{"id":53828,"date":"2025-09-28T18:01:36","date_gmt":"2025-09-28T14:01:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=53828"},"modified":"2025-09-28T18:01:36","modified_gmt":"2025-09-28T14:01:36","slug":"omurd%c9%99n-it%c9%99ni-sozd%c9%99-bitirdim-xan-r%c9%99suloglunun-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=53828","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n it\u0259ni s\u00f6zd\u0259 bitirdim &#8211; Xan R\u0259sulo\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span style=\"color: #0000ff;\"><em><b>Az\u0259rbaycan.media \u015fair, kitab\u00e7\u0131 Xan R\u0259sulo\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/b><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><b>B\u0130LM\u0130R\u018fM<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Dostluq da, sevgi d\u0259 kar\u0131ma g\u0259ldi,<br \/>\nB\u0259xtliy\u0259m, b\u0259xtsiz\u0259m, dey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<br \/>\nAyr\u0131 c\u00fcr ya\u015famaq ke\u00e7ir k\u00f6nl\u00fcmd\u0259n,<br \/>\nYolu ba\u015fqa y\u00f6n\u0259 \u0259y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259li da\u011f \u00e7ay\u0131 t\u0259k ax\u0131ram el\u0259,<br \/>\nAln\u0131ma yaz\u0131lan \u00e7uxurum bel\u0259&#8230;<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u0259 yad kimi bax\u0131ram h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 gey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Ata olmal\u0131yam, \u0259r olmal\u0131yam,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdl\u0259ri da\u015f\u0131yan n\u0259r olmal\u0131yam,<br \/>\n\u0130\u00e7imd\u0259n \u00e7atlay\u0131b q\u0131r\u0131lmal\u0131yam,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 s\u00f6y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fll\u0259rim \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc q\u0131yd\u0131qlar\u0131mdan,<br \/>\nSa\u00e7\u0131ma d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc duyduqlar\u0131mdan.<br \/>\nK\u00f6n\u00fcl s\u00fcfr\u0259sin\u0259 qoyduqlar\u0131mdan<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm birc\u0259 q\u0131r\u0131q yey\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u0259n bir ozanm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nYoxsa \u00f6z yolunu m\u0259n azanm\u0131\u015fam?<br \/>\nN\u0259l\u0259r itirmi\u015f\u0259m, n\u0259 qazanm\u0131\u015fam,<br \/>\nHardayam, nec\u0259y\u0259m saya bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zd\u0259 gil\u0259l\u0259n\u0259n ya\u015f oldum art\u0131q.<br \/>\nSevgisi, nifr\u0259ti \u00e7a\u015f oldum art\u0131q.<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbi \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k idim, da\u015f oldum art\u0131q.<br \/>\nDaha dizl\u0259rim\u0259 d\u00f6y\u0259 bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><b>SONRADAN<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcm alovamsa, s\u00f6z\u00fcm t\u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc?!<br \/>\nX\u0259yal qo\u015fun \u00e7\u0259kib alar \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nArzular qoynunda yonar b\u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nH\u0259yatda y\u00fcz yer\u0259 b\u00f6lg\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Gah u\u015faq oluram, gah m\u00fcdrik qoca,<br \/>\nBu qaynar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131mda yollar\u0131m ha\u00e7a,<br \/>\n\u0130nam\u0131m, \u0259qid\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n u\u00e7a,<br \/>\nZirv\u0259l\u0259r yan\u0131nda k\u00f6lg\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m .<\/p>\n<p>Avaz\u0131m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, Quran deyildir,<br \/>\nQollar\u0131m g\u00fccl\u00fcd\u00fcr, vuran deyildir,<br \/>\nBir u\u00e7uq koman\u0131 quran deyildir,<br \/>\nDostlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u201cb\u0259lk\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130st\u0259yim \u0259b\u0259sdir, c\u0259hdim \u0259b\u0259sdir,<br \/>\nM\u0259ni sevm\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 \u0259hdim \u0259b\u0259sdir.<br \/>\nYoxsa ki, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir quru s\u0259sdir,<br \/>\nQ\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r \u0259lind\u0259 h\u00f6vk\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m?<\/p>\n<p>\u00dcz\u00fcm\u0259 g\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yim uyar,<br \/>\nH\u0259r bir i\u015fart\u0131da yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f duyar.<br \/>\nBu d\u00fcnya ax\u0131rda m\u0259ni mat qoyar,<br \/>\nSonradan ay\u0131l\u0131b silk\u0259l\u0259n\u0259r\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p><b>BU YOLLAR<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Bu yollar qollar\u0131 deyil b\u0259xtimin,<br \/>\nApar\u0131b azd\u0131rar, qay\u0131dammaram.<br \/>\nEl\u0259 ged\u0259r\u0259m ki, q\u0131rar \u0259hdimi,<br \/>\nYar olub kims\u0259ni yar\u0131dammaram.<\/p>\n<p>Uymu\u015fam k\u0259d\u0259rin m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259rkin\u0259,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 san\u0131ram ki, bu d\u0259rdl\u0259 t\u0259k\u0259m.<br \/>\nM\u0259n \u00f6z cin at\u0131m\u0131n minib t\u0259rkin\u0259<br \/>\nYen\u0259mi d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kim?<\/p>\n<p>Yoxsa ki, g\u00f6rm\u0259dim bir \u0259l sayal\u0131,<br \/>\nCan \u00fcz\u0259n yollardan saxlaya m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00f6yl\u0259rd\u0259 s\u00fcz\u00fcr x\u0259yal\u0131m,<br \/>\n\u00c7\u0259kib bu torpa\u011fa ba\u011flaya m\u0259ni.<\/p>\n<p>Bu yollar qollar\u0131 deyil b\u0259xtimin,<br \/>\nQap\u0131l\u0131b i\u00e7im\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259liydim.<br \/>\nYas\u0131n\u0131 saxlay\u0131b it\u0259n vaxt\u0131m\u0131n,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259brim\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u0259liydim.<\/p>\n<p><b>D\u018fY\u0130\u015e\u018fN DEY\u0130LS\u018fN<\/b><\/p>\n<p>N\u0259 s\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n.<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259n deyi\u015f\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n deyi\u015f\u0259n.<br \/>\nBir e\u015fqin ac\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259z oldu,<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n.<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259yi\u015fm\u0259k inad\u0131 can\u0131m\u0131zdad\u0131r.<br \/>\nYa\u015faya bilm\u0259dik biz bir \u00f6mr\u00fc \u015f\u0259n,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 qulp qoymaq qan\u0131m\u0131zdad\u0131r.<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259n deyi\u015f\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n deyi\u015f\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki s\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz t\u00fck\u0259nib bizim.<br \/>\n\u018fn \u00fclvi, ilahi duy\u011fular\u0131m\u0131z<br \/>\nYoxsa, bo\u015f q\u00fcrura s\u00f6yk\u0259nib bizim?<br \/>\nN\u0259 s\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259ns\u0259n, n\u0259 m\u0259n d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ayr\u0131ld\u0131q, n\u0259 yaman g\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck?<br \/>\nBunu ist\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259, ist\u0259m\u0259s\u0259k d\u0259,<br \/>\nSanki ayr\u0131-ayr\u0131 dinl\u0259r\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck.<\/p>\n<p><b>S\u018fN\u0130 XATIRLADIR<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015fey S\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131r,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey S\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<br \/>\nYa\u011f\u0131\u015f ya\u011fsa, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0131xsa,<br \/>\nK\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259ss\u0259, \u00e7ov\u011fun olsa,<br \/>\nGec\u0259 olsa, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz olsa, yaln\u0131z S\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 S\u0259nd\u0259n dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r.<br \/>\nO q\u0259d\u0259r inc\u0259s\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yimc\u0259s\u0259n,<br \/>\nEl\u0259 x\u0259yal\u0131nd\u0131r ya\u015fadan m\u0259ni.<br \/>\nHardasa, hayandasa,<br \/>\nVarsan, ya\u015farsan dey\u0259,<br \/>\nBax bu ovqatacan da\u015f\u0131d\u0131n m\u0259ni&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Dem\u0259, aram\u0131zda bir il, min il var&#8230;<br \/>\nVar\u0131qsa, S\u0259n d\u0259 say, ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131n M\u0259ni!<br \/>\nX\u0259yal\u0259n s\u0259n m\u0259ni xat\u0131rlad\u0131nsa,<br \/>\nDem\u0259k ki, o anda ya\u015fad\u0131n M\u0259ni..<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n is\u0259 h\u0259r zaman ya\u015faram S\u0259ni&#8230;<br \/>\nS\u0259ni anmayanda da, bil ki, h\u0259r an\u0131mdasan.<br \/>\nN\u0259f\u0259s d\u0259rib, ya\u015farsan,<br \/>\nBil ki, yar, amandasan.<br \/>\nM\u0259n S\u0259nin yan\u0131ndayam,<br \/>\nS\u0259n M\u0259nim yan\u0131mdasan.<\/p>\n<p>Dem\u0259 unutmu\u015fam, x\u0259yallar\u0131mda,<br \/>\nS\u0259ni g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259 yat\u0131zd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fam.<br \/>\n\u015eah\u0131m, sultan\u0131msan, g\u00f6z\u0259lim, S\u0259ni<br \/>\n\u018fn ali taxt\u0131nda otuzdurmu\u015fam.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ma \u015f\u00f6vq\u00fcn s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259r,<br \/>\nHaqqdan ax\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259n nursan el\u0259 bil&#8230;<br \/>\nMilyardlar i\u00e7ind\u0259 M\u0259n\u0259m S\u0259n dey\u0259n.<br \/>\nAmma ay\u0131lm\u0131rsan&#8230;<br \/>\nKorsan el\u0259 bil&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00d6Z\u00dcN D\u018f B\u0130LM\u018fD\u018fN<\/b><\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n olarsan, h\u0259r \u00fcn\u0259 gedib<br \/>\nYerind\u0259n olarsan, d\u0259rin\u0259 gedib.<br \/>\n\u0130stid\u0259n olarsan,s\u0259rin\u0259 gedib,<br \/>\nSoyu\u011fa can at\u0131b, x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259n h\u0259l\u0259 olmadan qurulub t\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131na oyunlar g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k h\u0259l\u0259.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyi apayd\u0131n g\u00f6rs\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn \u00f6z i\u00e7ind\u0259n t\u00fcst\u00fcl\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015farsan evind\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259l\u0259r kimi,<br \/>\nIt\u0259rs\u0259n arada ilm\u0259l\u0259r kimi.<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilm\u0259d\u0259n n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r kimi,<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259 s\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 b\u0259st\u0259l\u0259n\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><b>BA\u015e \u2013AYAQ D\u00dcNYA<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Yalanlar \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 qurulan d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nB\u0259hr\u0259siz g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 sovrulan d\u00fcnya.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 qor olan d\u00fcnya,<br \/>\nTa kimin ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 qan eyl\u0259mis\u0259n?<\/p>\n<p>Sev\u0259nin ba\u015f\u0131ndan a\u015farsa d\u0259rdi<br \/>\nSevgiy\u0259 s\u0259dd qoyan o \u015f\u0259r, b\u0259\u015f\u0259rdi.<br \/>\n\u00d6t\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rimiz g\u00fclm\u0259c\u0259l\u0259rdi,<br \/>\nDa\u015f\u0131 kirkir\u0259nd\u0259 mum eyl\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>Bax\u0131b, bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 izl\u0259y\u0259mm\u0259s\u0259m,<br \/>\nDurub, vaxt\u0131nacan g\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259mm\u0259s\u0259m,<br \/>\nNeyl\u0259y\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m, s\u00f6z dey\u0259mm\u0259s\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 q\u0131n eyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Dem\u0259k ist\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, \u00e7al\u0131b dilimd\u0259n.<br \/>\nM\u0259rdliy\u0259 yollar\u0131 sal\u0131b, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fc al\u0131b \u0259limd\u0259n,<br \/>\nX\u0259yalda gec\u0259mi dan eyl\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Sirr san\u0131b n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r sor\u011fu saxlayaq?<br \/>\nYa\u015fayaq n\u0259 sayaq, \u00f6l\u0259k n\u0259 sayaq?<br \/>\nA d\u00fcnya, h\u0259r i\u015fin olub ba\u015f \u2013 ayaq,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcn d\u0259 bilmirs\u0259n, s\u0259n neyl\u0259mis\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><b>QANANLAR AYILACAQ<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc anlamaq,<br \/>\nHayana yozuncad\u0131.<br \/>\nN\u0259s\u0259 bi\u015firm\u0259lis\u0259n \u2013<br \/>\nBa\u015f da bir qazan\u00e7ad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r k\u0259sin qanaca\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nQaynay\u0131b q\u0131z\u0131ncad\u0131.<br \/>\nQanmaz\u0131n qanmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nQanan\u0131n qazanc\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Qananlar ay\u0131lacaq,<br \/>\nQanmazlar bay\u0131lacaq.<br \/>\nQanmaz\u0131 qand\u0131ran\u0131n,<br \/>\nD\u0259risi soyulacaq.<\/p>\n<p><b>GED\u018fRS\u018fN<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Kims\u0259y\u0259 g\u0259r\u0259km\u0259z fikirl\u0259rinl\u0259<br \/>\nKimins\u0259 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u0259 yatas\u0131 olsan,<br \/>\nS\u00f6zl\u0259rin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259 s\u0259kil\u0259riyl\u0259,<br \/>\nH\u00f6rm\u0259t\u0259, \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7atas\u0131 olsan,<\/p>\n<p>\u015ea\u015f\u0131r\u0131b, \u015f\u0259nl\u0259nib, \u015faqqanaq \u00e7\u0259kib,<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259y\u0259s\u0259n g\u00fcl\u00fcnc d\u00fcnyaya?<br \/>\nKam\u0131nca tam\u0131n\u0131 duyammad\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\nIlahi nem\u0259tl\u0259r olan d\u00fcnyada,<\/p>\n<p>Q\u0131rx ili ya\u015fay\u0131b oyanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131nda duman d\u00fcnyada,<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6t\u0259ris\u0259, h\u0259r \u015fey h\u0259d\u0259rs\u0259,<br \/>\nS\u0259n d\u0259 \u015fim\u015f\u0259k kimi \u00e7ax\u0131b ged\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p><b>BU T\u018fRS \u0130NADIM<\/b><\/p>\n<p>G\u0259l, m\u0259nim qan\u0131m\u0131 qaraltma, qa\u011fa,<br \/>\nQada\u011fa g\u00f6rm\u0259dim qan\u0131mdan baha.<br \/>\n\u018fg\u0259r \u201cQan\u201d-dem\u0259s\u0259m, bir g\u0259lin kimi,<br \/>\nQ\u0259m m\u0259ni k\u0259m g\u00f6r\u00fcb g\u0259lm\u0259z yata\u011fa.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0259ydi bu d\u00fcnyadan muraz\u0131m, Allah,<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 ist\u0259yimi g\u00f6zd\u0259n itirdim?<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm \u00f6z \u0259limd\u0259 aciz\u0259m h\u0259l\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcrd\u0259n it\u0259ni s\u00f6zd\u0259 bitirdim.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, sehrini, sirrini a\u00e7, de,<br \/>\nQ\u0131rx\u0131nc\u0131 ota\u011f\u0131n a\u00e7ar\u0131 s\u00f6zd\u00fc.<br \/>\n\u201c\u015eairlik\u201d-deyirl\u0259r \u015fahl\u0131q qu\u015fudur,<br \/>\nB\u0259s bel\u0259 taled\u0259n s\u0259n niy\u0259 bezdin?<\/p>\n<p>\u201cD\u00f6z\u201d-deyib, qan\u0131m\u0131 qaraltma, qa\u011fa,<br \/>\nBar\u0131\u015f\u0131q ad\u0131yla bada gedirik.<br \/>\nDost-do\u011fma qarda\u015f da yad olur biz\u0259,<br \/>\n\u00d6zg\u0259nin xeyrin\u0259 ada yetirik.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259liy\u0259m, d\u0259rdl\u0259rim \u0259limd\u0259 da\u015fd\u0131,<br \/>\nDindirs\u0259n, t\u0259p\u0259n\u0259 d\u00f6\u015f\u00fcy\u0259siy\u0259m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc d\u00fcnyaya k\u0259d\u0259rim a\u00e7d\u0131,<br \/>\nBu q\u0259mi q\u0259br\u0259c\u0259n da\u015f\u0131yas\u0131yam.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259li duy\u011fular\u0131m il\u011f\u0131m\u0131yd\u0131m\u0131,<br \/>\nA\u011fl\u0131m\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mdan n\u0259l\u0259r apard\u0131?<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fcl\u0259n \u00fcmidim yor\u011funuydumu,<br \/>\n\u00d6z s\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 durdu, qabard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0259rd odur d\u0259rdimi d\u0259rd sayan\u0131m yox,<br \/>\nD\u0259rdimi duymasa d\u00fcnya durulmaz.<br \/>\nN\u0259 d\u0259rddi yolunda can q\u0131yan\u0131 yox,<br \/>\nBa\u015fqa c\u00fcr ba\u015f\u0131ma d\u00fcnya dar olmaz.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn, sehrimin sirri n\u0259dir ki,<br \/>\nSalamat ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 gorum g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z.<br \/>\nHe\u00e7 k\u0259s bu d\u00fcnyan\u0131 d\u00fcz\u0259ld\u0259mm\u0259di,<br \/>\nBu t\u0259rs inad\u0131msa g\u00f6r\u00fcb-g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259z.<\/p>\n<p><b>AZADLIQ ARZULARIM<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcm axan \u00e7ayd\u0131sa,<br \/>\nDuy\u011fular\u0131m bulaqd\u0131r.<br \/>\nX\u0259yallar\u0131m g\u00fcl ba\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\n\u018fm\u0259ll\u0259rim alaqd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Can\u0131m\u0131, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\nS\u00f6zl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m, amma,<br \/>\nYen\u0259 d\u0259 al\u0131nmad\u0131<br \/>\nO musiqi, o qamma.<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi sevinci bel\u0259<br \/>\nQ\u0259lbim\u0259 b\u0259s etm\u0259di.<br \/>\nHa \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, ha yand\u0131m,<br \/>\nTanr\u0131ya s\u0259s yetm\u0259di.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc gil\u0259-gil\u0259<br \/>\nH\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 paylad\u0131m.<br \/>\nAmma, yen\u0259 Tanr\u0131dan,<br \/>\nK\u00f6m\u0259k umdum, haylad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f\u0131l Tanr\u0131 nuruymu\u015f,<br \/>\nM\u0259ns\u0259, onu dan\u0131rd\u0131m,<br \/>\nEhtiraslar, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259r<br \/>\nZ\u00fclm\u0259tin\u0259 cumurdum.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00f6z\u00fc yox,<br \/>\nOnun nuru g\u0259r\u0259kmi\u015f.<br \/>\nA\u011fac\u0131n da, ba\u011f\u0131n da<br \/>\nT\u0259kc\u0259 bar\u0131 g\u0259r\u0259kmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sev\u0259nl\u0259r<br \/>\nDamlada d\u0259niz duyur.<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u0259llik ist\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 bax\u0131\u015fdan uyur.<\/p>\n<p>Azadl\u0131q arzular\u0131m,<br \/>\nAzd\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 na\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nC\u0259nn\u0259t, c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fc<br \/>\nX\u0259yal\u0131mdan y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n<p><b>AS\u0130Y\u018fM<\/b><\/p>\n<p>S\u0259sim\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m,<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m.<br \/>\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcm \u00fcz\u00fcr m\u0259ni,<br \/>\nG\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>Sizin olsun mal, davar,<br \/>\nSizin olsun h\u0259r n\u0259 var,<br \/>\nSizd\u0259 \u015feytan s\u0259bri var,<br \/>\nD\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r n\u0259 sevdim, he\u00e7 oldu,<br \/>\nT\u0259l\u0259sdiyim gec oldu.<br \/>\nYollardaca gic oldum,<br \/>\n\u0130zim\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Allahdan ah dil\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nMin bir g\u00fcnah dil\u0259r\u0259m,<br \/>\nBirc\u0259 onu bilir\u0259m,<br \/>\n\u00d6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m.<\/p>\n<p>V\u0259kil oldum b\u0259y\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nN\u0259\u00e7iy\u0259m, n\u0259 dey\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nQ\u0131rx d\u00f6rd\u00fcmd\u0259 n\u0259y\u0259m ki,<br \/>\nY\u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259 asiy\u0259m&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><b>T\u018fHK\u0130M\u00c7\u0130L\u0130KD\u0130<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Ya gora ged\u0259r\u0259m, ya c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m\u0259 \u2013<br \/>\nAyr\u0131 n\u0259 verdi ki, bu cahan m\u0259n\u0259?<br \/>\nVaxt\u0131n yeri\u015fidir, ruhun ritmidir,<br \/>\nH\u0259r an ba\u015f vurdu\u011fum h\u0259yacan m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc, h\u0259r an\u0131 qoca d\u00fcnyan\u0131n,<br \/>\ntar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259r \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rimd\u0259.<br \/>\n\u0130r\u0259li getmir\u0259m, geri gedir\u0259m<br \/>\nBu \u00e7\u0259k-\u00e7evrimd\u0259, hesablar\u0131mda.<\/p>\n<p>Ya\u015famaq deyil ki, t\u0259hkim\u00e7ilikdi!<br \/>\nQ\u0259l\u0259m silah deyil &#8211; \u0259ld\u0259 \u00e7\u0259likdi.<br \/>\nBu qar\u0131 d\u00fcnya da anam\u0131z deyil&#8230;<br \/>\nYa\u015fay\u0131b \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fck yetim\u00e7ilikd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p><b>\u00d6LM\u018fM\u0130\u015eD\u018fN \u00d6NC\u018f \u00d6L<\/b><\/p>\n<p>F\u0259rhad Metey\u0259<\/p>\n<p>S\u0259ninc\u00fcn d\u0259 olacaq<br \/>\nBel\u0259 bir g\u00fcn \u2013 yatm\u0131san?<br \/>\nSona n\u0259 qal\u0131b ki, bax,<br \/>\n\u018flliy\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7atm\u0131san.<\/p>\n<p>\u018fn adic\u0259 bir i\u015fd\u0259n,<br \/>\nYox olub \u0259riy\u0259rs\u0259n.<br \/>\n\u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n \u015fim\u015f\u0259k ol,<br \/>\n\u00c7axarsan, kiriy\u0259rs\u0259n.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0259n\u0259m\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259n \u00e7oxunu,<br \/>\nVurub, y\u0131x\u0131b birc\u0259 yel.<br \/>\nBacara bils\u0259n \u0259g\u0259r,<br \/>\n\u00d6lm\u0259mi\u015fd\u0259n \u00f6nc\u0259 \u00f6l.<\/p>\n<p><b>QORXMURAM<\/b><\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n Allahdan qorxmuram.<br \/>\nNiy\u0259 d\u0259 qorxum ax\u0131?<br \/>\n\u018fvv\u0259li xo\u015f yarad\u0131b,<br \/>\nXo\u015fdu \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bel\u0259,<br \/>\nxo\u015fdu m\u0259nim\u00e7\u00fcn ax\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcb<br \/>\nH\u0259r zaman \u015f\u00fckr etmi\u015f\u0259m.<br \/>\n\u0130lahid\u0259n yaranan<br \/>\n\u00f6z ilahi ruhumla,<br \/>\nh\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131,d\u00fcnyan\u0131,<br \/>\ntanr\u0131n\u0131 zikr etmi\u015f\u0259m&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00f6l-\u00e7\u0259m\u0259ni, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259yi,<br \/>\nh\u0259qiq\u0259tin ger\u00e7\u0259yi&#8230;<br \/>\nG\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131b n\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m,<br \/>\nk\u00fcsd\u00fcrm\u0259yib birc\u0259yi&#8230;<br \/>\nAllahdan qorxmama\u011f\u0131m,<br \/>\ndem\u0259 ki, m\u0259r\u0259zimdir,<br \/>\n\u0130nsaf, vicdan, \u0259dal\u0259t<br \/>\n&#8211; dinimdir, t\u0259r\u0259zimdir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6z\u00fcm\u00fc tan\u0131yandan<br \/>\nt\u0259r\u0259zini \u0259ym\u0259dim.<br \/>\nRuhuma nam\u0259rdliyi,<br \/>\n\u0259skikliyi geym\u0259dim.<br \/>\nBil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n m\u0259n haqs\u0131z<br \/>\nolsam, haqq\u0131m halald\u0131r&#8230;<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n, bilm\u0259d\u0259n<br \/>\ng\u00fcnah ets\u0259m, bax onda,<br \/>\nxahi\u015fim var, \u015feytana,<br \/>\ns\u00f6yl\u0259sin ki: \u201cK\u0259nar dur!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>M\u0259n pis ya\u015fay\u0131ramsa,<br \/>\nburda onluq n\u0259 var ki&#8230;.<br \/>\n\u00d6z g\u00fcn\u00fcm-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131m,<br \/>\na\u011fl\u0131m-qan\u0131mdan ax\u0131b&#8230;<br \/>\nSultan\u0131, krallar\u0131<br \/>\nbax o zaman qanar ki,<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr \u00e7ayd\u0131r, o \u00e7aydan,<br \/>\nke\u00e7\u0259r, yan\u0131mdan ax\u0131b.<\/p>\n<p>H\u0259r k\u0259s e\u015fit yarand\u0131,<br \/>\n\u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcyl\u0259 krald\u0131.<br \/>\nKims\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259z,<br \/>\nbu \u0259b\u0259di kurald\u0131.<br \/>\nXo\u015f ovqatda, d\u00fcnya da,<br \/>\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm g\u00fcl\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259,<br \/>\nArad\u0131\u011f\u0131m h\u0259r \u015feyi,<br \/>\nsonda buldum \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259.<\/p>\n<p>\u015e\u00f6hr\u0259t, s\u0259rv\u0259t, g\u00f6z\u0259llik<br \/>\n&#8211; boyal\u0131 b\u0259rb\u0259z\u0259kmi\u015f.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z axar\u0131nda,<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z vam\u0131ndad\u0131.<br \/>\nH\u0259r \u015feyin \u00f6z vaxt\u0131 var,<br \/>\nh\u0259r \u015fey \u00f6z an\u0131ndad\u0131r.<br \/>\nAnlamay\u0131b, qanmay\u0131b<br \/>\nkim d\u00fcnyayla \u0259yi\u015fdi,<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 ki s\u0259y i\u015fdi,<br \/>\nsonra \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259yi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n<p>D\u00fcnyan\u0131n hikm\u0259ti var,<br \/>\nmilyon ildi dovr ed\u0259r.<br \/>\nM\u0259nim kimi ham\u0131 da,<br \/>\nd\u00f6vran s\u00fcr\u0259r, yol ged\u0259r.<br \/>\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 m\u0259nim t\u0259k<br \/>\nhirs-hikk\u0259li adamlar,<br \/>\nHaqq ad\u0131na yarad\u0131b<br \/>\nm\u00fcharib\u0259, edamlar?!<\/p>\n<p>Olunca aman\u0131nda<br \/>\nAllah\u0131n-s\u0259br evind\u0259,<br \/>\nRahatca uyuyarsan<br 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