{"id":67446,"date":"2026-01-20T05:44:16","date_gmt":"2026-01-20T01:44:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=67446"},"modified":"2026-01-20T11:16:29","modified_gmt":"2026-01-20T07:16:29","slug":"qanla-yazilmis-sevgi-dastani-fuad-bil%c9%99suvarli-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=67446","title":{"rendered":"Qanla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sevgi dastan\u0131… – Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131 yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Bu dastan xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tarixin\u0259 qanla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f 20 yanvar faci\u0259sinin q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 \u0130lham v\u0259 F\u0259riz\u0259nin dastan\u0131d\u0131r.
\nYa\u015fasayd\u0131lar, \u0130lham\u0131n indi 64, F\u0259riz\u0259nin is\u0259 56 ya\u015f\u0131 olacaqd\u0131. O\u011ful – u\u015faq, n\u0259v\u0259 sahibl\u0259ri olacaq ata, ana, baba, n\u0259n\u0259 ad\u0131 da\u015f\u0131yacaqd\u0131lar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nec\u0259 d\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar. Sanki el\u0259 bir-biri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn do\u011fulmu\u015fdular.
\nBir-birini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t\u0259 and i\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 he\u00e7 a\u011f\u0131llar\u0131na da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, onlar\u0131 nec\u0259 faci\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259yir, bu saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t nakam qalacaq…<\/p>\n

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\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r xiyaban\u0131ndayam, onlar\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259. Bu qo\u015fa \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rind\u0259 nec\u0259 d\u0259 b\u0259xtiyard\u0131lar, ilahi. \u00dcz-g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n sevinc t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcr. Ehtiramla ba\u015f \u0259yir\u0259m.
\nSevgi, saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s olub. Bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259sdir, sabah da bel\u0259 olacaq. 20 ya\u015fl\u0131 F\u0259riz\u0259 is\u0259 \u00f6z s\u0259daq\u0259ti il\u0259 bu m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti daha ucalara qald\u0131rd\u0131. Sevgi tarixind\u0259 yeni, \u0259b\u0259di\u00a0 bir iz qoydu.
\nTale onlar\u0131 birl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259nd\u0259 \u0130lham D. B\u00fcnyadzad\u0259 G\u0259mi T\u0259miri zavodunda torna\u00e7\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. F\u0259riz\u0259 tibb m\u0259kt\u0259binin sonuncu kurs t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259si idi. Onlar\u0131n birg\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt h\u0259yat\u0131 1989 – c\u00fc ilin 30 iyun tarixind\u0259n ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Qo\u015fa c\u00fctl\u00fcy\u00fcn minbir arzusu vard\u0131.<\/p>\n

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\nBak\u0131 is\u0259 qaynay\u0131rd\u0131. Minl\u0259rl\u0259, y\u00fcz minl\u0259rl\u0259 azadl\u0131q a\u015fiql\u0259ri meydanda idil\u0259r. Azad, suveren bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin azad v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015flar\u0131 olmaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Adi f\u0259hl\u0259 olan, \u00fcr\u0259yi azadl\u0131q h\u0259v\u0259si il\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259n \u0130lham da onlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda idi. O da s\u0259sini insanlar\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 qat\u0131r, azadl\u0131q ist\u0259yirdi.
\n20 yanvar g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n gec\u0259 d\u0259 bel\u0259 idi. N\u0259 edil\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdarl\u0131qlar, n\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 daxil olan tanklar\u0131n qorxunc s\u0259sl\u0259ri onlar\u0131 azadl\u0131q yolundan \u00e7\u0259kindir\u0259 bilmirdi. \u018fksin\u0259, bu ehtiras\u0131 bir az da g\u00fccl\u0259ndirirdi.
\n\u018fyal\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 ist\u0259k v\u0259 arzular\u0131 bo\u011fan rejim qanl\u0131 ordusuna g\u00fcv\u0259nirdi, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f insanlar is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinin s\u0259sin\u0259 qulaq asaraq q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 arxalan\u0131rd\u0131lar.
\n\u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 daxil olan tanklar q\u0259ddarcas\u0131na he\u00e7 n\u0259y\u0259 baxmadan k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r boyu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t edir, dinc \u0259haliy\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131r, qar\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xanlar\u0131 tapday\u0131rd\u0131.
\nTanklar \u0130lham\u0131n da i\u00e7ind\u0259 oldu\u011fu k\u00fctl\u0259nin d\u0259 yan\u0131na \u00e7atanda art\u0131q rejim c\u0259lladlar\u0131n\u0131n \u0259li g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insanlar\u0131n qan\u0131na batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r qan i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. Bak\u0131 qan a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

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Bu anda \u0130lham \u0259lini qald\u0131raraq tanklar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, dinc \u0259haliy\u0259 at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7\u0131lmamas\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259bi il\u0259. D\u00fcn\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259xr etdiyimiz sovet \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri onu g\u00fcll\u0259y\u0259 tuturlar. Bu da bir azadl\u0131q m\u00fccahidinin nakam arzunun son an\u0131, \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259n yolun ba\u015flan\u011f\u0131c\u0131…
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man \u00fcr\u0259kli \u0130lham bu gec\u0259nin son gec\u0259 oldu\u011funu duymu\u015fdu. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 F\u0259riz\u0259ni el\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn anas\u0131gil\u0259 apar\u0131b, \u00f6z\u00fc geri qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n20 yanvar gec\u0259si k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r al-qana boyanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130nsanlar ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmayan do\u011fmalar\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131rd\u0131lar. \u015e\u0259hid olmu\u015f \u0130lham\u0131 da bel\u0259 tapm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar.
\nBu \u00f6l\u00fcm \u015f\u0259r\u0259fli bir \u00f6l\u00fcm idi. \u0130lham da c\u0259mi 28 ya\u015f\u0131nda bel\u0259 bir \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nB\u0259s F\u0259riz\u0259?! 20 ya\u015f\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 tamam olmam\u0131\u015f F\u0259riz\u0259 \u0130lhams\u0131z h\u0259yata d\u00f6z\u0259 bil\u0259rdimi?!
\nYox, F\u0259riz\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u0259 art\u0131q h\u0259yat s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. O, h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 can\u0131ndan \u00e7ox sevdiyi \u0130lhams\u0131z t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259 bilmirdi.
\nEtm\u0259di d\u0259. Adic\u0259 bir m\u0259ktubda q\u0131sa s\u0259tirl\u0259r: ” M\u0259n \u0130lhams\u0131z ya\u015faya bilm\u0259r\u0259m…” v\u0259 intihar.
\nBu intihar yox, q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131q, s\u00fcca\u0259t, igidlik, s\u0259daq\u0259tlilik n\u00fcmun\u0259si, saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tin \u0259n uca, \u0259l\u00e7atmaz zirv\u0259si idi. F\u0259riz\u0259 \u0130lhama yenid\u0259n qovu\u015fdu.
\nYanvar\u0131n 22-sind\u0259 iki nakam g\u0259nc \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r Xiyaban\u0131nda yenid\u0259n qovu\u015fdular, m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s ruhlar\u0131 birl\u0259\u015fdi.
\nQar\u015f\u0131n\u0131zda ba\u015f \u0259yir\u0259m, \u0259ziz qarda\u015f\u0131m \u0130lham, ist\u0259kli bac\u0131m F\u0259riz\u0259. Milyon-milyon g\u0259ncl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn s\u0259daq\u0259t simvollar\u0131.
\n\u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r \u00f6lm\u00fcrl\u0259r. Onlar \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rd\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr, \u0259b\u0259diyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7evirilirl\u0259r.
\nArt\u0131q 22 ildir ki, q\u0259dirbil\u0259n xalq\u0131m\u0131z bu iki nakam g\u0259ncin ail\u0259 qurduqlar\u0131 30 iyun tarixini ” Sevgilil\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc” kimi qeyd edir. Ruhlar\u0131 \u015fad olsun!..
\nBu, he\u00e7 zaman solmayacaq, xalq\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n azadl\u0131q yolu m\u00fcbariz\u0259sin\u0259 qanla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir sevgi dastan\u0131d\u0131r. Bu dastan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 biziml\u0259 olacaq.<\/p>\n

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