{"id":53716,"date":"2025-09-27T20:48:57","date_gmt":"2025-09-27T16:48:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=53716"},"modified":"2025-09-28T02:58:10","modified_gmt":"2025-09-27T22:58:10","slug":"dunya-il%c9%99-hec-hec%c9%99y%c9%99m-sabir-yusifoglunun-seirl%c9%99ri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=53716","title":{"rendered":"D\u00fcnya il\u0259 he\u00e7-he\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m – Sabir Yusifo\u011flunun \u015feirl\u0259ri"},"content":{"rendered":"
Az\u0259rbaycan.media tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u015fair Sabir Yusifo\u011flunun yeni \u015feirl\u0259rini t\u0259qdim edir:<\/span>
\n<\/b><\/div>\n

…Ad g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259
\n<\/b>
\nD\u00fcnyaya g\u0259ldiyin g\u00fcnd\u00fc,
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n ki sonu deyil.
\nLap el\u0259 bil ayr\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fc,
\nhe\u00e7 ay\u0131n da onu deyil.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 Ad\u0259m ya\u015f\u0131d\u0131n olub,
\nn\u0259 d\u0259 ki H\u0259vva g\u00f6zalt\u0131n.
\nX\u0259yallar aldad\u0131b s\u0259ni,
\nna\u011f\u0131llarda qa\u00e7\u0131b at\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Niy\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdin bilm\u0259din,
\nbilmirs\u0259n n\u0259yn\u0259n gedirs\u0259n.
\nG\u00f6yd\u0259 Allah\u0131n var dey\u0259,
\n\u00f6ls\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6yn\u0259n gedirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Bu ya\u015fda n\u0259yn\u0259n qazand\u0131n
\nbu a\u011fl\u0131qda sa\u00e7-saqqal\u0131?
\nAy evin qarag\u00fcnl\u00fcs\u00fc,
\nay d\u0259rdl\u0259rin a\u011fsaqqal\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 be\u015fulduz otelin var,
\nn\u0259 banklarda \u0259man\u0259tin.
\nV\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc
\nn\u0259 \u015fah bildi, n\u0259 mill\u0259tin…<\/p>\n

Qara zolaq
\n<\/b>
\nDualar\u0131m yan ke\u00e7ir,
\nm\u0259ni h\u0259r qar\u011f\u0131\u015f tutur.
\nH\u0259r dediyim ba\u015f tutmur,
\nh\u0259r at\u0131lan da\u015f tutur.<\/p>\n

H\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259y\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m,
\ntilov atsam bo\u015f g\u0259lir.
\nHarda axmaq d\u0259rd varsa,
\nqa\u00e7\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 tu\u015f g\u0259lir.<\/p>\n

Yollar h\u00f6r\u00fcm\u00e7\u0259k toru –
\nili\u015fib ayaqlar\u0131m.
\nArzular g\u00f6yn\u0259n gedir,
\n\u00fcmidl\u0259r ayaqyal\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 gets\u0259m,
\nyel tutur, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tutur.
\nDualar\u0131m yan ke\u00e7ir,
\nm\u0259ni h\u0259r qar\u011f\u0131\u015f tutur.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131<\/b><\/p>\n

Y\u0131rt\u0131b g\u00f6y\u00fcn yaxas\u0131n\u0131,
\n\u00f6z\u00fcn yer\u0259 atd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.
\nD\u00f6y\u0259cl\u0259yib p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259mi,
\nyuxudan oyatd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Eni\u015fl\u0259ri, yoxu\u015flar\u0131,
\ndualar\u0131, qar\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131,
\naln\u0131mdak\u0131 q\u0131r\u0131\u015flar\u0131
\nbir-birin\u0259 qatd\u0131 ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Dizimin a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 kimi,
\ncavan ged\u0259n qarda\u015f\u0131ma
\nq\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n a\u011f\u0131s\u0131 kimi
\ntutdu m\u0259ni, tutdu ya\u011f\u0131\u015f…<\/p>\n

Anam, dizl\u0259rim b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr
\n<\/b>
\nSin\u0259m, k\u00fcr\u0259yim da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r
\n\u015eah \u0130smay\u0131l q\u0131l\u0131nc \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n
\n\u00d6lk\u0259nin s\u0259rh\u0259di kimi.<\/p>\n

Anam, dizl\u0259rim b\u00fck\u00fcl\u00fcr
\nXocal\u0131dan \u0259sir d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n
\nO g\u0259linin q\u0259ddi kimi.<\/p>\n

Kitaba, d\u0259rsliy\u0259 sal\u0131n
\nM\u0259nim d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdiyim d\u0259rdi
\nSonsuzlu\u011fun h\u0259ddi kimi…<\/p>\n

K\u00f6hn\u0259lm\u0259dim, vaxt\u0131m n\u0259 tez \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ki<\/b><\/p>\n

He\u00e7 dar\u0131xma,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m, –
\nAdil\u0259\u015fim, unudulum…
\nV\u0259 sonra.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yind\u0259 soru\u015fursan, bilir\u0259m:
\n“Dey\u0259k – getdin, tutaq – qald\u0131n,
\nb\u0259 sonra?!”
\nM\u0259n n\u0259 bilim o sonran\u0131 kim bilir? –
\nSonras\u0131n\u0131 Allah bilir, cin bilir,
\n\u0130nanm\u0131ram hans\u0131 kitab, din bilir, –
\nN\u0259 tutubsan “b\u0259 sonra?”dan, n\u0259 sonra?!
\nTanr\u0131 d\u00f6n\u00fcb biz t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 baxd\u0131 ki,
\nK\u00f6hn\u0259lm\u0259dim, vaxt\u0131m n\u0259 tez \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 ki?!
\nO d\u00fcnyada g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f yeri yoxdu ki,-
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259rik…
\nH\u0259, sonra.<\/p>\n

Ya\u011f\u0131\u015f<\/b><\/p>\n

Daha sevdiyim kimi
\nsev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m s\u0259ni.
\nKim z\u0259ng vurub \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b
\nev\u0259, bilmir\u0259m, s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259rin aras\u0131ndan
\nk\u00f6rp\u00fcl\u0259ri apard\u0131n.
\nX\u0259yallarda do\u011fulan
\nk\u00f6rp\u0259l\u0259ri apard\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Solub bitmi\u015f \u00f6m\u00fcrd\u0259n
\nhe\u00e7 n\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259rm\u0259z daha.
\nD\u00fcnya m\u0259n\u0259 ox\u015far\u0131n
\n\u0259kib-bec\u0259rm\u0259z daha.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 olmasa g\u00fcnd\u00fcz ya\u011f,
\nya\u011f\u0131rsan, gec\u0259 ya\u011fma.
\nNeynirs\u0259n el\u0259, neyn\u0259k,
\nq\u0259lbim\u0259 birc\u0259 ya\u011fma.<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m s\u0259ni,
\nsev\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f.
\nNiy\u0259sini soru\u015fma,
\nbilmir\u0259m…
\nS\u0259n d\u0259 bar\u0131\u015f!..<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 o k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr<\/b><\/p>\n

He\u00e7 n\u0259 yazmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\nguya yazsam n\u0259 olacaq?!
\n“Qaraba\u011f”\u0131 a\u011f \u0259sgiy\u0259
\ng\u00f6yn\u0259n yazsam n\u0259 olacaq?!<\/p>\n

N\u0259yn\u0259n silim bu yaz\u0131n\u0131,
\naln\u0131mda m\u0259nn\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259k.
\nOn ya\u015fl\u0131 a\u011f-qara \u015f\u0259klim,
\na\u011fl\u0131m da m\u0259nn\u0259n ged\u0259c\u0259k.<\/p>\n

Ya\u015fama\u011f\u0131n dad\u0131 qa\u00e7\u0131b,
\nhe\u00e7 \u00f6lm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nB\u00f6y\u00fck olmaq Tanr\u0131l\u0131qd\u0131,
\nki\u00e7ilm\u0259k d\u0259 ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 d\u0259 o k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00f6m\u00fcr, –
\ns\u0259h\u0259r evd\u0259n, ax\u015fam ev\u0259.
\n\u00d6m\u00fcr boyu yol gedirik, –
\nox\u015far evd\u0259n ox\u015far ev\u0259!.<\/p>\n

\u00d6lm\u0259dim<\/b><\/p>\n

Yen\u0259 b\u0259xtin g\u0259tirm\u0259di,
\nqar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n tutmad\u0131 m\u0259ni.
\nAllah da ki\u015fi adamd\u0131,
\nyen\u0259 e\u015fitm\u0259di s\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

Lap bel\u0259 “xortlay\u0131b d\u00f6nd\u00fcm”,
\nqar\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n g\u00f6nd\u0259r\u0259n yerd\u0259n.
\nDedim \u00fcr\u0259yin yum\u015falar,
\nm\u0259ni a\u011flayarsan bird\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Qorxma, \u018fzrail qoruyur, –
\nd\u0259ym\u0259di, diri qay\u0131td\u0131m.
\nT\u0259z\u0259 qar\u011f\u0131\u015flar\u0131n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn
\ndar\u0131x\u0131b geri qay\u0131td\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Salamat d\u00f6nd\u00fcm \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259,
\nazar-bezar, filan olmaz.
\nAllah haqq\u0131, bu can\u0131 da
\ns\u0259nd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131 alan olmaz…<\/p>\n

S\u0259n d\u0259 bir g\u00fcn qo\u015fularsan
\n\u0259rsizl\u0259rin s\u0131ras\u0131na.
\nToya, yasa yollanarsan,
\n\u00fcrk\u0259-\u00fcrk\u0259, s\u0131na-s\u0131na.<\/p>\n

Bir qara bantl\u0131 \u015f\u0259kil d\u0259
\naram\u0131zda s\u0259rh\u0259d olsun.
\nDilin-sa\u00e7\u0131n vay-\u015fiv\u0259nd\u0259,
\nXatir\u0259nd\u0259 bir “r\u0259dd olsun!”…<\/p>\n

M\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb<\/b><\/p>\n

\u00c7ox ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\ncavan \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m.
\nM\u0259n sev\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259bd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb –
\ncavan olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Cavan olmaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\no da\u011f yoxdu, d\u0259r\u0259 yoxdu.
\nO d\u0259r\u0259nin g\u0259ndala\u015f\u0131 bi\u00e7ilib,
\nk\u00f6lg\u0259sind\u0259 m\u0259r\u0259 yoxdu.<\/p>\n

K\u0259p\u0259n\u0259kd\u0259n g\u00fcn dil\u0259nib,
\nqar\u0131\u015fqadan d\u0259n dil\u0259nib,
\nq\u0131r\u0131\u015f-q\u0131r\u0131\u015f k\u00fcnd\u0259l\u0259nib,
\n\u00e7ox ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox ya\u015famaq ist\u0259mir\u0259m,
\n\u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r yatan torpaqda.
\nCavan \u00f6lm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m
\nh\u0259r da\u015f\u0131 V\u0259t\u0259n Torpaqda.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z yolumda candan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n
\nc\u0131\u011f\u0131ram<\/b><\/p>\n

S\u0259n bilm\u0259zs\u0259n nec\u0259 olur bu a\u011fr\u0131,
\nqadan al\u0131m, nec\u0259sini he\u00e7 bilm\u0259.
\nS\u0259n bilm\u0259zs\u0259n n\u0259yn\u0259n ke\u00e7ir qara g\u00fcn,
\ni\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan, ulduzundan ke\u00e7, bilm\u0259.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 \u00e7oxal\u0131b burda a\u011fz\u0131 k\u00f6nd\u0259l\u0259r,
\nk\u00fct\u0259 gedir yen\u0259-yen\u0259 k\u00fcnd\u0259l\u0259r.
\nDemi\u015fdim d\u0259, he\u00e7 dar\u0131xma, g\u00fcn g\u0259l\u0259r,
\nha vaxt g\u0259ls\u0259 vaxt\u0131ndad\u0131, gec bilm\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u00d6z yolumda candan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n c\u0131\u011f\u0131ram,
\nh\u0259r gec\u0259md\u0259n a\u00e7\u0131q g\u00f6zn\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.
\nNec\u0259 deyim?!
\nN\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259l\u0259m, ax\u0131ram, –
\ns\u0259n d\u0259 m\u0259ni divar bilm\u0259, k\u00fcnc bilm\u0259…<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya il\u0259 he\u00e7-he\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m
\n<\/b>
\nM\u0259ni yax\u0131nlar \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcr,
\nq\u0131ra\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdu.
\nBiri d\u0259 s\u0259ns\u0259n, ay zal\u0131m
\nyara\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdu.<\/p>\n

He\u00e7 bilirs\u0259nmi nec\u0259y\u0259m?-
\nD\u00fcnya il\u0259 he\u00e7-he\u00e7\u0259y\u0259m.
\nOvcu g\u00fcn\u0259\u015fli gec\u0259y\u0259m,-
\n\u00e7\u0131ra\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdu.<\/p>\n

Bu qara g\u00fcnl\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fa
\nb\u00fck\u00fcb ver\u0259rl\u0259r torpa\u011fa.
\n\u00d6l\u00fcd\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r tutma\u011fa,
\nsora\u011fa ehtiyac yoxdu.<\/p>\n

***
\n\u018fsir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f bu g\u0259linin
\nD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n \u0259sg\u0259rind\u0259n qalan
\nalt\u0131ayl\u0131q balas\u0131n\u0131
\nhans\u0131 kitab\u0131na salaq,
\nhans\u0131 g\u00fcnah\u0131na yazaq,
\nhans\u0131 k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 gizl\u0259d\u0259k?!<\/p>\n

O u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00f6z anan, bac\u0131n bil\u0259rs\u0259n.
\nO u\u015fa\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259
\nbaxma,
\nutan\u0131b \u00f6l\u0259rs\u0259n-
\nYer \u00fcz\u00fc Allahs\u0131z qalar!..<\/p>\n

***
\nN\u0259 bir arzum, n\u0259 \u00fcmidim,
\nn\u0259 \u015firin x\u0259yal qurma\u011f\u0131m,
\nn\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259
\nAc\u0131-ac\u0131 g\u00fclm\u0259yim var.
\nOnu bilir\u0259m ki, gedib,
\nS\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259yim var.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fcn sabah\u0131na
\ngec\u0259sin yeyib \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.
\nYa\u015fam\u0131ram ki, sevdiyim,
\ncan\u0131mdan heyif \u00e7\u0131x\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sim yetm\u0259y\u0259n yerl\u0259ri
\nsevdim o da\u011flara g\u00f6r\u0259.
\nBuludlar\u0131n qanad\u0131ndan,
\ninam\u0131mdan, inad\u0131mdan
\nendim u\u015fa\u011flara g\u00f6r\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ocaq-ocaq s\u00f6n\u0259n \u00fcmid,
\nyurd-yurd da\u011f\u0131lan \u00f6lk\u0259y\u0259m.
\nAnalar bizi do\u011fubmu\u015f
\nancaq bax\u0131b, ah \u00e7\u0259km\u0259y\u0259!..<\/p>\n

***
\n\u0130lahi, neyl\u0259yim vaxts\u0131z, v\u0259d\u0259siz
\nYolumun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xan lal\u0259ni.
\nQopar\u0131b d\u0259rm\u0259y\u0259 \u0259lim d\u0259 g\u0259lmir,
\nBu xan\u0131m lal\u0259ni, bu xan lal\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fc ona ba\u011flay\u0131m,
\nSa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 tutub a\u011flay\u0131m.
\nAllah, bir yer g\u00f6st\u0259r orda saxlay\u0131m
\nM\u0259n\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n yax\u0131n lal\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

B\u0259xtim\u0259 g\u00fcn do\u011fub, g\u00fcn\u00fcmd\u0259 yand\u0131r,
\nOnsuz ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fc, g\u00fcn\u00fc dayand\u0131r.
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rmaq ist\u0259s\u0259n S\u0259n m\u0259ni s\u0131nd\u0131r,
\nS\u0131nd\u0131rma arxamca baxan lal\u0259ni.<\/p>\n

***
\nDeyirs\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim yoxdu,
\nb\u0259 burda g\u00f6yn\u00fcy\u0259n n\u0259di?
\nAdam kimi ya\u015fama\u011fa,
\n\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259 qoymayan n\u0259di?<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimin tutdu\u011fu s\u0259n,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yim tutub h\u0259b g\u0259tir.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin d\u0259risini
\nsoyma\u011fa g\u0259l,
\nH\u0259l\u0259b g\u0259tir.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yin yoxdu deyirs\u0259n,
\nb\u0259 bu saralan yarpa\u011f\u0131,
\nox\u015fay\u0131b a\u011fr\u0131yan kimdi?
\nYol q\u0131ra\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 da\u015fa
\nboylan\u0131b a\u011flayan kimdi?!<\/p>\n

\u00d6mr\u00fcm- \u00fcr\u0259yimin \u015f\u0259kli,
\nsevgi- tu\u015flanan bir oxmu\u015f.
\nDeyirs\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim yoxdu…
\nDey\u0259s\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yim yoxmu\u015f!..<\/p>\n

***
\nH\u0259r \u015fey var, xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik yoxdu,
\nya\u011fmayan qar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.
\n\u00dcmid yolu da\u015fdan ke\u00e7\u0259n
\nilan\u0131n dar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

O \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n, bu \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nyumru\u011flanan, s\u0131\u011fallanan,
\narada g\u00f6z da\u011f\u0131 qalan
\nq\u0259dim divar g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m.<\/p>\n

D\u0259rd bi\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 bir \u00e7in yoxdu,
\n\u201c\u00d6l\u00fcm\u201d adl\u0131 el\u00e7im yoxdu,
\nHam\u0131 g\u0259lib…
\nHe\u00e7 kim yoxdu!
\nAllah\u0131n var g\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259y\u0259m…<\/p>\n

***
\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm boyu yer el\u0259dim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u0259,
\nK\u00fcl\u0259k vuran, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri.
\nNeyn\u0259s\u0259m d\u0259 u\u00e7uq qald\u0131, \u00e7at qald\u0131
\nTaleyimin qar\u011f\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

\u018ft\u0259yind\u0259 arzu, \u00fcmid bitirdik…
\nO da\u011flar\u0131 hardan hara g\u0259tirdik.
\nOvuc-ovuc, qar\u0131\u015f-qar\u0131\u015f itirdik,
\nBoyumuza qam\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

Son n\u0259f\u0259sim-
\ndimdiyimd\u0259 d\u0259n, qald\u0131,
\nSin\u0259m da\u011f-da\u011f,
\nbulud-bulud,
\n\u00e7\u0259n qald\u0131.
\nK\u00fcr\u0259yim\u0259 d\u0259y\u0259n da\u015fdan r\u0259ng ald\u0131,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yimin nax\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

Yada d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc,
\nyad\u0131n oldu, q\u0131z, n\u0259l\u0259r!..
\nA\u00e7\u0131b des\u0259m, da\u011f ki\u015fn\u0259y\u0259r, d\u00fcz m\u0259l\u0259r.
\nDoda\u011f\u0131m\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6z\u00fcn gizl\u0259d\u0259r,
\nYana\u011f\u0131n\u0131n q\u0131r\u0131\u015f tutan yerl\u0259ri…<\/p>\n

***
\nBu t\u0259r\u0259fl\u0259r<\/b><\/p>\n

N\u0259 boynundan as\u0131las\u0131,
\nn\u0259 qoynuna q\u0131s\u0131las\u0131\u2026
\nUr\u0259yimd\u0259n q\u0131f\u0131l as\u0131b,
\nyumub g\u00f6zl\u0259rimi, getdim.<\/p>\n

Silinib kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259rd\u0259n,
\nd\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerd\u0259n,
\nqana batm\u0131\u015f bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n
\ny\u0131\u011f\u0131b izl\u0259rimi, getdim.<\/p>\n

Dedil\u0259r b\u0259xt var,
\nbaxt\u0131m\u2026
\nYox!
\nVaxt \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt\u0131m yox.
\nAlt\u0131mda k\u0259h\u0259r at\u0131m yox,
\n\u00e7\u0131rp\u0131b dizl\u0259rimi, getdim.<\/p>\n

O\u011fru kimi hasar a\u015f\u0131b-
\nd\u0259rddi
\ncan\u0131ma dara\u015f\u0131b.
\nB\u0259xtim \u00f6z\u00fcmt\u0259k qara\u015f\u0131n,
\ngicgah\u0131ma son g\u00fcll\u0259t\u0259k
\ns\u0131x\u0131b s\u00f6zl\u0259rimi, getdim.<\/p>\n

***
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nsiz d\u0259
\nax\u015fam olur, s\u0259h\u0259r olur.
\nS\u0259nsiz ya\u015famaq budursa,
\nb\u0259s \u00f6l\u00fcm n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r olur?!<\/p>\n

S\u0259nsiz dal\u011falan\u0131r d\u0259niz,
\ns\u0259nsiz d\u0259 k\u00fcl\u0259kl\u0259r \u0259sir.
\nBu k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 s\u0259nsizliy\u0259
\nd\u00f6zm\u0259y\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k n\u0259 g\u0259zir.<\/p>\n

S\u0259ni g\u0259z\u0259n fikirl\u0259rim
\nd\u00f6ng\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259 \u00e7a\u015f\u0131b qal\u0131r.
\nGec\u0259l\u0259r bir m\u0259n oluram,
\nbir d\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 i\u015f\u0131qlar\u0131.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 varsa d\u0259yi\u015fir dad\u0131,
\nbu d\u00fcnya birt\u0259h\u0259r olur.
\nBa\u011f\u0131\u015fla, g\u00fcl\u00fcm, s\u0259nsiz d\u0259
\nax\u015fam olur, s\u0259h\u0259r olur.<\/p>\n

***
\nNe\u00e7\u0259 meymun, ne\u00e7\u0259 p\u0259l\u0259ng
\nilind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.
\n\u00c7a\u015f\u0131b qoluna girmi\u015fdim,
\nqolundan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fcm sola-sa\u011fa baxm\u0131r,
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm qa\u015f-qaba\u011fa baxm\u0131r,
\ng\u00f6rd\u00fcm d\u00fcz \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lir,-
\nyolundan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 m\u0259zara ox\u015far\u0131 var,
\nn\u0259 yuvad\u0131 yuva kimi.
\nArxamca son dua kimi
\ndilind\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m d\u00fcnyan\u0131n.<\/p>\n

***
\nCan\u0131m\u0131z bir xo\u015f x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259,
\nsora\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.
\nB\u0259d\u0259n adl\u0131 dar q\u0259f\u0259sd\u0259n
\nq\u0131ra\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b yalan\u0131m, d\u00fcz\u00fcm
\nkar\u0131x\u0131b \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm.
\nQ\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n bo\u011fulan s\u00f6z\u00fcm
\nvara\u011fa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

Suald\u0131 “\u00f6l\u00fcm-qal\u0131m”\u0131z,
\npisd\u0259n yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131 hal\u0131m\u0131z.
\nArada batan qan\u0131m\u0131z
\nBAYRA\u011ea \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b a\u011flay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

***
\nG\u0259lm\u0259,
\ng\u0259ls\u0259n qorxuram
\n\u00e7\u0131x\u0131b yen\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n.
\n\u00c7iynin \u00fcstd\u0259n boylan\u0131b,
\nbax\u0131b yen\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ist\u0259yini,
\nqap\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259st\u0259yini,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259n d\u0259 bet\u0259r
\ns\u0131x\u0131b yen\u0259 ged\u0259s\u0259n.<\/p>\n

…Qara g\u00fcn\u00fc saxlay\u0131b,
\ng\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n.
\nN\u0259 ola yen\u0259 g\u0259lib,
\nyen\u0259 \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b ged\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

***
\nDeyirs\u0259n bel\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259k,
\ny\u0259ni xo\u015f g\u00fcn olmayacaq?!
\nQalan \u00f6mr\u00fc n\u0259y\u0259 vursaq,
\nyen\u0259 be\u015f g\u00fcn olmayacaq?!<\/p>\n

Harda q\u0131r\u0131lar, q\u0131r\u0131lar,
\nharda \u00f6l\u0259rik, \u00f6l\u0259rik.
\nBurda a\u011fladan g\u00fcnl\u0259rin
\nyerin\u0259 b\u0259lk\u0259 doyunca
\norda g\u00fcl\u0259rik, g\u00fcl\u0259rik.<\/p>\n

Kimdi ki, \u00f6l\u00fcmd\u0259n qorxan,
\nYa\u015fama\u011fdan bez\u0259n kimdi.
\nAy Allah, S\u0259n deyils\u0259ns\u0259
\nb\u0259s bu can\u0131 \u00e7oxdan \u00e7\u0131xm\u0131\u015f
\nadamlar\u0131 Yer \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n
\nPamb\u0131q kimi \u00fcz\u0259n kimdi…<\/p>\n

***
\nM\u0259ni s\u0131rada g\u0259zm\u0259yin,
\nq\u0131r\u0131l\u0131b \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m q\u0131ra\u011fa.
\nBo\u015f g\u00fcnl\u0259r \u00f6m\u00fcr doldurur,
\nyorulub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m q\u0131ra\u011fa.<\/p>\n

Torpaq \u00e7\u0259k\u0259r son \u015f\u0259klimi,
\nd\u0259rdimi nec\u0259,
\n\u00e7\u0259k\u0259rmi?!
\nS\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n saf sular kimi
\ndurulub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m q\u0131ra\u011fa.<\/p>\n

B\u00fcdr\u0259dim,
\ny\u0131x\u0131ld\u0131m,
\nyen\u0259,
\nqalx\u0131b sar\u0131ld\u0131m V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259.
\nSevib, vuruldum V\u0259t\u0259n\u0259,-
\nvurulub \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131m q\u0131ra\u011fa.<\/p>\n

***
\nSar\u0131-sar\u0131 a\u011faclar\u0131
\nyarpaq-yarpaq soyur k\u00fcl\u0259k.
\nB\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 isinm\u0259y\u0259
\nyer axtar\u0131r soyuq k\u00fcl\u0259k.<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yimi xatir\u0259l\u0259r,
\nyarpaqlar\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k ovur.
\nAdamlar\u0131n aras\u0131ynan
\ntale m\u0259ni hara qovur?!<\/p>\n

Ya d\u0259li ol, ya d\u0259rdli ol-
\nbiri bils\u0259, be\u015fi bilm\u0259z.
\nBu k\u00fcl\u0259kd\u0259 h\u00f6nk\u00fcrt\u00fcyn\u0259n
\na\u011flasan da e\u015fidilm\u0259z…<\/p>\n

***
\nN\u0259 kils\u0259 z\u0259ngi, n\u0259 azan,
\nn\u0259 \u015faman duas\u0131,
\nn\u0259 d\u0259
\nanam\u0131n q\u0259bri \u00e7\u0259km\u0259di
\n\u00fcr\u0259yimi s\u0259n \u00e7\u0259k\u0259nt\u0259k.<\/p>\n

X\u0259rit\u0259nin haras\u0131nda,
\nhans\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7buca\u011f\u0131ndasan,
\nhans\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131m\u0131n, ilimin
\nhans\u0131 da\u015f quca\u011f\u0131ndasan?<\/p>\n

T\u0259ks\u0259n,
\nt\u0259ki \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259l,-
\nham\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131x\u0131l, \u00e7\u0131x\u0131l g\u0259l.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259yi d\u0259rd\u0259 saxlama,
\n\u00fcr\u0259yini d\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb
\novcuna s\u0131x\u0131l, s\u0131x\u0131l g\u0259l.<\/p>\n

***
\nYava\u015f-yava\u015f anlarsan,
\nanlarsan t\u0259kliyini.
\n\u00c7\u0259kib evin k\u00fcnc\u00fcn\u0259
\na\u011flarsan t\u0259kliyini.<\/p>\n

Ham\u0131dan damla-damla,
\ng\u00fcn-g\u00fcn, il-il \u00e7\u0131xarsan.
\nHe\u00e7 n\u0259 yerin\u0259 d\u00f6nm\u0259z,
\nHe\u00e7 kim qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259lm\u0259z-
\nyollar\u0131na baxarsan.<\/p>\n

…V\u0259 bird\u0259n yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131
\ndayanm\u0131\u015f saat kimi
\nsilk\u0259l\u0259yib oyatsan.
\nV\u0259 bird\u0259n g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n ki,
\nay dad!.. ham\u0131ya yadsan.<\/p>\n

Uzaq da qa\u00e7\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n,
\nyax\u0131n da qa\u00e7\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n.
\nD\u0259rmanlar ovuc-ovuc,-
\nyuxun da qa\u00e7\u0131r s\u0259nd\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Tutub g\u00fczg\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259
\ndanlarsan t\u0259kliyini.
\nDivarlar soyuduqca
\nanlarsan t\u0259kliyini.<\/p>\n

N\u0259 sevib sar\u0131lma\u011fa,
\nn\u0259 qulunc s\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa-
\no b\u0259db\u0259xt d\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131b
\nged\u0259r
\nged\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z\u0259,
\ns\u0259ns\u0259 \u015fam yand\u0131rma\u011fa…<\/p>\n

V\u0259 bird\u0259n anlarsan ki,
\nhe\u00e7 n\u0259…
\nquruca adsan.
\nV\u0259 d\u0259li g\u00fclm\u0259k tutar-
\niki stansiya o yana
\nu\u00e7ruma uzad\u0131bm\u0131\u015f
\nqollar\u0131n\u0131
\n\u00e7atmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n o qatar…<\/p>\n

***
\nC\u0131r\u0131b tullay\u0131ram \u015feirl\u0259rimi
\n<\/b>
\nG\u00f6y\u0259 qald\u0131rd\u0131lar s\u00f6z y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131,
\nG\u00f6r\u00fcb,
\ntullay\u0131ram \u015feirl\u0259rimi!
\nYuxuma N\u0259simi, F\u00fczuli, Sabir
\ngirib-
\ntullay\u0131ram \u015feirl\u0259rimi!<\/p>\n

O kimdi,
\n“h\u0259r \u015ferim balamd\u0131” deyir,
\nn\u0259 deyir, qoy desin,
\nyaland\u0131 deyir.
\nUtanma, g\u0259l s\u0259n\u0259 olan\u0131n deyim:
\nZor\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259rin t\u0259rif\u00e7il\u0259ri
\nyorub,
\ntullay\u0131ram \u015feirl\u0259rimi…<\/p>\n

A\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmad\u0131 qaralamalar,
\nqorxuram g\u00fcnah\u0131 boynumda qalar.
\nKa\u011f\u0131za, q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ki pul var,
\ndurub tullay\u0131ram \u015feirl\u0259rimi.<\/p>\n

***
\n\u015eehli \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n bilib ke\u00e7din \u00f6mr\u00fcmd\u0259n,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcn t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nir s\u0259nd\u0259n qalan iz.
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim sazaqda tin\u0259 q\u0131s\u0131lan
\nDil\u0259n\u00e7i u\u015faqt\u0259k s\u0131zlay\u0131r s\u0259nsiz.<\/p>\n

Yaramda gizl\u0259n\u0259n q\u0259lp\u0259 kimis\u0259n,
\nA\u011fr\u0131n \u00e7\u0259kilmir he\u00e7 yuxumdan bel\u0259.
\nEl\u0259 d\u0259rind\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xarmaq olmur \u2013
\nDivar qon\u015fususan \u00fcr\u0259yim il\u0259.<\/p>\n

S\u0259sin d\u0259 yoxdu ki, maqnitafonda,
\nH\u0259r g\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u0259 bir an yaz\u0131la.
\nEh, bu da taledi, t\u0259k s\u0259n deyils\u0259n
\nNikah ka\u011f\u0131z\u0131na yalan yaz\u0131lan.<\/p>\n

***
\nD\u00fcn\u0259n tamam \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm,
\nbu g\u00fcn bir az diriy\u0259m.
\nSabah da yada salma,
\nm\u0259n d\u0259rdin \u0259lbiriy\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Rentgen \u015f\u00fcas\u0131ndan da
\nt\u0259miz \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim.
\nG\u0259mi-g\u0259mi d\u0259rd dolu
\nd\u0259niz \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yim.<\/p>\n

Dar\u0131xma,
\ng\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m.
\nSevinm\u0259-
\n\u00f6lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259m!
\n…Hans\u0131 s\u0131\u011fal\u0131n altda
\na\u011faracaq sa\u00e7lar\u0131n?!
\nHay\u0131f ki bilm\u0259yc\u0259m…<\/p>\n

***
\nAtd\u0131n\u0131z, g\u0259mid\u0259n art\u0131q y\u00fck kimi,
\nEl\u0259 bildiniz ki bat\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m.
\nSiz\u0259 s\u0259sim \u00e7atar, \u0259lim uzanmaz-
\nBir saman \u00e7\u00f6p\u00fcnd\u0259n tutub ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Unutdum t\u0259klikd\u0259n dar\u0131xma\u011f\u0131 da,
\nBir k\u00fcncd\u0259n o k\u00fcnc\u0259 vurnuxma\u011f\u0131 da,
\nAldad\u0131b d\u0259rd adl\u0131 bir axma\u011f\u0131 da,
\nG\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, vaxt-v\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7at\u0131b, ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Y\u0131\u011f\u0131b, y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131b d\u0259rdi-s\u0259rimi,
\nBir q\u0259mli s\u00fckuta verr\u0259m yerimi.
\nM\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259ri, sevdikl\u0259rimi
\n\u00c7evrilib baxmadan at\u0131b ged\u0259c\u0259m.<\/p>\n

Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131n\u0131n t\u0259qdimat\u0131nda\u00a0<\/b><\/u><\/span><\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan.media\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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