Adamlar\u0131n z\u0259h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn<\/p>\n
Oyaq ba\u015fla \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olmur,<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131m, m\u0259n\u0259 yuxu ver…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam,<\/p>\n
Xo\u015f n\u0259 varsa, ver \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259,<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z ya\u015fardan duman\u0131ndan<\/p>\n
G\u0259tir, \u00e7\u0259kim ah\u0131,<\/p>\n
ver…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Buludlanm\u0131\u015f fikirl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin abid\u0259sin<\/p>\n
O adam\u0131n doda\u011f\u0131nda<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zd\u0259n s\u00f6z\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131b, ver…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Bir orqan ba\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 kimi,<\/p>\n
yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131,<\/p>\n
Ver alzeymer x\u0259st\u0259sin\u0259,<\/p>\n
Anam s\u0259hv\u0259n do\u011fub,<\/p>\n
ver…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u015eans ist\u0259s\u0259m, yolun azar,<\/p>\n
q\u0259za ed\u0259r.<\/p>\n
At\u0131las\u0131 n\u0259 d\u0259rdin var,<\/p>\n
Ver,<\/p>\n
n\u0259 varsa y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, ver…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Tanr\u0131m,<\/p>\n
g\u00fcc\u00fcn \u00e7atsa m\u0259ni,<\/p>\n
T\u0259krar zal\u0131m biri kimi<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fcnyaya do\u011fub ver…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
\u00d6pd\u00fcy\u00fcm barmaqlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 qoydum,<\/p>\n
Bir d\u00f6z\u00fclm\u0259z h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 qoydum.<\/p>\n
E\u015fqi \u0259n \u015fah beytimin, s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00fcst\u0259 qoydum…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Yalq\u0131zl\u0131q g\u0259mirdikc\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 d\u0259rd ulad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u018flimin t\u0259rsi il\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bulad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Do\u011fmalar “d\u0259li”, deyib bir-bir ba\u015f\u0131n sallad\u0131…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Q\u0259m oxunu atd\u0131qca kirpikl\u0259rim qanad\u0131,<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259ki safl\u0131\u011f\u0131m d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fckc\u0259 anlad\u0131m<\/p>\n
S\u0259ad\u0259t axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f bu q\u00fcrursuz inad\u0131m…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u018fzildikc\u0259 hey \u0259zdi y\u00fck\u00fc a\u011f\u0131r qay\u011f\u0131lar,<\/p>\n
Ax\u0131 m\u0259nim n\u0259yim\u0259 yara\u015f\u0131r saf duy\u011fular?!<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00fcmm\u00fc\u015f dem\u0259, ya\u015famaqm\u0131\u015f yuxular…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
M\u0259n yatmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m,<\/p>\n
Torpaq sin\u0259min \u00fcst\u0259<\/p>\n
Bir ovuc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f olub<\/p>\n
Bu toxumluq insan\u0131<\/p>\n
Uyutmaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
***<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131<\/p>\n
sapanda qoydum,<\/p>\n
Atd\u0131m bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin yanaqlar\u0131ndan.<\/p>\n
Sular\u0131 qas\u0131r\u011fada<\/p>\n
d\u00f6rdnala \u00e7apan,<\/p>\n
X\u0259z\u0259r oldum…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Arzular\u0131n<\/p>\n
yosun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 h\u00f6rd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
Sildim<\/p>\n
g\u00f6yl\u0259rin r\u0259smini<\/p>\n
dal\u011falar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcstd\u0259n,<\/p>\n
pozar oldum…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ke\u00e7mi\u015fin<\/p>\n
s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f yadda\u015f\u0131nda susdum,<\/p>\n
Ayaq a\u00e7d\u0131<\/p>\n
U\u015faql\u0131q xatir\u0259l\u0259rim<\/p>\n
ba\u015fda\u015f\u0131nda,<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc<\/p>\n
Atam\u0131n<\/p>\n
\u015e\u0259kild\u0259n baxan g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259<\/p>\n
G\u0259z\u0259r oldum…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
D\u0259liliyin<\/p>\n
b\u0259yaz donunda<\/p>\n
dola\u015fd\u0131m ism\u0259timl\u0259,<\/p>\n
Allaha<\/p>\n
bir p\u0259rd\u0259 uzaq, bir p\u0259rd\u0259 yax\u0131n.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r \u015feyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
“He\u00e7 n\u0259” olmad\u0131m,<\/p>\n
Birc\u0259<\/p>\n
Bu \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259 b\u0259xtsiz \u015fair,<\/p>\n
“Yazar” oldum…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u0130spaniya \u015feirl\u0259ri silsil\u0259sind\u0259n…<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n 1<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bir ispan<\/p>\n kafesind\u0259n<\/p>\n bax\u0131ram Allaha,<\/p>\n Ruhuma q\u00fcrb\u0259t dam\u0131r.<\/p>\n \u015e\u0259rab qoxulu k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259,<\/p>\n Kils\u0259 z\u0259ngl\u0259ri<\/p>\n toxtam\u0131r…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Duy\u011fular – bo\u015f \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259,<\/p>\n T\u0259kliyi qoyub i\u00e7in\u0259,<\/p>\n as\u0131ram bo\u015fluqdan.<\/p>\n \u00dcmids\u0259 yar\u0131yuxulu,<\/p>\n T\u0259klikd\u0259n, s\u0259rxo\u015fluqdan…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Nec\u0259 d\u0259 k\u0259d\u0259rlidir<\/p>\n h\u0259sr\u0259tin t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259si…<\/p>\n Burda heyk\u0259l \u00e7\u0131lpaql\u0131\u011f\u0131<\/p>\n m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t,<\/p>\n Ya\u015famaq \u00f6z\u00fc bir s\u0259n\u0259t.<\/p>\n H\u0259r k\u0259s s\u0259n\u0259tkar,<\/p>\n Qa\u00e7… qurtar…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Flamenko r\u0259qsind\u0259<\/p>\n add\u0131mlay\u0131r<\/p>\n burda \u00f6m\u00fcr,<\/p>\n \u0130spanca dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ram, ispanca dar\u0131x\u0131ram,<\/p>\n senyor,<\/p>\n ispanca…<\/p>\n B\u0259s o?.. He\u00e7 kims\u0259 bilmir…<\/p>\n Ruhumdak\u0131 qabarmalar<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0259kilmir…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n 2<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Okean sular\u0131 altda<\/p>\n \u00c7amura bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f arzular\u0131<\/p>\n axtaran<\/p>\n bal\u0131q\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r \u0259ll\u0259rim,<\/p>\n Kirpikl\u0259rimi tilov atd\u0131m,<\/p>\n Toruma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131na…<\/p>\n Senyorita,<\/p>\n Qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259n bir g\u00fcn ver m\u0259n\u0259,<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131rp\u0131m ke\u00e7mi\u015fimin<\/p>\n Boz yadda\u015f\u0131na…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Ba\u015fdan-ba\u015fa<\/p>\n k\u00f6rp\u00fcy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb<\/p>\n G\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fc,<\/p>\n Qanad taxd\u0131m qollar\u0131ma…<\/p>\n D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin dey\u0259,<\/p>\n q\u0259lbimi<\/p>\n dimdiyimd\u0259<\/p>\n g\u0259zdirir\u0259m q\u00fcrb\u0259ti…<\/p>\n Senyorita,<\/p>\n \u00c7\u00fcnki, o \u00fcr\u0259k<\/p>\n m\u0259n\u0259 uzaqlar\u0131n \u0259man\u0259ti…<\/p>\n Gec-tez burdan ayr\u0131lacaq n\u0259f\u0259sim,<\/p>\n Burda q\u0259rib\u0259m.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0131rmala \u0259t\u0259yini<\/p>\n sular\u0131n,<\/p>\n yol ver,<\/p>\n Biskay k\u00f6rf\u0259zi…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n 3<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Siqaret duman\u0131nda<\/p>\n r\u0259qs ed\u0259n q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 s\u0259si –<\/p>\n Ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n<\/p>\n savab\u0131,<\/p>\n Yana\u011f\u0131 q\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f q\u0259d\u0259hl\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259yir<\/p>\n ispan \u015f\u0259rab\u0131.<\/p>\n \u00c7\u0259kilib bir k\u00fcnc\u0259<\/p>\n G\u0259zir\u0259m m\u0259ni tapan\u0131,<\/p>\n Yuxumu qa\u00e7\u0131ran x\u0259yallara<\/p>\n bir fincan, limonlu<\/p>\n \u00e7ay s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k<\/p>\n \u0130zl\u0259yir\u0259m<\/p>\n Avropan\u0131…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n A\u011fl\u0131mda<\/p>\n V\u0259t\u0259nim, h\u0259yat\u0131m<\/p>\n V\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n Bir d\u0259 yan\u0131mdan \u00f6t\u0259n<\/p>\n maa\u015f\u0131m,<\/p>\n Pay\u0131z\u0131n<\/p>\n pal\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131 ayaqlar\u0131yla<\/p>\n sava\u015f\u0131…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Sonuncu z\u0259ngini \u00e7al\u0131r<\/p>\n Kils\u0259,<\/p>\n Yuxulu g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin duas\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b…<\/p>\n Ovuclar\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131l\u0131r z\u0259ngl\u0259r\u0259<\/p>\n Bak\u0131n\u0131n<\/p>\n k\u00fcl\u0259kli havas\u0131<\/p>\n u\u00e7ub…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 saat sonra<\/p>\n H\u0259ft\u0259nin ilk<\/p>\n g\u00fcn\u00fcd\u00fcr,<\/p>\n Dinc\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k bad\u0259l\u0259r.<\/p>\n Q\u0259hv\u0259 \u0259tri yay\u0131lacaq<\/p>\n kafel\u0259rd\u0259n,<\/p>\n \u0130\u015f\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259s\u0259c\u0259k<\/p>\n xo\u015fb\u0259xt ifad\u0259l\u0259r…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n M\u0259ns\u0259,<\/p>\n H\u0259r \u0130ki \u00f6lk\u0259d\u0259,<\/p>\n saat f\u0259rqind\u0259<\/p>\n bel\u0259c\u0259<\/p>\n m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m \u00f6mr\u0259…<\/p>\n B\u0259z\u0259n \u0259qlim \u00e7a\u015facaq,<\/p>\n O\u011flumu qorusun dey\u0259,<\/p>\n Ba\u015fqa dild\u0259<\/p>\n dua edib<\/p>\n Yalvaracam Allaha<\/p>\n Sonra…<\/p>\n Sonra…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n H\u0259r g\u00fcn bir tel qopur<\/p>\n ruhumun<\/p>\n sevgi siml\u0259rind\u0259n…<\/p>\n Yava\u015f-yava\u015f<\/p>\n Xaric s\u0259sl\u0259nirik<\/p>\n Oxudu\u011fumuz e\u015fq n\u0259\u011fm\u0259sind\u0259.<\/p>\n Do notu<\/p>\n barmaqlar\u0131m aras\u0131nda susqun,<\/p>\n Re-ni \u00fczg\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m.<\/p>\n Bir h\u0259sr\u0259t \u00e7alar\u0131 var<\/p>\n Mi s\u0259sind\u0259…<\/p>\n Fa notu yolun ortas\u0131nda<\/p>\n pe\u015fman v\u0259 \u00fczg\u00fcn,<\/p>\n Sol s\u0259si<\/p>\n Sol a\u00e7ar\u0131ndan k\u00fcsk\u00fcn,<\/p>\n Lya – oktavada<\/p>\n ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa ged\u0259n yolun sonu,<\/p>\n Si – bu sevgid\u0259ki \u0259n yan\u0131ql\u0131<\/p>\n n\u00f6qt\u0259.<\/p>\n Pe\u015fmanl\u0131q<\/p>\n V\u0259 yanl\u0131\u015f h\u0259yat\u0131mdak\u0131<\/p>\n son beyt,<\/p>\n M\u0259qt\u0259…<\/p>\n Budur,<\/p>\n bizim musiqimiz s\u0259sl\u0259nir,<\/p>\n Bir g\u00fcnahs\u0131z sevgi<\/p>\n \u00f6mr\u00fcn son akkordlar\u0131nda<\/p>\n b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nir,<\/p>\n G\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259ki k\u0259d\u0259rd\u0259<\/p>\n D\u0259fn olur…<\/p>\n Maestro,<\/p>\n G\u00f6t\u00fcr bu \u015feiri,<\/p>\n \u0130fa et, \u0259lvida \u0259v\u0259zi<\/p>\n Mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fc g\u00f6y adama,<\/p>\n bulud \u0259l\u00e7iml\u0259rind\u0259…<\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n ***<\/p>\n S\u00fcbh\u00fcn g\u00f6zl\u0259rini dua \u00f6p\u00fcrd\u00fc,<\/p>\n T\u0259sbehl\u0259r ad\u0131n\u0131 zikr edirdi,<\/p>\n Minar\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n<\/p>\n Tanr\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259si ax\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n Bir m\u0259scidd\u0259 Azan s\u0259si<\/p>\n \u0130san\u0131<\/p>\n do\u011furdu,<\/p>\n \u00c7arm\u0131xlar \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k a\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n B\u00fct\u00fcn dinl\u0259r<\/p>\n minb\u0259r\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131<\/p>\n k\u0259lmeyi-\u015f\u0259had\u0259t<\/p>\n g\u0259tirir\u0259k.<\/p>\n \u015eeytan da\u015flayan adamlart\u0259k<\/p>\n M\u0259n d\u0259<\/p>\n G\u00fcnahlar\u0131m\u0131 da\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131m<\/p>\n S\u0259ni sev\u0259r\u0259k…<\/p>\n Kirpikl\u0259rim yenic\u0259<\/p>\n s\u0259cd\u0259d\u0259n qalxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki,<\/p>\n \u0130lahi bir e\u015fql\u0259<\/p>\n Sevgin\u0259 ibad\u0259t\u0259 oturdum<\/p>\n o g\u00fcnd\u0259n<\/p>\n \u0130ll\u0259rin nec\u0259 \u00f6td\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz,<\/p>\n Daha<\/p>\n Allahs\u0131z kimiy\u0259m<\/p>\n M\u0259n s\u0259nsiz!!!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Adamlar\u0131n z\u0259h\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn Oyaq ba\u015fla \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k olmur, Tanr\u0131m, m\u0259n\u0259 yuxu ver… Al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fam, Xo\u015f n\u0259 varsa, ver \u00f6zg\u0259y\u0259, G\u00f6z ya\u015fardan duman\u0131ndan G\u0259tir, \u00e7\u0259kim ah\u0131, ver… Buludlanm\u0131\u015f fikirl\u0259ri, Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin abid\u0259sin… 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