Z\u00fcleyxa sobada bi\u015f\u0259n s\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 bir qa\u015f\u0131q yumurta qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n tozunu t\u00f6k\u00fcb qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. O, k\u0259nd yumurtalar\u0131n\u0131n qab\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 atm\u0131r, y\u0131\u011f\u0131b saxlay\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar\u0131 \u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcb s\u00fcm\u00fck bo\u015flu\u011fu olan alt\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 o\u011flunun x\u00f6r\u0259kl\u0259rin\u0259 qat\u0131rd\u0131. Tu\u015f qazan\u0131n dibin\u0259 d\u0259yib danq\u0131ldayan qa\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0259si il\u0259 Murad\u0131n o biri otaqdan e\u015fidil\u0259n zar\u0131mas\u0131 onun \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kirdi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ana, g\u0259l, m\u0259nim mas\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 tap, m\u0259n mas\u0131n\u0131m\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m!<\/p>\n
Anas\u0131 ona hay verm\u0259diyind\u0259n, Murad daha m\u00f6hk\u0259m a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131.<\/p>\n
Son vaxtlar o\u011flu h\u0259r \u015feyin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131r, ac\u0131q edib yem\u0259yini yemir, u\u015faq a\u011fl\u0131 il\u0259 anas\u0131ndan n\u0259yins\u0259 qisas\u0131n\u0131 al\u0131b, onu \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdirirdi.
\nMurad\u0131n n\u00f6vb\u0259ti \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. O, \u0259lind\u0259ki qazan\u00e7an\u0131 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 z\u0259rbl\u0259 el\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131 ki, i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259ki s\u0131y\u0131q vulkan lavas\u0131 kimi \u0259vv\u0259lc\u0259 qazan\u0131n divarlar\u0131na yay\u0131l\u0131b, y\u0131r\u011faland\u0131. Sonra s\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131n ortas\u0131ndan nazik la\u011f\u0131m a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131, z\u0259rif buxar dikin\u0259 qalxaraq \u0259riyib yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. S\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259n ikiy\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f inc\u0259 s\u0259th getdikc\u0259 soyuyaraq \u00f6l\u0259zidi, l\u0259tl\u0259\u015fdi. Z\u00fcleyxa Murad olan ota\u011fa girib g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn suyu burnunun seliyin\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f o\u011flunun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 cumdu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u0259dir, n\u0259 z\u0131r\u0131lday\u0131rsan, niy\u0259 qoymursan s\u0259n\u0259 z\u0259h\u0259r haz\u0131rlay\u0131m?!<\/p>\n
Murad\u0131n qorxudan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00f6y\u00fcd\u00fc, stulun k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib, vahim\u0259 il\u0259 anas\u0131na baxd\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u0259 ist\u0259yirs\u0259n d\u0259? Bayaqdan ulam\u0131rd\u0131n “ana, ana, ana”? De d\u0259, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, ay n\u0259sli k\u0259silmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
Muraddan s\u0259s g\u0259lm\u0259diyini g\u00f6r\u0259n Z\u00fcleyxa \u0259sm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. Hiss el\u0259di ki, yen\u0259 t\u0259ngn\u0259f\u0259sliyi tutacaq, ya da k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flayacaq. T\u0259l\u0259sik o biri ota\u011fa qa\u00e7\u0131b, \u00fc\u00e7 sar\u0131 h\u0259bi susuz udub, \u00e7arpay\u0131n\u0131n ucunda oturdu. Murad\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 dilucu s\u00f6yd\u00fc. \u00dcr\u0259kgetm\u0259sinin tutmas\u0131ndan, o\u011flunun qorxaca\u011f\u0131ndan ehtiyatland\u0131. Bir az ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra yenid\u0259n Murad olan ota\u011fa qay\u0131td\u0131. Murad anas\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259mirdi, ancaq naraz\u0131-naraz\u0131 a\u011flay\u0131b, i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Anas\u0131n\u0131n isterik v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti vecin\u0259 deyildi, o ist\u0259yirdi ki, it\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 tap\u0131ls\u0131n. Z\u00fcleyxa nisb\u0259t\u0259n sakitc\u0259 o\u011fluna yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 E\u015fidirs\u0259n m\u0259ni? Ay atas\u0131sif\u0259t, n\u0259dir, de s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Murad ehtiyatla anas\u0131na bax\u0131rd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa o\u011flunun h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131na, \u00fcz-g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259ki naraz\u0131l\u0131\u011fa \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fs\u0259 d\u0259, sakit, toxtaq dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Murad, ya niy\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 de, ya da m\u0259n gedir\u0259m m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259. Bir d\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rsan, g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 M\u0259n atam alan mas\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259yir\u0259m, \u2013 Murad, n\u0259hay\u0259t, dill\u0259ndi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hans\u0131d\u0131 atan alan ma\u015f\u0131n? \u018flli d\u0259f\u0259 demi\u015f\u0259m ki, s yox, \u015f. Mas\u0131n yox, ma\u015f\u0131n!<\/p>\n
O\u011flu onun son s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 m\u0259h\u0259l qoymad\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Sar\u0131, balaca.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa yan-y\u00f6r\u0259sin\u0259 boyland\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Hardad\u0131 b\u0259s o z\u0259hl\u0259mgetmi\u015f, yoxa\u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f atan\u0131n ald\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0259ni m\u0259l\u0259r qoydu\u011fu ma\u015f\u0131n?<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131n nifr\u0259tl\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259si Murad\u0131 yen\u0259 \u00fcrk\u00fctd\u00fc. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc \u0259l\u0259 al\u0131b, \u00e7iyinl\u0259rini \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259, \u2013 bilmir\u0259m, \u2013 dem\u0259y\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7atd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa hirsind\u0259n yerind\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u0259 vurdu, \u00e7iynind\u0259ki m\u0259tb\u0259x d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 S\u0259n bilmirs\u0259n, \u00f6z ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n hardad\u0131, m\u0259n hardan bilim? G\u00f6t\u00fcr, o biril\u0259ri il\u0259 oyna. Ma\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7ox ma\u015f\u0131n!<\/p>\n
U\u015faq t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n muncuq-muncuq ya\u015f t\u00f6kd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yox, m\u0259n onu ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Atam alanda demi\u015fdi, itirm\u0259! \u0130tirs\u0259n, bir d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 almayacam!<\/p>\n
O\u011flunun son s\u00f6zl\u0259ri Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n c\u0131zda\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 als\u0131n, qara gora als\u0131n. He\u00e7 onu g\u00f6r\u00fcm n\u0259 is\u0259 alan g\u00fcn\u00fc olmas\u0131n. Yoxa \u00e7\u0131xs\u0131n s\u0259nin atan\u0131, anas\u0131 G\u00f6vh\u0259rl\u0259 birlikd\u0259!<\/p>\n
Bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259n sonra o, Murad\u0131n a\u011flama\u011f\u0131na m\u0259h\u0259l qoymay\u0131b, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. M\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259 soyuyub qat\u0131la\u015fan s\u0131y\u0131qdan bo\u015fqaba \u00e7\u0259kib, \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 bir qa\u015f\u0131q \u015f\u0259k\u0259r, yar\u0131m dilim ya\u011f \u0259lav\u0259 etdi, g\u0259tirib o\u011flunun qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na qoydu:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Tez g\u0259l, s\u0131y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ye. S\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259sini alacam. \u0130ndi s\u0259nin o yoxa \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f d\u0259d\u0259nin d\u0259 pay\u0131n\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa o\u011flunun s\u00f6zl\u0259rini t\u0259krar edib a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 \u0259y\u0259-\u0259y\u0259:<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u0130tirs\u0259n bir d\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 ma\u015f\u0131n almayacam. C\u0259r\u0259 al, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 al! Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 anan G\u00f6vh\u0259r\u0259 al ki, \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259, apar\u0131b tez basd\u0131rasan, evd\u0259 qal\u0131b iyl\u0259nm\u0259sin!<\/p>\n
Orxanla on il idi evliydil\u0259r. Murad onlar evl\u0259n\u0259nd\u0259n d\u00f6rd il sonra do\u011fulmu\u015fdu. T\u0259z\u0259-t\u0259z\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey \u00e7ox yax\u015f\u0131 idi. H\u0259rd\u0259n h\u0259r ikisi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc ki, h\u0259yat bu q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l, bir-birini sev\u0259n iki insan bu q\u0259d\u0259r xo\u015fb\u0259xt ola bilm\u0259z. Sanki h\u0259r ikisi bu xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin haradasa q\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, b\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n
Orxan\u0131n anas\u0131 G\u00f6vh\u0259r \u00f6z evini bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131na verib, onlara k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qorxduqlar\u0131 \u015fey ba\u015flar\u0131na g\u0259ldi. S\u00f6z-s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259r, dava-dala\u015flar ax\u0131rda el\u0259 h\u0259dd\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131 ki, Z\u00fcleyxa Murad\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ill\u0259rl\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 evd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. O \u00e7\u0131xan bu \u00e7\u0131xan, bir d\u0259 geri qay\u0131tmad\u0131. Bir il\u0259 yax\u0131n idi ev tutub ya\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Ali t\u0259hsilli t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259\u00e7i olsa da, u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 qoyub ard\u0131c\u0131l i\u015fl\u0259 m\u0259\u015f\u011ful ola bilmirdi. Tutdu\u011fu day\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 pulu vaxtl\u0131-vaxt\u0131nda ver\u0259 bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n, onlar Murada yax\u015f\u0131 baxm\u0131rd\u0131lar. U\u015faq tez-tez x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nir, q\u0131zd\u0131rmas\u0131 qalx\u0131rd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa qazand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ev kiray\u0259sin\u0259, day\u0259l\u0259r\u0259, d\u0259rmanlara verirdi. \u0130\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xandan sonra bir ne\u00e7\u0259 n\u0259\u015friyyatla \u0259m\u0259kda\u015fl\u0131q edirdi, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259ri evd\u0259n edib yollay\u0131rd\u0131. Ancaq qonorar g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259, b\u0259z\u0259n is\u0259 aylarla uzan\u0131rd\u0131, dolan\u0131\u015f\u0131q g\u00fcn-g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0259tinl\u0259\u015firdi. B\u0259z\u0259n \u0259lini qald\u0131r\u0131b i\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259, x\u00f6r\u0259k bi\u015firm\u0259y\u0259 taq\u0259ti olmurdu. \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r ya anas\u0131, ya bac\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7at\u0131rd\u0131 dad\u0131na. \u0130nt\u0259has\u0131, sonradan anas\u0131 da r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 getdi.
\nAnas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Orxan bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00f6z at\u0131b, bar\u0131\u015fmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lib-gets\u0259 d\u0259, Z\u00fcleyxa raz\u0131la\u015fmad\u0131. Sonuncu davada Orxan\u0131n ona vurdu\u011fu \u015fill\u0259ni he\u00e7 c\u00fcr unuda bilmirdi. H\u0259yat\u0131nda ilk d\u0259f\u0259 idi ki, kims\u0259 ona \u0259l qald\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa ist\u0259di, Orxana z\u0259ng etsin, amma fikrind\u0259n da\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Orxan\u0131n susub-susub, q\u0259fild\u0259n dediyi q\u0131sa, amma z\u0259h\u0259r kimi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri indi h\u0259zm etm\u0259y\u0259 hal\u0131 yox idi. Ona birc\u0259 c\u00fcml\u0259 mesaj yazd\u0131: \u201cBir d\u0259 n\u0259 m\u0259nim, n\u0259 d\u0259 Murad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259\u201d. D\u0259rhal da pe\u015fman oldu. Qu\u015f kimi u\u00e7ub ged\u0259n mesaj\u0131n ard\u0131ndan t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259n\u0259n Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131 Murad olan otaqdak\u0131 s\u0259ssizlik narahat etdi. O\u011flu olan ota\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 Murad\u0131 divan\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 yumrulan\u0131b yatan g\u00f6rd\u00fc. O, masadak\u0131 s\u0131y\u0131\u011fa toxunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0131y\u0131q soyuyub b\u0259rkimi\u015f, \u00fcz\u00fc qat ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa o\u011fluna yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131. Murad\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n axan ya\u015f\u0131n a\u00e7d\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015f\u0131r\u0131m qurumu\u015fdu. Birc\u0259 damla ya\u015f is\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 yana\u011f\u0131nda ili\u015fib qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc saxlaya bilm\u0259yib h\u0131\u00e7q\u0131rd\u0131. O\u011fluna yaz\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u0259ldi. Hiss edirdi ki, Murad atas\u0131n\u0131n xiff\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kir, onun yoxlu\u011funun davas\u0131n\u0131 edir. Orxan da q\u0259sd\u0259n o\u011flunu g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259 gec-gec g\u0259lir, onlara x\u0259rclik vermirdi.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa o\u011flunu \u00e7arpay\u0131ya uzad\u0131b \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6rtd\u00fc, a\u011flamaqdan \u015fi\u015fmi\u015f g\u00f6zl\u0259rini, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00f6pd\u00fc. Ota\u011fa qay\u0131d\u0131b ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 axtarma\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Siyirm\u0259l\u0259rin g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259, b\u00fcllur qablar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259, Murad\u0131n oyuncaq \u00e7antas\u0131na, h\u0259r yer\u0259 baxd\u0131, amma sar\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u0259ym\u0259di. \u018fyilib divan\u0131n alt\u0131na g\u00f6z g\u0259zdirdi.
\nP\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259ni v\u0259 divan\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 qal\u0131n toz qat\u0131n\u0131 i\u015f\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. O, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259rin d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 qoydu. Yana\u011f\u0131na hopan s\u0259rinlik, evd\u0259ki sakitlik yava\u015f-yava\u015f can\u0131na yay\u0131ld\u0131. Divan\u0131n alt\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxaya u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 cizgi film meydan\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatd\u0131.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcnd\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 – ax\u015famlar yatmazdan qabaq baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 on be\u015f d\u0259qiq\u0259lik cizgi filml\u0259rini \u00e7ox sevirdi. B\u00fct\u00fcn sovet u\u015faqlar\u0131 kimi, o da h\u0259min cizgi filml\u0259ri il\u0259 b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc sinifd\u0259 oxuyanda \u2013 onda h\u0259l\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 rayon i\u015f\u011fal olunmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131 \u2013 ORT kanal\u0131nda \u201cCizgi filmi nec\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir?\u201d adl\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dli film\u0259 baxm\u0131\u015f, baxd\u0131\u011f\u0131 cizgi filml\u0259rinin, \u0259slind\u0259, h\u0259qiqi yox, qurama oldu\u011funu g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ancaq ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, \u015eaxta baba, do\u011furdan da var, o me\u015f\u0259y\u0259 gedir, t\u00fclk\u00fcy\u0259, dov\u015fana, kirpiy\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r apar\u0131r, xiz\u0259yin\u0259 min\u0259r\u0259k qarl\u0131 me\u015f\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7ib, u\u015faqlar ya\u015fayan \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 g\u0259lir, gec\u0259 m\u0131\u015f\u0131l-m\u0131\u015f\u0131l yatan u\u015faqlar\u0131n \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131na h\u0259diyy\u0259l\u0259r qoyub gedir. S\u0259n\u0259dli filmd\u0259 h\u0259r \u015fey b\u00f6y\u00fck bir masan\u0131n \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 qurulan cizgi film meydan\u00e7as\u0131ndan, maketl\u0259rd\u0259n ibar\u0259t idi. Onun me\u015f\u0259d\u0259 ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 z\u0259nn etdiyi \u015eaxta baba da, Qar Q\u0131z da, m\u0259kt\u0259blil\u0259rin Yeni il \u015f\u0259nliyini haz\u0131rlayan qabaqc\u0131l pioner Alyo\u015fa da indi h\u0259min meydan\u00e7an\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcqoylu y\u0131x\u0131l\u0131b qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Cizgi filmin r\u0259ssam\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131na k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fc q\u0259hr\u0259manlar\u0131 \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr, kamera onlar\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rini, ayaqlar\u0131n\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyal\u0131 dodaqlar\u0131n\u0131, mavi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini yax\u0131n planda \u00e7\u0259kir, r\u0259ssam is\u0259 rus dilind\u0259 izahlar verirdi.<\/p>\n
Divan\u0131n alt\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n bayramdan bayrama t\u0259mizl\u0259diyi yer idi. O, ancaq evd\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n yerl\u0259rin t\u0259mizliyin\u0259 fikir verir, d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259nin ayaq d\u0259y\u0259n yerl\u0259rini silib s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Divan\u0131n alt\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n adda-budda \u0259\u015fyalar \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Lap m\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259 ba\u015fmaq tay\u0131 vard\u0131. \u00dcz\u00fc \u00fcst\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131ndak\u0131 tozun qal\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, divan\u0131n alt\u0131ndak\u0131 ala-toranl\u0131qdan Z\u00fcleyxa ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131 xat\u0131rlaya bilm\u0259di. \u018flini uzad\u0131b ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259di, \u0259li \u00e7atmad\u0131. Sin\u0259sini xeyli ir\u0259li verdi. Divan\u0131n tini Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n sin\u0259sind\u0259ki kistaya d\u0259yib incitdi. A\u011fr\u0131ya fikir verm\u0259yib ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Anas\u0131n\u0131n idi. Qal\u0131n toz qat\u0131 v\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 sar\u0131 sa\u00e7 teli ba\u015fmaqdan as\u0131l\u0131 qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa \u0259vv\u0259ll\u0259r sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 sar\u0131ya boyay\u0131b uzad\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131ndan sonra sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 qara r\u0259ng\u0259 boyay\u0131b q\u0131saltd\u0131.
\nAnas\u0131 hara ged\u0259rdis\u0259, ev paltarlar\u0131n\u0131, \u0259l-\u00fcz, b\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259smal\u0131n\u0131, bir d\u0259 ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdi. O, sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 onlardan ged\u0259nd\u0259, ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131n tay\u0131n\u0131 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r axtard\u0131larsa, tapa bilm\u0259dil\u0259r. Anas\u0131 r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra da Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n a\u011fl\u0131na g\u0259lm\u0259di \u0259yilib divan\u0131n alt\u0131na baxs\u0131n. Anas\u0131n\u0131n aparmay\u0131b onlarda qoydu\u011fu tayke\u015f ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub bax\u0131r, s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259ssiz a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n a\u011flay\u0131b yuxuya gedir, s\u0259h\u0259r ay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 ki, ba\u015fmaq qoynunda yat\u0131b.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa ba\u015fma\u011f\u0131n tozunu silib qoxlad\u0131, he\u00e7 bir qoxu g\u0259lmirdi, diqq\u0259tl\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259rd\u0259n ke\u00e7irib \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259zab ver\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259yi ni\u015fan\u0259, iz axtard\u0131. He\u00e7 n\u0259 hiss etmirdi, yaln\u0131z anas\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Son g\u00fcnl\u0259r anas\u0131 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 onlara g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 deyirdi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qulaq asmad\u0131n. Bir G\u00f6vh\u0259r qar\u0131s\u0131 il\u0259 yolla\u015fmad\u0131n, dolu evi qoyub, g\u0259ldin, girdin bu daxmaya. \u0130ndi qalm\u0131san na\u00e7ar.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Na\u00e7ar deyil\u0259m. Qar\u0131 dediyin ifrit\u0259 dolu evini q\u0131z\u0131na verib g\u0259ldi m\u0259nim yan\u0131ma, amma siz m\u0259ni be\u015f g\u00fcn atam\u0131n evind\u0259 saxlamad\u0131n\u0131z. Q\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m sulu-sulu, u\u015faq quca\u011f\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131n\u0131z evd\u0259n.<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00c7\u0131xarmad\u0131q, \u00f6z\u00fcn qarda\u015f\u0131nla dala\u015f\u0131b getdin.<\/p>\n
\u2013 M\u0259n ged\u0259nd\u0259, s\u0259n hara bax\u0131rd\u0131n?<\/p>\n
\u2013 S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qulaq asmad\u0131n. Dedim, g\u0259lmis\u0259n, sakitc\u0259 otur bir t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259, g\u0259linl\u0259, qarda\u015f\u0131nla dill\u0259\u015fm\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Qarda\u015f\u0131m g\u00fcn verdi ki?<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u0259 deyirdi yaz\u0131q qarda\u015f, deyirdi ail\u0259ni da\u011f\u0131tma d\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Siz\u0259 n\u0259 var, birc\u0259 saat G\u00f6vh\u0259r h\u0259yas\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 yol getm\u0259zsiniz.<\/p>\n
Anas\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131 il\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fsa da, biruz\u0259 verm\u0259mi\u015f, susmu\u015fdu. Onun s\u0259ssizliyind\u0259n istifad\u0259 ed\u0259n Z\u00fcleyxa demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u0130ndi d\u0259 imkan vermirs\u0259n, bo\u015fan\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bo\u015fanma!<\/p>\n
\u2013 Niy\u0259?<\/p>\n
\u2013 G\u00f6z\u0259l-g\u00f6y\u00e7\u0259k qad\u0131nsan, cavansan, bo\u015fanan kimi h\u0259r\u0259 bir vedr\u0259 ba\u011flayacaq, d\u00fcz d\u0259 gets\u0259n, \u0259yridi dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r, \u0259yri d\u0259 gets\u0259n. Amma \u0259rin yan\u0131nda olanda, he\u00e7 kimin h\u00fcn\u0259ri \u00e7atmayacaq!<\/p>\n
\u2013 C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 desinl\u0259r. Bo\u015fanacam o anas\u0131ndan qorxandan!<\/p>\n
\u2013 K\u0259s s\u0259sini!<\/p>\n
\u2013 K\u0259smir\u0259m. \u00d6z ad\u0131n\u0131za s\u00f6z g\u0259lm\u0259sin, bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131z olmas\u0131n dey\u0259, m\u0259ni b\u0259db\u0259xt etdiniz!<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u00d6z\u00fcn sevib getmi\u015fdin. M\u0259n Orxan tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mi\u015fdim, sa\u011f qalanlar\u0131mla birg\u0259.<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u0130ndi fikrin n\u0259dir? Bo\u015fan\u0131b k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n?<\/p>\n
\u2013 S\u0259nin s\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n bel\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r ki, bo\u015fananlar\u0131n ham\u0131s\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb, \u0259xlaqs\u0131z\u0131l\u0131q edir?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Dedim ki, s\u0259sini k\u0259s, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r! Utanmaz!<\/p>\n
Anas\u0131 il\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 deyi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 Z\u00fcleyxa d\u00f6zm\u0259yib a\u011flama\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. Anas\u0131ndan, bir d\u0259 o\u011flu Muraddan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kim onu yan\u0131ql\u0131 a\u011flayan g\u00f6rm\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u018fksin\u0259, ham\u0131 deyirdi ki, yaman \u0259zazil oldu bu q\u0131z. Cavan \u0259rini evin alt\u0131na at\u0131b getdi.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa indi ili \u00e7\u0131xmayan anas\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259rini, sonra da onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlay\u0131b, daha da m\u0259yus oldu. Anas\u0131gild\u0259n son d\u0259f\u0259 qarda\u015f\u0131 il\u0259 dala\u015f\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn yad\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. G\u00f6zl\u0259ri ya\u015faran anas\u0131n\u0131n ona dediyi son s\u00f6zl\u0259ri xat\u0131rlad\u0131: \u201cM\u0259n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259n sonra g\u0259lm\u0259 bura\u201d.<\/p>\n
Divan\u0131n alt\u0131nda balaca nazik d\u0259mir par\u00e7as\u0131na, mil q\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131na, sa\u00e7 sanca\u011f\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259s\u0259 par\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa telefonun i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131r\u0131b qaranl\u0131\u011fa zill\u0259di. X\u0131rda duz d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259ri yenic\u0259 divan\u0131n alt\u0131na t\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 ordan-burdan a\u011far\u0131rd\u0131. \u00d6t\u0259n h\u0259ft\u0259 masan\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259ki duzu \u00f6z\u00fc da\u011f\u0131tm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Zaman\u0131n dikt\u0259si h\u0259l\u0259 NaCl kimyas\u0131na qalib g\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015f, tozun hakimiyy\u0259ti b\u0259rq\u0259rar olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131qca i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n alt\u0131nda parlayan kristal d\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rin d\u00fcz ortas\u0131nda stol\u00fcst\u00fc saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bini g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131 r\u0259ngd\u0259, d\u00fczbucaq formas\u0131nda, k\u0259rpici xat\u0131rladan \u201c\u00c7ayka\u201d markal\u0131 q\u0259dimi saatlar\u0131 rayondak\u0131 evl\u0259rind\u0259n ona qalan son yadigar idi. Qa\u00e7aqa\u00e7 vaxt\u0131 atas\u0131 \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xaranda saat\u0131 da g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb el\u0259 k\u0259rpic kimi atm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 box\u00e7alardan birinin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259. Sonra h\u0259min saat uzun ill\u0259r onlarla birg\u0259 m\u0259nzild\u0259n m\u0259nzil\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc, ya\u015fa doldu, qocald\u0131. Atas\u0131 sa\u011f olanda h\u0259r s\u0259h\u0259r oyanan kimi saat\u0131 m\u00fctl\u0259q qururdu ki, yatmas\u0131n, yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259sin. O, r\u0259hm\u0259t\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra saat h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259lik yatd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa rayondak\u0131 evl\u0259rin\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na n\u0259 yerl\u0259\u015fmi\u015fdis\u0259, saat\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Evl\u0259rinin p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259sinin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b, i\u00e7\u0259ri otaqlara boylan\u0131r, otaqlar\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 bit\u0259n \u0259ncir, qoz a\u011faclar\u0131n\u0131n budaqlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndan s\u0131z\u0131ldayan ke\u00e7mi\u015fd\u0259n n\u0259 is\u0259 tapma\u011fa, xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Amma qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndak\u0131 da\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, zamanla \u0259m\u0259l\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259n yast\u0131 qum t\u0259p\u0259l\u0259ri, evl\u0259rinin da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f divarlar\u0131 onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn otuz illik ke\u00e7mi\u015f yaratm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Xatir\u0259l\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 sel kimi g\u0259lir, hans\u0131 fraqmentin, kadr\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dayanaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259c\u0259yini k\u0259sdir\u0259 bilmirdi. H\u0259min m\u0259qamda Z\u00fcleyxa saat\u0131 \u00e7antas\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b u\u00e7uq p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. G\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259d\u0259n saat\u0131n \u0259qr\u0259bl\u0259ri h\u0259r\u0259k\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f, i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yad\u0131na g\u0259lir, atas\u0131 rayondak\u0131 evi tik\u0259nd\u0259 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n d\u00f6rd ya\u015f\u0131 vard\u0131. Ev tam haz\u0131r olandan sonra k\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. K\u00f6\u00e7m\u0259kl\u0259rini d\u0259 xat\u0131rlam\u0131rd\u0131. Yaln\u0131z bu evd\u0259 ke\u00e7irdikl\u0259ri xo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r yad\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma ona el\u0259 g\u0259lirdi ki, g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u0259r m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 d\u0259rs deyib, gec\u0259l\u0259r ay i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ev tik\u0259n atas\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda olub, onunla birlikd\u0259 pal\u00e7\u0131q qat\u0131b, vedr\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, ipl\u0259 yuxar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kib, sonra a\u011f\u0131r, qara da\u015flar\u0131 atas\u0131 il\u0259 k\u00f6m\u0259kl\u0259\u015fib, h\u00f6rg\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub. Z\u00fcleyxa ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 u\u00e7ub da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f divarlar\u0131n k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259n boylanan da\u015flardan birin\u0259 s\u00f6yk\u0259di. \u0130l\u0131q v\u0259 h\u0259nirli idi. El\u0259 bil ondan \u0259vv\u0259l kims\u0259 onun kimi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da\u015fa s\u00f6yk\u0259mi\u015f, can\u0131 il\u0259 onu q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131b, sonra k\u0259nara \u00e7\u0259kilmi\u015fdi. Z\u00fcleyxa \u0259lini da\u015f\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zdirdi, canl\u0131 bir \u015feymi\u015f kimi onu ehmalca s\u0131\u011fallad\u0131. O, h\u0259y\u0259t boyu ayaqyal\u0131n, ba\u015f\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q g\u0259zdiyi g\u00fcnl\u0259ri, atas\u0131n\u0131n onun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, al\u00fcminium qabda saxlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7iy\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259rin qoxusunu, anas\u0131n\u0131n plov d\u0259ml\u0259diyi yar\u0131qaranl\u0131q ax\u015famlar\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131. El\u0259 bil uzaqlardan kims\u0259 onu s\u0259sl\u0259di. Uzaqlarda itib-batan s\u0259s u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 d\u0259rsd\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n zaman atas\u0131n\u0131n darvazan\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b onun ad\u0131n\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259m\u0259sin\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259di.<\/p>\n
H\u0259min g\u00fcn Orxan ona toxunmad\u0131. Hava qaralana q\u0259d\u0259r Z\u00fcleyxa h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rini g\u0259zdi, doland\u0131. Ordak\u0131 kol-kosdan, \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131ndan, tan\u0131\u015f ni\u015fan\u0259l\u0259rin q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131ndan toplay\u0131b bir torba d\u00fcz\u0259ltdi. Sonra h\u0259min torban\u0131 sin\u0259sin\u0259 bas\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Getm\u0259liydi. Bu boyda \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib bir st\u0259kan \u00e7ay i\u00e7\u0259 bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259ri salamat bir ev, bir qap\u0131 yox idi. \u0130nsan n\u0259f\u0259si otuz il idi bu yerl\u0259rd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Divan\u0131n alt\u0131nda yarpaq formas\u0131nda olan q\u0131z\u0131l\u0131, y\u0131\u011fcam \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259nin i\u00e7\u0259risin\u0259 b\u0259rkidilmi\u015f mavi, sar\u0131, \u00e7\u0259hray\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngli \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259 b\u0259rq vururdu. Orxan bu medalyonu ona Tiflisd\u0259ki k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 alver\u00e7il\u0259rind\u0259n alm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Medalyon taxma\u011f\u0131 sevm\u0259s\u0259 d\u0259, qiym\u0259tli h\u0259diy\u0259 kimi Z\u00fcleyxa onu b\u0259z\u0259k \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0259risin\u0259 qoymu\u015fdu. Amma divan\u0131n alt\u0131na nec\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259ri yox idi. \u00c7ox g\u00fcman ki, y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f ed\u0259nd\u0259, ya da Murad onlar\u0131 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131randa bura d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nZ\u00fcleyxa medalyonu ovuclar\u0131nda s\u0131x\u0131b sin\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 saxlad\u0131. Tiflis\u0259 getdiyi g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. Qalacaqlar\u0131 otel\u0259 \u00e7atan kimi ilk s\u00f6z\u00fc bu olmu\u015fdu:<\/p>\n
\u2013 M\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q Mirz\u0259 F\u0259t\u0259li Axundovun q\u0259brini ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n
Yor\u011funluqdan g\u00f6zl\u0259ri yumulan Orxan ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yast\u0131qdan qald\u0131rmadan dill\u0259ndi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131, ged\u0259rs\u0259n, imkan ver, yat\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Qulaq as, b\u0259lk\u0259, el\u0259 nahardan sonra ged\u0259k?<\/p>\n
\u2013 Z\u00fcleyxa, indi \u00e7atm\u0131\u015f\u0131q, h\u0259l\u0259 be\u015f g\u00fcn burday\u0131q.<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u0259 olsun, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r burday\u0131q, h\u0259r g\u00fcn ged\u0259rik.<\/p>\n
Orxan t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259 ona baxm\u0131\u015fd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 H\u0259r g\u00fcn niy\u0259?<\/p>\n
\u2013 M\u00fcsb\u0259t enerji alacam.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm, ay Z\u00fcleyxa. \u00c7ox yorulmu\u015fam, imkan ver yat\u0131m.
\nSonrak\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rin he\u00e7 birind\u0259 Z\u00fcleyxa Axundovun m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Onlar bayram g\u00fcnl\u0259ri Tiflis\u0259 s\u0259yah\u0259t etdikl\u0259rind\u0259n h\u0259r yer, el\u0259c\u0259 d\u0259, Axundovun m\u0259zar\u0131 olan Botanika ba\u011f\u0131 da ba\u011fl\u0131 idi. G\u00fcrc\u00fc m\u00fchafiz\u0259\u00e7il\u0259rl\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0259n\u0259-bo\u011faz olsalar da, giri\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn icaz\u0259 ala bilm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r. Ba\u011f\u0131n qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan aralananda, Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 iki damla ya\u015f axm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Orxan ona bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 demi\u015fdi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Vallah, m\u0259n \u00f6ls\u0259m, bel\u0259 a\u011flamazsan.<\/p>\n
S\u0259rin d\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259d\u0259 uzanan Z\u00fcleyxa medalyonun mavi t\u0259r\u0259fini g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 tutdu. H\u0259r t\u0259r\u0259f mavi r\u0259ng\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fc. Ota\u011f\u0131n divarlar\u0131, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259ki b\u0259yaz p\u0259rd\u0259l\u0259r, divar boyu d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f kitablar, p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u0259n a\u011f buludlar…<\/p>\n
… Xudaf\u0259rin k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn idi, mitinql\u0259r ke\u00e7irilir, \u015f\u00fcarlar s\u0259sl\u0259nirdi.<\/p>\n
\u201cAzadl\u0131q! Azadl\u0131q! Azadl\u0131q!\u201d<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131 iki g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc ev\u0259 g\u0259lmirdi, anas\u0131 g\u0259lib-ged\u0259n h\u0259r k\u0259sd\u0259n onu x\u0259b\u0259r al\u0131rd\u0131. Atas\u0131 iki g\u00fcn \u0259vv\u0259l d\u0259rsd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xan m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259rl\u0259 birg\u0259 Xudaf\u0259rin k\u00f6rp\u00fcs\u00fcn\u0259 getmi\u015fdi. Deyirdil\u0259r, Bak\u0131dan da tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fairl\u0259r, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar mitinqd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259libl\u0259r. Atas\u0131 ev\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra, yanvar\u0131n 15-i gec\u0259 yar\u0131s\u0131 g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Yor\u011fun, ac v\u0259 \u00e7irkli idi. Ba\u015f\u0131na ba\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcz\u0259rin\u0259 a\u011f boya il\u0259 \u201cAzadl\u0131q\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fc yaz\u0131lan qara lent qa\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Rayonda komendant saat\u0131 elan edilmi\u015f, rus \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259ri h\u0259r yer\u0259 s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdil\u0259r. G\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fcnorta \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 q\u0259fild\u0259n rayonun m\u0259rk\u0259zin\u0259 h\u0259rbi ma\u015f\u0131nlar y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n rus \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r qar\u0131\u015fqa kimi yax\u0131nl\u0131qdak\u0131 ya\u015fay\u0131\u015f evl\u0259rinin \u0259traf\u0131na s\u0259p\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi\u0259r. Onda Z\u00fcleyxa day\u0131s\u0131gild\u0259 idi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n s\u0259s-k\u00fcy\u00fc e\u015fid\u0259n day\u0131s\u0131 tez onlar\u0131 ev\u0259 salm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa p\u0259rd\u0259nin arxas\u0131ndan h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u0259p\u0259r boyu d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r sakitc\u0259 dayanm\u0131\u015f, \u0259traf\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 edirdil\u0259r. Rus dilli m\u00fc\u0259llimi olan day\u0131s\u0131 onlara yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b n\u0259 bar\u0259d\u0259s\u0259 s\u00f6hb\u0259t edir, s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u0259snas\u0131nda siqaret \u00e7\u0259kirdi. Z\u00fcleyxa onda day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fc \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn q\u0259hr\u0259man se\u00e7di. Zarafat deyildi, \u0259lisilahl\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rl\u0259 yana\u015f\u0131 dayanmaq v\u0259 onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda siqaret \u00e7\u0259km\u0259k.<\/p>\n
H\u0259min vaxtlar H\u00fcseyn Ads\u0131z Nihal\u0131n \u201cBozqurdlar\u201d roman\u0131 Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n su kimi i\u00e7diyi kitablardan biri idi. O, \u0259s\u0259rd\u0259ki t\u00fcrk ki\u015fil\u0259rini yoldan \u00e7\u0131xaran hiyl\u0259g\u0259r \u00e7inli q\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini, atlar\u0131n s\u00fcd\u00fcnd\u0259n haz\u0131rlanan s\u0259rin k\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n t\u0259rifini, son n\u0259f\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r t\u00fcrk obalar\u0131 u\u011frunda m\u00fcbariz\u0259 aparan K\u00fcr\u015fad\u0131 unuda bilmirdi…<\/p>\n
P\u0259rd\u0259nin ard\u0131ndan \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r\u0259 g\u00f6z qoyan Z\u00fcleyxa \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6z\u0259l \u00e7inli q\u0131zlardan biri kimi x\u0259yal etdi. G\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc yumub z\u0259rli, b\u0259z\u0259kli paltar\u0131 il\u0259 \u00e7\u0259p\u0259r boyu d\u00fczl\u0259n\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259rd\u0259n \u0259n yara\u015f\u0131ql\u0131s\u0131na, \u0259n r\u00fctb\u0259lisin\u0259 yana\u015fd\u0131, onu \u00e7ad\u0131r\u0131na k\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi. Yolun yar\u0131s\u0131nda hal\u0131 xarab oldu v\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rin q\u00fcvv\u0259tli qollar\u0131 aras\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Ert\u0259si g\u00fcn bir k\u00f6n\u00fcld\u0259n, min k\u00f6n\u00fcl\u0259 Z\u00fcleyxaya a\u015fiq olan \u0259sg\u0259r b\u00fct\u00fcn qo\u015funa sevgilisinin \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda \u0259mr verdi. Z\u00fcleyxa g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7anda day\u0131s\u0131gilin evl\u0259rinin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r do\u011frudan harasa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b getmi\u015fdil\u0259r. Amma sonrak\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259 \u0259sg\u0259rl\u0259r, n\u0259 tanklar Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131ndak\u0131 kimi onlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259rini asanl\u0131qla t\u0259rk etm\u0259dil\u0259r.<\/p>\n
Medalyonun q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 r\u0259ngi Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qama\u015fd\u0131rd\u0131. \u018ftraf\u0131 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131, qan r\u0259ngind\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fcr\u0259yini s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131.
\nBe\u015f g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra Z\u00fcleyxa q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 olan day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ilk d\u0259f\u0259 a\u011flayan g\u00f6rd\u00fc. D\u0259rs\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 add\u0131mlayan izdiham\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 day\u0131s\u0131 da vard\u0131.<\/p>\n
Cibind\u0259ki d\u0259smalla g\u00f6zl\u0259rini qurulayan day\u0131s\u0131 izdihama qo\u015fulub q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r! \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r! \u015e\u0259hidl\u0259r!<\/p>\n
S\u0259s ucald\u0131c\u0131lardan mitinq \u00e7\u0131x\u0131\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lirdi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 q\u0259r\u0259nfill\u0259r d\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.
\nZ\u00fcleyxa m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 \u00e7atanda d\u0259rs olmayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6yr\u0259ndi. Bak\u0131da insanlar tanklar\u0131n alt\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Sinif yolda\u015f\u0131 Yav\u0259r g\u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0131x\u0131b, ba\u015f ver\u0259n hadis\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ona \u00e7atd\u0131ra bilm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yalandan a\u011flama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma \u00e7ox s\u00fcni al\u0131nd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa v\u0259 dig\u0259r sinif yolda\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u00f6y\u00fckl\u0259r q\u0259d\u0259r k\u0259d\u0259rli, hadis\u0259l\u0259rin mahiyy\u0259tini d\u0259rk etmi\u015f kimi g\u00f6st\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 c\u0259hd edirdil\u0259r, int\u0259has\u0131, buna nail ola bilmirdil\u0259r. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259rinin d\u0259rinliyind\u0259 h\u0259min g\u00fcn d\u0259rsin olmama\u011f\u0131na sevinirdil\u0259r. \u00dc\u00e7 il sonra rayonlar\u0131 i\u015f\u011fal olundu.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa vaxtil\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 q\u0259hr\u0259man se\u00e7diyi day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n Bak\u0131da kiray\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131 evd\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131. O, day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n evin\u0259 \u00e7atanda h\u0259kim resept yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259mi \u00e7antas\u0131na qoyub y\u0131r-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f edir, day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ya\u015famas\u0131 haqq\u0131nda nikbin he\u00e7 n\u0259 demirdi. Day\u0131s\u0131 tez-tez say\u0131qlay\u0131r, Yusifin ad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kir, ona yax\u0131nla\u015fan Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n \u0259lind\u0259n tutub, yan\u0131nda \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdirdi. Astadan, q\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n
– M\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z ver, rayona gets\u0259n, Yusifi axtaracaqsan.<\/p>\n
– \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259, h\u00f6km\u0259n axtaracam.<\/p>\n
– Bilirs\u0259n, h\u0259min g\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt unutmad\u0131m. Suyun i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 qalan paltarlar\u0131, arxla \u00fcz\u00fca\u015fa\u011f\u0131 axan sabunlu suyu, evimd\u0259n qalxan nar\u0131nc\u0131, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 alovu tez-tez t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259y\u0259, xat\u0131rlama\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n
– H\u0259kiml\u0259r \u00e7ox dan\u0131\u015fma\u011f\u0131na icaz\u0259 vermir, – Z\u00fcleyxa day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 sakitl\u0259\u015fdirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n
– Bilir\u0259m, v\u0259ziyy\u0259tim yax\u015f\u0131 deyil. Ancaq s\u0259n yen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u00f6z ver ki, bizim ev\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n, o\u011flumu axtaracaqsan.<\/p>\n
Cavab \u0259v\u0259zi olaraq Z\u00fcleyxa onun \u0259lini s\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n barmaqlar\u0131 is\u0259 a\u011fac buda\u011f\u0131 kimi cans\u0131z v\u0259 soyuq idi.<\/p>\n
Day\u0131s\u0131 qurumu\u015f bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 ar\u0131tlay\u0131b dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n
– H\u0259min g\u00fcn k\u0259ndd\u0259 d\u0259rsd\u0259ydim. Bil\u0259 bilm\u0259zdim ba\u015f\u0131ma g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri. N\u0259 yalan deyim, he\u00e7 n\u0259 hiss etm\u0259mi\u015fdim d\u0259. K\u0259ndd\u0259n rayona ev\u0259 qay\u0131danda, h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259r m\u0259ni rayona buraxmad\u0131lar. Dedil\u0259r, rayon al\u0131n\u0131b. Q\u0131zqay\u0131t\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn axtard\u0131m. El\u0259 bilirdim, Yusif d\u0259 onun yan\u0131ndad\u0131r. Beyl\u0259qana bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra g\u0259ldim. Yollar h\u0259r yerd\u0259n ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Araz\u0131 \u00fcz\u0259-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u00fccl\u0259 \u0130ran t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7\u0259 bildik. Arazboyu k\u0259ndl\u0259rd\u0259ki o tayl\u0131lar biz\u0259 \u0259l tutdu. Evin\u0259 aparan kim, yem\u0259k yedir\u0259n kim, g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 qonaq saxlayan kim. Beyl\u0259qana bir h\u0259ft\u0259d\u0259n sonra g\u0259lib \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m. Q\u0131zqay\u0131t\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 qorxdum. Bir h\u0259ft\u0259nin i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u0259ri \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, ayaq \u00fcstd\u0259 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Q\u0131zqay\u0131t Yusifi evd\u0259 yat\u0131l\u0131 qoyub qon\u015funun h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259ki arxda paltarlar\u0131 suya \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nd\u0259, evimiz\u0259 qrad d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. Yaz\u0131q qad\u0131n q\u0131\u015fq\u0131r\u0131b ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7anda, ba\u015fqa qon\u015fular\u0131n da evin\u0259 top, qrad d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Camaat ayaqyal\u0131n, ba\u015f\u0131a\u00e7\u0131q k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259boyu qa\u00e7anda, qon\u015fulardan kims\u0259 onu qamarlay\u0131b qa\u00e7ma\u011fa m\u0259cbur edir. Evl\u0259r od tutub yan\u0131r, ham\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131r, Q\u0131zqay\u0131t\u0131 da ev\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f getm\u0259y\u0259 qoymurlar. Sonralar rayondan son d\u0259f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan h\u0259rb\u00e7il\u0259r dedil\u0259r ki, m\u0259nim evim yan\u0131b k\u00fcl\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcbm\u00fc\u015f. Bu otuz ild\u0259 n\u0259 zaman g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc yumdumsa, alovlan\u0131b yanan evl\u0259r, bir d\u0259 arx\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 sabunlu qalan paltarlar g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Yusifin paltarlar\u0131n\u0131… Onun r\u0259ngar\u0259ng a\u015f\u0131rmal\u0131 \u015falvarlar\u0131n\u0131, corablar\u0131n\u0131, balaca maykalar\u0131n\u0131 he\u00e7 vaxt unuda bilm\u0259dim. Onun ba\u015f\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259 m\u0259n idim g\u00fcnahkar.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa day\u0131s\u0131na bax\u0131b p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldad\u0131:<\/p>\n
– S\u0259n hardan bil\u0259rdin ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259ri?<\/p>\n
– Yox, bizimkil\u0259r erm\u0259nil\u0259rin doqquz k\u0259ndini bir gec\u0259d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. Adamlar d\u0259st\u0259-d\u0259st\u0259 gedib bo\u015f qalan evl\u0259rd\u0259ki \u0259\u015fyalar\u0131 g\u0259tirirdil\u0259r. \u00c7uvalla ki\u015fmi\u015f, q\u0259nd, qoz, f\u0131nd\u0131q l\u0259p\u0259sin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qoyub qa\u00e7m\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Onda m\u0259n d\u0259 getdim. Anam dedi, bala, getm\u0259, biz\u0259 haram\u00e7\u0131l\u0131q d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcr. Qulaq asmad\u0131m. Ordan Yusif\u0259 balaca velosiped g\u0259tirdim. Birc\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 s\u00fcrd\u00fc onu yaz\u0131q u\u015faq. G\u0259r\u0259k g\u0259tirm\u0259zdim.
\nDay\u0131s\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259n ya\u015f ax\u0131r, s\u0259si tez-tez q\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Sin\u0259sind\u0259n qopan x\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131 onu fikirl\u0259rini yar\u0131da saxlama\u011fa m\u0259cbur edirdi. Ancaq \u0259ll\u0259rini Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n \u0259ll\u0259rind\u0259n \u00e7\u0259km\u0259yib deyirdi:<\/p>\n
– M\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z ver ki, gedib evimi tapacaqsan, onu axtaracaqsan.<\/p>\n
– Yax\u015f\u0131, s\u00f6z verir\u0259m, ged\u0259c\u0259m, Yusifi tapacam.<\/p>\n
Day\u0131s\u0131 h\u0259min g\u00fcn gec\u0259yar\u0131 ke\u00e7indi. Z\u00fcleyxa day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259 bilm\u0259di. Rayona ged\u0259nd\u0259, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r c\u0259hd ets\u0259 d\u0259, onu day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n evi olan s\u0259mt\u0259 buraxmad\u0131lar. Minal\u0131 \u0259razi oldu\u011fundan lentl\u0259rl\u0259 m\u00fchasir\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131nm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ancaq buraxsayd\u0131lar bel\u0259, Z\u00fcleyxa day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n evinin xarabal\u0131qlar\u0131 olan t\u0259p\u0259liy\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259z, da\u015f y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. O, uzaqdan a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya balaca Yusifi v\u0259 day\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131b ordan uzaqla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\nMedalyonun ya\u015f\u0131l t\u0259r\u0259fi kimi h\u0259r yan ya\u015f\u0131l idi. N\u0259n\u0259sigilin k\u0259ndd\u0259ki k\u0259hrizl\u0259rinin yan\u0131nda bit\u0259n yosunlar da bel\u0259 ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ngd\u0259 olurdu. K\u0259hrizin yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bit\u0259n a\u011faclar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 g\u00f6y \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 dir\u0259nirdi. Yarpaqlara toxunub, i\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6l\u0259ziy\u0259n g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u015f\u00fcalar\u0131 k\u0259ndin i\u00e7\u0259risini qaraya \u00e7alan t\u00fcnd ya\u015f\u0131la boyay\u0131rd\u0131. Z\u00fcleyxa yay t\u0259tilind\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259sigil\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259 ilk getdiyi yer k\u0259hrizin yan\u0131 olard\u0131, \u0259trafdak\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131l r\u0259ng onu sehrl\u0259y\u0259rdi. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc sanki d\u0259nizin alt\u0131nda, s\u0259rinlikd\u0259 hiss edirdi.<\/p>\n
Z\u00fcleyxa balaca bibisinin ham\u0131dan \u00e7ox ist\u0259yirdi. Ad\u0131 Naib\u0259 idi, amma ham\u0131 onu Nahib\u0259 dey\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Yeddi il \u0259vv\u0259l \u00f6ld\u00fc bibisi. Onu u\u015faql\u0131qda bibisi saxlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r anas\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nd\u0259, apar\u0131b Nahib\u0259nin yan\u0131na qoyur, ax\u015fam i\u015fd\u0259n qay\u0131danda g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Nahib\u0259 hara gedirdis\u0259, onu da \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131. Ya\u015f\u0131 q\u0131rx\u0131 \u00e7oxdan ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi, amma \u0259r\u0259 getm\u0259mi\u015fdi bibisi. Bibisinin yax\u015f\u0131 x\u00fcsusiyy\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259 el\u0259 bil n\u0259 is\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131. H\u0259rd\u0259n arams\u0131z dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, tez \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. B\u0259z\u0259n o biri bibisinin n\u0259v\u0259l\u0259rini d\u0259c\u0259llik ed\u0259nd\u0259 qap\u0131dan qovur, h\u0259tta arxalar\u0131nca iri da\u015flar at\u0131rd\u0131. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Qumru bibisinin n\u0259v\u0259sinin belind\u0259n n\u0259t\u0259r yumruq qoymu\u015fdusa, u\u015faq g\u00f6mg\u00f6y g\u00f6y\u0259rmi\u015fdi. U\u015fa\u011f\u0131 g\u00fccl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirib bibisini danlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar:<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u0259 d\u0259liliyin\u0259 salm\u0131san, el\u0259 yumruq vurarlar \u0259l boyda u\u015fa\u011fa? Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r bu x\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra bibisinin ba\u015fqa ad\u0131 da X\u0131rs\u0131z oldu.<\/p>\n
Bibisi u\u015faq vaxt\u0131 qorxu ke\u00e7ir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259nmi\u015fdi. On iki ya\u015f\u0131 olanda yay g\u00fcnl\u0259rinin birind\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259td\u0259ki \u00e7ardaqda yatma\u011fa haz\u0131rla\u015fanda, ortanc\u0131l qarda\u015f\u0131 Q\u00fcdr\u0259t ba\u015f\u0131na a\u011f m\u0259l\u0259f\u0259 ke\u00e7irib bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 qorxutmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n
Tirtap yer\u0259 s\u0259ril\u0259n Nahib\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 \u0259t kimi qal\u0131b, bir i\u00e7im su da i\u00e7\u0259 bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi. Atas\u0131 ocaq n\u0259slind\u0259n idi, g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc a\u00e7andan dili duada, \u0259li Quranda olmu\u015fdu.<\/p>\n
H\u0259min g\u00fcnd\u0259n Z\u00fcleyxan\u0131n babas\u0131 g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131 t\u00f6k\u0259-t\u00f6k\u0259 g\u00fcnl\u0259rl\u0259 dualar oxuyur, dizini yer\u0259 qoyub yorulmadan, usanmadan namaz q\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00fcnl\u0259rin birind\u0259 Nahib\u0259 aya\u011fa qalx\u0131r, yeriyir, g\u0259zir, amma dan\u0131\u015fa bilmir. Bir g\u00fcn atas\u0131 onu at\u0131n t\u0259rkin\u0259 al\u0131b o\u011flanlar\u0131na deyir:<\/p>\n
\u2013 Bu q\u0131z\u0131 t\u0259rkim\u0259 k\u0259ndirl\u0259 m\u00f6hk\u0259m sar\u0131y\u0131n. Q\u0131l\u0131nc \u00f6z q\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 k\u0259smir, apar\u0131ram Qubadl\u0131dak\u0131 Mir S\u0259di a\u011fan\u0131n yan\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Bir gec\u0259 Qubadl\u0131da seyidin oca\u011f\u0131nda yat\u0131r Nahib\u0259. Gec\u0259 yuxusunda nurani bir sima ona yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, bir bardaq su verib deyir:<\/p>\n
\u2013 \u0130mam \u018flinin ehsan\u0131na i\u00e7 bunu, bala.<\/p>\n
S\u00fcbh azan\u0131 veril\u0259nd\u0259, Nahib\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259rini a\u00e7\u0131b atas\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131r:<\/p>\n
\u2013 D\u0259d\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259rin su ver.<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131 onu at\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259rkin\u0259 al\u0131b, a\u011flaya-a\u011flaya, dua ed\u0259-ed\u0259 geri k\u0259ndl\u0259rin\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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