“General aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b qap\u0131ya do\u011fru ged\u0259rk\u0259n bird\u0259n geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc:<\/p>\n
– M\u0259nim \u0259sg\u0259rim, n\u0259 ay\u0131lara, n\u0259 d\u0259 itl\u0259r\u0259!..”<\/p>\n
Orada, o da\u011flar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda do\u011fma k\u0259ndl\u0259riydi. Buz kimi di\u015f g\u00f6yn\u0259d\u0259n bulaqlar\u0131 vard\u0131. \u0130ndi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u0259zirdi o yerl\u0259rd\u0259. K\u0259ndl\u0259ri qapqaranl\u0131qd\u0131. Arada n\u0259 is\u0259 k\u00f6z\u0259rirdi, dey\u0259s\u0259n, siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
“G\u0259zin… g\u0259zin h\u0259l\u0259. Bir g\u00fcn sizi it qovan kimi qovaca\u011f\u0131q oralardan!”<\/p>\n
Avtomat\u0131 \u00e7iynind\u0259 o ba\u015f-bu ba\u015fa g\u0259zinm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00c7ox s\u0259birsiz olmu\u015fdu, d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi. Birc\u0259 \u0259mr kifay\u0259tdi ki, k\u0259ndl\u0259rini i\u015f\u011faldan azad etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 at\u0131ls\u0131n.<\/p>\n
H\u0259rbi xidm\u0259tinin bitm\u0259sin\u0259 is\u0259 az qal\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra ayr\u0131lacaqd\u0131 buralardan. Bir d\u0259 Allah bilir, n\u0259 vaxt g\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259kdi do\u011fma k\u0259ndini. Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fckc\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Bir anl\u0131q o ill\u0259r\u0259, o qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.<\/p>\n
H\u0259r baharda n\u0259n\u0259si il\u0259 \u0259l-\u0259l\u0259 tutub o g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n da\u011fa d\u0131rma\u015fard\u0131lar. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc qu\u015f kimi qalxar, sonra n\u0259n\u0259sini yuxar\u0131 dartard\u0131. N\u0259n\u0259si d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b dey\u0259rdi:<\/p>\n
– Sa\u011f ol, ay bala, \u00f6mr\u00fcn uzun olsun!<\/p>\n
Arvad\u0131n q\u0131r\u00e7\u0131n tuman\u0131 yamya\u015f\u0131l otlar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 s\u0259ril\u0259rdi. Bir hovur n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b, aya\u011fa durar, c\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr yaban\u0131 bitkil\u0259rd\u0259n toplayar, toplad\u0131qca \u00f6nl\u00fcy\u00fcn cibl\u0259rin\u0259 doldurard\u0131. “Bu otlar minbir d\u0259rdin d\u0259rman\u0131d\u0131r,” – dey\u0259rdi. H\u00fcn\u0259r soru\u015fard\u0131:<\/p>\n
– N\u0259n\u0259, k\u00f6m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r?<\/p>\n
– Yox, qadan al\u0131m, \u00f6z\u00fcm ed\u0259c\u0259m, – dey\u0259rdi qar\u0131.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcn\u0259r a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya baxard\u0131. K\u0259ndl\u0259ri sanki ovcunun i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. \u018flini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub do\u011fma k\u0259ndini seyr ed\u0259rdi. Ona el\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259rdi ki, bu balaca k\u0259nd d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l yeridir. Qollar\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b sanki u\u00e7acaqm\u0131\u015f kimi dayanard\u0131.<\/p>\n
– \u0130hh, ay bala, dilim-a\u011fz\u0131m qurusun, g\u00f6z\u00fcn qaralar, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259rs\u0259n!- N\u0259n\u0259si qorxu i\u00e7ind\u0259 q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rard\u0131.<\/p>\n
– Qorxma, ay n\u0259n\u0259, u\u015faq deyil\u0259m ki, 7 ya\u015f\u0131m var e…<\/p>\n
Eh…n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi n\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259si vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 do\u011fma k\u0259ndi…<\/p>\n
“Ay Allah! Bir g\u00fcn k\u0259ndimiz\u0259 qay\u0131tsam, torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131za doya-doya qovu\u015fsam…”<\/p>\n
D\u0259rind\u0259n k\u00f6ks \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. Diqq\u0259tini toplad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Meh \u0259sdikc\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259d x\u0259ttind\u0259ki yul\u011fun kollar\u0131n\u0131 nar\u0131n-nar\u0131n dal\u011faland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, bu yul\u011fun kollar\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nmir. Uzaqg\u00f6rm\u0259 cihaz\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tutdu. Bir xeyli m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 etdi. He\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
“Hans\u0131sa heyvand\u0131, y\u0259qin…”<\/p>\n
Yad\u0131na babas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6hb\u0259ti d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Babas\u0131 H\u00fcseynbala Ba\u011f\u0131rl\u0131 sovet d\u00f6vr\u00fcnd\u0259 otuz be\u015f il s\u0259rh\u0259d b\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 xidm\u0259t etmi\u015f, general r\u00fctb\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r y\u00fcks\u0259lmi\u015fdi. Sibird\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259d\u00e7i komandir i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131na q\u0259rib\u0259 hadis\u0259 g\u0259libmi\u015f. Bir rus zabitl\u0259 n\u00f6vb\u0259d\u0259 imi\u015f. H\u0259nirti e\u015fidir. Yek\u0259 boz ay\u0131n\u0131n yava\u015f-yava\u015f s\u0259rh\u0259d zola\u011f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f g\u0259ldiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcr. \u0130lk bax\u0131\u015fda \u0259sl ay\u0131ya ox\u015fasa da, H\u00fcseynbala \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259nir. Onun narahat\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n rus zabiti deyir: “Ne nado bespokoitsya, Baqirov, on nastoya\u015fiy medved!”<\/p>\n
Ay\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259zi\u015find\u0259n H\u00fcseynbala bunun ay\u0131 maskas\u0131 geymi\u015f adam oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. \u00c7ox ke\u00e7m\u0259d\u0259n casus if\u015fa olunur v\u0259 H\u00fcseynbala Ba\u011f\u0131rl\u0131ya “\u015e\u0259r\u0259f medal\u0131” verilir. H\u00fcn\u0259r h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 m\u0259rhum babas\u0131n\u0131n divardan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259klin\u0259 baxanda onunla q\u00fcrur duyurdu.<\/p>\n
O da babas\u0131 kimi s\u0259rh\u0259d\u00e7iydi.<\/p>\n
“N\u0259 tez g\u0259lib ke\u00e7di il yar\u0131m?!” – d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc. Sanki d\u00fcn\u0259ndi, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b yola sal\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
Ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131 R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259sg\u0259r paltar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bilirdi ki, evd\u0259 ham\u0131 s\u0259birsizlikl\u0259 onu g\u00f6zl\u0259yir…<\/p>\n
Q\u0259fil bir h\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u0259 s\u0259si e\u015fitdi. Gec\u0259nin sakitliyini yar\u0131b ke\u00e7\u0259n bu s\u0259s H\u00fcn\u0259ri x\u0259yallardan ay\u0131rd\u0131. Bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 tikanl\u0131 m\u0259ftill\u0259rin arxas\u0131na dikdi. Cihazla baxd\u0131. Uzaqdan bir qaralt\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 izl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. \u0130t idi. Torpa\u011f\u0131 iyl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259lirdi.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcn\u0259r itin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259lik hiss el\u0259di. \u0130t arada dayan\u0131r, havan\u0131 qoxulay\u0131r, qulaq verir, sonra yoluna davam el\u0259yirdi. \u0130t n\u0259y\u0259 qulaq verirdi? H\u0259m d\u0259 ax\u0131 itin h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri bel\u0259 l\u0259ng olmazd\u0131… \u0130tin g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259 he\u00e7 bir qorxu da yox idi.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcn\u0259r anlad\u0131 ki, bu, adi it deyil.<\/p>\n
Babas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131 v\u0259 bird\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyi ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. “G\u0259l!” – nifr\u0259tl\u0259 dedi. – “Babam ay\u0131ya s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259mi\u015fdi, m\u0259n d\u0259 itl\u0259r\u0259 imkan verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!”<\/p>\n
Lap az m\u0259saf\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. X\u0259b\u0259r vers\u0259ydi, gec olacaqd\u0131. T\u0259dbirli olmaq, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni duyuq salmamaq laz\u0131m idi. Adi bir ehtiyats\u0131zl\u0131q b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fi korlaya bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc el\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259rdi ki, onun it oldu\u011funu z\u0259nn edir.<\/p>\n
Ucadan “Sar\u0131 g\u0259lin” mahn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7\u0131n ucun h\u00f6rm\u0259zl\u0259r, sar\u0131 g\u0259lin,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fc sulu d\u0259rm\u0259zl\u0259r, sar\u0131 g\u0259lin,<\/p>\n
Sar\u0131 g\u0259lin, hey, sar\u0131 g\u0259lin!<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n dayan\u0131b qulaq asma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Q\u0259fl\u0259t\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rin yerind\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb qorxa-qorxa \u0259trafa boyland\u0131. “Hara getdi bu?” \u018fsg\u0259rin onu it z\u0259nn el\u0259diyin\u0259 y\u00fcz faiz \u0259min idi. Yoxsa, niy\u0259 mahn\u0131 oxumal\u0131ym\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n
– S\u0259sini \u00e7\u0131xartma!!<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f\u0131na dir\u0259n\u0259n tapan\u00e7adan t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc anlad\u0131.<\/p>\n
– D\u00fc\u015f qaba\u011f\u0131ma! – H\u00fcn\u0259r d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin qula\u011f\u0131na p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u0130ki metr ir\u0259lil\u0259mi\u015fdi ki, it qiyaf\u0259si geymi\u015f k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131 q\u0259flil \u00e7evrilib \u0259lind\u0259ki b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 ona tullad\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ym\u0259s\u0259ydi, b\u0131\u00e7aq d\u00fcz aln\u0131na saplanacaqd\u0131. Amma sol buduna sapland\u0131. G\u00fccl\u00fc a\u011fr\u0131 hiss el\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, H\u00fcn\u0259r \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
Qan\u0131 axa-axa erm\u0259ninin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u0131\u00e7rad\u0131. Yen\u0259 babas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131:<\/p>\n
“Babam ay\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259\u011flub el\u0259di, it, m\u0259n d\u0259 s\u0259ni m\u0259\u011flub ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m!”<\/p>\n
\u018flb\u0259yaxa oldular. N\u0259 olur-olsun, bu it-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131 s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259m\u0259liydi! M\u0259lum i\u015fdir, bir m\u0259qs\u0259dl\u0259 ke\u00e7irdi, g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insanlar\u0131, qocalar\u0131, k\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn! Bak\u0131 metrosunda olan partlay\u0131\u015flar g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131na g\u0259ldi. \u00c7oxlu g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insanlar, k\u00f6rp\u0259 u\u015faqlar h\u0259lak olmu\u015fdu. Xocal\u0131 faci\u0259si g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canland\u0131…minl\u0259rl\u0259 g\u00fcnahs\u0131z insan\u0131n q\u0259tli. Yox! Buna q\u0259tiyy\u0259n yol ver\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi!<\/p>\n
N\u0259hay\u0259t, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni yer\u0259 y\u0131xd\u0131. K\u0259m\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b \u0259l-qolunu ba\u011flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox qan itirmi\u015fdi…<\/p>\n
Yaras\u0131 onu incidir, n\u0259f\u0259s almaqda bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tinlik \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/p>\n
N\u0259n\u0259sinin s\u0259si qulaqlar\u0131nda s\u0259sl\u0259ndi: “Torpaq \u015f\u0259hid qan\u0131 il\u0259 yo\u011frulanda m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s olur, ay bala!” H\u00fcn\u0259r hiss etdi ki, bu da\u011flar, bu otlar, o yaban\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259r n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u0259ll\u0259ri kimi mehriband\u0131r, do\u011fmad\u0131r. N\u0259n\u0259sinin t\u0259ndird\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131\u011f\u0131, bu\u011flana-bu\u011flana, \u0259li yana-yana \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fc, \u00fcst\u00fc \u0259dval\u0131 bu\u011fda \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yinin \u0259tri g\u0259ldi burnuna. Bir anda k\u0259ndd\u0259ymi\u015f kimi q\u0259ribs\u0259di, u\u015faql\u0131q xatir\u0259l\u0259ri ya\u011f\u0131\u015f kimi \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 ya\u011fd\u0131. Qon\u015fu q\u0131za -G\u00fcls\u00fcm\u0259 vuruldu\u011fu vaxtlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Onda 9 ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
O g\u00f6z\u0259l q\u0131z bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il \u0259vv\u0259l d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n g\u00fcll\u0259sinin qurban\u0131 olmu\u015fdu. \u0130ki \u0259misi d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid olmu\u015fdu. N\u0259n\u0259sinin is\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259yib \u00fcr\u0259yi partlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131…<\/p>\n
“T\u0259ki v\u0259t\u0259n sa\u011f olsun!” – H\u00fcn\u0259r p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6z\u0259t\u00e7i k\u00f6\u015fk\u00fcnd\u0259n boylanan \u00e7avu\u015f Mehdi H\u00fcn\u0259ri g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi. Ratsiya il\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsa da, cavab ala bilm\u0259di. A\u015fa\u011f\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u018ftrafa boyland\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ir\u0259lil\u0259di, bu vaxt inilti e\u015fitdi. \u018flini avtomata apard\u0131, f\u0259n\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 inanmad\u0131: s\u0259rh\u0259d zola\u011f\u0131n\u0131n lap yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda H\u00fcn\u0259r bir d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u0259l-aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flayaraq onu t\u0259rk-silah etmi\u015fdi. \u00d6z\u00fc is\u0259 al-qan i\u00e7ind\u0259 yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7avu\u015f y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k H\u00fcn\u0259ri quca\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. A\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n
– H\u00fcn\u0259r! Dayan. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc topla.<\/p>\n
O is\u0259 taq\u0259tsiz halda g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b \u00e7avu\u015fa baxd\u0131. X\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131 – ki\u00e7ik qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131. Ona ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 oyuncaq avtomat\u0131, \u0259sg\u0259r paltar\u0131n\u0131, s\u0259rh\u0259d\u00e7i papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131…<\/p>\n
– Qoy m\u0259ni yer\u0259, – g\u00fccl\u0259 dey\u0259 bildi. Xahi\u015f edir\u0259m, anama he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yin.<\/p>\n
– \u0130ndic\u0259 s\u0259ni hospitala aparaca\u011f\u0131q.. Sa\u011falacaqsan!<\/p>\n
– Bilirs\u0259n, cavu\u015f, o vaxt babam ay\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 imkan verm\u0259mi\u015fdi, m\u0259n d\u0259 itin s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 imkan verm\u0259dim. Ona dedim ki…<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bitir\u0259 bilm\u0259yib hu\u015funu itirdi.<\/p>\n
\u00c7avu\u015f heyr\u0259tl\u0259ndi. \u018fsg\u0259rin say\u0131qlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn el\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n
– S\u0259n hans\u0131 ay\u0131dan dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan? Baban hans\u0131 ay\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259\u011flub el\u0259mi\u015fdi? H\u00fcn\u0259r!<\/p>\n
S\u0259s g\u0259lm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011f divarl\u0131 i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 otaqda g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Tavandan b\u00f6y\u00fck lampalar as\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Harda oldu\u011funu anlaya bilm\u0259di.<\/p>\n
– Doktor, x\u0259st\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldi!<\/p>\n
Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 sevinc\u0259k q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259kiml\u0259r ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 topla\u015fd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
“X\u0259st\u0259xanadayam. Burda n\u0259 i\u015fim var? N\u0259 ba\u015f verib?”<\/p>\n
H\u00fcn\u0259r anlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bu vaxt d\u0259hlizd\u0259n \u00e7avu\u015f Mehdinin s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n
– C\u0259nab general, onun babas\u0131 hans\u0131sa ay\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 imkan verm\u0259mi\u015fdi. O da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z veribmi\u015f, itl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kmi\u015f…<\/p>\n
General ota\u011fa daxil oldu. \u018flini H\u00fcn\u0259rin \u00e7iynin\u0259 qoyub g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di v\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259manl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr etdi. Sonra \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n
– \u018fsg\u0259r, s\u0259n haql\u0131san! Babalar\u0131m\u0131z ay\u0131lara s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 imkan verm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r, biz d\u0259 itl\u0259rin ke\u00e7m\u0259sin\u0259 imkan verm\u0259m\u0259liyik!<\/p>\n
General aya\u011fa qalx\u0131b qap\u0131ya do\u011fru ged\u0259rk\u0259n bird\u0259n geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini H\u00fcn\u0259rin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dikdi v\u0259 q\u0131sa bir c\u00fcml\u0259 il\u0259 dedi:<\/p>\n
– M\u0259nim \u0259sg\u0259rim, n\u0259 ay\u0131lara, n\u0259 d\u0259 itl\u0259r\u0259!<\/p>\n
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Epiloq<\/p>\n
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M\u0259ktub.<\/p>\n
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(\u015e\u0259hid \u0259mil\u0259rim\u0259)<\/p>\n
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\u018fziz \u0259micanlar! Bu m\u0259ktubu yazmaq m\u0259n\u0259 asan deyil. Amma i\u00e7imd\u0259ki y\u00fck\u00fc y\u00fcng\u00fcll\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yazmal\u0131yam.<\/p>\n
M\u0259ni tan\u0131y\u0131rs\u0131z – H\u00fcn\u0259r\u0259m! H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 arxan\u0131zca bax\u0131b q\u00fcrur duyan o u\u015faq. Siz d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259n h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259 oyuncaq silahla d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n “vururdum”. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 evl\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u0259hid x\u0259b\u0259ri g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259ndin s\u0259ssizliyind\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Amma n\u0259n\u0259m deyirdi: “sizin qan\u0131n\u0131z torpaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn su olub”.<\/p>\n
\u018fmil\u0259r, m\u0259n d\u0259 o yolu getdim. Bir gec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n s\u0259rh\u0259di ke\u00e7m\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayand\u0131m. \u0130t paltar\u0131 geymi\u015f bir k\u0259\u015ffiyyat\u00e7\u0131 idi. Babam\u0131n “ay\u0131” il\u0259 m\u00fcbariz\u0259si yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. M\u0259n s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdim: babam nec\u0259 ay\u0131ya imkan verm\u0259yibs\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 it\u0259 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m! Yaraland\u0131m. Qan itirdim, amma dayanmad\u0131m. \u018fll\u0259rini ba\u011flad\u0131m, g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n k\u0259ndimiz, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, yax\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z ke\u00e7di. H\u0259r \u015fey q\u0259lbimd\u0259ydi – G\u00fcls\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, anam\u0131n v\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259min g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131, R\u00f6v\u015f\u0259nin balaca \u0259ll\u0259ri…<\/p>\n
\u0130ndi sa\u011fam. Amma yara izi budumda qal\u0131b. \u018fsl yara b\u0259d\u0259nd\u0259 deyil, q\u0259lbd\u0259 olur.<\/p>\n
\u018fmil\u0259r, m\u0259n indi evd\u0259y\u0259m. K\u0259ndimiz h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015f\u011faldad\u0131r. Amma and i\u00e7ir\u0259m, sizin yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcz bir g\u00fcn tamamlanacaq! Biz qay\u0131daca\u011f\u0131q! O da\u011flar\u0131n arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 evl\u0259rimiz\u0259, bulaqlar\u0131m\u0131za, ba\u011f\u00e7alar\u0131m\u0131za, q\u0259birl\u0259rimiz\u0259!<\/p>\n
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