{"id":55361,"date":"2025-10-11T12:06:25","date_gmt":"2025-10-11T08:06:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=55361"},"modified":"2025-10-11T15:50:38","modified_gmt":"2025-10-11T11:50:38","slug":"fatmayi-baglarinda-payizin-huznu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=55361","title":{"rendered":"FATMAYI BA\u011eLARINDA PAYIZIN H\u00dcZN\u00dc"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Pay\u0131z Fatmay\u0131 ba\u011flar\u0131na k\u0259d\u0259rli bir ovqat g\u0259tirib.<\/div>\n
Oktyabr ay\u0131na xas buludlu, boz bir g\u00fcnd\u00fcr.<\/div>\n
Dostumla d\u0259mir yolu x\u0259ttini ke\u00e7ib ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhur su quyusunun \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlay\u0131r\u0131q.<\/div>\n
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Bir zamanlar h\u0259yat qaynayan ba\u011flarda indi qulaqbat\u0131ran s\u0259ssizlik h\u00f6km s\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r h\u0259y\u0259tin divar\u0131ndan, h\u0259r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u00fckun\u0259t v\u0259 \u0259tal\u0259t s\u0131z\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Sanki d\u00fcnyan\u0131n sonudur.<\/div>\n
\u201c\u0130ndi qay\u0131dacam\u201d deyib ma\u015f\u0131ndan enir\u0259m.<\/div>\n
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\u201cTorpa\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n x\u0259z\u0259l \u00e7oxald\u0131qca xatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 a\u011f\u0131rla\u015f\u0131r\u201d, \u2013 n\u0259 vaxtsa bloknotuma yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Son bahar k\u00fcl\u0259yi yarpaqlar\u0131 sovurub apar\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Ancaq yadda\u015f\u0131n saralm\u0131\u015f yarpaqlar\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qopara bilmir.<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r yarpaq sanki bir m\u0259ktubdur \u2013 pay\u0131z m\u0259ktublar\u0131\u2026<\/div>\n
Saralm\u0131\u015f inc\u0259 bir x\u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan m\u0259ktublar.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r biri bir hekay\u0259dir: u\u015faql\u0131q, ham\u0131 sa\u011fd\u0131r, samovar t\u00fcst\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn qoxusu\u2026<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r pay\u0131z bu m\u0259ktublar yenid\u0259n yaz\u0131l\u0131r, amma g\u00f6nd\u0259rilmirl\u0259r.<\/div>\n
\u00c7atd\u0131r\u0131las\u0131 yerin \u00fcnvan\u0131 yoxdur \u00e7\u00fcnki\u2026<\/div>\n
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Bir vaxtlar su quyusunun ba\u015f\u0131nda dayanan insanlar, vedr\u0259l\u0259rin cingiltisi, balaca u\u015faqlar\u0131n quyu suyu il\u0259 \u0259ll\u0259rini yuyub g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si \u2013 b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bir filmin kadrlar\u0131 kimi geri d\u00f6n\u00fcr\u2026<\/div>\n
O \u00e7a\u011flarda buradan ke\u00e7\u0259n b\u00fct\u00fcn ma\u015f\u0131nlar dayan\u0131b, quyudan m\u00fctl\u0259q su \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r v\u0259 ba\u011f evl\u0259rinin yolunu tutard\u0131lar. Suyun s\u0259rinliyi, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 dolan \u015f\u0259ffafl\u0131\u011f\u0131 o g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00fcnl\u0259rin simvolu idil\u0259r.<\/div>\n
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Quyunun ba\u015f\u0131ndayam.<\/div>\n
Kims\u0259sizdir.<\/div>\n
Yoldan ma\u015f\u0131n da ke\u00e7mirdi.<\/div>\n
\u0130ndi quyu m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn sad\u0259c\u0259 bir su m\u0259nb\u0259yi deyil, u\u015faql\u0131qla indi aras\u0131nda gizli bir k\u00f6rp\u00fcd\u00fcr.<\/div>\n
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Fatmay\u0131 ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n bu k\u0259d\u0259rli m\u0259nz\u0259r\u0259si h\u0259m d\u0259 Bak\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n simas\u0131n\u0131n bir g\u00fczg\u00fcs\u00fcd\u00fcr. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r h\u0259yatla dolu olan bu yerl\u0259r indi susqunlu\u011fa q\u0259rq olub.<\/div>\n
Xatir\u0259l\u0259r is\u0259 susmur, h\u0259r pay\u0131z k\u00fcl\u0259yi il\u0259 geri d\u00f6n\u00fcr, canlan\u0131rlar\u2026<\/div>\n
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Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f ba\u015flay\u0131r, dostum ma\u015f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r.<\/div>\n
\u018ftrafdak\u0131 ba\u011f evl\u0259rini seyr edir\u0259m.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7-d\u00f6rd evd\u0259n birinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u201cSat\u0131l\u0131r\u201d l\u00f6vh\u0259si as\u0131l\u0131b.<\/div>\n
H\u0259r l\u00f6vh\u0259, h\u0259r qap\u0131s\u0131 ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f ev bir ail\u0259nin, bir n\u0259silin hekay\u0259sini dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Burada yaln\u0131z da\u015f divarlar deyil, insan xatir\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259 k\u00f6hn\u0259lib.<\/div>\n
\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fc seli ax\u0131r\u2026<\/div>\n
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Ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f gedir\u0259m, x\u0259fif bir caz musiqisinin giri\u015f akkordlar\u0131 g\u0259lir kabind\u0259n.<\/div>\n
Donub qal\u0131ram bird\u0259n.<\/div>\n
G\u00f6rk\u0259mli caz ustas\u0131 Erroll Qarnerin \u00f6lm\u0259z \u201cA Cottage for Sale\u201d kompozisiyas\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131r.<\/div>\n
K\u0259d\u0259rimi daha da d\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fir.<\/div>\n
Bizd\u0259ki \u201cEv Sat\u0131l\u0131r\u201d elan\u0131n\u0131 Amerikada \u201cA Cottage for Sale\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 verirl\u0259r\u2026<\/div>\n
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Nec\u0259 d\u0259 h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fcd\u00fcr \u2013 ev sat\u0131l\u0131r, amma xatir\u0259l\u0259ri i\u00e7ind\u0259 qal\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Yoxsa yan\u0131l\u0131ram, b\u0259lk\u0259 sat\u0131lan da\u015f divarlarla b\u0259rab\u0259r ill\u0259rin yadda\u015f\u0131, u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259sl\u0259ri, ana \u0259ll\u0259rinin qoxusu, ata n\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259 qeyb olub gedir, el\u0259dirmi?<\/div>\n
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\u201cA Cottage for Sale\u201d XX \u0259srin \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259 yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, klassik caz musiqisinin sevil\u0259n balladalar\u0131ndand\u0131r. Bu musiqi par\u00e7as\u0131 ill\u0259r \u0259rzind\u0259 bir \u00e7ox s\u0259n\u0259t\u00e7i t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n s\u0259sl\u0259ndirils\u0259 d\u0259, Erroll Qarnerin piano ifas\u0131 bu mahn\u0131ya duy\u011fusal d\u0259rinlik, x\u00fcsusi bir ruh qazand\u0131r\u0131r. O, caz balladas\u0131n\u0131n duy\u011fu y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00f6z\u0259lliyi il\u0259 a\u00e7\u0131r. \u0130mprovizasiyas\u0131 k\u0259d\u0259rli oldu\u011fu q\u0259d\u0259r bir az da \u00fcmid verir.<\/div>\n
Giri\u015f el\u0259 yum\u015faq v\u0259 z\u0259rif toxunu\u015flarla ba\u015flay\u0131r ki, sanki k\u00f6hn\u0259 xatir\u0259l\u0259rin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fcr asta-asta. Qarnerin sol \u0259li h\u0259r zamank\u0131 kimi \u201csallan\u0131r\u201d, bu da ritmik dal\u011falanma verir, amma melodiyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 k\u00f6lg\u0259 salm\u0131r. Sa\u011f \u0259lin melodik x\u0259tti b\u0259z\u0259n p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131 kimi, b\u0259z\u0259n d\u0259 bir ah kimi y\u00fcks\u0259lir. Bu da par\u00e7aya q\u0259rib\u0259 bir h\u00fczn, q\u00fcss\u0259 verir. Arada musiqiy\u0259 anid\u0259n azac\u0131q i\u015f\u0131q sa\u00e7\u0131r. Bu, bir \u00fcmid par\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r ki, qat\u0131r, lakin \u00fcmumi ovqatda ortada ayr\u0131l\u0131q ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259rin bo\u015flu\u011fu var.<\/div>\n
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Qaarnerin ifas\u0131nda ballada sad\u0259c\u0259 \u201csat\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir evin hekay\u0259si\u201d deyil, o, h\u0259m d\u0259 unudulmayan bir sevginin musiqi yadda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r.<\/div>\n
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Errol Qarner fortepianonun arxas\u0131ndan ke\u00e7mi\u015fin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sind\u0259n baxar kimi bax\u0131r: kottec, toz basm\u0131\u015f mebell\u0259r, bo\u015f divarlar, divarda qalm\u0131\u015f bir \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259si v\u0259 i\u00e7imizd\u0259ki s\u00fckut…<\/div>\n
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A Cottage for Sale<\/div>\n
Satl\u0131q ev<\/div>\n
(s\u0259rb\u0259st t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259)<\/div>\n
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Bizim o ki\u00e7ik arzular qalas\u0131,<\/div>\n
\u0130ndi arzulars\u0131z, s\u0259ssiz v\u0259 t\u0259nha.<\/div>\n
P\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259kilib, i\u015f\u0131q s\u00f6n\u00fcb,<\/div>\n
Ev sanki n\u0259f\u0259s alm\u0131r daha.<\/div>\n
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Evin \u00f6y\u00fcnd\u00fcy\u00fcm ba\u011f\u00e7as\u0131nda indi<\/div>\n
Otlar boy verib, unudulub h\u0259r \u015fey.<\/div>\n
O ki\u00e7ik ev… satl\u0131qd\u0131r indi.<\/div>\n
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H\u0259r p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259 s\u0259nin \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m,<\/div>\n
Yax\u0131nla\u015fanda bo\u015fluq, s\u0259ssizlik.<\/div>\n
O s\u0259s, o n\u0259f\u0259s yoxdur art\u0131q.<\/div>\n
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A\u00e7ar yen\u0259 po\u00e7t qutusundad\u0131r,<\/div>\n
H\u0259r zamank\u0131 kimi.<\/div>\n
Amma art\u0131q o qap\u0131n\u0131n arxas\u0131nda<\/div>\n
He\u00e7 kim g\u00f6zl\u0259mir m\u0259ni.<\/div>\n
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Sevginin q\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f q\u0259lbi<\/div>\n
\u0130nc\u0259 v\u0259 k\u00f6vr\u0259k.<\/div>\n
Satl\u0131q bir ev kimi…<\/div>\n
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Goradil \u201cpereyezdini\u201d ke\u00e7ib Bak\u0131 istiqam\u0259tin\u0259 d\u00f6nd\u00fck. Erroll Qarnerin barmaqlar\u0131 klavyel\u0259rin \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 dola\u015fd\u0131qca musiqinin h\u0259r notu ill\u0259rin tozu il\u0259 \u00f6rt\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f xatir\u0259l\u0259rin qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131r. Ba\u011flar s\u00fckuta q\u0259rq olar, evl\u0259r bo\u015falar, qap\u0131lara q\u0131f\u0131l vurular, ancaq\u2026<\/div>\n
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Ancaq xatir\u0259l\u0259r h\u0259r daim qalacaq v\u0259 ya\u015fayacaqlar \u2013 sat\u0131lmayan, al\u0131nmayan, yaln\u0131z ya\u015fanan xatir\u0259l\u0259r…<\/div>\n
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Erroll Qarner \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u201cA Cottage for Sale\u201d balladas\u0131 qula\u011f\u0131ma Fatmay\u0131 ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n dil\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259n f\u0259ryad\u0131 kimi g\u0259lirdi art\u0131q. Notlar\u0131n titr\u0259yi\u015fi ba\u011flar\u0131n darvazalar\u0131na vurulmu\u015f k\u00f6hn\u0259 q\u0131f\u0131llar\u0131n s\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi\u2026<\/div>\n
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Pay\u0131z Fatmay\u0131 ba\u011flar\u0131na k\u0259d\u0259rli bir ovqat g\u0259tirib. Oktyabr ay\u0131na xas buludlu, boz bir g\u00fcnd\u00fcr. Dostumla d\u0259mir yolu x\u0259ttini ke\u00e7ib ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0259\u015fhur su quyusunun \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlay\u0131r\u0131q. Bir zamanlar h\u0259yat qaynayan ba\u011flarda… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":55381,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[54,1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-55361","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos","category-manset"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55361","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=55361"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55361\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":55382,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/55361\/revisions\/55382"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/55381"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=55361"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=55361"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=55361"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}