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Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

G\u00fcnahlar\u0131n ar\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gec\u0259…<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

(hekay\u0259)<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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Ne\u00e7\u0259 il idi ki, do\u011fma k\u0259ndini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qara\u015f h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131ndan, k\u0259s\u0259yind\u0259n
\nu\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, erk\u0259n g\u0259ncliyinin ac\u0131l\u0131-\u015firinli, daha \u00e7ox k\u00fcsk\u00fcn xatir\u0259l\u0259ri boylanan yurd yerin\u0259
\nax\u015fam \u00e7a\u011f\u0131, qa\u015f qaralanda g\u0259lib \u00e7atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259ndd\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fey d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi: k\u0259rpicd\u0259n tikilmi\u015f
\nd\u00fckan\u0131 indi d\u0259bd\u0259b\u0259li \u201cSupermarket\u201d \u0259v\u0259z edirdi. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 bo\u015f yerl\u0259r hasarlanm\u0131\u015f,
\nh\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rd\u0259 damlar\u0131 kir\u0259midli, ikim\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259li evl\u0259r ucald\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Asfalt yolun k\u0259nar\u0131nda s\u0131ra
\nil\u0259 \u0259kilmi\u015f cavan \u00e7inarlar bayaqdan g\u00fccl\u0259nmi\u015f ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 \u00f6z h\u0259zin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 qatan
\n\u015faxl\u0131-budaql\u0131 a\u011faclar olmu\u015fdu.
\nH\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259 dala\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131, onu b\u0131\u00e7aqlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc yad\u0131na. El\u0259 burda, k\u00f6hn\u0259 d\u00fckan\u0131n
\nyan\u0131nda vurmu\u015fdu onu – bac\u0131s\u0131 \u018fsm\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259. \u018fsm\u0259r is\u0259 Qara\u015f tutulandan sonra H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259
\nqo\u015fulub qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bu x\u0259b\u0259ri e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 Qara\u015f b\u0259rk sars\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi ki,
\n\u201cburdan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131m, onlar\u0131n ikisini d\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcb yen\u0259 t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131dacam.\u201d Bu, Qara\u015f\u0131n q\u0259ti fikri
\nidi v\u0259 o, beynind\u0259 bu qara fikirl\u0259 t\u0259skinlik tap\u0131rd\u0131.
\nQara\u015f yatsayd\u0131, yuxusuna da g\u0259lm\u0259zdi ki, o, adam b\u0131\u00e7aqlayar. D\u00fczd\u00fc, yumruq
\ndavas\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, d\u00f6ym\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc d\u0259, d\u00f6y\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc d\u0259. Amma adam b\u0131\u00e7aqlamaq… Yox, bu,
\nQara\u015f\u0131n i\u015fi deyildi. O, H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259r g\u00f6nd\u0259rmi\u015fdi ki, bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259sin. \u018fsm\u0259r
\nonun tay\u0131 deyil, gedib axtars\u0131n, tay\u0131n\u0131 taps\u0131n. H\u0259s\u0259n Qara\u015f\u0131n bu \u201cnota\u201ds\u0131n\u0131 qulaqard\u0131na
\nvurmu\u015fdu. S\u00f6zaras\u0131 demi\u015fdi ki,\u201d qoy Qara\u015f sevinsin ki, H\u0259s\u0259n kimi yezn\u0259si olacaq.\u201d \u201cHe\u00e7
\neybi yox, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259r\u0259m sevinm\u0259k nec\u0259 olur\u201d, dey\u0259 Qara\u015f o g\u00fcnd\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259
\ndan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa f\u00fcrs\u0259t axtar\u0131rd\u0131. Qara\u015f bunu he\u00e7 gizl\u0259tmirdi d\u0259. Onun bu niyy\u0259tini k\u0259ndd\u0259
\nu\u015faqdan- b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259 ham\u0131 bilirdi. V\u0259 bu f\u00fcrs\u0259t el\u0259 bir g\u00fcnd\u0259, el\u0259 bir vaxtda yarand\u0131 ki, onun
\ndava el\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259si vard\u0131, n\u0259 d\u0259 taq\u0259ti. O, i\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc t\u0259z\u0259c\u0259 ba\u015fa vurmu\u015fdu, yor\u011fun
\nidi. S\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fckandan bir az aral\u0131da saxlay\u0131b siqaret \u00e7\u0259kir, ucadan dan\u0131\u015fan
\ntay-tu\u015flar\u0131na qulaq as\u0131rd\u0131. Bird\u0259n qar\u015f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n H\u0259s\u0259nin s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. El\u0259 bil qurba\u011fa g\u00f6l\u00fcn\u0259
\nda\u015f atd\u0131lar. Onun s\u0259sini e\u015fid\u0259nd\u0259 Qara\u015f\u0131n sanki \u00fcr\u0259yinin sap\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, heyf, \u015f\u0259r
\nqar\u0131\u015fan vaxta d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc… Ham\u0131 bilir ki, Qara\u015f H\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259 hesabla\u015fmal\u0131d\u0131r. B\u0259lk\u0259 saxlas\u0131n ba\u015fqa
\nvaxta?..
\nAzca \u0259vv\u0259l bir-birl\u0259rin\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa macal verm\u0259y\u0259n yolda\u015flar\u0131 H\u0259s\u0259nin s\u0259sini e\u015fidib,
\nbayaqdan aralar\u0131nda varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hiss olunmayan, susqun Qara\u015fa baxd\u0131lar.
\nH\u0259s\u0259nin d\u0259st\u0259si onlar\u0131n yan\u0131ndan sakitc\u0259, dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z ke\u00e7ib bir q\u0259d\u0259r aral\u0131da
\nc\u0259m oldu. S\u0259sl\u0259ri g\u0259lmirdi. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259r h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 Qara\u015fa zill\u0259nmi\u015fdi – \u0259riyirdi, m\u0259hv
\nolub gedirdi bu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n alt\u0131nda Qara\u015f. Fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, birc\u0259 an da vaxt itirs\u0259, gecik\u0259c\u0259k.
\nH\u0259s\u0259nin d\u0259st\u0259si qar\u015f\u0131dak\u0131 tini burulandan sonra gec olacaq v\u0259 o, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b bayaqdan
\nbax\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla onu izl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt baxa bilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k. Daha tab g\u0259tirm\u0259di,
\nn\u0259hay\u0259t:
\n\u2012 Ey, bir m\u0259n\u0259 bax, \u2012 dey\u0259 uca s\u0259sl\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 v\u0259 Qara\u015f az qala \u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6z s\u0259sini
\ntan\u0131mad\u0131. El\u0259 bil bo\u011fulurdu H\u0259s\u0259ni \u00e7a\u011f\u0131randa. Sol q\u0131\u00e7\u0131 titr\u0259yirdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 almaq ist\u0259di,
\nbacarmad\u0131, bu onu bir az da \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdirdi. Yolda\u015flar\u0131 g\u00f6rs\u0259ydi, fikirl\u0259\u015f\u0259rdil\u0259r ki, qorxaqd\u0131
\nQara\u015f. Do\u011frudan da, Qara\u015f\u0131n qorxudanm\u0131, \u0259s\u0259bd\u0259nmi q\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131 titr\u0259yirdi – bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259 he\u00e7
\n\u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 n\u0259 ist\u0259diyini ay\u0131rd ed\u0259 bilmirdi.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259s\u0259nin d\u0259st\u0259si d\u00f6vr\u0259sind\u0259 s\u0259f \u00e7\u0259kib dayanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131… D\u00f6n\u00fcb Qara\u015fa bax\u0131rd\u0131lar,
\nmatd\u0131m-matd\u0131m, s\u0259ssizc\u0259. Qara\u015f\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yi yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi, dem\u0259li, gecikm\u0259yib.
\n\u2012 M\u0259nn\u0259ns\u0259n? \u2012 H\u0259s\u0259nin s\u0259si e\u015fidildi.
\n\u2012 H\u0259\u0259, s\u0259nn\u0259n\u0259m, ad\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n, \u2012 dedi Qara\u015f.
\nH\u0259s\u0259nin curlar\u0131ndan biri:
\n\u2012 Ged\u0259k, ba\u015f qo\u015fma ona, \u2012 dedi.
\nH\u0259s\u0259n donub qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 yerind\u0259, n\u0259 ir\u0259liy\u0259 ged\u0259 bilirdi, n\u0259 d\u0259 geriy\u0259. Qara\u015f H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259
\nt\u0259r\u0259f a\u011f\u0131r add\u0131mlarla yeriy\u0259r\u0259k:
\n\u2012 N\u0259di, n\u0259 dayanm\u0131san, yax\u0131n g\u0259l, i\u015fim var s\u0259nn\u0259n… \u0130kilikd\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t eliy\u0259c\u0259yik…
\nH\u0259s\u0259n:
\n\u2012 Duel\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rsan m\u0259ni? \u2013 dey\u0259r\u0259k cand\u0259rdi Qara\u015fa sar\u0131 add\u0131mlad\u0131.
\nM\u00fcbahis\u0259 etm\u0259k yeri deyildi. Qara\u015f fikirl\u0259\u015fdi ki, \u00e7atan kimi H\u0259s\u0259n\u0259 bir yumruq
\nvursun, amma \u0259ksin\u0259 oldu. R\u0259qibinin q\u0259fil z\u0259rb\u0259si aln\u0131n\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan d\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 Qara\u015f\u0131n
\ng\u00f6z\u00fc qarald\u0131. Tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b, H\u0259s\u0259nin \u00e7\u0259n\u0259sinin alt\u0131ndan el\u0259 ili\u015fdirdi ki, o, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc
\nsaxlaya bilm\u0259yib yer\u0259 y\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131… Toparlan\u0131b aya\u011fa qalxanda H\u0259s\u0259n Qara\u015f\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259
\npar\u0131ldayan b\u0131\u00e7aq g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Bo\u011faz\u0131 qurudu H\u0259s\u0259nin, udqundu, geriy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259-\u00e7\u0259kil\u0259
\nyava\u015fcadan:
\n\u2012 Axmaq olma, Qara\u015f, at b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131, \u2012 dedi:
\nH\u0259s\u0259nin bu hal\u0131 Qara\u015f\u0131 bir az da q\u0131z\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. O, \u0259lind\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7aq bir az da ir\u0259lil\u0259di:
\n\u2012 S\u0259nin \u0259lind\u0259n \u00e7oxdan y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, q\u0131z\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131…
\n\u2012 M\u0259n \u018fsm\u0259ri \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m, Qara\u015f… Do\u011frudan ist\u0259yir\u0259m. \u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259 raz\u0131d\u0131r… Ail\u0259
\nquraca\u011f\u0131q, \u2012 dey\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n Qara\u015f\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131nda qoydu.
\nQara\u015f H\u0259s\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 yeridikc\u0259 o, geri \u00e7\u0259kilirdi. H\u0259s\u0259n d\u00fckan\u0131n yan\u0131nda \u00fcst-\u00fcst\u0259
\ny\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bo\u015f ye\u015fikl\u0259rd\u0259n birini qald\u0131r\u0131b \u0259lind\u0259 tutdu. \u018fll\u0259ri titr\u0259yirdi, az qal\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ye\u015fiyi
\nyer\u0259 sals\u0131n. H\u0259s\u0259n yalvarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n\u2012 Anama yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u0259lsin… Bilirs\u0259n ki, m\u0259nd\u0259n ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 k\u0259si yoxdu, t\u0259k yetimiy\u0259m,
\n\u2012 dedi.
\n\u2012 M\u0259n d\u0259 t\u0259k yetim\u0259m… Amma s\u0259n el\u0259y\u0259n q\u0259l\u0259tl\u0259ri el\u0259mir\u0259m..
\n\u2012 Vallah \u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259 raz\u0131d\u0131… Evl\u0259n\u0259c\u0259yik…
\n\u2012 Mumla, al\u00e7aq \u2012 dey\u0259 Qara\u015f ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\nH\u0259s\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n \u0259li \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcb, tutdu\u011fu ye\u015fiyi ona yax\u0131nla\u015fan Qara\u015f\u0131n
\nsif\u0259tin\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131. Onun \u00fcz\u00fc al qana b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Qara\u015f\u0131n H\u0259s\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131mas\u0131 il\u0259 b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u0259
\nsalmas\u0131 bir oldu. H\u0259s\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259xanaya, Qara\u015f is\u0259 t\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\n\u2026Qara\u015f ma\u011fazadan araland\u0131, tini burulub dar k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 il\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259ngilin evin\u0259 ged\u0259n yola
\n\u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Sol \u0259lini penc\u0259yinin yan cibin\u0259 sald\u0131. Bilirdi ki, b\u0131\u00e7aq cibind\u0259dir, amma qeyri-
\nixtiyari bir d\u0259 yoxlad\u0131.
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f g\u00fccl\u0259nirdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 kims\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcrd\u00fc. Add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yeyinl\u0259tdi, sol \u0259li h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259
\npenc\u0259yinin cibind\u0259ydi. B\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 bil cibind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb it\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nArt\u0131q H\u0259s\u0259ngilin darvazas\u0131n\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda idi. \u018flini cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131. Qap\u0131 ba\u011fl\u0131
\noldu\u011fundan hasar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n c\u0259ld a\u015f\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130slanm\u0131\u015f budaqlar\u0131ndan damc\u0131lar
\ns\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n aras\u0131yla ev\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. \u0130\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u0259if p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yar\u0131mp\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r vurulmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259s-k\u00fcy salmadan, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucunda p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. U\u015faq s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi:
\n\u201cH\u0259\u0259… yeri, yeri…\u201d \u0130\u00e7\u0259rini din\u015f\u0259di. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259ri \u0259trafa yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Sonra o\u011flan u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si
\ng\u0259ldi, q\u0131z u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 da a\u011flams\u0131n\u0131b, \u201cM\u0259n d\u0259, m\u0259n d\u0259 ist\u0259yir\u0259m,\u201d \u2012 dedi. Daha sonra H\u0259s\u0259nin
\ns\u0259si e\u015fidildi: \u201cYax\u015f\u0131, s\u0259n d\u0259 g\u0259l.\u201d Qara\u015f\u0131 s\u00f6vq-t\u0259bii maraq b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b
\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin a\u00e7\u0131q hiss\u0259sind\u0259n i\u00e7\u0259ri boyland\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, H\u0259s\u0259n \u0259ll\u0259rini v\u0259 dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259
\nqoyub u\u015faqlar\u0131 belind\u0259 g\u0259zdirir. U\u015faqlar atas\u0131n\u0131n boynundan tutub, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131 qarn\u0131na
\nd\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yir, onu at kimi \u00e7ap\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bu vaxt qon\u015fu otaqdan \u018fsm\u0259rin s\u0259si e\u015fidildi. Qara\u015f
\nh\u0259y\u0259canlan\u0131b geri \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259k k\u00fcr\u0259yini divara s\u00f6yk\u0259di. \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131qca
\ne\u015fidirdi…
\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f s\u0259ngim\u0259k bilmirdi. Qara\u015f islanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, b\u0259d\u0259ni b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn suyun i\u00e7ind\u0259 idi. Bir
\nt\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n d\u0259 onu \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k yaxalam\u0131\u015fd\u0131, bo\u011faz\u0131 qovu\u015furdu. \u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 bacarm\u0131rd\u0131, udquna-
\nudquna qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fll\u0259rini a\u011fz\u0131na tutub ustufca \u00f6sk\u00fcrd\u00fc, sonra \u00e7evrilib ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131,
\np\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin lap q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndan ota\u011fa yenid\u0259n g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi. \u018fsm\u0259r u\u015faqlar\u0131 bir-bir H\u0259s\u0259nin
\nbelind\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb yataq ota\u011f\u0131na apar\u0131rd\u0131…
\n\u018fsm\u0259r d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, sanki boyu bir az da ucalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018fynind\u0259ki g\u00fcll\u00fc, uzun xalat onu
\ndaha q\u0259dd-qam\u0259tli g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. U\u015faqlar\u0131n \u0259trafa yay\u0131lan cingiltili g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc Qara\u015f\u0131
\novsunlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. O donub qalm\u0131\u015f v\u0259 anla\u015f\u0131lmaz hissl\u0259r ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259rl\u0259 balalar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si
\nqulaqlar\u0131ndan getmirdi.
\nBird\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc divardan as\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015f\u0259kill\u0259r\u0259 sata\u015fd\u0131. \u018fsm\u0259rl\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259nin qo\u015fa \u015f\u0259klinin
\nyan\u0131nda Qara\u015f\u0131n portreti vurulmu\u015fdu. Qara\u015f\u0131n i\u00e7i s\u0131zlad\u0131. Bu s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131 onun \u00fcr\u0259yini, beynini
\novxarlay\u0131b t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n\u2012 \u0130\u015f\u0259 bir bax, ad\u0131m\u0131 \u0259ziz tutublar, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131l\u0131nc \u00e7alsalar da, \u0259ziz-x\u0259l\u0259f bilibl\u0259r
\nm\u0259ni… Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, Qara\u015f tamam unudulacaq, bu \u015f\u0259kil d\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259ksiz bir \u015fey kimi
\nat\u0131lacaq zibilliy\u0259\u2026 \u2012 h\u0259r halda bel\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc Qara\u015f.
\nPay\u0131z ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131 daha da g\u00fccl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. Qon\u015fu h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259n h\u0259zin kaman s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi.
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n radio ver\u0131li\u015fiydi, Segah mu\u011fam\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qara\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u00fc olan bu gec\u0259ni
\nkaman\u0131n ah-nal\u0259si bir az da a\u011f\u0131rla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u015f\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131 is\u0259 el\u0259 bil o h\u0259zin musiqiy\u0259 z\u00fcy
\ntuturdu. Qara\u015f k\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdi… fikrini yay\u0131nd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259yir, ancaq bacarm\u0131rd\u0131… \u0130sti g\u00f6z
\nya\u015flar\u0131 yanaqlar\u0131 boyunca ax\u0131rd\u0131. El\u0259 bil yuxuda idi, ay\u0131ld\u0131, h\u0259r iki \u0259lini yumruqlay\u0131b var
\nq\u00fcvv\u0259si il\u0259 aln\u0131na vurdu. \u00d6z\u00fc il\u0259 bacarm\u0131r, q\u0259h\u0259r onu bo\u011furdu…
\nBac\u0131s\u0131gil i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc, \u0259traf zil qaranl\u0131q oldu. Kaman da nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259km\u0259kd\u0259n
\nusanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, s\u0259si g\u0259lmirdi daha. G\u00fccl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ara vermir, sanki hirsini-hikk\u0259sini
\nsonacan bo\u015faltmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Qara\u015f\u0131n b\u0259d\u0259ni keyimi\u015fdi, birc\u0259 onu anlay\u0131rd\u0131 ki, kaman indi
\nonun i\u00e7ind\u0259 odlan\u0131b nal\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kir. Bir d\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u2012 bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnahs\u0131z balalar\u0131n\u0131n m\u0259sum
\n\u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si g\u00f6z\u00fc qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0259kilmir, onlar\u0131n \u015faqraq g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini e\u015fidirdi. N\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7al\u0131\u015fsa da,
\ncan\u0131n\u0131 bu s\u0259sl\u0259rd\u0259n qurtara bilmirdi. Pe\u015fman\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q, utanc hissi onu \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\n… Qara\u015f tiy\u0259sind\u0259 ad\u0131 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f z\u0259hmli b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 \u2012 h\u0259bsxana yadigar\u0131n\u0131 cibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b
\nz\u0259rbl\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin taxta \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sin\u0259 sancd\u0131 v\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi yolla da geri qay\u0131td\u0131. Bayaq \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nbir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131nda a\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 hasar\u0131 indi \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tinlikl\u0259 adlaya bildi. Yeri\u015fini itirmi\u015fdi, gah
\naya\u011f\u0131 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131r, gah da x\u0131rda g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 girirdi. \u0130\u00e7in\u0259 su dolmu\u015f ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 ona
\na\u011f\u0131rl\u0131q edirdi.<\/p>\n

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Ma\u011fazan\u0131n yan\u0131ndan \u2012 vaxtil\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259nl\u0259 haqq-hesab \u00e7\u0259kdiyi yerd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib magistral
\nyola \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 yeyinl\u0259tdi v\u0259 bird\u0259n var g\u00fcc\u00fcyl\u0259 qa\u00e7ma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Yol boyu qa\u00e7a-
\nqa\u00e7a ya\u011fmurdan islanm\u0131\u015f penc\u0259yini, sonra k\u00f6yn\u0259yini \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b atd\u0131. O qa\u00e7d\u0131qca qa\u00e7\u0131r,
\nuzaqla\u015fd\u0131qca s\u00fcr\u0259tini art\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Sanki su\u00e7undan, yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan, m\u0259nhus ya\u015fant\u0131lar\u0131ndan
\nqa\u00e7\u0131b qurtulmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Gec\u0259nin s\u00fckutunu pozan g\u00fccl\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131\u015f Qara\u015f\u0131n qur\u015faqdan yuxar\u0131
\n\u00e7\u0131lpaq b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 \u00e7il\u0259ndikc\u0259 can\u0131nda bir rahatl\u0131q duyur, suyun ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan sanki ar\u0131n\u0131b-
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Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli G\u00fcnahlar\u0131n ar\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 gec\u0259… (hekay\u0259)   Ne\u00e7\u0259 il idi ki, do\u011fma k\u0259ndini g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Qara\u015f h\u0259r da\u015f\u0131ndan, k\u0259s\u0259yind\u0259n u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n, erk\u0259n g\u0259ncliyinin ac\u0131l\u0131-\u015firinli, daha \u00e7ox k\u00fcsk\u00fcn xatir\u0259l\u0259ri boylanan yurd yerin\u0259 ax\u015fam… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":57664,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-57661","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat","category-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57661","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=57661"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57661\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":57666,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57661\/revisions\/57666"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/57664"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=57661"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=57661"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=57661"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}