{"id":66822,"date":"2026-01-13T14:32:25","date_gmt":"2026-01-13T10:32:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=66822"},"modified":"2026-01-13T14:32:25","modified_gmt":"2026-01-13T10:32:25","slug":"musa-yaqubun-kitabima-on-soz-yazdigina-inanmamisdim-nezaket-memmedova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=66822","title":{"rendered":"\u201cMusa Yaqubun kitab\u0131ma \u00f6n s\u00f6z yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m…\u201d \u2013 N\u018fZAK\u018fT M\u018fMM\u018fDOVA"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201c…Z\u0259ng vurub dedi ki, s\u0259n m\u0259ni bel\u0259 z\u0259if insan bilirs\u0259n, imzamdan kims\u0259 istifad\u0259 el\u0259sin?!\u201d<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

\u201cAnam 14 ya\u015f\u0131mda \u015feir d\u0259ft\u0259rimi c\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u201d<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

\u201cPoeziya hissin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131d\u0131r… \u015eeir m\u00fctl\u0259q \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 hans\u0131sa hissin q\u00fcvv\u0259sind\u0259n yaran\u0131r\u201d<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

\u018fsl s\u00f6z adamlar\u0131 Tanr\u0131n\u0131n el\u00e7il\u0259ri hesab olunur. Sanki,\u00a0<\/span><\/b>Tanr\u0131 onlar\u0131 s\u00f6z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, \u015feir \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yarad\u0131b.\u00a0<\/b>M\u0259n dey\u0259rdim ki, m<\/span><\/b>\u00fcsahibim<\/b>,<\/span><\/b> Az\u0259rbaycan<\/b>.media<\/b><\/span>-n\u0131n\u00a0<\/span><\/b>“Ziyal\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fc”<\/em><\/span> rubrikas\u0131n\u0131n qona\u011f\u0131<\/b>,<\/span><\/b>\u00a0“Respublika Xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131”<\/span> redaksiyas\u0131n\u0131n\u00a0<\/b>v\u0259\u00a0<\/span><\/b>“Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc”<\/span> jurnal\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f redaktoru, \u015fair\u0259-publisist, “T\u0259r\u0259qqi” medall\u0131 N\u0259zak\u0259t M\u0259mm\u0259dova<\/b>\u00a0da\u00a0<\/span><\/b>Tanr\u0131n\u0131n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6z\u0259 \u00e7evirib, a\u011f v<\/b>\u0259r\u0259q\u0259\u00a0<\/span><\/b>k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr<\/b>\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259rd\u0259n biridir.<\/span><\/b>\u00a0N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m<\/b>la\u00a0<\/span><\/b>yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259<\/b>\u00a0<\/b>geni\u015f s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdik.\u00a0<\/b>Buyurun, oxuyun.<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m, s\u00f6hb\u0259timiz\u0259 ilk ondan ba\u015flayaq ki, poeziya sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn n\u0259dir?..<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– \u018fslin\u0259 qalanda, ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cpoeziya\u201d qoyuruq, amma poeziya hissin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131d\u0131r. Poeziya ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa hissdir. \u015eeir el\u0259-bel\u0259 yaranm\u0131r, m\u00fctl\u0259q \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 hans\u0131sa hissin q\u00fcvv\u0259sind\u0259n yaran\u0131r. Nifr\u0259td\u0259n, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259td\u0259n, xo\u015f t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcratdan, sevincd\u0259n, k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259n d\u0259 yarana bil\u0259r.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Maraql\u0131d\u0131r, siz \u015feirl\u0259rinizi \u0259sas\u0259n g\u00fcn\u00fcn hans\u0131 vaxtlar\u0131nda yaz\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– \u0130nan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z, \u015fair olmaq he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259nim a\u011f\u0131l\u0131mdan ke\u00e7m\u0259yib.\u00a0<\/span>\u015eeirl\u0259rimi 14 ya\u015f\u0131mdan yazma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. 96 s\u0259hif\u0259lik d\u0259ft\u0259rim var idi. O d\u0259ft\u0259rin i\u00e7ind\u0259 bayat\u0131lar\u0131m, \u015feirl\u0259rim var idi. O d\u0259ft\u0259r hardansa anam\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 ke\u00e7mi\u015f, o da h\u0259min\u00a0<\/span>d\u0259ft\u0259ri c\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131...<\/span><\/p>\n

– N\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn?<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– Bilmir\u0259m, n\u0259s\u0259 \u015feir yazma\u011f\u0131m onun xo\u015funa g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015fdi. O d\u00f6vr\u00fcn ba\u015fqa t\u0259l\u0259bl\u0259ri var idi.\u00a0<\/span>N\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259, anam m\u0259ni poeziyada g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Sonradan m\u0259n g\u00fcnd\u0259lik tutma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131m. O zaman doqquzuncu sinifd\u0259 oxuyurdum. Ara-s\u0131ra \u015feirl\u0259rimi d\u0259 g\u00fcnd\u0259likd\u0259 yaz\u0131rd\u0131m.\u00a0Sonra tale el\u0259 g\u0259tirdi ki, universitet ill\u0259ri, ail\u0259<\/span>, i\u015f m\u00fchiti..<\/span>. 2001-ci ild\u0259 Milli Ensiklopediyaya i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259ldim. Ondan \u0259vv\u0259l is\u0259 Nizami rayonunda T\u0259hsil \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam. \u015eeir d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259rimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcml\u0259 g\u0259zdirirdim<\/span>.<\/span>\u00a02005-ci ild\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndim v\u0259 \u0130rana \u0259m\u0259liyyata ged\u0259si oldum. \u018fm\u0259liyyat\u0131m da \u00e7ox uzun \u00e7\u0259kdi, \u00fcr\u0259k m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si idi. Az\u0259rbaycana qay\u0131danda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin \u00fczv\u00fc kimi g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259likl\u0259ri i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131m tap\u0131b<\/span>, oradan\u00a0<\/span>\u015feirl\u0259rimi k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f<\/span>d\u00fc<\/span>l\u0259r.\u00a0<\/span>R\u0259hm\u0259tlik\u00a0<\/span>Musa Yaqub \u00f6n s\u00f6z yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Allah Nahid Hac\u0131zad\u0259y\u0259\u00a0<\/span>d\u0259\u00a0<\/span>r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin<\/span>, o<\/span>, \u00e7ox t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb el\u0259mi\u015fdi<\/span>. D<\/span>eyirmi\u015f ki, N\u0259zak\u0259tin h\u0259m d\u0259 \u015feir yazmaq qabiliyy\u0259ti, istedad\u0131 var imi\u015f. O \u015feirl\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 Musa Yaqub b\u0259y\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Kitabda Musa Yaqubun \u00f6n s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra biraz da hidd\u0259tl\u0259ndim ki, nec\u0259 ola bil\u0259r, b\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairimiz m\u0259nim \u015feirl\u0259rim\u0259 \u00f6n s\u00f6z yazs\u0131n?! \u0130<\/span>nkar el\u0259dim ki, y\u0259qin kims\u0259 imza at\u0131b. \u0130nan\u0131n, kitab\u0131 he\u00e7 \u0259lim\u0259 almaq ist\u0259mirdim.<\/p>\n

\u00dc<\/span>st\u00fcnd\u0259n 2-3 g\u00fcn ke\u00e7di,\u00a0<\/span>bir d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, Musa Yaqub m\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259ng edir<\/span>.\u00a0Dedi, q<\/span>\u0131z\u0131m, m\u0259n bel\u0259 e\u015fitmi\u015f\u0259m, s<\/span>\u0259n m\u0259ni bel\u0259 z\u0259if insan bilirs\u0259n ki, imzamdan kims\u0259 istifad\u0259 el\u0259sin?! S\u0259nin \u015feirl\u0259rini ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcm oxudum. H\u0259tta g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, orda fikrimi d\u0259 bildirmi\u015f\u0259m ki, s\u0259n tutdu\u011fun m\u00f6vzunu, ilham\u0131n s\u0259n\u0259 verdiyi tap\u0131nt\u0131n\u0131 tez bitirirs\u0259n. El\u0259 m\u00f6vzu var ki, s\u0259nd\u0259 poemaya \u00e7eviril\u0259 bil\u0259r. M\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 t\u00f6vsiy\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 oldu.<\/p>\n

Ondan sonra m\u0259n \u015feir yazmaqdan \u00e7\u0259kinm\u0259dim. \u015eeir g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 adamdan vaxt-zaman ist\u0259mir\u00a0ki, m<\/span>\u0259n gec\u0259 yaz\u0131m, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz yaz\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Aprel hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n sonra i\u015fd\u0259ydi<\/span>m, yan\u0131ma bi<\/span>r n\u0259f\u0259r g\u0259ldi. \u0130ki u\u015faq anas\u0131 idi. H\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 aprel hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 itirmi\u015fdi.\u00a0<\/span>O da polkovnik imi\u015f.\u00a0O<\/span>\u00a0deyirdi ki, balaca L\u0259l\u0259t\u0259p\u0259d\u0259n \u00f6tr\u00fc yolda\u015f\u0131m bizi yetim qoyub getdi. Qad\u0131n h\u0259yat\u0131na \u00fcsyan edirdi. Balaca q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131 da oturub orda.\u00a0Dedi, k<\/span>\u0259m\u0259rind\u0259ki qan\u0131 da yumam\u0131\u015fam, q\u0259brinin<\/span>\u00a0\u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 getmir\u0259m. Bird\u0259n u\u015faq el\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flad\u0131 ki… (K\u00f6vr\u0259lir\u00a0–<\/span>F.B.)\u00a0Onlar m\u0259nim ota\u011f\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131lar. He\u00e7 liftin yan\u0131na \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar, b<\/span>ird\u0259n bir \u015feir yarand\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259,<\/span>\u00a0siz d\u0259 oxumusunuz,<\/span>\u00a0“A\u011flama \u015f\u0259hid q\u0131z\u0131” adl\u0131 \u015feir idi.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259li, \u015feirl\u0259rinizin \u00e7oxunu oxumu\u015fam.<\/b><\/p>\n

– O \u015feir h\u0259min an yaran\u0131b. El\u0259 bil,<\/span>\u00a0\u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. \u015eeiriml\u0259 balaca q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faza dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, m\u0259n atam\u0131 itir\u0259nd\u0259 el\u0259 s\u0259n ya\u015fdayd\u0131m. Bax, bu \u015feirin yaranma tarix\u00e7\u0259si bel\u0259 oldu. Y\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt olmay\u0131b ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc m\u0259cbur edim, oturum qafiy\u0259 il\u0259 \u015feir yaz\u0131m. O m\u00fctl\u0259q \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc g\u0259lib m\u0259ni aparmal\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n ist\u0259diyimi m\u0259nd\u0259n almal\u0131d\u0131r. \u015eeirl\u0259rimin yaranmas\u0131 bel\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n

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– N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m, m\u00fcasir poeziyam\u0131zda kiml\u0259ri oxuyursunuz. Bir m\u00fcsahib\u0259d\u0259 rast g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair deyir<\/b>\u00a0ki,\u00a0<\/span><\/b>t\u0259krar\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q olmas\u0131n<\/b>\u00a0dey\u0259 m<\/span><\/b>\u0259n ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini oxumuram. Bu fikr\u0259 m\u00fcnasib\u0259tiniz nec\u0259dir?<\/b><\/p>\n

– \u018fksin\u0259,\u00a0<\/span>m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u015feirin yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131, pisi yoxdur. Yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131, pisi olmur. O yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q n\u00fcmun\u0259si h\u0259min yarad\u0131c\u0131 insana aiddir<\/span>.\u00a0\u0130<\/span>st\u0259r poeziyada, ist\u0259r d\u0259\u00a0ba\u015fqa<\/span>\u00a0sah\u0259l\u0259rd<\/span>\u0259 olsun, h<\/span>e\u00e7 k\u0259s \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259li dem\u0259z. M\u0259n bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m. M\u0259n oxuma\u011f\u0131, m\u00fctali\u0259 etm\u0259yi \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. \u0130ndi b\u0259zi g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz \u015feird\u0259 s\u0259rb\u0259st v\u0259zn\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00f6n\u0259m verirl\u0259r. Bilirsiniz d\u0259, b<\/span>izim\u00a0<\/span>poeziyam\u0131zda realizm Vaqifd\u0259n g\u0259ldis\u0259, s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feir\u00a0d\u0259<\/span>\u00a0R\u0259sul Rzadan g\u0259ldi. \u018fvv\u0259l he\u00e7 R\u0259sul Rzan\u0131n da s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feirl\u0259rin\u0259 uy\u011funla\u015fa bilmirdik. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259n heca v\u0259znin\u0259 vur\u011fun olmu\u015fuq, heca v\u0259znini \u00e7ox sevmi\u015fik. El\u0259 indinin \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 d\u0259. Amma indi g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m ki, b\u0259zi g\u0259ncl\u0259rimiz s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feir\u0259 daha da meylli olublar. Bilirsiniz ki, qarda\u015f T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 d\u00f6vl\u0259tind\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri s\u0259rb\u0259st yaz\u0131rlar.<\/p>\n

M<\/span>\u0259nim is\u0259\u00a0<\/span>5-6 s\u0259rb\u0259st \u015feirim var.\u00a0M<\/span>\u0259n\u00a0\u0259sas\u0259n\u00a0<\/span>heca v\u0259znini qoruyub saxlay\u0131ram. Amma g\u0259ncl\u0259ri oxuyuram, m<\/span>\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259rqi yoxdur. Bilirsiniz,<\/span>\u00a0m\u0259nim “Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” adl\u0131 jurnal\u0131m var, \u0259<\/span>li q\u0259l\u0259m tutan insanlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 ist\u0259yir ki, yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259rc ed\u0259k. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, 80 ya\u015fl\u0131 bir insan g<\/span>\u0259lib deyir ki, m\u0259n yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 jurnal\u0131n\u0131zda d\u0259rc etdir<\/span>m\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. El\u0259 \u00e7ox sevinir\u0259m ki. \u0130nsan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u0259\u00a0il\u0259<\/span>s\u0259 rahatla\u015fd\u0131ra, sakitl\u0259\u015fdir\u0259 bilir. Sonra da deyir ki, b\u0259y\u0259ns\u0259niz \u00e7ap ed\u0259rsiniz. M\u0259n ona he\u00e7 vaxt demir\u0259m ki, b\u0259y\u0259nm\u0259dim,<\/span>\u00a0\u00e7ap olunmad\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r o arzuyla bu redaksiyam\u0131z\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olursa, \u015feirl\u0259ri m\u00fctl\u0259q \u00e7ap olunur.<\/p>\n

\u018fyal\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259 biz\u0259 yaz\u0131lar yollay\u0131rlar.\u00a0<\/span>\u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131ram ki, imkan dair\u0259sind\u0259 jurnal\u0131m\u0131zda ham\u0131s\u0131na yer verim. Ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da oxuyuram. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259rq el\u0259mir ki, bunu yazan<\/span>\u00a0tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, yaxud tan\u0131nmam\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259xsdir<\/span>.<\/p>\n

– “Respublika xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131”n\u0131n yarad\u0131lmas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda\u00a0<\/b>da\u00a0<\/span><\/b>dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 ist\u0259rdik.\u00a0<\/b>Bu ideya\u00a0<\/span><\/b>kimin t\u0259\u015f\u0259b\u00fcss<\/b>\u00fc il\u0259 ortaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131?<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– Ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rimizin vaxt\u0131nda verdiyi q\u0259rarlarda biri d\u0259 budur ki, he\u00e7 k\u0259s unudulmas\u0131n, he\u00e7 k\u0259s yaddan \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n. 1997-ci ild\u0259 \u00f6z imzalad\u0131\u011f\u0131 qanun v\u0259 s\u0259r\u0259ncamla “Xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131n\u0131” yaratd\u0131. “Xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131” ona q\u0259d\u0259r Milli Ensiklopediyada balaca redaksiya kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi, sonra s\u0259rb\u0259st bir quruma \u00e7evirildi. Bilirsiniz ki, \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya M\u00fcharib\u0259sin\u0259 respublikam\u0131zdan 700 min\u0259 yax\u0131n insan s\u0259f\u0259rb\u0259r olunmu\u015fdu. Onlardan 10 mini qad\u0131n idi. H\u0259min \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rin 300 mini geri qay\u0131tmad\u0131. Onlar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259ri d\u0259, itkin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 oldu. B\u00fct\u00fcn MDB \u00f6lk\u0259sind\u0259 \u201cXatir\u0259 kitab\u0131\u201d yarad\u0131ld\u0131.\u00a0<\/span>1400 cildlik \u201cXatir\u0259 kitab\u0131\u201dn\u0131n 20 cildi d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycan\u0131n pay\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonradan ist\u0259r 20 yanvar hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, ist\u0259r d\u0259 birinci Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda da \u00e7oxlu itkil\u0259r verdik. Onda Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev bel\u0259 bir t\u0259\u015f\u0259bb\u00fcs ir\u0259li s\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, h\u0259min cildl\u0259rin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 el\u0259 20 yanvar hadis\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, Qaraba\u011f m\u00fcharib\u0259sind\u0259, \u018ffqan\u0131standa h\u0259lak olanlar\u0131 da qataq. “Xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131” bel\u0259 yarad\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130ndiy\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r 16 cild \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, A-dan, Z-y\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s yer al\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

Bundan \u0259lav\u0259, bizim 4 min n\u0259f\u0259r\u0259 yax\u0131n da \u0259sir v\u0259 girovumuz var, onlar\u0131n da d\u00f6rd cildliyini haz\u0131rlad\u0131q v\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onu\u00a0 Az\u0259rbaycan v\u0259 rus dill\u0259rind\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131q. D\u00fcnyaya \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z olsun dey\u0259, ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259firliyimiz\u0259 yollam\u0131\u015fam. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, bu atd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z add\u0131m \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rimizin ruhuna bir daha b\u00f6y\u00fck h\u00f6rm\u0259t v\u0259 ehtiram\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

Ondan sonra da \u201c44 g\u00fcnl\u00fck tarixi z\u0259f\u0259r\u201d adl\u0131 \u00e7oxcildliy\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131q. Onun da \u00fc\u00e7 cildi art\u0131q i\u015f\u0131q \u00fcz\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb. Orda da A-dan Z-y\u0259 ikinci Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259rin adlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259b\u0259dil\u0259\u015fdirdik. Bu, onlar haqq\u0131nda ensiklopedik toplumdur. H\u0259tta onlar\u0131n ke\u00e7diyi d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f yollar\u0131, qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131 ordenl\u0259r, medallar v\u0259 s. haqda da m\u0259lumat verilir.<\/span><\/p>\n

– Oxucular\u0131m\u0131za bir q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 “Respublika xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131”n\u0131n f\u0259aliyy\u0259ti haqda m\u0259lumat verm\u0259nizi ist\u0259rdik\u2026<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– “Xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131”nda 25 il\u0259 yax\u0131nd\u0131r i\u015fl\u0259yir\u0259m. Bir d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, 80 ya\u015fl\u0131 qad\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil olur, o kitablar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 atas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131r, tap\u0131r ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131r, \u00e7ox sevinir.<\/span><\/p>\n

“Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” jurnal\u0131n\u0131n da bir tarix\u00e7\u0259si var. M\u0259n 2011-ci ild\u0259 bir jurnal t\u0259sis etm\u0259k, ad\u0131n\u0131 da “Xatir\u0259l\u0259r” qoymaq ist\u0259dim. Onda r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Nahid m\u00fc\u0259llim dedi ki, “Xatir\u0259l\u0259r” biraz \u015fablon \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r. Onun \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn “Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” adl\u0131 kitab\u0131 var idi, he\u00e7 o kitab\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131n\u0131 ke\u00e7ir\u0259 bilm\u0259di, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi. Dedi el\u0259 g\u0259l, g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k jurnal\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 “Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” qoyaq. Dedim ki, t\u0259sis\u00e7i m\u0259n\u0259m, ba\u015f redaktor da siz olun. Jurnal\u0131n ilk ba\u015f redaktoru Nahid Hac\u0131zad\u0259 oldu. D\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259n sonra o missiyan\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259rim\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm. “Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” jurnal\u0131 \u0259d\u0259bi-b\u0259dii-nostalji jurnald\u0131r. Respublikada he\u00e7 bir jurnal\u0131 o nostalji s\u00f6z\u00fc t\u0259krarlam\u0131r. Yaddan \u00e7\u0131xan insanlar\u0131, unudulmu\u015flar\u0131 yada sal\u0131r\u0131q. Onlara el\u0259 bil yeni \u00f6m\u00fcr veririk.<\/span><\/p>\n

Respublikam\u0131z\u0131n tarixind\u0259 azac\u0131q rolu olmu\u015f insanlar\u0131 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 tan\u0131tmal\u0131y\u0131q. Bundan g\u00f6z\u0259l i\u015f ola bilm\u0259z. Y\u0259ni he\u00e7 bir k\u0259si, \u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131, xeyirxahlar\u0131 unutmamal\u0131y\u0131q ki, onlar \u00f6z h\u0259yatlar\u0131 il\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k n\u0259sill\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6rn\u0259k olsunlar. Bax, budur “Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” jurnal\u0131n\u0131n \u0259sas missiyas\u0131.<\/span><\/p>\n

– H\u0259m jurnal\u0131n i\u015fl\u0259ri, h\u0259m t\u0259dbirl\u0259r, h\u0259m d\u0259 ail\u0259 qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r i\u015fl\u0259rin \u00f6hd\u0259sind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259k y\u0259qin ki, sizin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin olar\u2026<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– Vaxt m\u0259n\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edir. M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt sar\u0131dan kasadl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kmir\u0259m. \u00c7\u00fcnki d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, h\u0259m ail\u0259, h\u0259m \u0259lav\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259r. \u201cYada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc” jurnal\u0131n\u0131 da \u00e7iynim\u0259 bir y\u00fck kimi qoymu\u015fam. “Xatir\u0259 kitab\u0131”n\u0131n da i\u015fi \u00e7ox asan i\u015f deyil. A\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131 deyim, bu da \u00e7ox \u0259zabl\u0131 i\u015fdir. N\u0259 m\u0259nada? H\u0259r bir insan taleyini g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdir\u0259m. \u015e\u0259hid anas\u0131na kitab\u0131 ver\u0259n zaman onun g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 \u00e7ox pis oluram, \u00e7\u0259tin duruma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. Bu yax\u0131nlarda \u015eu\u015fada \u015f\u0259hid olan q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n analar\u0131yla \u015eu\u015faya getdik. Orda t\u0259qdimat ke\u00e7irdik. \u0130nan\u0131n, o hissl\u0259ri nec\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131m, he\u00e7 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Allah m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcc-q\u00fcvv\u0259t verdi. Xank\u0259ndind\u0259 olduq. O yerl\u0259ri g\u0259z\u0259nd\u0259 deyirs\u0259n ki, bu m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 deyil, n\u0259dir?! Erm\u0259nisiz, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nsiz Az\u0259rbaycanda ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. Bu m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 deyil, n\u0259dir?! Biz v\u0259t\u0259nimizin i\u00e7ind\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 qap\u0131-qap\u0131ya ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f\u0131q. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259mi\u015fik ki, n\u0259 vaxt bomba partlayacaq. Deyir\u0259m, Allah\u0131m, \u00e7ox \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr s\u0259n\u0259, bu g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259ri biz\u0259 b\u0259x\u015f etdin.<\/span><\/p>\n

Qalan h\u0259r \u015fey yerin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k. Art\u0131q \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck i\u015fimizi g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck. \u0130ndi do\u011frudan da xarici \u00f6lk\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 rahat, aln\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q, \u00fcz\u00fca\u011f gedirik. Bu g\u00fcn \u00e7ox sevinir\u0259m ki, m\u00fcst\u0259qil bir \u00f6lk\u0259nin v\u0259t\u0259nda\u015f\u0131yam. Bu yerd\u0259 Ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rimiz Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin k\u0259lam\u0131 yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr: “M\u0259n f\u0259xr edir\u0259m ki, Az\u0259rbaycanl\u0131yam”! Baxmayaraq ki, \u00f6lk\u0259miz d\u00fcnya x\u0259rit\u0259sind\u0259 ki\u00e7ikdir, amma bizim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fcr. H\u0259m t\u0259bi\u0259timiz, h\u0259m s\u0259rv\u0259timiz \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259ldir. Allah bizd\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259yi \u0259sirg\u0259m\u0259yib. Bax\u0131n, Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl he\u00e7 yanda bitmir. Yaln\u0131z \u015eu\u015fada bitir. \u00dcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, biz \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r\u0131q. 17-d\u0259n \u00e7ox \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Az\u0259rbaycana t\u0259yyar\u0259 il\u0259 qay\u0131danda sevincimin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu olmur. V\u0259t\u0259nimi anam, atam, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7ox sevir\u0259m. M\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, do\u011fmas\u0131n\u0131 sevm\u0259y\u0259n \u015f\u0259xsin yada m\u00fcnasib\u0259ti d\u0259 he\u00e7 yax\u015f\u0131 olmaz.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u00dc\u00e7 \u00f6vlad\u0131m var, \u00fc\u00e7\u00fc d\u0259 zabitdir. Alt\u0131 da n\u0259v\u0259m var. M\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt evin qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0259, i\u015fin qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ev\u0259 aparmad\u0131m. M\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259r\u0259sinin \u00f6z yeri var. \u00c7atd\u0131ra da bilir\u0259m. B\u0259z\u0259n, metroda yer tap\u0131b oturanda sevinmi\u015f\u0259m ki, m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n kitab\u0131 tamamlay\u0131b oxuyacam. O oturdu\u011fum m\u00fcdd\u0259ti d\u0259, vaxt\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir qazanc bilmi\u015f\u0259m. Vaxt\u0131mdan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259m\u0259r\u0259li istifad\u0259 el\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n indi el\u0259 bir ya\u015fdayam ki, arxaya bax\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bir hesabat ver\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, n\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131, vaxt\u0131m\u0131 bada verm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/span><\/p>\n

– N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m, siz \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n zabit olmas\u0131ndan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131n\u0131z. Onlar\u0131n h\u0259rb\u00e7i olmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz ist\u0259mi\u015fdiniz?<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m ki, he\u00e7 bir ana \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n h\u0259rb\u00e7i olmas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259z. \u00c7\u00fcnki h\u0259rbi sah\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tindir. M\u0259n d\u0259 arzu etm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m ki, \u00f6vladlar\u0131m zabit olsun. H\u0259tta b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flum dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, \u201cNax\u00e7\u0131vanski\u201dy\u0259 getm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m, inan\u0131n yuxum qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma \u00e7ox israrl\u0131 oldu, m\u0259n d\u0259 onun arzusuna qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259dim.<\/span><\/p>\n

Sonra q\u0131z\u0131m da h\u0259rbi h\u0259kim oldu. Ki\u00e7ik o\u011flum Bak\u0131 D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin H\u00fcquq fak\u00fclt\u0259sini bitirdi, o da \u018fdliyy\u0259 Nazirliyind\u0259 zabitdir. Sonra g\u0259linl\u0259r g\u0259ldi. B\u00f6y\u00fck g\u0259linim, y\u0259ni h\u0259rb\u00e7i o\u011flumun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131 da daxili i\u015fl\u0259r orqanlar\u0131nda h\u0259kimdir, h\u0259m d\u0259 zabitdir. Ki\u00e7ik g\u0259linim, \u018fdliyy\u0259 Nazirliyind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259n mayor o\u011flumun yolda\u015f\u0131 da D\u00f6vl\u0259t T\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259sizlik Xidm\u0259tind\u0259 kapitand\u0131r. Y\u0259ni ail\u0259 bel\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b. He\u00e7 bir arzuyla, he\u00e7 bir ist\u0259kl\u0259 yox. Bu da Allah\u0131n bir qism\u0259tidir. H\u0259rd\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n soru\u015furlar ki, N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz bu c\u00fcr ist\u0259mi\u015fdiniz? Amma \u00e7ox nadir hallarda olur ki, ail\u0259d\u0259 \u00f6vladlar da, g\u0259linl\u0259r d\u0259 eyni missiyan\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

– N\u0259zak\u0259t xan\u0131m, bir \u00e7ox ziyal\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z taley\u0259, al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na inanm\u0131r. Siz nec\u0259, inan\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, m\u0259n taley\u0259, al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na inan\u0131ram. M\u0259n fikirl\u0259\u015fir\u0259m ki, Allah\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 qism\u0259ti, taleyi bu idi, \u00fcsyan etm\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259z. M\u0259n \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrl\u0259, s\u0259brl\u0259 ya\u015fayan insanam. Buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 taley\u0259, qism\u0259t\u0259, al\u0131n yaz\u0131s\u0131na inan\u0131ram.<\/span><\/p>\n

– B\u0259s, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda n\u0259 kimi yenilikl\u0259riniz var?<\/span><\/b><\/p>\n

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