{"id":59125,"date":"2025-11-17T18:03:29","date_gmt":"2025-11-17T14:03:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=59125"},"modified":"2025-11-20T09:41:29","modified_gmt":"2025-11-20T05:41:29","slug":"yazarin-intihari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=59125","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Natiqin hekay\u0259si &#8211; &#8220;YAZARIN \u0130NT\u0130HARI&#8221;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>(satirik hekay\u0259)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r idi. Ham\u0131 ac-yalavac oturub x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Bu adamlar\u0131n yem\u0259yi n\u0259 \u0259t, n\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey idi. Onlar x\u0259b\u0259r yeyirdil\u0259r. Ac adam bir qar\u0131n \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yi nec\u0259 arzulayar? Bu adamlar da bir \u201cqar\u0131n\u201d x\u0259b\u0259ri el\u0259 arzulay\u0131rd\u0131lar. T\u0259z\u0259 m\u0259lumat e\u015fid\u0259n kimi ac qurdlar t\u0259ki \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. X\u0259b\u0259ri isti-isti yeyir, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 x\u0259mir kimi yo\u011furub \u00f6z bildikl\u0259ri kimi \u201cbi\u015firirdil\u0259r\u201d. Biri istiotunu \u00e7ox edirdi, biri \u015firin bi\u015firirdi, biri s\u00fcd qat\u0131r, s\u00fcd tapmayan qaymaq vururdu. Q\u0131sas\u0131, h\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z z\u00f6vq\u00fc, \u00fcslubu, niyy\u0259ti vard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259r olmasa, ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f da yox idi. H\u0259r\u0259 bir yerd\u0259 yat\u0131b qal\u0131rd\u0131. Biri el\u0259 yol getdiyi yerd\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131. Biri oturdu\u011fu yerd\u0259. Biri el\u0259 yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerd\u0259 yat\u0131rd\u0131. Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin adamlar\u0131 oyaq qalma\u011f\u0131 sevmirdil\u0259r. Oyaq olan da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yuxulu\u011fa vururdu. Ancaq x\u0259b\u0259r ehtiyac\u0131 onlar\u0131 oyada bilirdi. M\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc halda g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b bax\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259lib, yoxsa yox. O da vizual ay\u0131ql\u0131q olurdu.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259rsiz qalanda el\u0259 utan\u0131rd\u0131lar, el\u0259 bil ba\u015fs\u0131z qal\u0131blar. Bir- birinin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 baxa bilmirdi\u0259r. X\u0259b\u0259r olanda is\u0259 kefl\u0259ri d\u00fcz\u0259lirdi, utanmaqlar\u0131 ke\u00e7irdi, qar\u0131nlar\u0131 doyurdu.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fn \u00e7ox intihar x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 oyan\u0131rd\u0131 bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259r. \u0130ntihar olan kimi dik at\u0131l\u0131b i\u015f\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>X\u0259b\u0259r olmayanda sanki tarlalara ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fm\u0131rd\u0131, quraql\u0131q d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u00d6zl\u0259rin\u0259 t\u0259s\u0259lli verirdil\u0259r ki, olacaq, olmal\u0131d\u0131r&#8230; Ax\u0131 filank\u0259s dedi ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>O biri ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b \u00fcmidl\u0259:<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259? N\u0259 dedi?<\/p>\n<p>-Dedi ki, olacaq&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>El\u0259 bu vaxt x\u0259b\u0259r yay\u0131ld\u0131 ki, T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcsl\u00fc \u015fair intihar etm\u0259y\u0259 gedir. Deyirdil\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bunu qabaqcadan t\u0259mt\u0259raql\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 elan edib. Camaat \u0259l-aya\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb yalvar\u0131b ki, \u0259l bizim, \u0259t\u0259k s\u0259nin. \u015eair bunlar\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n el\u0259 s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ki, \u0259t\u0259yi camaat\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259 qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r\u0259 y\u00fcz d\u0259n\u0259 \u201cya\u015famaq s\u0259b\u0259bi\u201d uydurub, amma he\u00e7 biri \u015fairin beynin\u0259 batmay\u0131b. Fikirl\u0259\u015fib ki, burda vaxt itirm\u0259kd\u0259ns\u0259, el\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn a\u011fu\u015funa atsa yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Onsuz da d\u00fcnya fanidir, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r tez gets\u0259n, o d\u00fcnyada bir o q\u0259d\u0259r tez yurd-yuva sahibi olarsan&#8230; Bu ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131 camaat ehtimal edib.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eair ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra \u00e7oxdan g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259n canlanma m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 olunub.<\/p>\n<p>Biri ah \u00e7\u0259kib, ah\u0131ndan yer-g\u00f6y titr\u0259yib.<\/p>\n<p>Biri bayat\u0131 deyib, biri hu\u015funu itirib.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ba\u015fqas\u0131 \u201cxalqdan getdi\u201d dey\u0259 d\u0259li bir h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fc \u00e7\u0259kib.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fcs\u00fc \u015fairin xatir\u0259sin\u0259 kitab ba\u011flama\u011f\u0131 t\u0259klif edib, redaktorlu\u011funu da \u00f6z \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb. Be\u015fincisi deyib: &#8211; Yax\u015f\u0131 ki\u015fiydi, bu ki\u015fiy\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>-Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, &#8211; bir ne\u00e7\u0259 s\u0259s bird\u0259n t\u00fcf\u0259ng kimi a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cR\u0259hm\u0259t\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n Hu\u015fsuz Ha\u015f\u0131m qay\u0131d\u0131b ki:<\/p>\n<p>-Uje?<\/p>\n<p>Hac\u0131qulu doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00e7ox g\u00fcman ki, dua oxuduqdan sonra deyib:<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259r halda indiy\u0259 kimi x\u0259b\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f olar.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn intihar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fczakir\u0259 ed\u0259n yaz\u0131-pozu adamlar\u0131 cavanl\u0131-qocal\u0131 \u00e7ayxanaya y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Simalar\u0131ndak\u0131 h\u00fczn onlar\u0131 n\u0259cib v\u0259 dal\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Bu obraz ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yinc\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n<p>-Bu intiharda m\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m var,- Qayib Q\u0131z\u0131lbarmaq aram-aram dill\u0259ndi.- g\u0259r\u0259k r\u0259hm\u0259tliyin d\u0259rd-s\u0259rind\u0259n vaxt\u0131nda x\u0259b\u0259r tutard\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u0259rd-s\u0259ri qurtar\u0131rd\u0131 ki, yetimin\u201d,- donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m var,- Hu\u015fsuz Ha\u015f\u0131m dill\u0259ndi. \u2013 probleml\u0259ri vard\u0131. M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 e\u015fitdirmi\u015fdi vaxtil\u0259&#8230; M\u0259n d\u0259 demi\u015fdim ki&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131 var, ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n!- pafosla \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259yi sev\u0259n D\u0259li C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259nim d\u0259 g\u00fcnah\u0131m var?- atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda oturan u\u015faq soru\u015fdu.<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131 g\u00fcld\u00fc. Amma el\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fcl\u0259r ki, n\u0259cib, x\u0259fif h\u00fczn \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259sin.<\/p>\n<p>-Heyf u\u015faqdan,- a\u011fsaqqal q\u0259zet\u00e7i m\u0259rhum haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131.- m\u0259rif\u0259tli, qanacaql\u0131..<\/p>\n<p>-Qurban olum Allaha, &#8211; Hikm\u0259tqulu M\u0259nal\u0131 m\u0259nal\u0131-m\u0259nal\u0131 dedi.- niy\u0259 el\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131lar\u0131 apar\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>-Ah!- donos\u00e7u dala qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb d\u0259rind\u0259n bir ah \u00e7\u0259kdi, el\u0259 bu d\u0259md\u0259 bir n\u0259f\u0259r d\u0259li kimi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ayxanaya atd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-A ki\u015fil\u0259r, b\u0259s deyirdiz, T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n at\u0131b?<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259rhum t\u0259rsin biri idi, he\u00e7 biz\u0259 qulaq asd\u0131 ki?- a\u011fsaqqal q\u0259zet\u00e7i dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>-Ee onu demir\u0259m e&#8230; \u0130ndi k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n g\u0259lir\u0259m, orda c\u0259s\u0259d-zad yoxdu ax\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f indiy\u0259 c\u0259s\u0259d qalar? \u00c7oxdan morqa apar\u0131blar, &#8211; D\u0259li C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f\u015fi, orda iki polis vard\u0131, dedil\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc atan olsayd\u0131, biz y\u00fcz faiz g\u00f6r\u0259rdik.<\/p>\n<p>-Y\u00fcz yox, iki y\u00fcz \u0259lli faiz g\u00f6r\u0259rdil\u0259r!-\u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri t\u0259sdiq etdi.<\/p>\n<p>-Y\u0259ni deyirsiz&#8230;-donos\u00e7u \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li-\u015f\u00fcbh\u0259li soru\u015fdu.- vaz ke\u00e7ib?<\/p>\n<p>Ham\u0131 bir anl\u0131q susdu. A\u011fsaqqal q\u0259zet\u00e7i a\u011f\u0131r ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 m\u0259xsus havas\u0131yla:<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f\u015fi yox, el\u0259 o\u011flan d\u00f6y\u00fcld\u00fc o. Dediyini eliy\u0259nd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Hikm\u0259tqulu M\u0259nal\u0131 m\u0259nal\u0131-m\u0259nal\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bulad\u0131. Y\u0259ni, a\u011fl\u0131m k\u0259smir.<\/p>\n<p>Telefonun s\u0259si s\u00fckutu pozdu. K\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor \u201che\u00e7 yeridi\u201d \u0259das\u0131yla telefonu qula\u011f\u0131na tutdu:<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259di ay arvad? N\u0259 bilim, h\u00fczr\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 n\u0259 geyin\u0259ss\u0259n? Kimin h\u00fczr\u00fcn\u0259 gedirs\u0259n? T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn? Ay arvad, ortada meyit-filan yoxdu, qoy g\u00f6r\u0259k h\u0259l\u0259, kimin h\u00fczr\u00fcn\u0259 gedirs\u0259n? A\u00e7\u0131l ba\u015f\u0131mdan g\u00f6r\u00fcm. \u018fh!<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f redaktor hirsl\u0259 telefonu stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ayxanadak\u0131lar el\u0259 bil quraql\u0131\u011f\u0131n depressiya g\u0259tir\u0259n havas\u0131n\u0131 hiss etdil\u0259r, \u0259tl\u0259ri \u00fcrp\u0259\u015fdi. El\u0259 n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn i\u00e7\u0259ri girdi. Yax\u015f\u0131ca qaralm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Hiss olunurdu ki, d\u0259niz havas\u0131 al\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>-Ay salam\u0259leykum,- deyib stul \u00e7\u0259kib oturdu. Ona dikil\u0259n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 hiss etm\u0259d\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ay\u00e7\u0131ya tutdu, -ay u\u015faq, m\u0259n\u0259 bir \u00e7ay g\u0259tir, xoruzquyru\u011fu olsun ha.<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f yek\u0259 ki\u015fis\u0259n, &#8211; a\u011fsaqqal q\u0259zet\u00e7i handan-hana dill\u0259ndi,- demirs\u0259n, bu q\u0259d\u0259r adam\u0131 i\u015find\u0259n-g\u00fcc\u00fcnd\u0259n avara el\u0259mis\u0259n? Balam, biz d\u0259 intihar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck d\u0259. Bunun bir qaydas\u0131 var, \u0259d\u0259b-\u0259rkan\u0131 var. N\u0259 a\u011fsaqqal tan\u0131yursuz, n\u0259 qarasaqqal. \u0130ntihar ciddi i\u015fdi, bala. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ki, su dizin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, \u201cl\u0259n\u0259t kor \u015feytana\u201d deyirs\u0259n. Beliv\u0259 ki, \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, h\u0259, i\u015f bir az \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015fir. El\u0259 ki, bo\u011faz\u0131va \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r, ta yolun yoxdu, bala, g\u0259r\u0259k can\u0131v\u0131 qurtarasan.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011fsaqqal ara verib T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u0259 baxd\u0131. T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn h\u00f6rm\u0259t \u0259lam\u0259ti olaraq ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259dirdi, amma g\u00f6z\u00fc divara vurulmu\u015f televizorda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-He\u00e7 utan\u0131rsan?-a\u011fsaqqal q\u0259zet\u00e7i bu s\u00f6z\u00fc lap b\u0259rkd\u0259n dedi. Ham\u0131 o d\u0259qiq\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 utanmal\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Televizorda T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6st\u0259rirdil\u0259r. Diktor kadr arxas\u0131ndan zabit\u0259li s\u0259sl\u0259 oxuyurdu:<\/p>\n<p>-K\u00f6rp\u00fcy\u0259 intihar etm\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259n T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn l\u0259q\u0259bli \u015fair t\u0131xac s\u0259b\u0259bind\u0259n m\u0259nzil ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7ata bilm\u0259yib. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 istiqam\u0259tini d\u0259yi\u015fib \u015e\u0131xov \u00e7im\u0259rliyin\u0259 gedib. \u015eair ya\u015famla \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tin anlar ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirib. \u0130ntihar fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nan \u015fair bu haqda geni\u015f h\u0259cmli poema yazaca\u011f\u0131na s\u00f6z verib.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ayxanadak\u0131lar g\u00f6zl\u0259rini televizordan \u00e7\u0259kib T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dikdil\u0259r. O, he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmam\u0131\u015f kimi \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 qurtumlay\u0131rd\u0131. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, d\u0259nizd\u0259 yan\u0131b-qaralan \u015fair b\u0259rk susam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 poemas\u0131n\u0131n ilk s\u0259tirl\u0259rini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Birinci a\u011fsaqqal q\u0259zet\u00e7i durdu. Sonra k\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor, onun ard\u0131nca donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h, onun ard\u0131nca Xalxal Xall\u0131 v\u0259 qeyril\u0259ri qeyzl\u0259 yerl\u0259rind\u0259n qalx\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b getdil\u0259r. Bu k\u00fctl\u0259vi gedi\u015f \u00e7ay\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n l\u0259zz\u0259tl\u0259 siqaret t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259d\u0259n T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn he\u00e7 vecin\u0259 d\u0259 olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor evd\u0259 arvad\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259l qoymadan sabah q\u0259zet\u0259 n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r yazaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 fikirl\u0259\u015firdi:<\/p>\n<p>-Azz, h\u0259r \u015fey bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259, m\u0259nim g\u00fcl kimi ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u0259ld\u0259n getdi e! G\u00f6r n\u0259 yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m &#8211; yazacaqd\u0131m y\u0259ni: \u201cK\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n qanads\u0131z u\u00e7an \u015fair!\u201d T\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl\u0259 bax e! Ham\u0131s\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259n getdi!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h yaz\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n\u0131n z\u0259if i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gu\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 oturub qaranl\u0131\u011fa bax\u0131rd\u0131. Bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 b\u0259r\u0259lmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259ril\u0259 xarabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 seyr ed\u0259n bayqu\u015fu xat\u0131rlad\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra q\u0259rarl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mi \u0259lin\u0259 ald\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-Ac adamlara n\u0259 vers\u0259n, h\u0259zm-rabed\u0259n ke\u00e7ir\u0259c\u0259k. N\u0259 yazsam, ac m\u0259d\u0259l\u0259rini dolduracam. Bu da m\u0259nim xidm\u0259tim olsun.- Bir anl\u0131q \u0259l saxlay\u0131b x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc.- \u0130nsanl\u0131q m\u0259ni unutmayacaq.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc sanan Alka\u015f Yetim \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 a\u011f\u0131 deyib, yas tutur, a\u011fac\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-S\u00f6y\u00fcn, ay S\u00f6y\u00fcn, m\u0259ni paxmel-paxmel qoyub hara getdin? \u0130ndi m\u0259n s\u0259nin yerin\u0259 bu a\u011fac\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131m, h\u0259? He\u00e7 olmasa, y\u00fcz-y\u00fcz zakaz verib ged\u0259rdin. Ax\u0131 biz u\u015faql\u0131q dostu olmu\u015fuq&#8230; S\u00f6y\u00fcn, ay S\u00f6y\u00fcn&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Alka\u015f a\u011fac\u0131n yan\u0131nda tirtap yer\u0259 s\u0259rilib yatd\u0131\u011f\u0131 vaxt \u015f\u0259h\u0259r yuxuya q\u0259rq olmu\u015fdu. H\u0259l\u0259 ki, deyil\u0259c\u0259k s\u00f6z qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259h\u0259rki q\u0259zetl\u0259rd\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n reportaj \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdu. T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn intihara t\u0259hrik olundu\u011funa diqq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n m\u00fc\u0259llif b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0259d\u0259bi came\u0259nin bu t\u0259xribatda \u0259li oldu\u011funa oxucular\u0131 inand\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bu adamlar\u0131n f\u0259aliyy\u0259tinin m\u0259hdudla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcmumi i\u015fin xeyrin\u0259 olaca\u011f\u0131 vur\u011fulan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor v\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259si m\u0259qal\u0259nin m\u00fczakir\u0259sind\u0259n bir \u015fey \u00e7\u0131xmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb bo\u011fazlar\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015flama\u011fa getdil\u0259r. Ba\u015f redaktorun i\u00e7ind\u0259n qara qanlar axark\u0259n, Alka\u015f Yetim kafenin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 a\u011fac\u0131 qucaqlay\u0131b h\u00f6nk\u00fcr-h\u00f6nk\u00fcr a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-Bu Yetim\u0259 el\u0259 bu a\u011fac qalacaq,- k\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k \u0259lini yell\u0259yib kafey\u0259 girdi. Donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h v\u0259 qeyril\u0259ri d\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini yell\u0259yib ba\u015f redaktorun ard\u0131nca getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb h\u0259d\u0259q\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f insanlar basm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ham\u0131 n\u0259 is\u0259 g\u0259zirdi, axtar\u0131rd\u0131, amma bu \u201cn\u0259s\u0259\u201dnin n\u0259d\u0259n ibar\u0259t oldu\u011funu he\u00e7 kim bilmirdi. \u018fslind\u0259, t\u0259xmin\u0259n bilirdil\u0259r-\u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131. Amma art\u0131q bu ikinci plana ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi camaat\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259 qurtarmazd\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k a\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn idi. Adamlar is\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin r\u0259ngini \u00e7oxdan unutmu\u015fdular- a\u011f\u0131, mavini, nar\u0131nc\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131n\u0131&#8230; Art\u0131q g\u00f6y qur\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r olmurdu. N\u0259 illah edirdil\u0259rs\u0259, g\u00f6r\u0259 bilmirdil\u0259r. \u0130ndi insanlar\u0131 ba\u015fqa \u015feyl\u0259r ruh\u0259n dinc\u0259ld\u0259 bil\u0259rdi&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 g\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259nin x\u0259b\u0259ri yay\u0131ld\u0131. Dedil\u0259r, o da intihar edir. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 bazarda, adamlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6hb\u0259t g\u0259zirdi ki, bazara \u0259t alma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259n g\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 h\u0259r \u015feyin od qiym\u0259tin\u0259 oldu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u00fcb \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc oda at\u0131b. \u0130ndi onu bu oddan he\u00e7 kim qurtara bilm\u0259z. \u00c7\u00fcnki b\u00fct\u00fcn damarlar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib v\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin ki, h\u0259kiml\u0259r onu xilas ed\u0259 bilsin.<\/p>\n<p>Televiziyalar kameralar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bazara ax\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Do\u011frudan da d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fc idi. G\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 qollar\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, qan \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131 q\u0259rib\u0259 bir t\u0259l\u0259sk\u0259nlikl\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. El\u0259 bil o da g\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n yoxsul varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259rk etm\u0259y\u0259 can at\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 yox, h\u0259zz ya\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil a\u011fr\u0131 onu yox, o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yey\u0259c\u0259kdi v\u0259 bunun g\u00f6zl\u0259ntisinin eyforiyas\u0131na qap\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Damarlar\u0131nda qan azald\u0131qca \u00fcz\u00fc saralmaq yerin\u0259, sanki daha \u00e7ox qanla dolurdu.<\/p>\n<p>Son vaxtlarda g\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n el\u0259 bir sensasiyal\u0131 yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ap olunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bel\u0259 bir \u00f6l\u00fcm onun m\u00f6ht\u0259\u015f\u0259m yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q n\u00fcmun\u0259si ola bil\u0259rdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bununla yadda qalmaq ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcz, nec\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m? Ya da \u00f6l\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m?\u201d &#8211; dem\u0259kdir bu. Bu yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 el\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259vur\u011fun olub\u201d,- donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h yava\u015fca dedi. -y\u0259qin ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 soxub, \u201cnec\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6l\u00fcr\u0259m\u201d &#8211; dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir.<\/p>\n<p>Pax\u0131l \u0130bi\u015f dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131 mar\u00e7\u0131ldatd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, o he\u00e7 vaxt bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6l\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Hardad\u0131 onda bu t\u0259x\u0259yy\u00fcl? \u201cCamaat\u0131n fantaziyas\u0131na bax e\u201d, &#8211; \u0130bi\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>-H\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 \u0259d\u0259biyyata qurban verdi, amma yolun sonunda g\u00fcnd\u0259m\u0259 g\u0259ldi, -m\u0259rasimi izl\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259mkarlar\u0131ndan biri g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sildi.<\/p>\n<p>-Ay camaat, k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilin, mane olursunuz, kameralar \u00e7\u0259k\u0259 bilmir,- televiziyan\u0131n rejissoru q\u0131\u015fq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 d\u0259f\u0259 kino \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259 bel\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik vard\u0131,- operator aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini silib k\u00fctl\u0259y\u0259 \u015f\u00f6vql\u0259 baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-17 x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259s\u0259k, he\u00e7 olmasa, 18-d\u0259 ver\u0259k,- rejissor fikirli-fikirli dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-Niy\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259rik, qa\u011fa?- g\u0259nc assisent maraqland\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n ki, i\u015fi uzad\u0131r? Bel\u0259 intihar olar? Ay balam, \u00f6l d\u0259, qurtar, i\u015fimizi bil\u0259k. Pah atonnan. Buna n\u0259 var ki. Can\u0131n\u0131 qurtar\u0131b gedir. D\u0259rd bizim d\u0259rdimizdi e. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri ilk yeti\u015fdir\u0259n biz olmasaq, yen\u0259 reytinqd\u0259 dala d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cQoymay\u0131n, g\u0259nc yazar intihar edir, l\u00fctf\u0259n, bu qanl\u0131 olay\u0131 durdurun,- jurnalist Fatma Qaraca radiodan hayq\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-Biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131r! \u0130nsanlar meydanlarda \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0259sib-do\u011fray\u0131r, biz is\u0259 y\u0131r\u011falana-y\u0131r\u011falana yol gedirik, &#8211; x\u0259b\u0259ri avtobusda e\u015fid\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n biri \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 deyindi.<\/p>\n<p>-Ay s\u0259rni\u015fin, neyl\u0259yim, avtobusa qanad tax\u0131m?-s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi,- h\u0259m d\u0259 bizim mar\u015frut ora getmir.<\/p>\n<p>Ki\u015fi \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fcz\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcrd\u00fc, amma he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259yib \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 tutdu.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Meydanda q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259lik art\u0131rd\u0131. Camaat o q\u0259d\u0259r y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259 arada itib-batm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>G\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-B\u0259lk\u0259 morqa apar\u0131blar,- Hu\u015fsuz Ha\u015f\u0131m dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>-Nec\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc,- Pax\u0131l \u0130bi\u015f t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259 dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-Allah q\u0259ni-q\u0259ni r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin,- Hac\u0131qulu dill\u0259ndi.- Ax\u0131r q\u0259miniz olsun. Fateh\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>Yazarlar \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qald\u0131lar. B\u0259zil\u0259ri salavat \u00e7evirdi, b\u0259zil\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn ateist m\u00f6vqeyini xat\u0131rlay\u0131b \u0259lini yan\u0131na sald\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-Diqq\u0259t! Diqq\u0259t! &#8211; radiodan Fatma Qaracan\u0131n zabit\u0259li s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cY\u00fcz faiz \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini ver\u0259c\u0259k\u201d,- donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u0259nc yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259 son d\u0259qiq\u0259d\u0259 xilas edilib, &#8211; radiodak\u0131 z\u0259hmli s\u0259s gurlad\u0131.- Haz\u0131rda yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 \u0259m\u0259lind\u0259n pe\u015fman oldu\u011funu bildirir v\u0259 \u00fczrxahl\u0131q m\u0259ktubu yaz\u0131r. M\u0259ktub yax\u0131n d\u0259qiq\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 radiomuzun efirind\u0259 oxunacaq. Bizi izl\u0259yin\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>-G\u00f6r e. Bel\u0259 intihar olar? &#8211; avtobusdak\u0131 ki\u015fi deyindi,- Bizim vaxt\u0131m\u0131zda adam \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc, qurtar\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi \u201cbel\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, el\u0259 el\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m\u201d, ortada da he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox. Biab\u0131r\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q!<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fc s\u00fckut \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc. Birc\u0259 donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259hin beynind\u0259 fikirl\u0259r qaynay\u0131rd\u0131. \u201cM\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259 \u0259slind\u0259 etiraz \u0259lam\u0259ti olaraq qollar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sib des\u0259m? Onun \u0259traf\u0131 da \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259 alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r. Yaxud dini t\u0259riq\u0259t m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si&#8230; H\u0259r halda, bu olaydan a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 adam m\u0259nf\u0259\u0259t \u00e7\u0131xarard\u0131,\u201d-dey\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>Camaat yen\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rsiz qald\u0131. Amma \u00fcmidl\u0259rini itirm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Ac qurdlar kimi g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u0259rd g\u0259zirdi. \u00d6z d\u0259rdl\u0259rini unutmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu yegan\u0259 yol idi.<\/p>\n<p>-Ham\u0131 bir yerd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ata bilm\u0259z ki,- k\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor dedi.- Halbuki bel\u0259 k\u00fctl\u0259vi intiharlar olub.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f redaktor tarixin me\u015f\u0259liyind\u0259 qurdaland\u0131. Yen\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi:<\/p>\n<p>Ancaq indi olmaz. \u015eairl\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 bizi pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 qoydu. He\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259zdim onlardan. Bu zibili edirs\u0259n ax\u0131racan el\u0259 d\u0259! M\u0259nim babam dey\u0259rdi ki, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f oyuna d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259, d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcns\u0259 d\u0259 ax\u0131ra q\u0259d\u0259r oyna.<\/p>\n<p>-Day dem\u0259yin&#8230;- donos\u00e7u \u018fbl\u0259h dill\u0259ndi,- b\u0259s intihar\u0131n arxas\u0131nda dini t\u0259riq\u0259t m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si var iddialar\u0131na n\u0259 deyirsiz?<\/p>\n<p>-Bilmir\u0259m vallah. Saqqal\u0131 uzun, sa\u00e7 da uzun&#8230; \u018fr\u0259bc\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259dirmi\u015f. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 oyun oynay\u0131rm\u0131\u015f?- ba\u015f redaktor ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qa\u015f\u0131d\u0131.- Bura bax, b\u0259s a\u011fsaqqal hardad\u0131r?<\/p>\n<p>-D\u00fcn\u0259nki hadis\u0259d\u0259n sonra \u00fcr\u0259yi tutub. O\u011flanlar\u0131 deyib ki, atam\u0131za bir \u015fey olsa, K\u0259ll\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n ataca\u011f\u0131q.<\/p>\n<p>-G\u00f6r\u0259k d\u0259&#8230;- ba\u015f redaktor fikirli-fikirli dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-Can\u0131m\u00e7\u00fcn, Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259 haqq\u0131nda el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l nekroloq yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m,-D\u0259li C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd dedi.- b\u00fct\u00fcn gec\u0259ni oxuyub a\u011flam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>-Daha niy\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131n ki?- ba\u015f redaktor t\u0259rs-t\u0259rs baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-\u00c7ox t\u0259sirliydi, ondan,- dey\u0259 cibind\u0259n ka\u011f\u0131z \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131.- Oxuyum?<\/p>\n<p>\u018f\u015fi, oxu da,- k\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k dilxor-dilxor dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259li C\u00fcm\u015f\u00fcd bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-O, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u00fcks\u00fcz bel\u0259 uzaqg\u00f6r\u0259n yazarlar\u0131ndan idi. O, \u00e7ox uzaqlara ged\u0259c\u0259kdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki uzaqlardan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, \u00e7ox uzaqlardan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f\u015fi, saxla g\u00f6r\u0259k, &#8211; ba\u015f redaktor bezgin-bezgin dill\u0259ndi,- \u00e7ox uza\u011fa getdin e. N\u0259 is\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 ged\u0259k bir vuraq? Onsuz da g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz al\u0131nmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-Odey Alka\u015f Yetim d\u0259 g\u0259lir,- kims\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259-ed\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n ki\u015fini g\u00f6st\u0259rib dedi.<\/p>\n<p>-Bax s\u0259nin toyunda m\u0259n bel\u0259 r\u0259qs ed\u0259c\u0259kdim! \u0130nanm\u0131rsan, ay m\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u0259l dostum, Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259!- Alka\u015f Yetim indi d\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc san\u0131rd\u0131,- M\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259lim, h\u0259?<\/p>\n<p>\u018f bu s\u0259fehi bo\u015f verin,- ba\u015f redaktor \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi- bunun a\u011fl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda deyil. \u018flisi d\u0259li, V\u0259lisi d\u0259li. Q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 d\u0259li!<\/p>\n<p>Alka\u015f Yetim h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ndi m\u0259n neyl\u0259yim? H\u0259? He\u00e7 olmasa y\u00fcz-y\u00fcz zakaz verib ged\u0259rdiniz. M\u0259n d\u0259 i\u00e7ib dey\u0259rdim ki, ruhun \u015fad olsun, T\u0259rs S\u00f6y\u00fcn! Ruhun \u015fad olsun, Kamil K\u0259ll\u0259! G\u00f6r qarda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z sizi nec\u0259 yad edir! \u0130\u00e7\u0259-i\u00e7\u0259! R\u0259qs ed\u0259-ed\u0259!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor d\u0259st\u0259sil\u0259 \u00e7ayxanaya daxil olmu\u015fdu ki, x\u0259b\u0259r qu\u015f kimi \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-Qoymay\u0131n, Alka\u015f k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n u\u00e7du!<\/p>\n<p>-Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni u\u00e7du?<\/p>\n<p>-Vallah u\u00e7du! \u00d6z g\u00f6zl\u0259riml\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm!- hadis\u0259nin \u015fahidi olan g\u0259nc \u0259d\u0259bi i\u015f\u00e7i dedi, &#8211; h\u0259l\u0259 telefonuma da \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6st\u0259r g\u00f6r\u0259k! &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>\u018fd\u0259bi i\u015f\u00e7i f\u0259r\u0259hl\u0259 telefonunu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259n bel\u0259 olaylar\u0131 diqq\u0259td\u0259n qa\u00e7\u0131rmaram. Alka\u015f k\u00f6rp\u00fcy\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fan kimi hiss el\u0259dim ki, n\u0259s\u0259 olacaq. O saat telefonumu \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131m. Alka\u015f bir az t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd el\u0259di, sonra qaba\u011fa cumdu v\u0259 k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u0259n tulland\u0131! He\u00e7 \u00fczg\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcl\u0259r olimpiadalarda suya bu c\u00fcr tullanm\u0131rlar!<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ayxanadak\u0131lar videoya tama\u015fa edirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>-Kim dey\u0259rdi ki, Alka\u015f Yetim bunu ed\u0259c\u0259k. Do\u011frudan da qu\u015f kimi u\u00e7ub,- k\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktor dedi.<\/p>\n<p>O saat canlanma ba\u015flad\u0131:<\/p>\n<p>-\u018f, televiziyalara x\u0259b\u0259r edin!<\/p>\n<p>-Televiziya n\u0259dir, birinci bizim q\u0259zet yazacaq!<\/p>\n<p>-\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcm, qoymaram, bizim saytda ged\u0259c\u0259k!<\/p>\n<p>-M\u0259n yazajam, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z haqq\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>-Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni m\u0259n yazajam? M\u0259nim nekroloqum haz\u0131rd\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>-S\u0259n K\u0259ll\u0259 haqq\u0131nda yazmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131n?<\/p>\n<p>-N\u0259 s\u0259fehl\u0259yirs\u0259n? Ad\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259y\u015f\u0259c\u0259m d\u0259. Bir bax. \u201cO, uzaqlardan g\u0259lmi\u015fdi, \u00e7ox uzaqlardan&#8230;\u201d<\/p>\n<p>-Kiriyin! &#8211; k\u00f6st\u0259b\u0259k ba\u015f redaktorun s\u0259si \u00e7ayxanan\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. Ham\u0131 susdu.<\/p>\n<p>-Kim n\u0259 deyir desin, Alka\u015f Yetim ki\u015fi kimi h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t el\u0259di,- ba\u015f redaktor dedi.- Halal olsun.<\/p>\n<p>Yazarlar f\u0259r\u0259h hissil\u0259 \u201chalal olsun\u201d dey\u0259-dey\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259liyin ir\u0259lil\u0259diyi k\u00f6rp\u00fcy\u0259 do\u011fru getdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>M\u00fc\u0259llif: G\u00fcnel NAT\u0130Q<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>27-29 avqust 2018<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: Az\u0259rbaycan.media<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; (satirik hekay\u0259) &nbsp; Q\u0259rib\u0259 \u015f\u0259h\u0259r idi. Ham\u0131 ac-yalavac oturub x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. Bu adamlar\u0131n yem\u0259yi n\u0259 \u0259t, n\u0259 ba\u015fqa bir \u015fey idi. Onlar x\u0259b\u0259r yeyirdil\u0259r. Ac adam bir&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":59479,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-59125","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat","category-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59125","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=59125"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59125\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":59142,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59125\/revisions\/59142"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/59479"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=59125"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=59125"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=59125"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}