{"id":52770,"date":"2025-09-17T14:41:17","date_gmt":"2025-09-17T10:41:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=52770"},"modified":"2025-09-17T17:24:13","modified_gmt":"2025-09-17T13:24:13","slug":"gunel-natiqin-epidemiya-adli-hekay%c9%99si","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=52770","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fcnel Natiqin &#8220;Epidemiya&#8221;  hekay\u0259si"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"adn ads\" data-message-id=\"#msg-a:r4285480992808696720\" data-legacy-message-id=\"1995193a41680de2\">\n<div class=\"gs\">\n<div class=\"\">\n<div id=\":oh\" class=\"ii gt\">\n<div id=\":og\" class=\"a3s aiL \">\n<div dir=\"auto\">\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Qocan\u0131 yoluxma\u011fa Allah\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n kiml\u0259rs\u0259 g\u0259lirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">\u201cBu g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 nec\u0259 gedim?\u201d &#8211; dey\u0259 sit\u0259m ed\u0259n Qoca ziyar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259ri il\u0259 qabaq-q\u0259n\u015f\u0259r oturmal\u0131 olurdu.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r onun h\u0259r cizgisini, h\u0259r bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, h\u0259tta n\u0259f\u0259sinin titr\u0259k axar\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 yadda saxlamaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Onlar art\u0131q yazacaqlar\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259ri, nekroloqlar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcl\u0259r. Qoca bunu anlay\u0131r, amma susurdu. O, s\u0259ssiz-s\u0259mirsiz Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131 il\u0259 x\u0259yali s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259rin\u0259 davam edirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">G\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r tez-tez onu \u00f6z d\u00fcnyas\u0131ndan ay\u0131r\u0131r, h\u0259yat, \u00f6l\u00fcm, sevgi, g\u00fcnah bar\u0259d\u0259 soru\u015furdular. O is\u0259 art\u0131q uzun-uzad\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fmaqdan yorulmu\u015fdu. Cavablar\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fc kimi qocalm\u0131\u015f, s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130ndi onun i\u00e7ind\u0259 yaln\u0131z bir \u015fey canl\u0131 idi &#8211; x\u0259yal\u0131ndak\u0131 Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">&#8220;S\u0259nin poeziyanda d\u00fcnya \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l idi. T\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259ki ya\u015f\u0131l yarpaqlar q\u0259d\u0259r! Nec\u0259 oldu ki, bu q\u0259d\u0259r zal\u0131mla\u015fd\u0131?&#8221; &#8211; Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131 ondan soru\u015fsa, n\u0259 cavab ver\u0259c\u0259kdi?<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Qoca susurdu. Onsuz da adamlar onun dilind\u0259n yeni s\u00f6zl\u0259r e\u015fitm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259lmirdil\u0259r. Onlar sad\u0259c\u0259 toxunmaq, bu toxunu\u015fdan bir az istilik, bir az da xatir\u0259 g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u0259 ged\u0259n bir yolun son dayanaca\u011f\u0131nda bir anl\u0131q dayan\u0131b n\u0259f\u0259s almaq ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Onu bel\u0259c\u0259 itirm\u0259k ist\u0259mirdil\u0259r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 ar\u0131 p\u0259t\u0259y\u0259 y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fan kimi ba\u015f\u0131na y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Qoca \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u0259n a\u011f\u0131r anlar xatir\u0259 fotolar\u0131 \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259nd\u0259 olurdu. \u0130nsanlar t\u0259l\u0259sirdil\u0259r. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 bu, son \u015fans idi. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 bir deyil, iki deyil, onlarla poza ist\u0259yirdil\u0259r. Qocan\u0131 gah sa\u011fa, gah sola \u00e7evirir, onun g\u00fccs\u00fcz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri kimi y\u00f6n\u0259ldirdil\u0259r.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Qoca bu vaxt \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc he\u00e7 vaxt olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259d\u0259r z\u0259if hiss edirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Obyektiv\u0259 baxma\u011f\u0131 rica edirdil\u0259r, b\u0259z\u0259n bir az s\u0259rt s\u0259sl\u0259. \u00c7\u00fcnki Qoca tez-tez \u00f6z al\u0259min\u0259 dal\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Amma Qoca \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bunun art\u0131q f\u0259rqi yox idi. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u015f\u0259kill\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131nda o eyni idi- \u00e7ar\u0259siz. \u0130nsanlar is\u0259 h\u0259r zaman eyni c\u00fcr g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">O, bu fotolara baxm\u0131rd\u0131. Baxmaq ist\u0259mirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnki orada t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00f6z \u00e7ar\u0259sizliyini yox, insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6zl\u0259rind\u0259ki o anla\u015f\u0131lmaz k\u0259d\u0259ri d\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Bir vaxtlar s\u00f6z\u00fc ke\u00e7\u0259n adam olmu\u015fdu, y\u00fcks\u0259k m\u0259qamlar g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc. \u0130ndi is\u0259 fotolar\u0131n m\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 bir xatir\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7evrilirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Amma zaman onu h\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 al\u0131\u015fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. H\u0259tta obyektiv\u0259 baxma\u011fa da&#8230;<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">G\u00fcnl\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 Qoca bir az da taq\u0259td\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrd\u00fc. Amma onun n\u0259f\u0259si azald\u0131qca yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259rin say\u0131 \u00e7oxal\u0131rd\u0131. Ham\u0131, sanki gecikm\u0259kd\u0259n qorxaraq, onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 can at\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">N\u0259tic\u0259d\u0259, art\u0131q dem\u0259k olar ki, onunla \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259y\u0259n qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u015e\u0259kli olmayanlar da t\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd i\u00e7ind\u0259ydil\u0259r:<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">B\u0259lk\u0259\u2026 B\u0259lk\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 gec deyil\u2026<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Qoca o q\u0259d\u0259r \u0259ld\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc ki, sa\u011f oldu\u011fu bir m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259 kimi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 buna g\u00f6r\u0259 onun \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259ri tez-tez yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 bu x\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259ldikd\u0259, onunla \u015f\u0259kil \u00e7\u0259kdirm\u0259y\u0259 macal tapanlar bir q\u0259d\u0259r rahatlay\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r is\u0259 i\u00e7ini \u00e7\u0259kirdi:<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">B\u0259lk\u0259\u2026<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">V\u0259 h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rinin yalan oldu\u011fu \u00fcz\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda, k\u0259nd\u0259 onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u0259 ged\u0259nl\u0259rin say\u0131 daha da art\u0131rd\u0131. Onu sa\u011f-salamat g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259r p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131rd\u0131lar:<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">&#8220;\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr, bu g\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fck&#8230;&#8221;<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Qoca h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc tap\u0131b \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 m\u00fcqavim\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. \u0130ki ildir ki, onu \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fcr\u0259n a\u011f\u0131r x\u0259st\u0259lik b\u0259d\u0259nini z\u0259ifl\u0259tmi\u015fdi, amma irad\u0259sini s\u0131nd\u0131ra bilm\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">O is\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131na boylan\u0131rd\u0131. Bir vaxtlar \u015feirl\u0259r qo\u015fdu\u011fu, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131na p\u0259nah apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u011fac. O a\u011fac ki, Qoca ona bu g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 gedib-g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259kd\u0259n utan\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">D\u00fcnya is\u0259 b\u00f6hran i\u00e7ind\u0259ydi. H\u0259r g\u00fcn yeni x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259r yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131: \u00f6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rl\u0259ri, itkil\u0259r, izsiz yoxa \u00e7\u0131xan insanlar\u2026 \u018fvv\u0259lc\u0259 inanmad\u0131lar. \u201cD\u00fcnya geni\u015fdir, biz\u0259 toxunmaz\u201d &#8211; dedil\u0259r.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Amma sonra d\u00fcnya bir ovuc yer\u0259 \u00e7evrildi. Epidemiyan\u0131n ayaq s\u0259sl\u0259ri art\u0131q h\u0259r k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n, h\u0259r k\u0259ndd\u0259n e\u015fidilirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">\u00d6l\u0259nl\u0259rin say\u0131 durmadan art\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Daha q\u0259rib\u0259si o idi ki, \u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259r yoxa \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n adlar\u0131, \u015f\u0259kill\u0259ri, xatir\u0259l\u0259ri&#8230; sanki epidemiya t\u0259kc\u0259 canlar\u0131 deyil, izl\u0259ri d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apar\u0131rd\u0131.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Sanki h\u0259r \u015fey qurban verilmi\u015fdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">H\u0259tta xatir\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259\u2026<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Ucqar k\u0259ndd\u0259ki x\u0259st\u0259 yata\u011f\u0131nda t\u0259kliyin\u0259 b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f Qoca is\u0259 yan\u0131na g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259ri bir-bir xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259rini, susqunluqlar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">\u0130ndi o, onlar\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259yirdi. V\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">\u00c7\u00fcnki ham\u0131s\u0131 burada idi ; bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131nda, xatir\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259, hafiz\u0259sinin d\u0259rinlikl\u0259rind\u0259. Onlar \u00f6z g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fl\u0259rini, h\u00fcznl\u0259rini, \u00f6l\u00fcm haqq\u0131nda p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldanan fikirl\u0259rini ona yadigar qoyub getmi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">V\u0259 indi, Qocan\u0131n ed\u0259c\u0259yi sonuncu \u015fey qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 &#8211; Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131na yollanmaq.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Onunla \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 dayanmaq, g\u00f6zl\u0259rin\u0259 baxmaq, ill\u0259r boyu dem\u0259k ist\u0259diyi s\u00f6zl\u0259ri p\u0131\u00e7\u0131ldamaq.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Art\u0131q d\u00fcnya ona dar g\u0259lmirdi.<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\">Art\u0131q o, bu ki\u00e7icik d\u00fcnyadan qorxmurdu\u2026<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div dir=\"auto\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>M\u0259nb\u0259: Az\u0259rbaycan.media\u00a0<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n<div class=\"adn ads\" data-message-id=\"#msg-a:r4285480992808696720\" data-legacy-message-id=\"1995193a41680de2\">\n<div class=\"gs\">\n<div class=\"\">\n<div id=\":oh\" class=\"ii gt\">\n<div id=\":og\" class=\"a3s aiL \">\n<div class=\"adL\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"WhmR8e\" data-hash=\"0\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"ajx\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div class=\"gA gt acV\">\n<div class=\"gB xu\">\n<div class=\"mVCoBd\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"ip iq\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Qocan\u0131 yoluxma\u011fa Allah\u0131n h\u0259r g\u00fcn\u00fc \u015f\u0259h\u0259rd\u0259n kiml\u0259rs\u0259 g\u0259lirdi. \u201cBu g\u00f6rk\u0259md\u0259 Da\u011fda\u011fan a\u011fac\u0131yla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 nec\u0259 gedim?\u201d &#8211; dey\u0259 sit\u0259m ed\u0259n Qoca ziyar\u0259t\u00e7il\u0259ri il\u0259 qabaq-q\u0259n\u015f\u0259r oturmal\u0131 olurdu. 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