{"id":57537,"date":"2025-10-28T21:02:49","date_gmt":"2025-10-28T17:02:49","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=57537"},"modified":"2025-10-28T21:20:00","modified_gmt":"2025-10-28T17:20:00","slug":"zemfira-m%c9%99h%c9%99rr%c9%99mli-ozg%c9%99-d%c9%99rdi-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=57537","title":{"rendered":"Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mlinin \u00d6zg\u0259 d\u0259rdi hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli<\/strong><\/span><br \/>\n<span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-publisist<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><strong>\u00d6zg\u0259 d\u0259rdi<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Qon\u015fu m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259ki yataqxanada ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ki, qa\u00e7q\u0131nlar ya\u015fay\u0131r. B\u0259t-b\u0259nizi qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f,<br \/>\n\u00e7irkli eyvanlar\u0131, s\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131r ed\u0259n, Birinci Qaraba\u011f<br \/>\nsava\u015f\u0131ndan a\u011f\u0131r miras qalm\u0131\u015f bu binada, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n b\u0259lk\u0259 \u0259n g\u00f6zd\u0259n-n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n k\u0259nar<br \/>\ng\u00fc\u015f\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n adamlar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 daim qeyl\u00fc-qall\u0131yd\u0131. \u00dczb\u0259\u00fcz binada ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn<br \/>\nburaya girib-\u00e7\u0131xanlar\u0131n, g\u00fcnd\u0259lik ruzusunu evin\u0259 da\u015f\u0131yan, a\u011f\u0131r \u00e7antalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7iynind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b<br \/>\nq\u0131r\u0131q-s\u00f6k\u00fck pill\u0259l\u0259ri qa\u00e7araq qalxan u\u015faqlar\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7oxdan al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131q.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn d\u0259rs dediyim m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 yataqxanan\u0131n giri\u015finin r\u0259ngb\u0259r\u0259ng<br \/>\nlentl\u0259rl\u0259, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259 b\u0259z\u0259dildiyini g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Do\u011frusu, \u00e7ox sevindim. Qa\u00e7q\u0131n-k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcn<br \/>\nqon\u015fular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bomboz, yekn\u0259s\u0259q h\u0259yat\u0131na bir istilik, yeni n\u0259f\u0259s qat\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7im\u0259 xo\u015f hissl\u0259r<br \/>\ndoldurmu\u015fdu. Qar\u015f\u0131ma \u00e7\u0131xan a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259k anadan \u201cKimin xeyir i\u015fidir?\u201d \u2212 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<br \/>\n\u201cR\u0259na bu g\u00fcn g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u201d cavab\u0131n\u0131 e\u015fitdim. R\u0259nan\u0131n n\u0259n\u0259sinin \u00e7uxura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259<br \/>\nsevinc i\u015fart\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q-a\u015fkar duyulurdu:<br \/>\n\u2212 M\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, sizi d\u0259 m\u0259clisimiz\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t edirik, \u2212 deyib getdi.<br \/>\nBu d\u0259v\u0259t\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259, \u0259slind\u0259 q\u00fcrurland\u0131m. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, axar-baxarl\u0131 yurd yerini, isti ev-<br \/>\ne\u015fiyini itirmi\u015f, \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259, dar\u0131sqal yataqxanaya s\u0131\u011f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bir ail\u0259y\u0259 hans\u0131sa<br \/>\nh\u0259diyy\u0259ml\u0259 yard\u0131m\u00e7\u0131 ola bil\u0259r\u0259m. \u00dcz\u00fcg\u00fcl\u0259r, mehriban R\u0259naya ki\u00e7ik sinifl\u0259rd\u0259 d\u0259rs<br \/>\ndemi\u015fdim, x\u0259tri m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259ziz idi. Q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu g\u00fcn is\u0259 o,<br \/>\na\u011f g\u0259lin duva\u011f\u0131na b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259c\u0259k, bir evin \u00e7\u0131ra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131racaqd\u0131.<br \/>\nEvd\u0259 q\u0259rar tuta bilmirdim, toy evin\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sirdim. Yataqxanan\u0131n ikinci<br \/>\nm\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 qalxanda xeyli qonaq-qara il\u0259, amma n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 narahat bir m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259 il\u0259<br \/>\nqar\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m. H\u0259r\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 vurnuxur, n\u0259yis\u0259 axtar\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u00e7\u0259ri girib R\u0259nan\u0131n anas\u0131 v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259<br \/>\ng\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Onlar\u0131n da t\u0259la\u015f dolu \u00e7\u00f6hr\u0259si g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n yay\u0131nmad\u0131:<br \/>\n\u2212 N\u0259 olub, n\u0259 ba\u015f verib?! \u2013 dey\u0259 soru\u015fdum.<br \/>\n\u2212 El\u0259 bir i\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f\u00fck ki, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259, bilmirik, n\u0259 ed\u0259k! R\u0259nan\u0131n ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc itib.<br \/>\nNe\u00e7\u0259 saatd\u0131r ki, h\u0259r yeri axtar\u0131r\u0131q, tap\u0131lm\u0131r ki tap\u0131lm\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131z\u0131n anas\u0131 doluxsunmu\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yayl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuyla sildi:<br \/>\n\u2013 Ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcks\u00fcz d\u0259 g\u0259lin k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259r?! Ba\u015f\u0131ma haran\u0131n da\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcm?!<br \/>\nR\u0259nan\u0131n is\u0259 h\u0259yacandan sanki dili tutulmu\u015fdu. G\u00fcc-b\u0259la il\u0259:<br \/>\n\u2212 \u0130ndi m\u0259n n\u0259 edim? \u2013 deyib k\u00f6ks\u00fcm\u0259 s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131.<br \/>\nG\u0259tirdiyim xon\u00e7an\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259limd\u0259 tutmu\u015fdum. He\u00e7 m\u0259n d\u0259 n\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimi<br \/>\nbilmirdim. R\u0259nan\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131ma bas\u0131b yan\u0131nda oturdum. Ba\u015f\u0131mda y\u00fcz fikir dolan\u0131rd\u0131: \u00e7\u0259tin<br \/>\nduruma d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n q\u0131za nec\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259k edim?<br \/>\nVaxt ke\u00e7ir, k\u00f6hn\u0259 divar saat\u0131n\u0131n arams\u0131z \u00e7aqq\u0131ldayan \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri toya lap az qald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nyad\u0131m\u0131za sal\u0131rd\u0131. Xeyir i\u015f\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ban\u0131n \u0259ndi\u015f\u0259si, itiyini axtaranlar\u0131n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc<br \/>\ng\u0259rginlik yarad\u0131rd\u0131.<br \/>\nAni olaraq a\u011fl\u0131ma bir fikir g\u0259ldi. R\u0259nan\u0131n anas\u0131na:<br \/>\n\u2212 Be\u015f-on d\u0259qiq\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram, \u2013 deyib pill\u0259l\u0259ri s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 endim.<\/p>\n<p>2<\/p>\n<p>Binaya \u00e7at\u0131b, m\u0259nzilim\u0259 nec\u0259 qalxd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 indi g\u00fccl\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram. B\u0259z\u0259kli inc\u0259<br \/>\nqutuda saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131m t\u0259z\u0259 ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc paltar dolab\u0131mdak\u0131 m\u00fccr\u00fcd\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u018fsg\u0259rlikd\u0259n yenic\u0259 qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015f o\u011flum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn arzu-kamla ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ni\u015fan \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259limd\u0259<br \/>\nb\u0259rk-b\u0259rk tutmu\u015fdum. \u0130ti add\u0131mlarla gedir, sanki y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fcm. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik anam\u0131n<br \/>\n\u201ckims\u0259sizin d\u0259rdini h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fc bil\u201d n\u0259sih\u0259tini yadda\u015f\u0131mda \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259yirdim. Qutudak\u0131<br \/>\n\u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc R\u0259nan\u0131n barma\u011f\u0131na taxanda a\u011f paltarl\u0131 m\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 el\u0259 bil d\u00fcnyan\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flad\u0131lar. Ham\u0131<br \/>\nt\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb i\u00e7ind\u0259 bir-birin\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Q\u0131z anas\u0131n\u0131n sevinc v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259candan dili s\u00f6z tutmur, nec\u0259<br \/>\nt\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 bu vaxt \u201cVa\u011fzal\u0131\u201dn\u0131n gur s\u0259dalar\u0131 \u0259trafa yay\u0131ld\u0131. O\u011flan adam\u0131 g\u0259lini aparma\u011fa<br \/>\ng\u0259lmi\u015fdi&#8230;<br \/>\nQ\u0131z k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u0259n anan\u0131n g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 titr\u0259y\u0259n yana\u011f\u0131 boyunca s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. M\u0259n d\u0259<br \/>\nk\u00f6vr\u0259lmi\u015fdim, sevinc g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131ma hakim ola bilmirdim.<br \/>\nBu hadis\u0259d\u0259n xeyli vaxt \u00f6t\u00fcb. Amma bu olay\u0131 indi d\u0259 xo\u015f bir duy\u011fut\u0259k xat\u0131rlay\u0131ram.<br \/>\nOdlu Qaraba\u011f c\u0259bh\u0259l\u0259rinin uddu\u011fu g\u0259nc h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n sur\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kilmir.<br \/>\nAtas\u0131z b\u00f6y\u00fctd\u00fcy\u00fcm o\u011flum az sonra ail\u0259 qurark\u0259n uca Yaradan\u0131n m\u0259n\u0259 yox yerd\u0259n nec\u0259<br \/>\nqap\u0131lar a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, Allah\u0131n bu xeyir i\u015f\u0259 d\u0259 zamin oldu\u011funu he\u00e7 vaxt unutmuram.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: Az\u0259rbaycan.media\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-publisist \u00d6zg\u0259 d\u0259rdi &nbsp; Qon\u015fu m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259ki yataqxanada ne\u00e7\u0259 ildir ki, qa\u00e7q\u0131nlar ya\u015fay\u0131r. B\u0259t-b\u0259nizi qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, \u00e7irkli eyvanlar\u0131, s\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq qap\u0131-p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259ri il\u0259 g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ya\u011f\u0131r ed\u0259n, Birinci Qaraba\u011f sava\u015f\u0131ndan a\u011f\u0131r miras qalm\u0131\u015f&hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":56252,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-57537","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat","category-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57537","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=57537"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57537\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":57557,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57537\/revisions\/57557"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/56252"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=57537"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=57537"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=57537"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}