{"id":53317,"date":"2025-09-24T07:24:31","date_gmt":"2025-09-24T03:24:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=53317"},"modified":"2025-09-24T07:27:55","modified_gmt":"2025-09-24T03:27:55","slug":"gunel-natiqin-on-manat-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=53317","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Natiqin “On manat” hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u018fligil qap\u0131m\u0131za ikinci qolu vuranda, sabahki imtahan\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m. 7-ci sinifl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn imtahan\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, m\u0259niml\u0259 bel\u0259 olurdu \u2013 stressd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131m daha yax\u015f\u0131 i\u015fl\u0259yir. K\u0259rim is\u0259, \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 g\u0259lib tozlu \u0259lini g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 soxaraq:<\/div>\n
\u2013\u018f, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin kordu? G\u00f6rm\u00fcrs\u0259n, top g\u0259lir, mayma\u011f\u0131n biri maymaq! \u2013 dey\u0259 ba\u011f\u0131randa, yadda\u015f\u0131m bir az da qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u0130mtahandan sonra on manatdan y\u0131\u011facaqd\u0131q. M\u0259n is\u0259 evd\u0259kil\u0259r\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259mi\u015fdim.<\/div>\n
K\u0259rim fikr\u0259 getdiyimi g\u00f6r\u00fcb, daha da \u0259s\u0259bil\u0259\u015fdi:<\/div>\n
\u2013\u018f\u0259, s\u0259nn\u0259n\u0259m e mayg\u00fcl\u00fc! N\u0259 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b bax\u0131rsan?! Bir d\u0259 komanda g\u00f6rs\u0259n, qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u0259rs\u0259n. Dur, s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f burdan!<\/div>\n
Bayaqdan pi\u015fik kimi mar\u0131tlam\u0131\u015f u\u015faqlar:<\/div>\n
\u2013\u015e\u0259mil, Allah s\u0259n\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin, \u2013 deyib g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcl\u0259r. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, ev\u0259 gedib on manat\u0131 ist\u0259m\u0259yin \u0259sl vaxt\u0131d\u0131r, y\u0259qin anam da, atam da evd\u0259dirl\u0259r. Ancaq yerimd\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259n\u0259 bilmirdim. \u018fvv\u0259l el\u0259 bildim, ayaqlar\u0131m \u00f6z xo\u015fuyla getm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, \u0259liml\u0259 onlar\u0131 i\u015f\u0259 salmal\u0131 olacam, ya da im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259-im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259m. Sonuncunu t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr ed\u0259nd\u0259 K\u0259rimin sif\u0259ti g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda canland\u0131. Di\u015fl\u0259ri yox idi, a\u011fz\u0131nda sanki qranat partlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. K\u0259rimin h\u0259r eybi onun avtoritetini qald\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n
El\u0259 o di\u015fsiz a\u011f\u0131zla g\u00fclm\u0259sin dey\u0259 ac\u0131\u011fa aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259rp\u0259tdim. Bel\u0259. \u0130kincini d\u0259. H\u0259, gedir\u0259m ki. U\u015faqlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n evd\u0259 on manat\u0131 ver\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r? C\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc ba\u015flar m\u0259ni m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t edirdi. Ham\u0131s\u0131 da el\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131, el\u0259 bil sonuncu satq\u0131nam. Satq\u0131nl\u0131q bizim n\u0259z\u0259rimizd\u0259 siqaret \u00e7\u0259k\u0259ni \u00e7u\u011fullamaq idi, bu i\u015fi g\u00f6r\u0259n u\u015faq g\u0259r\u0259k m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259d\u0259 qalmayayd\u0131, yoxsa e\u015f\u015f\u0259k sudan g\u0259l\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00e7\u0131rpard\u0131lar onu. Bu m\u0259s\u0259li K\u0259rim \u00e7\u0259kirdi. O da d\u0259d\u0259sind\u0259n e\u015fitmi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
Amma qon\u015fu m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259nin u\u015faqlar\u0131na uduzmaq da ki\u015filikd\u0259n deyildi, el\u0259 satq\u0131nl\u0131q kimi bir \u015feydi. Bunu birinci qolu qap\u0131m\u0131zdan buraxanda anlam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. D\u0259st\u0259nin sonuna \u00e7atanda kims\u0259 peys\u0259rimd\u0259n ili\u015fdirdi. K\u0259rimin di\u015fsiz a\u011f\u0131z\u0131 bayram el\u0259di, q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 il\u0259 doldu. O biril\u0259r d\u0259 ona qo\u015fuldular. G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f s\u0259sl\u0259rinin alt\u0131nda el\u0259 bil im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k gedirdim. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm, on manat\u0131 kimd\u0259n ist\u0259s\u0259m \u015fans\u0131m \u00e7oxdur \u2013 anamdan, yoxsa atamdan?<\/div>\n
Evd\u0259kil\u0259r ax\u015fam yem\u0259yini yeyib qurtarm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Atam\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n hiss olunurdu ki, onun da \u015fam yem\u0259yi bizim futbol oyunumuz kimi ke\u00e7ib.<\/div>\n
\u2013Ay q\u0131z, he\u00e7 olmasa, \u00e7ay\u0131 t\u00fcnd el\u0259, bar\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131n tutumu olsun, \u2013 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc m\u0259tb\u0259x\u0259 tutub s\u0259sl\u0259ndi.<\/div>\n
\u2013Ata… Salam.<\/div>\n
\u2013Salam. M\u0259nim z\u0259hrimara qalm\u0131\u015f eyn\u0259yimi kim g\u00f6r\u00fcb? Ay q\u0131z, s\u0259n g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fcs\u0259n eyn\u0259yimi?<\/div>\n
\u2013M\u0259n neynir\u0259m s\u0259nin eyn\u0259yini? \u2013 m\u0259tb\u0259xd\u0259n anam\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259ldi.\u2013 Y\u0259qin harayasa qoymusan.<\/div>\n
\u2013L\u0259n\u0259t \u015feytana… Bu eyn\u0259k hara c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m oldu?<\/div>\n
\u2013Ata… Sabah imtahand\u0131… Biz d\u0259…<\/div>\n
\u2013Y\u0259qin divan\u0131n dal\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb. Bilir\u0259m, bu eyn\u0259yin bu evd\u0259 yeri yoxdu, ya divan\u0131n dal\u0131d\u0131, ya da ki…<\/div>\n
\u2013Ata, sabah imtahand\u0131. Biz d\u0259 pul y\u0131\u011faca\u011f\u0131q…<\/div>\n
\u2013Z\u0259hrimara qalasan s\u0259ni… G\u00f6r bir hara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb? Ay bala, \u015e\u0259mil, g\u00f6r \u00e7\u0131xara bil\u0259rs\u0259n onu?<\/div>\n
\u2013\u00c7\u0131xararam… Amma… Ata, s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 on manat ver\u0259 bil\u0259rs\u0259n?<\/div>\n
\u2013H\u0259 bala, gir ora g\u00f6r\u00fcm. Eyn\u0259ksiz kor kimiy\u0259m. H\u0259, bax, oradad\u0131, bir az da \u0259lini uzatsan, \u00e7atacaq.<\/div>\n
\u2013G\u00f6rd\u00fcm ata. Ata… s\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 on manat…<\/div>\n
\u2013H\u0259 bala, ver bura g\u00f6r\u00fcm. Sa\u011f olasan. \u0130ndi o q\u0259zeti b\u0259ri ver. Ay q\u0131z, \u00e7ay nec\u0259 oldu?<\/div>\n
Atam eyn\u0259yini tax\u0131b q\u0259zeti \u0259lin\u0259 alana q\u0259d\u0259r d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, on manat\u0131 qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131? M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, sinifd\u0259ki Ramal\u0131n atas\u0131 bir saatda y\u00fcz manat qazan\u0131r. Ramal deyir ki, atas\u0131 xaric\u0259 alver\u0259 gedib-g\u0259lir, bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 yat\u0131b. O, t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 olanda Ramalgil \u00e7ox acl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r. Deyir, anam b\u00fct\u00fcn cehizl\u0259rini satd\u0131. Babamgil k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259mirdil\u0259r, deyirdil\u0259r, \u0259c\u0259b oldu s\u0259n\u0259. Niy\u0259 d\u0259l\u0259duzun birin\u0259 qo\u015fulub qa\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131n ki? \u0130ndi yen\u0259 bar\u0131\u015f\u0131blar babas\u0131gill\u0259. Onlar\u0131 da Ramal\u0131n atas\u0131 saxlay\u0131r. Deyir, \u0259vv\u0259l babas\u0131 q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259k ist\u0259mirmi\u015f k\u00fcr\u0259k\u0259nind\u0259n g\u0259l\u0259n yard\u0131m\u0131, sonra qar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 bax\u0131b raz\u0131la\u015f\u0131b. Art\u0131q bu g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 n\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcbs\u0259…<\/div>\n
Anam m\u0259ni yataq ota\u011f\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131b paltar verdi ki, \u00fcst-ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fim.<\/div>\n
\u2013Bunlar\u0131 gey, a bala, toz i\u00e7ind\u0259s\u0259n.<\/div>\n
\u2013Ana, on manat\u0131 ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn\u0259 qazanmaq olar?<\/div>\n
\u2013On manat\u0131? Niy\u0259 soru\u015fursan?<\/div>\n
\u2013Sabah imtahand\u0131, pul y\u0131\u011faca\u011f\u0131q.<\/div>\n
\u2013Yen\u0259 pul? T\u0259ng\u0259 g\u0259ldik daha. Bu q\u0259d\u0259r t\u0259l\u0259b olar?<\/div>\n
\u2013Ana, bu \u00e7ox vacibdir.<\/div>\n
\u2013Pul da \u00e7ox vacibdir. Bilirs\u0259n, atan on manat\u0131 qazanmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ne\u00e7\u0259 g\u00fcn i\u015f\u0259 ayaq d\u00f6y\u00fcr?<\/div>\n
Atam kitabxanada i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. \u018fvv\u0259l \u201cbu qad\u0131n i\u015fidir\u201d dey\u0259 raz\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma elmi i\u015f\u00e7i i\u015fl\u0259diyi institutda ixtisar ged\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ba\u015fqa \u0259lac\u0131 qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u2013He\u00e7 olmasa iki y\u00fcz manat alarsan, \u2013 direktor demi\u015fdi, \u2013 d\u00fczd\u00fc, \u0259vv\u0259lki m\u0259vacibind\u0259n \u0259lli manat azd\u0131, amma neyl\u0259m\u0259k olar.<\/div>\n
Atam da raz\u0131la\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Amma orda i\u015fl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259n b\u0259ri daha h\u0259y\u0259timizd\u0259ki ki\u015fil\u0259r\u0259 qo\u015fulub n\u0259rd oynam\u0131rd\u0131. Anam deyirdi ki, i\u015find\u0259n utan\u0131r.<\/div>\n
\u2013Qon\u015fu ki\u015fil\u0259r atam\u0131n kitabxanada i\u015fl\u0259diyini hardan bil\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki? \u2013 anamdan soru\u015fmu\u015fdum.<\/div>\n
\u2013Bilm\u0259l\u0259ri vacib deyil ki. \u018fsas odur, atan \u00f6z\u00fc bilir, \u2013 anam demi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n
Anam\u0131n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259rini xat\u0131rlayanda m\u0259n\u0259 el\u0259 g\u0259ldi ki, atam i\u015f\u0259 qon\u015fu ki\u015fil\u0259rin getdiyi kimi getmir, im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259-im\u0259kl\u0259y\u0259 gedir, nec\u0259 ki, m\u0259n bayaq im\u0259kl\u0259yirdim. V\u0259 y\u0259qin ke\u00e7mi\u015f i\u015f yolda\u015flar\u0131 onu bel\u0259c\u0259 m\u0259sx\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 qoyurlar. Y\u0259qin atam da onlar\u0131n qaba\u011f\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yerd\u0259n qald\u0131rm\u0131r…<\/div>\n
\u2013Ramal\u0131n atas\u0131…<\/div>\n
\u2013Ramal\u0131n atas\u0131 d\u0259l\u0259duzdu,\u2013 anam s\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc k\u0259sdi. \u2013 s\u0259n onun anas\u0131n\u0131n geyim\u2013 gecimini g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u0259n? Niy\u0259 m\u0259n el\u0259 geyin\u0259 bilmir\u0259m, h\u0259?<\/div>\n
Anam\u0131n s\u0259si q\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. \u0130st\u0259dim dey\u0259m, Ramalgil d\u0259 acl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kibl\u0259r. Ta ki, atas\u0131 t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259n \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b d\u0259l\u0259duzluq el\u0259y\u0259n\u0259 kimi… Anam\u0131n \u201cd\u0259l\u0259duz\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc nec\u0259 nifr\u0259tl\u0259 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirdiyini xat\u0131rlay\u0131b susdum. \u0130ndi y\u0259qin Ramal\u0131n onlu\u011fu haz\u0131rd\u0131r. Y\u0259qin ki, qoyub bahal\u0131 sumkas\u0131n\u0131n qabaq g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6y \u015fax onluq da indi q\u00fcrur duyur. Nec\u0259 ki, Ramal\u0131n plan\u015feti, mobil telefonu Ramala m\u0259xsuslu\u011fuyla f\u0259xr el\u0259yir… \u00c7\u00fcnki sinfimizd\u0259ki b\u00fct\u00fcn u\u015faqlar Ramalla dostluq el\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn f\u0259xr edirdil\u0259r.<\/div>\n
\u2013Ana… bu sonuncu olacaq… Bax, s\u00f6z verir\u0259m, on manat…<\/div>\n
\u2013A g\u0259d\u0259, \u015e\u0259mil, di b\u0259sdi. Pul-filan yoxdur. Get d\u0259rsl\u0259rini oxu, sonra da y\u0131x\u0131l yat. Sabah ham\u0131m\u0131z tezd\u0259n durmal\u0131y\u0131q.<\/div>\n
Anam birg\u00fcnd\u0259nbir i\u015fl\u0259yirdi. Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 idi. Arada qon\u015fulara da iyn\u0259 vururdu. H\u0259rd\u0259n ona pul yerin\u0259 d\u00fckan\u00e7\u0131 Rasim day\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0259ki il\u0259 satd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ucuz konfetd\u0259n verirdil\u0259r. Onda anam \u0259lind\u0259 konfet fikr\u0259 gedirdi. N\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir, amma s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc geri \u00e7\u0259kirdi.<\/div>\n
H\u0259min g\u00fcn q\u0259rib\u0259 yuxular g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. C\u00fcrb\u0259c\u00fcr pullar qaba\u011f\u0131mda r\u0259qs edirdi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 h\u0259r\u0259si bir adama ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131. Biri K\u0259rim\u0259, biri Ramala, \u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck pul is\u0259 Ramal\u0131n atas\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n
Yuxudan duranda anam ayaq \u00fcst\u0259ydi.<\/div>\n
\u2013\u015e\u0259mil, yava\u015f ol,\u2013 dedi. \u2013 atan h\u0259l\u0259 yat\u0131r.<\/div>\n
Atam yatm\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki ara-s\u0131ra \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u00fcr, yerind\u0259 qurcalan\u0131rd\u0131. Onsuz da kitabxanaya g\u0259l\u0259n yoxdu, tezd\u0259n getm\u0259yin n\u0259 m\u0259nas\u0131,\u2013 bunu h\u0259rd\u0259nbir atam deyirdi.<\/div>\n
Bilirdim ki, atam kitabxanan\u0131n ba\u011flanma\u011f\u0131ndan qorxur. \u00c7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 getm\u0259y\u0259 yeri qalmayacaqd\u0131. Anam bir d\u0259f\u0259 T\u0259hmin\u0259 xalayla s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 demi\u015fdi ki, ki\u015finin ki, i\u015fi olmad\u0131, ta o n\u0259 ki\u015fi oldu. Apar tulla.<\/div>\n
Atam y\u0259qin onu da bel\u0259 ataca\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan qorxurdu.<\/div>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm ki, m\u0259n he\u00e7 vaxt atam\u0131 atmaram. O, bizi bu ya\u015facan saxlay\u0131b. Pis-yax\u015f\u0131 yem\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259yimiz olub. Ramalgil kimi acl\u0131q \u00e7\u0259km\u0259mi\u015fik. D\u00fczd\u00fc, he\u00e7 vaxt plan\u015fetim olmay\u0131b, amma olsun. Onun \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 r\u0259ngli q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259rim olub, o q\u0259l\u0259ml\u0259rl\u0259 m\u0259n d\u0259niz \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m, g\u00fcn\u0259\u015f \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m, Messini \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, m\u0259n qap\u0131dan qol buraxsam da Messi m\u0259n\u0259 ac\u0131qlanmaz, \u201c\u0259 qoduq\u201d deyib peys\u0259rimd\u0259n vurmaz.<\/div>\n
Bug\u00fcn imtahana pul aparmayacam. \u018fv\u0259zind\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259y\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259m ki, bizim pulumuz yoxdur, \u00e7\u00fcnki biz Ramal\u0131n atas\u0131 kimi d\u0259l\u0259duz deyilik. B\u0259lk\u0259 Ramal inciy\u0259c\u0259k, amma qoy incisin, onsuz da ham\u0131 bilir bunu. H\u0259l\u0259 bir d\u0259f\u0259 d\u0259 t\u00fcrm\u0259d\u0259 yat\u0131b. Dey\u0259c\u0259m ki, nolsun atam\u0131n pulu yoxdur, \u0259v\u0259zind\u0259 \u00e7oxlu kitablar\u0131 var. O kitablar ki,\u2013 atam deyir,\u2013 onlar\u0131n qiym\u0259ti yoxdur.<\/div>\n
M\u0259kt\u0259bin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259 u\u015faqlar toplanm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Onlar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n q\u00fcrurla ke\u00e7dim. Bu, Ramal\u0131n \u00f6z plan\u015fetin\u0259, mobil telefonuna hiss etdiyi \u015fey deyildi. Bu, cibind\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259y\u0259 ver\u0259c\u0259k on manat\u0131 olmayan \u015fagirdi utanmaq yerin\u0259, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 dik tutma\u011fa vadar ed\u0259n n\u0259 idis\u0259, bax, onun ki\u00e7ik, y\u00f6nd\u0259msiz q\u00fcruru idi.<\/div>\n
N\u00f6vb\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atanda d\u00fcz sinifkomun g\u00f6zl\u0259rinin i\u00e7in\u0259 baxaraq: \u2013Vermir\u0259m,\u2013 dedim.<\/div>\n
\u2013Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni vermirs\u0259n?\u2013 Zahidin g\u00f6zl\u0259ri d\u00f6rd oldu. Qoluzorlu, dikba\u015f olmas\u0131yla ad \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b sinifkom olmu\u015fdu. O vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r sinifkomlu\u011fu S\u0259lim\u0259 edirdi. S\u0259lim\u0259 Zahid kimi dikba\u015f deyildi. U\u015faqlardan ad g\u00fcn\u00fc, ya ba\u015fqa t\u0259dbirl\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn pul y\u0131\u011f\u0131landa utan\u0131b\u2013q\u0131zar\u0131rd\u0131. O\u011flanlardan kims\u0259 \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 durub bozaranda is\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259lim\u0259nin atas\u0131 m\u0259kt\u0259b\u0259 g\u0259lib q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 bozaran o\u011flana bir \u015fill\u0259 vurandan sonra sinif r\u0259hb\u0259rimiz Zahidi sinifkom se\u00e7mi\u015fdi. Zahid \u00f6z probleml\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fc h\u0259ll edirdi. H\u0259m d\u0259 t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn deyil, m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259mizin probleml\u0259rini d\u0259.<\/div>\n
\u2013Dedim ki, vermir\u0259m, \u2013 Zahidin sin\u0259sind\u0259n it\u0259l\u0259dim.<\/div>\n
\u2013\u018f, s\u0259n kimi vurursan? Z\u0131rraman\u0131n biri z\u0131rrama! \u00c7antan\u0131 ver bura g\u00f6r\u00fcm!<\/div>\n
\u00c7antan\u0131 sin\u0259m\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131m. Zahid \u00e7antan\u0131 verm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yimi anlad\u0131 dey\u0259s\u0259n. \u00dcz\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7evirib getm\u0259k ist\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 m\u0259nim \u0259l-qolum bo\u015fald\u0131. Zahid q\u0259fil d\u00f6n\u00fcb \u00e7antan\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n qapd\u0131. Silk\u0259l\u0259yib i\u00e7ind\u0259kil\u0259ri stola t\u00f6kd\u00fc. M\u0259n \u00e7antan\u0131n qulpundan tutub zar\u0131y\u0131r, Zahidi s\u00f6y\u00fcr, \u00e7antan\u0131 verm\u0259sini t\u0259l\u0259b edirdim. U\u015faqlar bizi d\u00f6vr\u0259y\u0259 al\u0131b tama\u015fa edirdi. Onlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bu, sad\u0259c\u0259, bir kino s\u0259hn\u0259si kimi idi. M\u0259n d\u0259 filml\u0259ri bel\u0259 maraqla seyr edirdim. Amma he\u00e7 vaxt filmd\u0259ki o a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 indiki kimi d\u0259rind\u0259n hiss etm\u0259mi\u015fdim. Y\u0259qin u\u015faqlar da he\u00e7 vaxt hiss etm\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r, amma bir g\u00fcn m\u00fctl\u0259q hiss ed\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r.<\/div>\n
Zahid i\u00e7ind\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 qalmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7antan\u0131 bir d\u0259 silk\u0259l\u0259di. \u00c7antan\u0131n dibind\u0259 qalm\u0131\u015f laz\u0131ms\u0131z ka\u011f\u0131z-ku\u011fuzla birlikd\u0259 bir \u015fax onluq da havada yell\u0259n\u0259-yell\u0259n\u0259 stolun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc.<\/div>\n
Zahid pulu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb, \u00e7antan\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 atd\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u2013Y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131r zir-zibilini. Vermir\u0259m dey\u0259n\u0259 bax, \u2013 iyr\u0259nirmi\u015f kimi \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 baxd\u0131. Bel\u0259 s\u0259hn\u0259l\u0259ri filml\u0259rd\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. Pulu gizl\u0259y\u0259n, b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n adamlara \u201c\u0259claf\u201d deyirdil\u0259r. Y\u0259qin indi m\u0259n d\u0259 onlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259claf\u0131n biriydim.<\/div>\n
Bayaqk\u0131 q\u00fcrurumdan \u0259s\u0259r-\u0259lam\u0259t qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Kitab-d\u0259ft\u0259rl\u0259ri y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra-y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fd\u0131ra bir onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, on manat\u0131 \u00e7antama kim qoyub? Atam ya anam? Bunun \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn gedib onlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmal\u0131yd\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnki atam h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 deyirdi ki, h\u0259r \u015fey g\u00f6zl\u0259rd\u0259 yaz\u0131l\u0131b.<\/div>\n
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