{"id":51090,"date":"2025-09-02T06:30:07","date_gmt":"2025-09-02T02:30:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=51090"},"modified":"2025-09-02T06:31:27","modified_gmt":"2025-09-02T02:31:27","slug":"natiq-seferova-mektublar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=51090","title":{"rendered":"NAT\u0130Q S\u018fF\u018fROVA M\u018fKTUBLAR"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Afaq M\u0259sud,<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n
Xalq yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 -dramaturq<\/strong><\/span><\/div>\n
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\u018fzizim Natiq, bu m\u0259ktubu s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6t\u0259n ilin sentyabr\u0131nda – havalar\u0131n s\u0259rinl\u0259\u015fm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0259r\u0259f\u0259d\u0259, qoyub getdiyin h\u0259min o s\u0131n\u0131q-salxaq T\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259 M\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259n yaz\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
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Niy\u0259s\u0259, indi s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazmaq m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lir. S\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt m\u0259ktub yazmam\u0131\u015fam, ona g\u00f6r\u0259, yoxsa indi s\u0259ninl\u0259 m\u0259ktub vasit\u0259si il\u0259 \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olma\u011f\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fc m\u0259n\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 g\u0259lir?.. Ax\u0131 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 yax\u0131n\u0131mda olmusan?!.. El\u0259 indi d\u0259 bilir\u0259m, hardasa buralardasan. Bunu b\u0259zi s\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r, \u0259sas\u0259n d\u0259, s\u0259nin sevdiyin havalarda – havan\u0131n indiki kimi s\u0259rinl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131n, \u00e7iskinin, isti b\u00fcrk\u00fcl\u0259rin q\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131b tar\u0131ma \u00e7\u0259kdiyi \u0259s\u0259bl\u0259rini soyudan vaxtlarda lap d\u0259qiq hiss edir\u0259m. \u018fvv\u0259l d\u0259hlizin hans\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259ns\u0259 partlayan asta g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn e\u015fidilir, bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra q\u0259bul ota\u011f\u0131nda g\u00fcld\u00fcrd\u00fcy\u00fcn q\u0131zlar\u0131n s\u0259si g\u0259lir v\u0259 m\u0259n s\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259diyimd\u0259n b\u0259ri deyib dan\u0131\u015facaqlar\u0131m\u0131 t\u0259l\u0259m-t\u0259l\u0259sik yad\u0131ma salma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
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Biziml\u0259 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn bu ili q\u0259rib\u0259 bir sad\u0259l\u00f6vhl\u00fckl\u0259, ya b\u0259lk\u0259 itki s\u0131z\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 sovu\u015fmayan can\u0131m\u0131 qorumaqdan \u00f6tr\u00fc s\u0259nin yen\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ki kimi – uzun fasil\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 t\u0259nb\u0259lliyind\u0259n, yaxud bu d\u00fcnyadan iyr\u0259ndiyin\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xa bilm\u0259diyind\u0259n g\u0259lm\u0259yib, ara-s\u0131ra telefonla hal-\u0259hval tutaca\u011f\u0131ndan arxay\u0131n idim. Y\u0259ni s\u0259n, h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n, bir d\u0259 he\u00e7 vaxt g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n?..<\/div>\n
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\u0130ndi hardasan?.. Bu m\u0259ktubum \u00e7atacaqm\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259?…<\/div>\n
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Eyvaz d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259nd\u0259, yad\u0131ndad\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131ma d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdin, balaca \u0259ll\u0259rini dizl\u0259rinin aras\u0131nda c\u00fctl\u0259yib u\u015faq kimi qar\u015f\u0131mda otururdun, dinm\u0259z-s\u00f6yl\u0259m\u0259z \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131n, \u00f6z\u00fcn d\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdin ki, bird\u0259n \u00e7\u0259kdiyin a\u011fr\u0131lar\u0131n ciddiliyini anlayaram?.. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 m\u0259ni balaca hesab el\u0259yirdin?!.. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 s\u0259n haql\u0131san. M\u0259n, niy\u0259s\u0259, he\u00e7 c\u00fcr b\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcr\u0259m. \u00d6mr\u00fcm uzunu bir-birinin ard\u0131nca verdiyim itkil\u0259rd\u0259ndi, ya n\u0259d\u0259ndi ki, el\u0259 bil ya\u015fa dolmuram, daim hayandansa \u00fcst\u00fcm\u0259 axan bitib-t\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z yetimliyin z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259n azad ola bilmir\u0259m. G\u00f6r\u0259n niy\u0259, h\u0259?..<\/div>\n
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Ayd\u0131n \u00f6l\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259, m\u0259n a\u011flad\u0131qca \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 p\u0259rt-p\u0259rt bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdin. El\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdin, el\u0259 bil onun \u00f6lm\u0259yind\u0259n x\u0259cal\u0259t \u00e7\u0259kirdin.<\/div>\n
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B\u0259s indi nec\u0259, g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirs\u0259n?.. Ax\u0131 m\u0259n yen\u0259 a\u011flay\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
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Q\u0259rib\u0259di ki, h\u00fczr m\u0259clisind\u0259n sonra s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ilk d\u0259f\u0259di a\u011flay\u0131ram. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, bir daha g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini yaln\u0131z indi anlay\u0131ram, s\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yaza-yaza. \u00d6z\u00fcn bel\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259tmi\u015fdin m\u0259ni. Gah tez-tez g\u0259lirdin, gah da aylarla adamla he\u00e7 dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259mirdin. Bilir\u0259m, s\u0259nin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn maraql\u0131 deyil, amma h\u0259r halda yaz\u0131ram: M\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259 h\u0259r i\u015f \u00f6z qaydas\u0131yla gedir. \u00abX\u0259z\u0259r\u00bbin ikinci say\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7apdan \u00e7\u0131xmas\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zl\u0259yirik. S\u0259nin \u0259v\u0259zolunmaz t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259rinin yerini he\u00e7 kim doldura bilmir. Nec\u0259 d\u0259 bu vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259lm\u0259yib ki, jurnalda klassik t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259ri yada salan bo\u015f bir rubrika a\u00e7aq. Yaxud s\u0259ni and\u0131racaq bo\u015f s\u0259hif\u0259, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259rin olmayan bo\u015flu\u011fun alt\u0131nda is\u0259 imzan.<\/div>\n
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\u0130ndi Ramiz d\u0259, Zakir d\u0259 jurnal\u0131n i\u015fin\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6m\u0259klik edirl\u0259r. G\u00f6r\u00fcrl\u0259r ax\u0131, t\u0259k\u0259m. Ya\u015far da, N\u0259riman da, \u0130brahim d\u0259 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirl\u0259r. H\u0259l\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259 bir q\u0131z\u0131m\u0131z da g\u0259lib – \u00dclk\u0259r. S\u00f6z\u00fcn \u0259sl m\u0259nas\u0131nda, s\u0259nin davam\u00e7\u0131nd\u0131r. Dan\u0131\u015fmaqla aras\u0131 yoxdu, \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131 s\u0259nin kimi – d\u0259risi il\u0259 hiss edir, s\u0259nin kimi d\u0259 i\u015fg\u00fczard\u0131.<\/div>\n
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Ramizi g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259, niy\u0259s\u0259, el\u0259 bil s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m. Ax\u0131 o da s\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7ox ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131. Biz, \u00fcmumiyy\u0259tl\u0259, niy\u0259 bu q\u0259d\u0259r bir-birimiz\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131q?..<\/div>\n
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G\u00f6r\u00fcr\u0259m, Ramiz d\u0259 m\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 pis olur, amma \u00fcz\u0259 vurmur. El\u0259c\u0259 Vaqif d\u0259, Zakir d\u0259, sevimli o\u011flun \u015eahbaz da. S\u0259nin bar\u0259nd\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa burda he\u00e7 kim \u00fcr\u0259k el\u0259mir. M\u0259ni a\u011fr\u0131tmaqdan qorxurlar, ya \u00f6zl\u0259rini s\u0259nin a\u011fr\u0131ndan qoruyurlar?.. S\u0259nd\u0259n sonra ham\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qorxma\u011fa ba\u015flam\u0131\u015fam. Gah Ramiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn qorxuram, gah Vaqifd\u0259n nigaran qal\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
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M\u0259nd\u0259n nigaran qalma. \u00d6z\u00fcn ki bilirs\u0259n, bel\u0259 z\u0259d\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nc\u0259liy\u0259m. Bunu da birt\u0259h\u0259r \u00f6t\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcr\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m. \u0130nsan n\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259\u015fmir ki?!.. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 sufil\u0259rl\u0259 qat\u0131ram.<\/div>\n
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S\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6r bir n\u0259 deyir\u0259m. Deyirdim h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 s\u0259n\u0259 ki, bu t\u0259hsil,\u00a0 kitablar v\u0259 sair\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 he\u00e7 n\u0259 vermir?.. M\u0259n\u0259 veril\u0259n, hissl\u0259rim v\u0259 duy\u011fular\u0131mla verilir?.. M\u0259n bir onlar\u0131n k\u00f6m\u0259yi il\u0259 maarifl\u0259nir\u0259m?..<\/div>\n
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Bax ki M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d pey\u011f\u0259mb\u0259r bu bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 deyib:<\/div>\n
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\u00abAy Allah, S\u0259n\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f, he\u00e7 bir fayda g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259diyim biliyim sar\u0131dan qa\u00e7\u0131ram…\u00bb Dahiyan\u0259ydi, yox?.. Bir d\u0259 Q\u0259zalinin q\u0131sa t\u0259rc\u00fcmeyi-hal\u0131n\u0131 oxuyanda yaman k\u00f6vr\u0259ldim.<\/div>\n
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\u00abBa\u011fdad\u0131n ba\u015f m\u0259dr\u0259s\u0259sinin ba\u015f m\u00fc\u0259llimi, \u0130slam h\u00fcququ m\u00fcd\u0259rrisi (professoru) M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d \u0259l-Q\u0259zali q\u0259fild\u0259n nam\u0259lum s\u0259b\u0259bd\u0259n i\u015fini yar\u0131m\u00e7\u0131q buraxaraq \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri t\u0259rk edir… Var-d\u00f6vl\u0259tind\u0259n, \u0259mlak\u0131ndan imtina ed\u0259n sufi, zahidliy\u0259, t\u0259rki-d\u00fcnyal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kilir. Bir ne\u00e7\u0259 ild\u0259n sonra ail\u0259sinin davaml\u0131 t\u0259kidi, zahidlik h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131n codlu\u011funa davam g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259n b\u0259d\u0259ninin h\u00f6km\u00fcyl\u0259 yenid\u0259n m\u0259dr\u0259s\u0259y\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131rsa da, tezlikl\u0259 (d\u00f6rd ild\u0259n sonra) yenid\u0259n \u015f\u0259h\u0259ri t\u0259rk edib bu d\u0259f\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di olaraq, yoxlu\u011fa q\u0259rq olur. Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259td\u0259n sonra b\u00f6y\u00fck sufinin, d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 uzaq s\u0259hral\u0131qda yerl\u0259\u015f\u0259n kims\u0259siz ma\u011faralar\u0131n birind\u0259 – ac, t\u0259nhal\u0131q h\u0259yat\u0131nda d\u0259yi\u015fdiyi m\u0259lum olur\u00bb.<\/div>\n
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\u0130slam\u0131n s\u00fctunu say\u0131lan \u018fl Q\u0259zalinin h\u0259yat\u0131 bar\u0259d\u0259 bu q\u0131sa bioqrafik m\u0259lumat, niy\u0259s\u0259, m\u0259n\u0259 s\u0259nin k\u0259d\u0259rli xatir\u0259l\u0259r v\u0259 \u0259ziyy\u0259tl\u0259r dolu iztirabl\u0131, \u00e7\u0259tin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131, M\u0259rk\u0259zd\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259diyin d\u00f6vrl\u0259ri, burdan k\u00fcs\u00fcb getm\u0259yini, bir q\u0259d\u0259r sonra bizim t\u0259kidimizl\u0259 geriy\u0259 qay\u0131tma\u011f\u0131n\u0131, sonra yen\u0259, bu d\u0259f\u0259 bizl\u0259ri \u0259b\u0259di t\u0259rk etm\u0259yini xat\u0131rlad\u0131r…<\/div>\n
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Ax\u0131 s\u0259n inc\u0259 idin?!. Havan\u0131n temperaturundan tutmu\u015f, insanlar\u0131n \u00fczl\u0259rinin ifad\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259d\u0259k, h\u0259r \u015fey s\u0259n\u0259 \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259sir el\u0259yirdi. Gah q\u0131c\u0131qland\u0131r\u0131r, gah k\u00f6vr\u0259ldirdi… Birc\u0259 k\u0259lm\u0259 s\u00f6z, yaxud G\u00fcn\u0259\u015fin naqolay \u015f\u00fcas\u0131 s\u0259ni m\u0259hv ed\u0259, yaxud g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259 qald\u0131ra bilirdi…<\/div>\n
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Bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t x\u0259st\u0259 yatan Vaqif sa\u011fal\u0131b i\u015f\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xanda nec\u0259 a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131n yad\u0131ndad\u0131?..<\/div>\n
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Bilir\u0259m, indi bizl\u0259r\u0259 deyil\u0259si n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r s\u00f6z\u00fcn var, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ac\u0131l\u0131-\u015firinli t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131n y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131b. K\u0259d\u0259rli v\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li. Ax\u0131 s\u0259n \u0259n k\u0259d\u0259rli \u015feyl\u0259rd\u0259 bel\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259li olan n\u0259 is\u0259 tapma\u011f\u0131n ustas\u0131 idin?!..<\/div>\n
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