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Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

Bir qaranl\u0131q gec\u0259d\u0259<\/strong><\/span>
\nhekay\u0259<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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Ax\u015famdan xeyli \u00f6tm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. U\u015faqlar\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn vurnuxdu\u011fu dolanbac,
\ntozlu-torpaql\u0131 k\u0259nd yollar\u0131ndan \u0259l-ayaq \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f, \u0259trafa sakitlik \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t-bacan\u0131 s\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259ni hin\u0259 salm\u0131\u015f, qapala\u011f\u0131n\u0131
\nb\u0259rkitmi\u015fdi. Qon\u015fusu Tama\u015fa xalan\u0131n k\u00fcrt d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7il toyu\u011funu t\u00fclk\u00fc
\naparandan sonra g\u00f6z\u00fc yamanca qorxmu\u015fdu. Toyuq-c\u00fcc\u0259nin yax\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259r\u0259
\ndadanan bu \u015f\u0259l\u0259quyru\u011fa yem olmas\u0131ndan ehtiyatlan\u0131rd\u0131.
\nOca\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir qucaq \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131 g\u0259tirmi\u015fdi. \u00d6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259n
\nqay\u0131dan mal-qaran\u0131 t\u00f6vl\u0259d\u0259 rahatlay\u0131b, alt\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259mizl\u0259mi\u015f, yemini-suyunu
\nvermi\u015fdi. Yan\u0131balal\u0131 B\u0259z\u0259k in\u0259yini sa\u011fm\u0131\u015f, \u00fczl\u00fc s\u00fcdd\u0259n qat\u0131q \u00e7al\u0131b, qazan\u0131n
\n\u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk basd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n… S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n su q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndan y\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 t\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259r penc\u0259rd\u0259n bi\u015firdiyi
\nx\u00f6r\u0259yi bo\u015fqablara \u00e7\u0259kib s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fczd\u00fc. T\u0259ndir\u0259 yapd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259tirli \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259kd\u0259n,
\nyuxadan qalaqlay\u0131b ortaya qoydu. Balalar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131b qar\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131
\ndoyurdu. Sonra onlar\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131na sal\u0131b arxay\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. K\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb
\nyatmaq ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, yerind\u0259n qalxd\u0131. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u0259si i\u015fi vard\u0131.
\nBarmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucunda otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xmaq ist\u0259yirdi ki, sonbe\u015fiyi, iki ya\u015fl\u0131
\nG\u00fclyaz\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 geri d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Q\u0131zc\u0131\u011faz\u0131n yuxuya getm\u0259si il\u0259 oyanmas\u0131 bir
\noldu. M\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc-m\u00fcrg\u00fcl\u00fc n\u0259s\u0259 m\u0131z\u0131ldan\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fclyaz\u0131n nasazl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc:
\n\u201cY\u0259qin u\u015fa\u011fa soyuq d\u0259yib, yem\u0259yi, yatma\u011f\u0131 da az\u0131b-\u00e7a\u015f\u0131b\u201d.
\nArt\u0131rmaya \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Qon\u015fu q\u0131z\u0131 Valid\u0259 il\u0259 birg\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib ert\u0259d\u0259n
\nbi\u015firdiyi b\u00f6y\u00fcrtk\u0259n m\u00fcr\u0259bb\u0259sini l\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 qablara bo\u015fald\u0131b \u00e7arda\u011fa
\ny\u0131\u011fd\u0131. Tax\u00e7alara d\u00fczd\u00fcy\u00fc yarpaq tutmas\u0131 v\u0259 \u015forabalara, \u0259ncir ri\u00e7al\u0131na,
\ntorbalardak\u0131 tut, xurma qurusuna n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131. Q\u0131\u015fa t\u0259dar\u00fck g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259, bu
\ng\u00fcn-sabah qap\u0131n\u0131 alacaq soyuq f\u0259sil \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn balalar\u0131na az-\u00e7ox azuq\u0259
\nhaz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 sevindi. \u00c7ardaq \u00e7ox s\u0259rin idi, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss el\u0259di. Ya\u011f
\nk\u00fcp\u0259sini g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb pill\u0259l\u0259ri ehmalca endi.<\/p>\n

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\nN\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri d\u00fcn\u0259n mal nobat\u0131na gedib ya\u011f\u0131\u015fa-\u00e7iskin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f b\u00f6y\u00fck o\u011flu
\n\u018fhm\u0259din qapala\u011f\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda at\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015f qalo\u015flar\u0131na dikildi. \u018frinm\u0259yib
\nrezin ayaqqab\u0131lar\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131rd\u0131, z\u0131\u011f-pal\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yudu, \u00e7\u0259p\u0259rin yan\u0131ndak\u0131 iri
\n\u00e7ayda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoydu.
\nYal\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda, iki g\u00f6zd\u0259n ibar\u0259t evd\u0259 ya\u015fayan G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin ail\u0259si
\nk\u0259ndd\u0259 \u0259n kas\u0131b ail\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n say\u0131l\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Yen\u0259 \u0259ri M\u0259mm\u0259din sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda
\ndolan\u0131\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131 babat idi. Y\u00fck ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259n M\u0259mm\u0259d a\u011f\u0131r yol q\u0259zas\u0131nda
\n\u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ail\u0259nin b\u00fct\u00fcn qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131 G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin \u00e7iyinl\u0259rin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nEvin h\u0259m ki\u015fisi, h\u0259m arvad\u0131 olmaq, do\u011frudan da, \u00e7\u0259tin idi.
\nCavan v\u0259 sa\u011flam \u0259rinin itkisi G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259ni yand\u0131r\u0131b-yaxm\u0131\u015f, \u0259lini h\u0259r
\nyerd\u0259n \u00fczm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 q\u00fcrurlu, m\u0259rd oldu\u011funa g\u00f6r\u0259 onu lap \u00e7ox
\nsevmi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi d\u00f6rd u\u015faqla dam\u0131n alt\u0131nda ba\u015fs\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015f, t\u0259nha gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259
\nM\u0259mm\u0259din vaxts\u0131z-v\u0259d\u0259siz \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u0259 o ki var g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 ax\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nQon\u015fu arvadlar\u0131, qohum-\u0259qr\u0259ba y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b ona t\u0259s\u0259lli vermi\u015f, nec\u0259
\ndey\u0259rl\u0259r, qaradan \u00e7\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. \u00c7\u0259p\u0259r qon\u015fusu, a\u011fbir\u00e7\u0259k
\nTelli xala sin\u0259sini ir\u0259li verib demi\u015fdi: \u201cBir s\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259yib ha, n\u0259
\nbirinci, n\u0259 d\u0259 ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 deyils\u0259n. Odur hey, Tama\u015fan\u0131n q\u0131z\u0131 S\u0259kin\u0259 vur-tut \u00fc\u00e7
\nilin g\u0259lini oldu. Olaca\u011fa \u00e7ar\u0259 yoxdu, Allah s\u0259br versin, q\u0131z\u0131m\u201d.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 indi b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 yada sal\u0131r, \u00e7\u0259tin anlar\u0131nda, ail\u0259sinin
\nyavanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 olmayanda dad\u0131na yet\u0259nl\u0259ri, xeyirxahl\u0131q edib k\u00f6m\u0259k g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259ri
\nxat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ail\u0259sin\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox \u0259l tutan, son \u00fcmid yeri \u2013 t\u0259kc\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 S\u0259ft\u0259r
\nidi. O, \u00f6z\u00fc el\u0259 d\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fck imkan sahibi olmasa da, day\u0131 borcunu yerin\u0259
\nyetirib atas\u0131z qalm\u0131\u015f u\u015faqlara tez-tez ba\u015f \u00e7\u0259kir, d\u0259rd-s\u0259rind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar
\nolurdu. El\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259n \u015f\u0259nb\u0259 pay\u0131zl\u0131q bu\u011fdadan d\u0259yirmanda \u00fcy\u00fctd\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc iri un
\n\u00e7uval\u0131n\u0131 bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n qap\u0131s\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcb, G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259ni sevindirmi\u015fdi. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na
\n\u00e7\u0131xan on d\u00f6rd ya\u015fl\u0131 \u018fhm\u0259d\u0259: \u201cBac\u0131o\u011flu, haz\u0131rla\u015f, s\u0259ni avto\u00e7iling\u0259rlik
\nkursuna yazd\u0131raca\u011fam, \u0259lin \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7ats\u0131n,\u201d \u2013 deyib getmi\u015fdi.
\nDay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n bu can\u0131yananl\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u018fhm\u0259di bir yana \u00e7\u0131xarmaq bar\u0259d\u0259
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259si G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259ni \u0259m\u0259lli-ba\u015fl\u0131 k\u00f6vr\u0259ltmi\u015fdi. Fikirl\u0259\u015firdi ki, o\u011flu ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131
\nolan k\u0259nd cavanlar\u0131 kimi d\u0259hr\u0259d\u0259n, beld\u0259n, oraqdan yap\u0131\u015fmaz, \u0259ll\u0259ri qabar
\nba\u011flamaz, bir s\u0259n\u0259tin qulpundan tutar:<\/p>\n

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\nBu x\u0259yallar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 ik\u0259n bird\u0259n qula\u011f\u0131na taqq\u0131lt\u0131 s\u0259si g\u0259ldi. \u018fvv\u0259l el\u0259
\nd\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, yuxuludur, onu qara bas\u0131r. Ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri, h\u0259nirti yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca
\n\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259l\u0259r, qara-qorxu dolma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Gec\u0259nin yar\u0131s\u0131nda onun
\nh\u0259y\u0259t-bacas\u0131na kim gir\u0259 bil\u0259rdi?
\nYor\u011fan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n at\u0131b yata\u011f\u0131ndan qalxd\u0131. U\u015faqlar oyanmas\u0131n dey\u0259,
\nbarmaqlar\u0131n\u0131n ucunda yeriy\u0259r\u0259k p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. T\u00fcl p\u0259rd\u0259ni ehmalca
\naralay\u0131b \u0259trafa boyland\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaralt\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc v\u0259 bir anda yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nSonra t\u00f6vl\u0259nin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda iki k\u00f6lg\u0259 peyda oldu. Ba\u015f\u0131 papaql\u0131, aya\u011f\u0131na
\nuzunbo\u011faz \u00e7\u0259km\u0259 geymi\u015f, iri g\u00f6vd\u0259li, y\u00f6nd\u0259msiz ki\u015fi \u0259lind\u0259ki t\u00fcf\u0259ngi
\nhavada yell\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k t\u00f6vl\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b qoyunlar\u0131 qaba\u011f\u0131na qatan cavan o\u011flana
\ng\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f verir, onu t\u0259l\u0259sdirirdi.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kilidini q\u0131r\u0131b t\u00f6vl\u0259y\u0259 girmi\u015f mal-qara
\no\u011frular\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 damar\u0131nda qan\u0131 dondu. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yini bilmirdi. Evinin
\nruzi-b\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6z dik\u0259n talan\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 nec\u0259 als\u0131n? G\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy
\netm\u0259y\u0259 macal yoxuydu. X\u0259l\u0259tini \u0259ynin\u0259 geyib, g\u00fcll\u00fc \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na dolad\u0131,
\nba\u015fmaqlar\u0131n\u0131 aya\u011f\u0131na ke\u00e7irib h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 endi.
\n\u0130ns-cins g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259ymirdi. Qap\u0131s\u0131 taybatay a\u00e7\u0131q qalm\u0131\u015f t\u00f6vl\u0259d\u0259n apar\u0131lan
\nheyvanlar\u0131n ayaq izl\u0259ri a\u00e7\u0131q-ayd\u0131n sezilirdi. Y\u00fcy\u00fcr\u0259r\u0259k darvazadan \u00e7\u00f6l\u0259
\n\u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc o\u011frulara \u00e7atd\u0131r\u0131b heyvanlar\u0131 geri qaytarmaq ist\u0259yirdi. Nankor,
\nba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n var\u0131-m\u00fclk\u00fc hesab\u0131na \u00f6m\u00fcr-g\u00fcn s\u00fcr\u0259nl\u0259ri doda\u011f\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda o ki
\nvar s\u00f6y\u00fcb-yamanlay\u0131rd\u0131: \u201c\u0130\u015f\u0259 bir bax, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yaramaz olasan, onun-bunun
\nh\u0259y\u0259tin\u0259 x\u0259lv\u0259tc\u0259 d\u00fcrt\u00fcl\u00fcb o\u011furluq ed\u0259s\u0259n. Kas\u0131b balas\u0131n\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131na \u015f\u0259rik
\n\u00e7\u0131xasan\u201d.
\nQoyun-quzunu qaba\u011f\u0131na qat\u0131b aparanlar is\u0259 G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259ni xeyli arxada
\nqoymu\u015fdular v\u0259 bu talesiz qad\u0131n\u0131n onlar\u0131 qarabaqara izl\u0259m\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rsiz
\nidil\u0259r.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 yal\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7ay\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131nad\u0259k uzanan torpaq yolla gedir,
\nnec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, hirsind\u0259n di\u015fi ba\u011f\u0131rsa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259sirdi. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, bu
\nquldurlar\u0131n dal\u0131nca gedib onlar\u0131n yerini-yurdunu \u00f6yr\u0259nsin v\u0259 polis\u0259
\nbildirsin. B\u0259lk\u0259, bu minvalla ist\u0259yin\u0259 \u00e7ata. Tez d\u0259 fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131, az qala
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0131nama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131: \u201cS\u0259nin n\u0259slind\u0259 polis\u0259, milis\u0259 gedib, \u015fikay\u0259t ed\u0259n
\nolmay\u0131b. Dul arvadsan, ail\u0259n ba\u015fs\u0131z qal\u0131b, s\u0259n\u0259 bel\u0259 \u015feyl\u0259r yara\u015fmaz. Bir d\u0259<\/p>\n

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\nki, bu i\u015fin d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r-d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zi olar, f\u0131rlan\u0131b-dolan\u0131b \u00f6z ba\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7atlar. Yaz\u0131q,
\nk\u00f6m\u0259ksiz balalar\u0131ndan hay\u0131f \u00e7\u0131xarlar. Onlar\u0131 qoru, ax\u0131, bu haqs\u0131z d\u00fcnyada
\ns\u0259nin kimin var?\u201d
\nGec\u0259nin qaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131 yolla ir\u0259lil\u0259m\u0259k el\u0259 d\u0259 asan deyildi.
\nSakit-sakit axan \u00e7ay\u0131n qam\u0131\u015f basm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ala-\u00e7uxurlu sahili il\u0259 gedir, kol-kosa
\nili\u015firdi.
\nBird\u0259n aya\u011f\u0131 iri bir k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u0259 d\u0259yib z\u0259rbl\u0259 yer\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131ld\u0131. A\u011fr\u0131dan q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b
\nufuldama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. \u00dcz-g\u00f6z\u00fc s\u0131yr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, sa\u011f dirs\u0259yi b\u0259rk \u0259zilmi\u015f, dizl\u0259ri
\ng\u00f6yn\u0259yirdi. Qar\u011f\u0131\u015f el\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259di.
\nQoyunlar\u0131 haraylay\u0131b aparan o\u011frular q\u0259fil q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131q s\u0259sin\u0259 geriy\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb
\n\u0259trafa boyland\u0131lar. Bir k\u00f6lg\u0259 kimi onlar\u0131 izl\u0259y\u0259n qaralt\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 bir anl\u0131q
\n\u00f6zl\u0259rini itirdil\u0259r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcl\u0259r ki, gec\u0259nin bu v\u0259d\u0259sind\u0259 t\u0259nha qad\u0131n
\nburalarda n\u0259 g\u0259zir? Yoxsa, bizim \u0259m\u0259limizd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259rdar oldu\u011fu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\narxam\u0131zca g\u0259lib?
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 heyi-h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259ti qalmasa da, qam\u0259tini d\u00fcz\u0259ldib \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n toz-
\ntorpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, iki-\u00fc\u00e7 add\u0131m ir\u0259lil\u0259di. \u018fli\u00e7omaql\u0131 ki\u015finin ona t\u0259r\u0259f
\nyeridiyini g\u00f6r\u00fcnc\u0259 can\u0131na \u00fc\u015f\u00fctm\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Bu yek\u0259p\u0259r, eyb\u0259c\u0259r adama z\u0259ndl\u0259
\nbaxd\u0131. Z\u00fclm\u0259t gec\u0259d\u0259 \u00fcz cizgil\u0259rini sezm\u0259k \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, \u00e7alpapaq ki\u015finin
\n\u00e7\u0259n\u0259sind\u0259ki d\u0259rin \u00e7ap\u0131q g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n yay\u0131nmad\u0131. Bird\u0259n qeyri-iradi:
\n\u2013 Ay aman bu ki \u00c7ap\u0131q M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mdir! \u2013 dey\u0259 var g\u00fcc\u00fc il\u0259 \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Arvad, s\u0259n kims\u0259n? Kimin k\u00fclf\u0259tis\u0259n? \u2013 \u00c7ap\u0131q M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259min kor-kobud
\ns\u0259si gec\u0259nin qaral\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u0259ks-s\u0259da verdi.
\n\u2013 Kimin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00fcl \u00fcf\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n, yoxsa m\u0259ni tan\u0131m\u0131rsan? \u2013 Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri
\ndey\u0259n G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin qorxu-h\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc sanki \u0259riyib yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:
\n\u2013 Kimin evini talad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yax\u015f\u0131 bilirs\u0259n, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc t\u00fclk\u00fcl\u00fcy\u0259 vurma!
\nQaba\u011f\u0131na qatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n doqquz ba\u015f heyvan\u0131 M\u0259mm\u0259din yetiml\u0259rinin bo\u011faz\u0131ndan
\nk\u0259smis\u0259n, nam\u0259rd o\u011flu nam\u0259rd, n\u0259fsin\u0259 yiy\u0259lik el\u0259y\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, bel\u0259
\nvicdans\u0131zl\u0131q, tamahkarl\u0131q olar?
\nT\u0259xmin\u0259n on il \u0259vv\u0259l ba\u015f vermi\u015f hadis\u0259 G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259
\ncanland\u0131. Gor qon\u015fular\u0131, \u0259ri cavan ik\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259likd\u0259n v\u0259fat etmi\u015f, bir
\n\u00e7\u0259t\u0259n k\u00fclf\u0259ti olan S\u0259lim\u0259nin iki in\u0259yini o\u011furlay\u0131b satm\u0131\u015f M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259min bu<\/p>\n

5
\nal\u00e7aq h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259n M\u0259mm\u0259d onu tap\u0131b k\u0259nd i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259
\nt\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f, naki\u015fi adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nSonralar o\u011furluq \u015fak\u0259rind\u0259n \u0259l \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259n M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mi tutub dama
\nbasm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il c\u0259zas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. T\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259n ona yadigar
\nqalan is\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki d\u0259rin \u00e7ap\u0131q idi. K\u0259ndd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131lar ki, arvad-u\u015fa\u011fa
\nsata\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131na, kas\u0131b-kusubun mal\u0131n\u0131 apard\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 \u201cvorzakonlar\u201d
\nM\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mi m\u0259hb\u0259s qanunlar\u0131 il\u0259 c\u0259zaland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma bu da ona d\u0259rs
\nolmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 ona da\u015f\u0131n haradan d\u0259ydiyini indi bir daha ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. H\u0259r
\nc\u00fcr naqislik, d\u0259l\u0259duzluq, m\u00fcft\u0259xorluq boyuna bi\u00e7ilmi\u015f bu yaramaz v\u00fccud
\nonun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda idi. Odur ki, di\u015finin dibind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan\u0131 onun sif\u0259tin\u0259
\nya\u011fd\u0131rma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131:
\n\u2013 S\u0259n d\u0259 ad\u0131n\u0131 ki\u015fi qoymusan, h\u0259l\u0259 bir ba\u015f\u0131nda papaq da g\u0259zdirirs\u0259n?
\nM\u0259mm\u0259d sa\u011f olsayd\u0131, bu q\u0259l\u0259ti el\u0259y\u0259 bilm\u0259zdin, d\u0259rin\u0259 saman t\u0259p\u0259rdi.
\n\u018flin\u0259 gir\u0259v\u0259 ke\u00e7ib, f\u00fcrs\u0259t tap\u0131b bizd\u0259n hay\u0131f \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan. Onun-bunun hesab\u0131na
\nya\u015famaqdan n\u0259 vaxt \u0259l \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n? Xalx\u0131n mal\u0131n\u0131-m\u00fclk\u00fcn\u00fc qar\u0259t etm\u0259kd\u0259n
\ndoymursan? H\u0259l\u0259 bu cavan\u0131 da yolundan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b yaramaz i\u015fl\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fmusan.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b s\u0259sin\u0259 ara verdi v\u0259 o\u011frular\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na
\nke\u00e7ib daha q\u0259tiyy\u0259tl\u0259:
\n\u2013Amma balalar\u0131m\u0131n bo\u011faz\u0131ndan k\u0259sdiyin bu heyvanlar\u0131 bas\u0131b yey\u0259
\nbilm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n. G\u00f6yd\u0259 Allah var. Qaytar balalar\u0131m\u0131n qoyun-quzusunu,-
\ndedi.
\n\u00c7ap\u0131q M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259m o biri \u0259lind\u0259ki qo\u015fal\u00fcl\u0259 t\u00fcf\u0259ngi silk\u0259l\u0259yib amiran\u0259
\nt\u0259rzd\u0259:
\n\u2013 Aaz, bo\u015f-bo\u015f dan\u0131\u015fma, s\u0259sini k\u0259s, ke\u00e7inin buynuzu gici\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\ncoban\u0131n \u00e7oma\u011f\u0131na s\u00fcrt\u0259r. Z\u0259n\u0259n xeyla\u011f\u0131 olma\u011f\u0131na baxmaram, ha! Yolumu
\nk\u0259sm\u0259, evin\u0259 qay\u0131t, get yetiml\u0259rin\u0259 yiy\u0259lik el\u0259.
\n\u2013 Qorxmursan ki, yetiml\u0259rin ah-nal\u0259si s\u0259ni tutar. S\u0259nin bu h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tin
\nAllaha da, b\u0259nd\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015f getm\u0259z. G\u0259l bu da\u015f\u0131 \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n t\u00f6k! \u2013
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin s\u0259si titr\u0259di, lakin tez \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b:
\n\u2013 \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n at\u0259\u015f a\u00e7, ya ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 k\u0259s! O heyvanlar\u0131 ancaq meyitimin
\n\u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n apara bil\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

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\nQar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 qad\u0131n\u0131n c\u0259sar\u0259tini, d\u00f6nm\u0259zliyini, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n bel\u0259
\nqorxmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259n \u00c7ap\u0131q M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259m bir add\u0131m geri \u00e7\u0259kildi. \u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259n
\nn\u0259l\u0259rin ke\u00e7diyini bir Allah bilirdi. Dey\u0259s\u0259n, he\u00e7 bel\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin inad\u0131 qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duru\u015f g\u0259tir\u0259 bilm\u0259di. \u018fzazil, zal\u0131m, y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131
\nxisl\u0259tin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 ham\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kindiyi, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z olmaq ist\u0259m\u0259diyi bu yalquzaq
\nsanki r\u0259hm\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdi. O, \u0259lind\u0259ki zorba \u00e7oma\u011f\u0131 yer\u0259 tullay\u0131b x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259:
\n-G\u00f6t\u00fcr apar, sox g\u00f6z\u00fcy\u00fcn gil\u0259sin\u0259! \u0130t aparan olsun!<\/p>\n

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Bu pay\u0131z gec\u0259si ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131m\u0131 ka\u015f Allah \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 yazmayayd\u0131. Haram
\ntik\u0259 il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcb m\u00fcft\u0259xorluqla dolanan, ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n mal\u0131na-puluna q\u0259nim
\nk\u0259sil\u0259n bir nad\u00fcr\u00fcst\u00fcn \u0259liyl\u0259 q\u0259tl\u0259 yetiril\u0259rdim. S\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz gec\u0259nin
\nz\u00fclm\u0259tind\u0259 can\u0131m\u0131 el\u0259 alard\u0131lar ki, he\u00e7 bir tik\u0259m d\u0259 \u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259zdi. Onda
\nbin\u0259sib balalar\u0131m kimin \u00fcmidin\u0259 qalard\u0131?
\nG\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259-d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259ldiyi yolla geri qay\u0131d\u0131r,
\nqoyun-quzunu haylay\u0131b evin\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. Tikan kollar\u0131n\u0131n dalad\u0131\u011f\u0131, qanatd\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nayaqlar\u0131na, s\u0131yr\u0131l\u0131b g\u00f6yn\u0259y\u0259n dizl\u0259rin\u0259 fikir verm\u0259d\u0259n yeriyir, qap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q
\nqalm\u0131\u015f evin\u0259, k\u00f6rp\u0259 balalar\u0131 m\u0131\u015f\u0131ldayan isti oca\u011f\u0131na t\u0259l\u0259sirdi.
\n\u0130\u015fd\u0259n-g\u00fccd\u0259n yorulub yatm\u0131\u015f do\u011fma k\u0259ndinin s\u00fckut anlar\u0131 da g\u00f6z\u0259l
\nidi. G\u00fcld\u0259st\u0259nin b\u0259xtind\u0259n buludlar\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan ay do\u011fmu\u015f, \u0259traf\u0131
\ni\u015f\u0131qland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. B\u0259dirl\u0259nmi\u015f, parlaq ay t\u0259nha qad\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 c\u00f6vlan
\ned\u0259r\u0259k onunla qo\u015fa add\u0131mlay\u0131rd\u0131…<\/p>\n

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