{"id":51752,"date":"2025-09-07T08:56:06","date_gmt":"2025-09-07T04:56:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=51752"},"modified":"2025-09-07T09:29:34","modified_gmt":"2025-09-07T05:29:34","slug":"t%c9%99ran%c9%99-m%c9%99mm%c9%99d-xosb%c9%99xtliyin-r%c9%99ngi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=51752","title":{"rendered":"T\u0259ran\u0259 M\u0259mm\u0259d: Xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin r\u0259ngi"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik n\u0259 r\u0259ng olur g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Y\u0259qin ki, \u00e7oxumuz onu r\u0259ngar\u0259ng, \u0259lvan g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck.\u018fslin\u0259 qalsa xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u00a0 r\u0259ngi yoxdur, ancaq x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131zda biz\u00a0 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 canland\u0131ra bilirik onun r\u0259ngl\u0259rini. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 a\u011f-qara olur xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik?<\/div>\n
Bilmir\u0259m, amma \u00e7ox ist\u0259yir\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcm g\u00f6r\u00fcm<\/div>\n
onu v\u0259 r\u0259ngini \u00f6z\u00fcm t\u0259yin edim.<\/div>\n
Ad\u0131m B\u0259yazd\u0131r. Ulu n\u0259n\u0259min ad\u0131n\u0131 qoyublar m\u0259n\u0259.<\/div>\n
Ad \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck q\u00fcvv\u0259y\u0259 malikdir. M\u0259n bunu \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 hiss edir\u0259m. Deyirl\u0259r ki, h\u0259min m\u0259nim o ulu n\u0259n\u0259m \u00e7ox qeyri-adi qad\u0131n olub. Z\u0259man\u0259sind\u0259n ir\u0259li getm\u0259k ist\u0259yib h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. “Palaza b\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcb ell\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcn”m\u0259yi sevm\u0259yib.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n d\u0259 bel\u0259y\u0259m.<\/div>\n
Avropada t\u0259hsil ald\u0131qdan sonra Bak\u0131ya qay\u0131tm\u0131\u015fam. B\u00f6y\u00fck y\u0131\u011f\u0131ncaqlar\u0131, a\u00e7\u0131q -sa\u00e7\u0131ql\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevmir\u0259m. Tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m ail\u0259l\u0259rin ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131m olan u\u015faqlar\u0131ndan ba\u015fqa he\u00e7 kiml\u0259 \u0259laq\u0259m yoxdur.<\/div>\n
Geyimim bir q\u0259d\u0259r ba\u015fqalar\u0131n\u0131n geyimind\u0259n se\u00e7ilir.<\/div>\n
M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n b\u00f6y\u00fck m\u0259mnuniyy\u0259tl\u0259 kontrast r\u0259ngl\u0259ri bir- birin\u0259 qat\u0131b geyin\u0259 bil\u0259r\u0259m. Geyimd\u0259 x\u00fcsusi bir stilim d\u0259 yoxdur.<\/div>\n
\u018fn b\u00f6y\u00fck b\u0259lam is\u0259 ….<\/div>\n
Deyil\u0259si deyil ki. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 d\u0259rk edir\u0259m. Amma, neyl\u0259yim, m\u0259n buyam.<\/div>\n
A\u00e7\u0131m sirrimi siz\u0259?<\/div>\n
M\u0259n \u0259lind\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259si g\u0259tir\u0259n o\u011flanlara o d\u0259qiq\u0259 “yox” deyir\u0259m .<\/div>\n
\u0130nanm\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z?<\/div>\n
\u0130nanmazs\u0131z da.<\/div>\n
Ad\u0259t\u0259n q\u0131zlar g\u00fcl alma\u011f\u0131 sevirl\u0259r ax\u0131. M\u0259n yox.<\/div>\n
G\u00fcll\u0259ri sevir\u0259m, amma \u0259lind\u0259 g\u00fcl tutan ki\u015fil\u0259ri q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Ki\u015fi d\u0259 \u0259lind\u0259 g\u00fcl g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259r?<\/div>\n
\u00a0Bu yax\u0131nlarda bir cavan o\u011flanla tan\u0131\u015f oldum. R\u0259fiq\u0259min qarda\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Vuruldum ona!<\/div>\n
Ah! \u0130ri g\u00f6zl\u0259r, uca boy, n\u0259vazi\u015f, savad – h\u0259r \u015fey yerind\u0259.<\/div>\n
\u0130ki g\u00fcnd\u0259n sonra m\u0259ni kafey\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi.<\/div>\n
Geyinib kecinib getdim.<\/div>\n
N\u0259 g\u00f6rs\u0259m yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r?<\/div>\n
Bir d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00fcl \u0259lind\u0259 dayan\u0131b kafenin qar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/div>\n
Yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b \u00fczr ist\u0259dim, dedim ki , t\u0259cili getm\u0259liy\u0259m v\u0259 getdim…<\/div>\n
Bax bel\u0259y\u0259m m\u0259n. Anam deyir ki, ka\u015f bu ad\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259 qoymayayd\u0131q . B\u0259yaz arvad\u0131n da bel\u0259 i\u015ft\u0259kl\u0259ri var imi\u015f.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ev\u0259 gedir\u0259m.<\/div>\n
Bayaqdan arxamca bir o\u011flan g\u0259lir. Tan\u0131m\u0131ram onu.<\/div>\n
El\u0259 hara gedir\u0259m, ora g\u0259lir.<\/div>\n
Budur, lap m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b.<\/div>\n
– Salam, xan\u0131m.<\/div>\n
– Salam.<\/div>\n
– Sizi \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndim. Tam\u0131\u015f olmaq ist\u0259y\u0259rdim.<\/div>\n
– M\u0259n sizi tan\u0131m\u0131ram v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m.<\/div>\n
– M\u0259n d\u0259.<\/div>\n
– Anlamad\u0131m<\/div>\n
– M\u0259n d\u0259 sizi tan\u0131m\u0131ram v\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 q\u0259bul etmir\u0259m. G\u0259lin ged\u0259k oturaq bir yerd\u0259 bir fincan kofe i\u00e7\u0259k v\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f olaq.<\/div>\n
Dey\u0259s\u0259n bu adam m\u0259nlikdir.<\/div>\n
T\u0259r\u0259dd\u00fcd etm\u0259d\u0259n raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m.<\/div>\n
– Olar.<\/div>\n
Biz kafed\u0259 oturub xeyli s\u00f6hb\u0259t etdik<\/div>\n
– Ad\u0131m B\u0259yazd\u0131r,- dey\u0259 m\u0259n birinci tan\u0131\u015fl\u0131q verdim.<\/div>\n
– Siyah! – dey\u0259 o m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259lini uzatd\u0131.<\/div>\n
– N\u0259?<\/div>\n
– Ad\u0131m Siyahd\u0131r.<\/div>\n
– Bu ola bilm\u0259z ax\u0131<\/div>\n
-Niy\u0259?<\/div>\n
– M\u0259n B\u0259yaz siz Siyah lap politrad\u0131r ki.<\/div>\n
– Babam\u0131n ad\u0131d\u0131r. \u00d6z\u00fcm d\u0259 utan\u0131ram bu addan. Amma m\u0259nas\u0131na varmasan yax\u015f\u0131 s\u0259sl\u0259nir.<\/div>\n
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\u00c7ox b\u0259y\u0259ndim bu o\u011flan\u0131. O q\u0259d\u0259r do\u011fma v\u0259 s\u0259mimi idi ki, sanki y\u00fcz ildir tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m onu.<\/div>\n
\u00c7ox qorxurdum ki, bir g\u00fcn m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259si g\u0259tir\u0259c\u0259k.<\/div>\n
Lakin, bel\u0259 olmad\u0131.He\u00e7 dem\u0259 Siyah \u00f6mr\u00fcnd\u0259 \u0259lin\u0259 g\u00fcl d\u0259st\u0259si almay\u0131b.<\/div>\n
– G\u00fcl alaram qad\u0131na, ancaq ba\u015fqa formada. \u018flimd\u0259 d\u0259st\u0259 g\u00fcl g\u0259tirm\u0259yi sevmir\u0259m.<\/div>\n
Bu o\u011flan m\u0259nim idi!Anama da dedim ki, b\u0259xtim a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131b. Ad\u0131n\u0131 dey\u0259nd\u0259 is\u0259 anam dedi ki, bu o\u011flan\u0131 Allah yetirib.<\/div>\n
Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, q\u0131z evind\u0259 toydur, o\u011flan\u0131n he\u00e7 x\u0259b\u0259ri yox.<\/div>\n
Siyah m\u0259niml\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, dan\u0131\u015f\u0131r, amma evl\u0259nm\u0259k t\u0259klif etmirdi.<\/div>\n
Boynuma a\u0131l\u0131m ki, h\u0259rd\u0259n ist\u0259yirdim\u00a0 evlilikd\u0259n s\u00f6hb\u0259t a\u00e7s\u0131n, ancaq….<\/div>\n
Bel\u0259c\u0259 alt\u0131 ay ke\u00e7di. Pay\u0131z\u0131n ortalar\u0131 idi.O g\u00fcn\u00a0 ad g\u00fcn\u00fcm idi. T\u0259bii ki, g\u00fcl m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si aram\u0131zda dan\u0131\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ondan g\u00fcl g\u00f6zl\u0259mirdim. Amma deyim ki, alsayd\u0131, g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259rdim.N\u0259 is\u0259…<\/div>\n
S\u0259h\u0259r tezd\u0259n z\u0259ng edib m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l s\u00f6zl\u0259r dedi.<\/div>\n
Sonra dostunun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb m\u0259ni M\u0259rd\u0259kana d\u0259nizin sahilin\u0259 g\u0259zintiy\u0259 d\u0259v\u0259t etdi.<\/div>\n
– S\u0259nin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n han\u0131 b\u0259s?- dey\u0259 m\u0259n soru\u015fdum.<\/div>\n
– Bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259dim.Bu ma\u015f\u0131n daha rahatd\u0131r,- dedi.<\/div>\n
Raz\u0131la\u015fd\u0131m.<\/div>\n
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Biz ma\u015f\u0131na oturub sahil\u0259 getdik.<\/div>\n
Sahil tam sakitlik idi. Pay\u0131z\u0131n ortalar\u0131nda X\u0259z\u0259rin sahili art\u0131q soyuq olur.<\/div>\n
O ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131 saxlad\u0131 v\u0259<\/div>\n
– D\u00fc\u015f! – dedi.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131ndan d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm.<\/div>\n
– Bir az da piyada g\u0259z\u0259k,-dey\u0259 \u0259lav\u0259 etdi.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n Siyah\u0131n qoluna girib add\u0131mlad\u0131m.<\/div>\n
El\u0259 bir ne\u00e7\u0259 add\u0131m getmi\u015fdik ki, ir\u0259lid\u0259 onun ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm v\u0259 t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259:<\/div>\n
– Bu s\u0259nin ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n deyilmi?!- soru\u015fdum<\/div>\n
– Aaaa! Bu bura nec\u0259 g\u0259lib?- dey\u0259 o da t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259ndi.<\/div>\n
Sonra \u0259limd\u0259n tutub ma\u015f\u0131na t\u0259r\u0259f qa\u00e7d\u0131. M\u0259ni d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcyl\u0259 apard\u0131.<\/div>\n
Biz ma\u015f\u0131na yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131q.<\/div>\n
O, arxa qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7d\u0131 v\u0259….<\/div>\n
G\u00f6zl\u0259rim\u0259 inanmad\u0131m!<\/div>\n
Ma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7i dolu idi g\u00fcll\u0259rl\u0259, \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259rl\u0259. Onlar\u0131n \u0259tri sahili b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n sevincimd\u0259n u\u00e7maq ist\u0259yirdim.<\/div>\n
\u00d6mr\u00fcmd\u0259 almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u00fcll\u0259rin ham\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bird\u0259n ald\u0131m! Sevdiyim insandan! Bu ba\u015fqa bir al\u0259m idi!<\/div>\n
O m\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qar\u015f\u0131mda diz \u00e7\u00f6kd\u00fc v\u0259\u00a0 cibind\u0259n bir qutu \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259 uzadaraq<\/div>\n
– B\u0259yaz, m\u0259n\u0259 \u0259r\u0259 ged\u0259rs\u0259nmi? – dedi.<\/div>\n
M\u0259n sanki yuxudayd\u0131m. Bel\u0259 evlilik t\u0259klifini ancaq kinolarda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm. S\u00f6z tapa bilmirdim.<\/div>\n
– Ya m\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259 deyib \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc barma\u011f\u0131na tax,<\/div>\n
ya da at d\u0259niz\u0259, – dey\u0259 o, qutudaki \u00fcz\u00fcy\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 uzatd\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u00dcz\u00fcy\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb ona diqq\u0259tl\u0259 baxd\u0131m sonra var g\u00fcc\u00fcml\u0259 onu d\u0259niz\u0259 ….<\/div>\n
Yox. Atmad\u0131m. Sakitc\u0259 barma\u011f\u0131ma taxd\u0131m.<\/div>\n
Siyah \u0259vv\u0259l qorxdu sonra m\u0259ni qucaqlad\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6p\u00fcb:<\/div>\n
– Xo\u015fb\u0259xt ed\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m s\u0259ni. S\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verir\u0259m!- dedi.<\/div>\n
Nec\u0259 dedi el\u0259 d\u0259 etdi. Sad\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259l, sevincli, k\u0259d\u0259rli, B\u0259yazl\u0131 v\u0259 Siyahl\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xt bir ail\u0259 yarada bilib ya\u015fad\u0131q.<\/div>\n
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-Ana m\u0259n\u0259 yen\u0259 o na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 dan\u0131\u015f.<\/div>\n
– Hans\u0131 na\u011f\u0131l\u0131, q\u0131z\u0131m?<\/div>\n
– Bir ma\u015f\u0131n g\u00fcl na\u011f\u0131l\u0131n\u0131.<\/div>\n
– Qoy ata dan\u0131\u015fs\u0131n. Ax\u0131 o na\u011f\u0131l\u0131 o yaz\u0131b.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\/Hekay\u0259\\ Xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik n\u0259 r\u0259ng olur g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n? Y\u0259qin ki, \u00e7oxumuz onu r\u0259ngar\u0259ng, \u0259lvan g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fck.\u018fslin\u0259 qalsa xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyin\u00a0 r\u0259ngi yoxdur, ancaq x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131zda biz\u00a0 \u00e7ox q\u0259rib\u0259 canland\u0131ra bilirik onun r\u0259ngl\u0259rini. B\u0259lk\u0259 el\u0259 a\u011f-qara olur… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":51753,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[63],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51752","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-dbiyyat"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51752","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51752"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51752\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":51767,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51752\/revisions\/51767"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/51753"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51752"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51752"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51752"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}