtar\u0131\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r. B\u00f6y\u00fck z\u0259hm\u0259t hesab\u0131na yaz\u0131b-yarad\u0131r. Nec\u0259 yaz\u0131r? Bu suala Fuad \u00f6z\u00fc cavab verir:<\/p>\n

“M\u0259n nec\u0259 yaz\u0131ram? Bu suala cavab verm\u0259k, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir. Amma “yazmaya bil\u0259r\u0259mmi?” – sual\u0131na cavab verm\u0259k m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn daha asand\u0131r. H\u0259r g\u00fcn n\u0259s\u0259 yazmaq m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn art\u0131q ciddi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259dir. \u00c7\u00fcnki yazmaya bilm\u0259r\u0259m!”<\/p>\n

B\u0259li. Yazmaya bilm\u0259z! \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00fcr\u0259yi doludur. \u00c7\u00fcnki Allah ona istedad, yazmaq bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 verib. V\u0259 bu bacar\u0131\u011f\u0131 xalq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259rf etm\u0259lidir Fuad. Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox z\u0259hm\u0259t \u00e7\u0259km\u0259lidir. \u0130nan\u0131ram v\u0259 he\u00e7 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259siz ki, bel\u0259 d\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n

H\u0259l\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u0259likd\u0259n onun \u0259ziyy\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n n\u0259n\u0259si Xalid\u0259 xan\u0131m Fuad \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s bir varl\u0131qd\u0131r. Ona h\u00f6rm\u0259ti b\u00fct\u00fcn yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 boyu q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 x\u0259tt kimi ke\u00e7ir:<\/p>\n

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Lap \u00e7\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yin qan a\u011flay\u0131b,
\nS\u0259nin q\u0259lbind\u0259kin\u0259 bir d\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131b…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yuxar\u0131da qeyd etdiyim kimi, Fuad daim \u0259d\u0259bi axtar\u0131\u015fdad\u0131r. Yeni fikirl\u0259r sora\u011f\u0131ndad\u0131r. Onun sevgi \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00e7ox s\u0259mimidir.<\/p>\n

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Q\u0259lbimd\u0259n q\u0259lbin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyin yolu,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn ilm\u0259- ilm\u0259 nax\u0131\u015flay\u0131ram.
\nBa\u015fqa he\u00e7 bir \u015fey\u0259 g\u00fcman\u0131m g\u0259lmir,
\nM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259lbimi ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131ram.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Q\u0259lbd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, Fuad? O g\u00fcn olsun ki, o g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0259lbini b\u00fct\u00fcn sevdikl\u0259rin\u0259, oxucular\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayasan.<\/p>\n

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O q\u0131z m\u0259ni b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259di,
\nYoxdu cibd\u0259 param, yoxdu.
\nHe\u00e7 siqaret d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m.
\nEl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259 aram yoxdu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Bu \u015feird\u0259 Fuad nec\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259mimidir… \u00d6z\u00fcd\u00fcr! M\u00f6vlanan\u0131n bir k\u0259lam\u0131 var: “Ya g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcn kimi ol, ya da oldu\u011fun kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn”. Fuad oldu\u011fu kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n insanlardand\u0131r v\u0259 t\u00f6vsiy\u0259m budur ki, onu pulu-paras\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 saymayan insanlardan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc qorusun.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, bu g\u00fcn Fuad\u0131n \u0259traf\u0131nda \u00e7ox d\u0259y\u0259rli insanlar var. Ona d\u0259st\u0259k olan insanlar. Tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6z s\u0259n\u0259tkar\u0131m\u0131z D\u0259mir G\u0259d\u0259b\u0259yli, d\u0259y\u0259rli \u015fair v\u0259 h\u0259kim Afaq xan\u0131m \u015e\u0131xl\u0131, h\u0259m\u00e7inin ba\u015fqalar\u0131. Yeri g\u0259lmi\u015fk\u0259n, “Bir n\u0259\u011fm\u0259dir \u015feirl\u0259rim” kitab\u0131n\u0131n redaktoru da Afaq xan\u0131md\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Fuad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00e7oxdur. S\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 mahn\u0131lar b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nib. O n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f s\u0259n\u0259tkarlar oxuyurlar. Bu ya\u015fda bu u\u011furu qazanmaq Fuad\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyidir. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259r \u015fairin \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 n\u0259\u011fm\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil.<\/p>\n

Bu y\u0131\u011fcam qeydl\u0259rimin sonunda bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri tam s\u0259mimiyy\u0259tl\u0259 deyir\u0259m: U\u011furlar, Fuad! \u0130nan\u0131ram ki, s\u0259nin g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yin daha da u\u011furlu olacaq. Bu \u00e7\u0259tin v\u0259 m\u0259suliyy\u0259tli yollarda b\u00fcdr\u0259m\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fcz yolla getm\u0259yini arzulay\u0131ram!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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