C<\/b>\u0259lil q\u00fcsursuz cizgil\u0259ri olan d\u0259yirmi sif\u0259tli, ucaboylu, \u015fux qam\u0259tli bir h\u0259kim idi. Geyim-kecimin\u0259 h\u0259r zaman fikir verirdi; \u0259ynin\u0259 kip oturan kostyum geyinir, zolaql\u0131 qalstuk tax\u0131rd\u0131. A\u011farm\u0131\u015f s\u0131x sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda g\u0259nclik ill\u0259rinin t\u0259rav\u0259tind\u0259n ni\u015fan\u0259 qalan qara \u00a0t\u00fckl\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259 d\u0259yirdi.\u00a0<\/b>
\nXasiyy\u0259tc\u0259 m\u00fclayim biri idi, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onu tan\u0131yan h\u0259r k\u0259sin r\u0259\u011fb\u0259tini qazanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130ll\u0259rdir \u00a0ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259s\u0259b\u0259d\u0259ki tibb m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. X\u0259st\u0259l\u0259r \u00f6z i\u015finin pe\u015f\u0259kar\u0131 v\u0259 mehriban bir h\u0259kim kimi ondan \u00e7ox raz\u0131 idil\u0259r.
\nOnun \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259 binas\u0131 \u00f6t\u0259n \u0259srin altm\u0131\u015f\u0131nc\u0131 ill\u0259rind\u0259 tikilmi\u015fdi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n n\u0259mi\u015flik v\u0259 kif qoxusu g\u0259l\u0259n otaqlar t\u0259mirsiz olmaqla yana\u015f\u0131, yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 v\u0259 istilik, elektrik kimi bir tibb m\u00fc\u0259ssis\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn h\u0259yati d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 vacib olan \u015feyl\u0259rl\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259min olunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. X\u00fcsus\u0259n q\u0131\u015fda v\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 ciddi probleml\u0259r ya\u015fan\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259zi otaqlar\u0131n tavan\u0131ndan i\u00e7\u0259ri ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n suyu dam\u0131r, giri\u015fi yerd\u0259n olan binan\u0131n d\u0259hlizind\u0259 ke\u00e7ilm\u0259z g\u00f6lm\u0259\u00e7\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259lirdi.
\nC\u0259lil bel\u0259 \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259, soyuq otaqda x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ri q\u0259bul etm\u0259y\u0259 m\u0259cbur idi. Onun yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00fczl\u0259rind\u0259ki naraz\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k \u201cNarahat olmay\u0131n, h\u0259r \u015fey yax\u015f\u0131 olacaq\u201d, – deyirdi. H\u0259rgah \u00f6z s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 inanm\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki iki-\u00fc\u00e7 ild\u0259n bir m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259 \u0259m\u0259kda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6z imkanlar\u0131 hesab\u0131na he\u00e7 d\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259n apar\u0131lmayan t\u0259mir i\u015fl\u0259ri n\u0259z\u0259r\u0259\u00e7arpacaq d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 fayda vermirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259, art\u0131q divarlar r\u0259ng g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcrd\u00fc, quruduqdan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t sonra qopub t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Yuxar\u0131 instansiyalara yaz\u0131lan \u0259riz\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 tibb m\u0259nt\u0259q\u0259sin\u0259 bax\u0131\u015f ke\u00e7irm\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n komissiya \u00fczvl\u0259ri h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 eyni qaydada \u00f6z qeydl\u0259rini apar\u0131r, binan\u0131n tezlikl\u0259 \u0259sasl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 t\u0259mir olunaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildirirdil\u0259r, lakin bu v\u0259dl\u0259r he\u00e7 c\u00fcr yerin\u0259 yetirilmirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn bunlarla yana\u015f\u0131, C\u0259lilin h\u0259y\u0259can do\u011furacaq ba\u015fqa bir qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 da vard\u0131, – ciddi c\u0259hdl\u0259 h\u0259kiml\u0259rin sertifikasiya imtahan\u0131na haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Bu, onun son imtahan\u0131 olacaqd\u0131. Ke\u00e7\u0259 bils\u0259, h\u0259l\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 il d\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nBir gec\u0259 C\u0259lil yuxuda d\u00fcnyadan nakam k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n day\u0131s\u0131 o\u011flu R\u00fcst\u0259mi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. R\u00fcst\u0259m su kanal\u0131nda bo\u011fulmu\u015fdu. Onda h\u0259r ikisi u\u015faq idi, dey\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259, zarafatla\u015fa-zarafatla\u015fa evl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bird\u0259n R\u00fcst\u0259m ir\u0259li \u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131yaraq \u201cG\u00f6r indi turban\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n nec\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259c\u0259m\u201d – deyib suyu s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 axan d\u0259rin kanal\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00e7ox da yo\u011fun olmayan pasl\u0131 borunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259y\u0259-s\u0259nd\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 iki-\u00fc\u00e7 add\u0131m atd\u0131. He\u00e7 borunun ortas\u0131na \u00e7atmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, m\u00fcvazin\u0259tini itirdi, C\u0259lilin v\u0259 \u0259trafdak\u0131 dig\u0259r u\u015faqlar\u0131n d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tli n\u0259z\u0259rl\u0259ri alt\u0131nda \u015fapp\u0131lt\u0131 il\u0259 suya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc. G\u00fccl\u00fc ax\u0131n bir g\u00f6z q\u0131rp\u0131m\u0131ndaca R\u00fcst\u0259mi ir\u0259li apard\u0131. O, \u0259ll\u0259rini havada yell\u0259yib q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131r, k\u00f6m\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. U\u015faqlardan b\u0259zil\u0259ri k\u0259nd\u0259 qa\u00e7\u0131b k\u00f6m\u0259k \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsalar da, art\u0131q gec idi. R\u00fcst\u0259min meyiti d\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra kanal\u0131n ba\u015fqa bir t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n tap\u0131ld\u0131. Bu hadis\u0259 C\u0259lili olmaz\u0131n d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 sars\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Dinib-dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131r, m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 getmirdi.
\nDaha C\u0259lil h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 t\u0259tild\u0259 rayona g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 R\u00fcst\u0259min kanala d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fc yer\u0259 gedir, d\u0259rin fikr\u0259 dal\u0131r, s\u0259ssizc\u0259 a\u011flayaraq g\u00f6z ya\u015flar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259z\u0259n niy\u0259s\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, day\u0131s\u0131 o\u011flu sa\u011fd\u0131r, hardasa yax\u0131ndad\u0131r. \u201cR\u00fcst\u0259m, R\u00fcst\u0259m!\u201d dey\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259yirdi onu. Lakin cavab g\u0259lmirdi. Su el\u0259c\u0259 lal ax\u0131rd\u0131. Bu sakitliyin soyu\u011fu C\u0259lilin qan\u0131na i\u015fl\u0259yirdi.
\nR\u00fcst\u0259m ill\u0259r sonra niy\u0259 girmi\u015fdi yuxusuna? Niy\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir, qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131z, \u015f\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc? H\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259ki \u0259rvi\u015fim a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda yonulmu\u015f taxtadan d\u00fcz\u0259ldilmi\u015f masan\u0131n arxas\u0131ndak\u0131 y\u00fcng\u00fcl oturacaqda oturub i\u015ftahla anas\u0131n\u0131n bi\u015firdiyi pomidor-yumurtadan yeyir, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u00a0mar\u00e7\u0131ldada-mar\u00e7\u0131ldada day\u0131s\u0131 o\u011fluyla domino oynay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018ftrafdak\u0131 u\u015faqlar z\u0259if k\u00fcl\u0259yin t\u0259siril\u0259 ilan bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 kimi q\u0131vr\u0131lan otlar\u0131 ayaqlaya-ayaqlaya ora-bura qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131lar. R\u00fcst\u0259m ya\u011fl\u0131 \u0259ll\u0259ri il\u0259 domino da\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 masaya \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131r, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259\u0259min \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 qalib g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yini deyirdi. El\u0259 dediyi kimi d\u0259 oldu. \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 \u00f6z \u0259lind\u0259ki da\u015flara baxd\u0131, ard\u0131ndan C\u0259lilin \u0259lind\u0259 qalan da\u015flar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259ki xallar\u0131 hesablay\u0131b, \u201cMamao\u011flu, birinci oyunda 5, ikincid\u0259 is\u0259 8 xal f\u0259rql\u0259 uduzdun. \u0130ndi \u0259lli s\u0259kkiz d\u0259f\u0259 qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259m, s\u0259ni \u015f\u0259lp\u0259qulaq ed\u0259c\u0259m. Q\u0131zlar qula\u011f\u0131na bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259c\u0259k\u201d – deyib \u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259kdi. Yuxu el\u0259 buradaca bitdi.
\nC\u0259lil diksinib yuxudan oyand\u0131. Bo\u011faz\u0131 qurumu\u015fdu. Dik\u0259lib aya\u011fa qalxd\u0131. Gec\u0259d\u0259n masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qalan, a\u011fz\u0131na n\u0259lb\u0259ki \u00e7evirdiyi st\u0259kan\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb bir qurtum su i\u00e7di. Sonra p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b parlaq ziyas\u0131yla ota\u011f\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131ran aya baxaraq \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u201c\u0130lahi, bu n\u0259 yuxu idi m\u0259n g\u00f6rd\u00fcm? N\u0259y\u0259 i\u015far\u0259dir?\u201d – deyib \u0259linin dal\u0131yla aln\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rini sildi. Qay\u0131d\u0131b yerin\u0259 uzansa da, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yuxu getm\u0259di.
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259 bir-birini \u0259v\u0259zl\u0259yirdi. C\u0259lil gec\u0259sini g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 qat\u0131b imtahana haz\u0131rla\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Yet\u0259rinc\u0259 haz\u0131rla\u015fsa da, qorxu v\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259can i\u00e7ini yeyib-t\u00f6k\u00fcrd\u00fc. A\u011fl\u0131na y\u00fcz c\u00fcr \u0259caib-q\u0259raib fikirl\u0259r g\u0259lirdi. Onun, h\u0259m d\u0259, yadda\u015fs\u0131zl\u0131q problemi vard\u0131. B\u0259zi \u015feyl\u0259r hafiz\u0259sind\u0259n tez silinib gedirdi. Ona zehin a\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 verm\u0259si \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259mimi dualar \u00fcnvanlay\u0131rd\u0131. \u018fg\u0259r son vaxtlar get-ged\u0259 artan bu unutqanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 imtahan g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 onu \u00e7ar\u0259siz v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 salsayd\u0131, onda nec\u0259 olacaqd\u0131? Bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259k bel\u0259 \u0259zab verirdi ona. H\u0259r k\u0259sin yan\u0131nda biab\u0131r olacaqd\u0131. Dey\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r, ill\u0259rin h\u0259kimi imtahandan m\u0259qbul qiym\u0259t ala bilm\u0259yib k\u0259sildi, buna g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xaracaqlar.
\nX\u0259st\u0259lik d\u0259 bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n bo\u011faz\u0131na kal armud kimi t\u0131xanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Gir\u0259v\u0259 axtar\u0131r\u0131d\u0131 ki, onun dizl\u0259rini yer\u0259 qoysun. \u201cG\u00f6rd\u00fcn, s\u0259n\u0259 qalib \u00a0g\u0259ldim\u201d – desin. Amma \u0259g\u0259r imtahandan ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259s\u0259ydi, el\u0259 v\u0259ziyy\u0259t\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rdi ki, d\u0259rmanlar\u0131n\u0131 almaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bel\u0259 pul tapmaya bil\u0259rdi. Bu, onun sonuncu imtahan\u0131 idi v\u0259 bu imtahanda sanki r\u0259hmsiz d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nl\u0259 \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nC\u0259lil d\u0259rd-s\u0259rini b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi sevmirdi. Arvad\u0131n\u0131n onkoloji x\u0259st\u0259liyinin olmas\u0131, t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 u\u015faqlar\u0131n\u0131n yar\u0131m\u015ftat i\u015f tapa bilm\u0259m\u0259si, onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7ox da m\u00fch\u00fcm olmayan dig\u0259r m\u0259i\u015f\u0259t qay\u011f\u0131lar\u0131… bunlardan ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n x\u0259b\u0259r tutmas\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 ist\u0259m\u0259zdi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r k\u0259s onu xo\u015f ya\u015fayan, problemsiz biri z\u0259nn edirdi.
\nBu yax\u0131nlarda ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259n \u0259hvalat\u0131 xat\u0131rlayanda x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdi. H\u0259min g\u00fcn ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131-\u00e7iskinli bir hava vard\u0131. Evl\u0259rin\u0259 yax\u0131n yerd\u0259 olan q\u0259ssabxanadan \u0259t alma\u011fa getmi\u015fdi. Qay\u0131danda qon\u015fusuyla s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdi, m\u00fcxt\u0259lif m\u00f6vzulardan dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Qon\u015fu onun h\u0259yat yolda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti il\u0259 maraqland\u0131. C\u0259lil q\u0131saca m\u0259lumat verdi ki, arvad\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti pis deyil. O, sa\u011folla\u015f\u0131b ged\u0259nd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n qon\u015fusunun qat\u0131q bankalar\u0131n\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Be\u015f-alt\u0131 add\u0131m atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, qon\u015fusu arxadan s\u0259sl\u0259di onu. Geriy\u0259 g\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 qon\u015fusu g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 dedi:
\n– Ay h\u0259kim, bankalar\u0131 hara apar\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?
\n– Hans\u0131 bankalar\u0131? – C\u0259lil he\u00e7 n\u0259 olmay\u0131bm\u0131\u015f kimi soru\u015fdu
\n– \u018flinizd\u0259ki bankalar\u0131. = Qon\u015fu dedi. – Ax\u0131 onlar m\u0259nimdir.
\nC\u0259lil \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc qat\u0131q bankalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 x\u0259cal\u0259tind\u0259n q\u0131pq\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0131zard\u0131. Tez g\u0259tirib yerin\u0259 qoydu.T\u0259krar-t\u0259krar \u00fczrxahl\u0131q etdi. Ert\u0259si s\u0259h\u0259r nevropatoloq olan dostu H\u0259midin yan\u0131na gedib d\u00fcn\u0259nki hadis\u0259ni ona n\u0259ql el\u0259di.
\n– H\u0259mid, b\u0259lk\u0259 qocal\u0131q m\u0259ni erk\u0259n haqlay\u0131b? – C\u0259lil qay\u011f\u0131l\u0131 halda dedi. – Bu unutqanl\u0131q hardan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bel\u0259?
\nH\u0259mkar\u0131 onu diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259dikd\u0259n sonra x\u0259fifc\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib:
\n– Narahat olma, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131 itirm\u0259mis\u0259n. – dedi. – Bel\u0259 hallar \u00a0\u0259s\u0259b v\u0259 yor\u011funluqdan yaran\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fcn ki h\u0259kims\u0259n, bilirs\u0259n. Ani unutqanl\u0131q ba\u015f verib.
\n– S\u0259n n\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rsan, n\u0259 yor\u011funluq? – C\u0259lil onunla raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131. – Tutaq ki, d\u00fcn\u0259n yor\u011fun idim. B\u0259s ondan \u0259vv\u0259l? H\u0259kimd\u0259n anas\u0131n\u0131n v\u0259ziyy\u0259tini soru\u015fdum. O is\u0259 \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 \u00f6nc\u0259 anas\u0131n\u0131n yas\u0131nda i\u015ftirak etdiyimi s\u00f6yl\u0259di. Buna s\u00f6z\u00fcn n\u0259dir? M\u0259n get-ged\u0259 yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131 itirir\u0259m. N\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259yimi bilmir\u0259m. K\u00f6m\u0259yin\u0259 ehtiyac\u0131m var.
\n– Sakit ol, dostum, – H\u0259mid dedi, – h\u0259r \u015feyin \u00e7ar\u0259si var. S\u0259n\u0259 bir d\u0259rman t\u00f6vsiy\u0259 ed\u0259c\u0259m. Yenidir. Qan d\u00f6vran\u0131n yax\u015f\u0131la\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r, yadda\u015f\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259ndirir, eyni zamanda \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259ni d\u00fcz\u0259ldir. Faydas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259n sonra m\u0259n\u0259 \u201csa\u011f ol\u201d dey\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n.
\nC\u0259lil:
\n– N\u0259 deyir\u0259m, \u00a0yoxlayaram, – deyib dostu il\u0259 sa\u011folla\u015faraq otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nO, h\u0259min d\u0259rman\u0131 aptekd\u0259n al\u0131b yolboyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259r i\u00e7ind\u0259 vurnuxdu, siqaret yand\u0131r\u0131b t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259d\u0259-t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259d\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri hafiz\u0259sind\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr-qoy el\u0259di. \u0130mtahan vaxt\u0131n\u0131n yax\u0131nla\u015fmas\u0131 onu \u0259m\u0259llic\u0259 dilxor etmi\u015fdi. H\u0259v\u0259ssizc\u0259 pill\u0259k\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 qalx\u0131b z\u0259ngi basd\u0131. Qap\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 a\u00e7araq \u201cxo\u015f g\u0259ldin\u201d dey\u0259n arvad\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259 baxmad\u0131. Yem\u0259k yem\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini s\u00f6yl\u0259di v\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u0259rmandan birini at\u0131b yerin\u0259 girdi.
\nS\u0259h\u0259r yuxudan y\u00fcks\u0259k \u0259hval-ruhiyy\u0259d\u0259 oyand\u0131. Z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259-ed\u0259 m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 ke\u00e7ib d\u0259rman atmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn su g\u0259tirdi. D\u00fczbucaql\u0131 \u015f\u0259klind\u0259 olan p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015f t\u00fcl p\u0259rd\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kdi. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259ni a\u00e7anda s\u0259h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. Ota\u011fa t\u0259miz, t\u0259rav\u0259tli hava doldu. Q\u0259rbd\u0259n \u0259s\u0259n z\u0259if k\u00fcl\u0259k \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 q\u0131d\u0131qlad\u0131. Bir anl\u0131\u011fa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u201cTitanik\u201d g\u0259misind\u0259 hiss etdi. Burnuna d\u0259nizin il\u0131q, duzlu havas\u0131 d\u0259ydi. Havadan bal\u0131q iyi g\u0259lirdi. Bayaqdan m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan arvad\u0131na baxd\u0131. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 \u0259yib bal\u0131q t\u0259mizl\u0259yiridi. C\u0259lilin ona yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Bilirdi ki, tezlikl\u0259 onu itir\u0259c\u0259k. Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b arvad\u0131n\u0131 qucaqlamaq, \u00f6pm\u0259k ke\u00e7di k\u00f6nl\u00fcnd\u0259n. Ancaq bunu ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Utand\u0131. Yenid\u0259n p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n e\u015fiy\u0259 baxd\u0131. \u018fsl m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 idi, d\u0259rman onu c\u0259mi bir g\u00fcn\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirmi\u015f, rahatla\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u0259rn\u0259\u015fib qollar\u0131n\u0131 yana a\u00e7d\u0131. Boynunu sa\u011fa-ola t\u0259rp\u0259dib sad\u0259 idman h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259tl\u0259ri etdi. Sonra \u00a0hamama ke\u00e7ib \u0259l-\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc yudu. Arvad\u0131n\u0131n s\u00fcfr\u0259y\u0259 qoydu\u011fu s\u0259h\u0259r yem\u0259yini diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irdi, amma i\u015ftah\u0131 yox idi. Bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ayla kifay\u0259tl\u0259nib evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131.
\nYay\u0131n m\u00fclayim mehi can\u0131na-qan\u0131na i\u015fl\u0259yir, t\u0259miz havadan doymayaraq yan\u0131ql\u0131-yan\u0131ql\u0131 n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131b-verirdi. \u018fll\u0259ri cibl\u0259rind\u0259, add\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131 b\u0259xt\u0259v\u0259rc\u0259sin\u0259 at\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ndi ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u0259n xo\u015fb\u0259xt adamlar\u0131ndan biridir. Qu\u015flar\u0131n hay-k\u00fcyl\u00fc s\u0259si d\u0259 onu \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r oldu\u011fu kimi narahat etmirdi. \u018fksin\u0259, bu haray-h\u0259\u015fir xo\u015funa g\u0259lirdi.
\nG\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 C\u0259lil daha da yax\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259tsiz zehin a\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyurdu. El\u0259 bil, yadda\u015f\u0131nda ikinci qap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259r \u015feyi d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u0259rk edir, b\u00fct\u00fcn m\u0259nalar\u0131yla duyurdu. \u0130mtahan onu \u0259vv\u0259lki kimi qorxutmurdu. \u00c7\u00fcnki daha yadda\u015f\u0131ndan \u015fikay\u0259ti yox idi.
\n\u0130mtahan g\u00fcn\u00fc yeti\u015fdi. S\u0259h\u0259r sakit halda evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Arvad\u0131 arxas\u0131nca su at\u0131b u\u011fur dil\u0259di.
\n\u0130mtahan\u0131n ke\u00e7ir\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yi binan\u0131n h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 izdiham vard\u0131. C\u0259lil get-ged\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259canlan\u0131r, \u00fcr\u0259yi daha b\u0259rk vururdu. Bir k\u0259narda dayan\u0131b g\u00f6zl\u0259di.
\nN\u0259hay\u0259t, g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259ri iki-iki, \u00fc\u00e7-\u00fc\u00e7 i\u00e7\u0259ri buraxd\u0131lar. C\u0259lil \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 \u201c\u0130lahi, m\u0259n\u0259 bir \u00a0i\u015far\u0259 ver. S\u0259nin b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u00fcy\u00fcn\u0259 he\u00e7 bir \u015f\u00fcbh\u0259m yoxdur. S\u0259nd\u0259n bir i\u015far\u0259 \u00a0ist\u0259yir\u0259m\u201d, – deyib \u0259lind\u0259ki \u00e7antan\u0131 v\u0259 mobil telefonunu qarderob ota\u011f\u0131na t\u0259hvil verdi. Ona veril\u0259n a\u00e7ar\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 h\u0259kk olunmu\u015f \u201c58\u201d r\u0259q\u0259mini g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 heyr\u0259tind\u0259n a\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131q qald\u0131. Yuxuda day\u0131s\u0131 o\u011flu ona bu r\u0259q\u0259mi s\u00f6yl\u0259mi\u015fdi.
\n\u0130mtahan ota\u011f\u0131m\u011fna ke\u00e7ib yerini rahatlad\u0131. Suallar yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f d\u0259ft\u0259r\u00e7\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 qoyulanda a\u00e7\u0131b bir-bir oxudu, do\u011fru bildiyi cavablar\u0131 i\u015far\u0259l\u0259di. Suallar kifay\u0259t q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259tin olsa da, \u0259ks\u0259riyy\u0259tinin cavab\u0131n\u0131 bildiyin\u0259 \u0259min idi. \u0130\u00e7\u0259rid\u0259ki h\u0259r k\u0259s\u0259 saatyar\u0131m vaxt verilmi\u015fdi v\u0259 ilk saat\u0131n tamam\u0131ndan sonra imtahan ver\u0259nl\u0259r yava\u015f-yava\u015f \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131lar. C\u0259lil d\u0259 suallar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 cavabland\u0131r\u0131b ota\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rk etdi v\u0259 onu t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb dolu hissl\u0259r\u0259 q\u0259rq ed\u0259n a\u00e7ar\u0131 qarderoba verib \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.
\nDaha sonra n\u0259zar\u0259t\u00e7i xan\u0131ma \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc tutub soru\u015fdu:
\n– Ba\u011f\u0131\u015flay\u0131n, bilmirsiniz, cavablar n\u0259 vaxt \u00e7\u0131xacaq?
\n– \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131 internet\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fdiril\u0259c\u0259k. – Qad\u0131n dedi.
\nBil\u0259yind\u0259ki qay\u0131\u015f\u0131 d\u0259rid\u0259n olan saata baxd\u0131. \u0130kinin yar\u0131s\u0131 idi. H\u0259l\u0259 vaxta bir saat vard\u0131. E\u015fiy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. Art\u0131q \u0259lind\u0259n he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi, ona yaln\u0131z g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259k qal\u0131rd\u0131.
\nMetrodan \u00e7\u0131xanda bir d\u0259 saata baxd\u0131. D\u00fcz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yar\u0131s\u0131 idi. H\u0259y\u0259can v\u0259 t\u0259la\u015f dal\u011fa kimi b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u0259d\u0259nin\u0259 yay\u0131ld\u0131. \u00dcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, beyninin u\u011fltusunu e\u015fidirdi. \u018fll\u0259ri \u0259s\u0259-\u0259s\u0259 telefonunda ona veril\u0259n kodu yazd\u0131. N\u0259tic\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00d6z ad\u0131n\u0131 axtar\u0131b tapd\u0131. Qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u201c58\u201d yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sevincind\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015fard\u0131. Sin\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0259fil ba\u015f qald\u0131ran k\u0259sici a\u011fr\u0131 k\u00fcr\u0259yin\u0259 vurdu. \u00a0K\u00f6yn\u0259yinin d\u00fcym\u0259sini a\u00e7\u0131b aramla t\u0259miz havan\u0131 ciy\u0259rl\u0259rin\u0259 doldurdu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yuxar\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259ki g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na q\u0259rq olmu\u015f s\u0259rg\u0259rdan buludlara baxd\u0131. Niy\u0259s\u0259 ona el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, R\u00fcst\u0259m buludlar\u0131n arxas\u0131ndan ona bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yir…<\/p>\n
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