\u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc tan\u0131yandan x\u0259yallarla n\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131rd\u0131. Sevdiyi adamla ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f film kimi olacaqd\u0131. Q\u0259fild\u0259n \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Q\u0131z\u0131n kitab\u0131 yer\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259k, o\u011flan da tez kitab\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b ona ver\u0259c\u0259k v\u0259 dinib-dan\u0131\u015fmadan yana\u015f\u0131 yol ged\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r. Arabir q\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7iyinl\u0259rinin titr\u0259m\u0259si hissl\u0259rinin \u00fcrk\u0259k ifad\u0259si olacaqd\u0131.
\n<\/b>
\nAx\u0131 s\u00f6hb\u0259t s\u00fckutun g\u00f6z\u0259lliyini pozur. S\u00fckutda dinl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k, hiss ed\u0259c\u0259k, h\u0259zz alacaq o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feyl\u0259r var ki. S\u00fckutun s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yini bir dastanl\u0131q s\u00f6z d\u0259 \u0259v\u0259z ed\u0259 bilm\u0259z. S\u00fckutun r\u0259ngl\u0259ri bir ba\u015fqad\u0131r…<\/p>\n
Bel\u0259c\u0259, s\u00fckutun r\u0259ngl\u0259ri i\u00e7ind\u0259 yol ged\u0259c\u0259kdil\u0259r, onun sevdiyi nar\u0131nc\u0131 r\u0259ngin ya\u011f\u0131\u015f\u0131na tutulacaqd\u0131lar. Nar\u0131nc\u0131 r\u0259ngi \u00e7ox sevirdi, atas\u0131 zarafatla deyirdi ki, g\u0259r\u0259k s\u0259n nar\u0131nc\u0131 bayraql\u0131 Niderlandda do\u011fulard\u0131n.<\/p>\n
Atas\u0131n\u0131 h\u00fcznl\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ona yax\u0131n olan t\u0259k adam\u0131. Atas\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 dem\u0259s\u0259ydi bel\u0259, onu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc hiss edirdi. Q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n dinm\u0259zliyini, kompleksl\u0259rini, yad adamlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc itirib \u0259ll\u0259rini hara qoyaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bel\u0259 bilm\u0259m\u0259sini…<\/p>\n
Ke\u00e7diyi yollar x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc da\u015f\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki ill\u0259r ke\u00e7dikc\u0259 x\u0259yallar\u0131 y\u00fck\u0259 d\u00f6n\u00fcb ona \u0259ziyy\u0259t verirdi. Bir g\u00fcn bu y\u00fck\u00fc ataca\u011f\u0131ndan qorxurdu, yaman qorxurdu.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Xan\u0131m, bu \u015flyapa sizindir?
\nD\u00f6n\u00fcb baxd\u0131. Qonur g\u00f6zl\u00fc bir adamd\u0131. Atas\u0131n\u0131n da g\u00f6zl\u0259ri qonur idi. B\u0259lk\u0259, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 adam ona \u00e7ox do\u011fma g\u0259ldi.
\n\u2013 \u015elyapa sizindir?
\nO\u011flan\u0131n \u0259lin\u0259 baxd\u0131, sonra qeyri-ixtiyari \u0259lini ba\u015f\u0131na atd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Ay aman… M\u0259nimdir… Hardan tapd\u0131n\u0131z? K\u00fcl\u0259kmi apar\u0131b?
\nO\u011flan g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di:
\n\u2013 M\u0259n sizin arxan\u0131zca g\u0259lirdim, k\u00fcl\u0259yin sizin \u015flyapan\u0131z\u0131 u\u00e7urdu\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm dal\u0131nca, \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr ki, tuta bildim… Yoxsa…
\n\u2013 Yoxsa…
\n\u2013 Yoxsa bel\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l xan\u0131m bu c\u00fcr havada \u015flyapas\u0131z qalacaqd\u0131…
\nUtand\u0131. Q\u0131zard\u0131. V\u0259 a\u011fl\u0131na ilk g\u0259l\u0259n s\u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6yl\u0259di:
\n\u2013 Bak\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yind\u0259n d\u0259 olmaya…
\n\u2013 Siz\u0259 bir s\u00f6z deyim?
\n\u2013 B\u0259li…
\n\u2013 M\u0259n bu k\u00fcl\u0259yi sevdim…
\n\u2013 …
\n\u2013 M\u0259n bu k\u00fcl\u0259yi sevdim, -o\u011flan t\u0259krar edib \u0259lind\u0259ki \u015flyapaya baxd\u0131, el\u0259 bil sevgisini \u015flyapaya izhar edirdi. Amma o bilirdi, bu o\u011flan sevgisini kim\u0259 v\u0259 niy\u0259 izhar edir.<\/p>\n
B\u0259z\u0259n g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259y\u0259n bir f\u0259lak\u0259t ard\u0131nca el\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015feyl\u0259r g\u0259tirir ki… He\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u0259nilm\u0259y\u0259n anda… Adam yen\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Q\u0131z da d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc ki, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, \u00fcr\u0259yinin d\u00f6y\u00fcnt\u00fcl\u0259rini \u00f6l\u00e7s\u0259l\u0259r, ne\u00e7\u0259 olar?<\/p>\n
Sonra yana\u015f\u0131 getdil\u0259r. Nar\u0131nc\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fa do\u011fru. Bu sonsuzluqda ya\u015fad\u0131lar, ya\u015fland\u0131lar. Bir nar\u0131nc\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi o g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, birini bu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 El\u0259 bil inancl\u0131 xa\u00e7 suyuna \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n kimi, biri bunlar\u0131 nar\u0131nc\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Aman, bu \u0259m\u0259liyyat n\u0259 yaman uzand\u0131… \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259li yerd\u0259di, boyun damar\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131nda. Z\u0259rr\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r ehtiyats\u0131zl\u0131q ets\u0259k, qanaxman\u0131 saxlamaq olmayacaq.
\n\u2013 Doktor, b\u0259lk\u0259, boyunun bu t\u0259r\u0259find\u0259n m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 ed\u0259siz?
\n\u2013 Olmur, assistent, olmur… X\u0259st\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc nec\u0259 hiss edirsiz?
\n\u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131… Yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm… Nar\u0131nc\u0131…
\n\u2013 Nar\u0131nc\u0131 yuxu? \u0130lk d\u0259f\u0259dir e\u015fidir\u0259m. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc narahat hiss etmirsiz ki?
\n\u2013 Yox, yox.
\n\u2013 Bir balaca d\u00f6z\u00fcn, bu, ki\u00e7ik \u0259m\u0259liyyatd\u0131r, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz, he\u00e7 narkoz da verm\u0259mi\u015fik. Biz\u0259 boyundak\u0131 limfa d\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fcnd\u0259n lap ki\u00e7ik bir par\u00e7a laz\u0131md\u0131r- biopsiy\u0259 verm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. \u015ei\u015fin xarakterini \u00f6yr\u0259nm\u0259liyik. Hmm\u2026 Z\u0259hrimara qals\u0131n…
\n\u2013 Doktor, sizin i\u015finizi uzaqdan anlamaq olmur. Amma \u00e7ox \u00e7\u0259tinmi\u015f\u2026
\n\u2013 \u00c7\u0259tin d\u0259 s\u00f6zd\u00fcr? B\u00fct\u00fcn z\u0259rb\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 \u0259n \u00e7ox h\u0259kim\u0259 d\u0259yir. \u0130ndi bir balaca \u0259lim s\u00fcr\u00fc\u015fs\u0259, vay hal\u0131m\u0131za. Son d\u0259r\u0259c\u0259 diqq\u0259tli olmaq laz\u0131md\u0131r. Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131, pinseti verin.<\/p>\n
\u00dc\u00e7 n\u0259f\u0259rin-h\u0259kimin, assistentin v\u0259 tibb bac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n haray-h\u0259\u015firl\u0259 ki\u00e7ik \u015fi\u015fin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259si o nar\u0131nc\u0131 yuxunun yan\u0131nda \u00f6n\u0259msiz g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fc. Eheyy, o da\u011flar\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u00fcs\u00fcz-nar\u0131nc\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131? Onlar\u0131n yan\u0131nda bu \u015fi\u015f n\u0259dir ki? B\u0259sdirin, siz Allah. Bo\u015f verin. \u015ei\u015fdir d\u0259, \u00f6z h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fas\u0131n. B\u0259lk\u0259, onun da arzu-kam\u0131 var…
\n\u2013 X\u0259st\u0259, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc nec\u0259 hiss edirsiz?
\n\u2013 Yax\u015f\u0131yam, doktor. Yuxu g\u00f6r\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Nar\u0131nc\u0131\u2026
\n\u2013 Bir az s\u0259birli olun, az qal\u0131b.
\n\u2013 Eyn\u0259yimd\u0259n nigaranam… Heyif ki, \u00e7\u0131xarmal\u0131 oldum.
\n\u2013 Narahat olmay\u0131n, eyn\u0259k bizd\u0259dir, \u0259m\u0259liyyatdan sonra ver\u0259c\u0259yik. H\u0259m eyn\u0259k indi sizin n\u0259yiniz\u0259 laz\u0131md\u0131r?
\n\u2013 \u00d6yr\u0259\u015fmi\u015f\u0259m, doktor. G\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 olanda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc rahat hiss edir\u0259m.
\n\u2013 \u0130ndi narahats\u0131z? \u00dcr\u0259yiniz s\u0131x\u0131lm\u0131r?
\n\u2013 Yox, yox, nar\u0131nc\u0131 yuxular m\u0259ni s\u0131x\u0131lma\u011fa qoymur.<\/p>\n
Doktor \u0259m\u0259liyyat ota\u011f\u0131nda eyn\u0259yini t\u0259l\u0259b ed\u0259n x\u0259st\u0259nin nar\u0131nc\u0131 yuxu g\u00f6rm\u0259sini normal hesab etdiyind\u0259n daha he\u00e7 n\u0259 soru\u015fmad\u0131.
\n\u2013 Tibb bac\u0131s\u0131, pinset. Z\u0259hrimara qals\u0131n. \u00c7\u0131xm\u0131r ki. Aman Allah!
\n\u2013 Doktor, b\u0259lk\u0259, bu t\u0259r\u0259fd\u0259n m\u00fcdaxil\u0259 ed\u0259siz…
\n\u2013 Onu da s\u0131naqdan ke\u00e7irim, g\u00f6r\u0259k n\u0259 olur.
\nYava\u015f-yava\u015f g\u0259rilm\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rini yumub \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc nar\u0131nc\u0131 r\u0259ngin bo\u015flu\u011funa buraxd\u0131. \u201cNar\u0131nc\u0131 Niderland, nar\u0131nc\u0131 futbol komandas\u0131, nar\u0131nc\u0131 k\u00f6yn\u0259kli futbol\u00e7ulara azarke\u015flik ed\u0259n atam\u2026 Nar\u0131nc\u0131 r\u0259ngin enerjisi, sevinci v\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi\u2026 H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f\u0259m ki, nar\u0131nc\u0131 geyim \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn qarayan\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 gizl\u0259yir, daha g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6st\u0259rir m\u0259ni. Ay aman, ax\u0131 m\u0259n niy\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l do\u011fulmad\u0131m? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, g\u00f6z\u0259l olsayd\u0131m, bu \u015fi\u015f q\u0131ymazd\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259.<\/p>\n
Qoyard\u0131 \u00f6z \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131m. \u00d6z k\u0259p\u0259n\u0259k, \u00f6z qar\u0131\u015fqa \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fc ya\u015fay\u0131m. B\u0259lk\u0259, bu nax\u0259l\u0259f \u015fi\u015f\u0259 \u00fcz tutum, d\u0259rdl\u0259\u015fim onunla? H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 onu g\u00f6rm\u0259zd\u0259n g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m, d\u0259rdimi dem\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. soru\u015fmam\u0131\u015fam ki, niy\u0259 m\u0259nim h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259hv etdin, o\u011ful-u\u015faq \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 h\u0259sr\u0259t qoydun?.. H\u0259kim \u201c\u0259g\u0259r ana olsan, \u00f6l\u0259c\u0259ks\u0259n\u201d dediyi an\u0131n a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00fcr\u0259k tab g\u0259tir\u0259r? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, o vaxt \u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc tutub des\u0259ydim ki, Allah\u0131n verdiyi quruca can\u0131mda n\u0259 tapm\u0131san ki, \u0259l \u00e7\u0259kmirs\u0259n m\u0259nd\u0259n. Allah da k\u00fcs\u00fcb, s\u0259n k\u00fcsm\u00fcrs\u0259n. Ay \u015fi\u015f, a\u00e7\u0131l boynumdan, vallah, s\u0259ninl\u0259 sevincimi-k\u0259d\u0259rimi b\u00f6lm\u0259kd\u0259n yorulmu\u015fam. \u0130ndi ki bel\u0259 oldu… Bax, m\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 inad, uzun \u00f6m\u00fcr ya\u015fayacam, 60, 70, 80\u2026 yox, lap 90 il ya\u015fayacam v\u0259 s\u0259ni xat\u0131rlayanda q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259m… H\u0259, q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259m… M\u0259n s\u0259ni…\u201d
\n\u2013 \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr! X\u0259ta-b\u0259las\u0131z \u015fi\u015fd\u0259n ki\u00e7ik bir par\u00e7a g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259 bildim.
\n\u2013 Ura, doktor, t\u0259brikl\u0259r! Sizinl\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n q\u00fcrur duydum.
\n\u2013 Sa\u011f ol, assistent.
\n\u2013 Dedim d\u0259, al\u0131nacaq.
\n\u2013 H\u0259. \u00c7ox h\u0259ssas i\u015fdir, bir balaca oyan-buyan olsayd\u0131, x\u0259st\u0259ni qan aparacaqd\u0131. X\u0259st\u0259, siz yax\u015f\u0131s\u0131z?
\n\u2013 B\u0259li, yax\u015f\u0131yam\u2026
\n\u2013 Yen\u0259 o yuxunu… hmm\u2026 nar\u0131nc\u0131 yuxunu g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcz?
\n\u2013 Art\u0131q g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m.
\n\u2013 Niy\u0259?
\n\u2013 G\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259mir\u0259m \u00e7\u00fcnki.
\nH\u0259kim eyn\u0259yinin alt\u0131ndan x\u0259st\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r sald\u0131, qorxulu bir \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u0259min olandan sonra son tap\u015f\u0131r\u0131qlar\u0131n\u0131 verib, otaqdan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Yara tikildikd\u0259n sonra o da durdu, pijamas\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r-a\u011f\u0131r geyindi, eyn\u0259yini taxd\u0131 v\u0259 bird\u0259n h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flamaq ist\u0259di.<\/p>\n
Sonrak\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r v\u0259 yorucu m\u00fcalic\u0259 d\u00f6n\u0259mi ba\u015flad\u0131. Maddi v\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259vi a\u011fr\u0131lara m\u0259tan\u0259tl\u0259 sin\u0259 g\u0259rdi, \u00e7\u00fcnki ba\u015fqa yolu da yox idi. Bir \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmal\u0131yd\u0131 bu v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n. H\u0259m \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi. Daha do\u011frusu, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 yox, onu bu hala salan nax\u0259l\u0259f \u015fi\u015f\u0259 s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi, onu b\u0259d\u0259ninin i\u00e7ind\u0259 ram edib ax\u0131r\u0131na \u00e7\u0131xacaq v\u0259 \u0259sla t\u0259slim olmayacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 yell\u0259r aparanda (kimyaterapiyan\u0131n qurban\u0131 olanda) da d\u00f6zd\u00fc. Bir d\u0259 ki, sa\u00e7lar\u0131 x\u0259st\u0259liyin t\u0259sirind\u0259n onsuz da z\u0259ifl\u0259mi\u015fdi, cans\u0131z olmu\u015fdu, yerin\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259, q\u00fcvv\u0259tli t\u00fckl\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kdi. Sa\u011flam, qapqara sa\u00e7lar. H\u0259m d\u0259 x\u0259yal qurmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yeni arzular\u0131 do\u011fmu\u015fdu: \u201cSa\u00e7lar\u0131m g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k, onlar\u0131 darayaca\u011fam, h\u00f6r\u0259c\u0259y\u0259m, bax, bu sanca\u011f\u0131 da taxaca\u011fam. Qoy g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda dursun, baxanda t\u0259s\u0259lli tapmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u201d.<\/p>\n
H\u0259m d\u0259 ki, \u00e7oxdand\u0131r uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131n x\u0259yal\u0131n\u0131 qururdu. Lap vaxt\u0131d\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u0259l parikl\u0259r sat\u0131l\u0131r, ger\u00e7\u0259yind\u0259n se\u00e7ilmir, h\u0259m d\u0259 uzun… Onlardan birini alaram. Y\u0259hudil\u0259r deyir ki, h\u0259tta \u0259n pis v\u0259ziyy\u0259td\u0259n d\u0259 faydal\u0131 bir \u015fey qazanmaq olar.<\/p>\n
T\u0259z\u0259 parik sif\u0259t qurulu\u015funu d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015fdi, onu oldu\u011fundan g\u00f6z\u0259l g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. Adamlar\u0131n maraq dolu bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 q\u0259na\u0259tini do\u011frultdu. \u0130\u015fd\u0259 onu tan\u0131ya bilm\u0259y\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 is\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f mimikalarla \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ni\u015fan verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131, al\u0131nmayanda da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yib ke\u00e7di. Ev\u0259 qay\u0131tmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn avtobus dayanaca\u011f\u0131na ged\u0259rk\u0259n onu g\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259rin \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n v\u0259 fikirli bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259k yell\u0259yirdi, sonra bir anl\u0131q parikin altl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerind\u0259 oynad\u0131, amma rezini b\u0259rkitmi\u015fdi, t\u0259hl\u00fck\u0259 yox idi.
\nS\u0259nin olmayan sa\u00e7larla da k\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 getm\u0259k olar. K\u00fcl\u0259y\u0259 inad, h\u0259yata inad, bunlar\u0131 s\u0259nin h\u0259yat\u0131na soxmu\u015f nax\u0259l\u0259f \u015fi\u015f\u0259 inad…
\nH\u0259r \u015fey q\u0259fil oldu. Taxma sa\u00e7lar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131, azadl\u0131\u011fa can atan qu\u015f kimi \u00f6z yuvas\u0131ndan u\u00e7du. H\u0259r \u015fey el\u0259 ani oldu ki, o geri \u00e7evril\u0259nd\u0259 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n k\u00fcl\u0259yin dirijorlu\u011fuyla q\u0259rib\u0259 bir ritmd\u0259 s\u00fcz\u0259r\u0259k uzaqla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc.
\nSonra \u00f6l\u0259ziy\u0259n \u00fcmidl\u0259 \u0259lini ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kdi. Amma \u0259linin hissiyyat\u0131 ona \u00e7irkin h\u0259qiq\u0259ti dedi.<\/p>\n
Sonra \u0259trafa baxd\u0131. \u0130nsanlar a\u011f\u0131r kadrlardak\u0131 kimi ir\u0259li-geri gedir, b\u0259zisi ona bax\u0131r, b\u0259zisi g\u00f6zl\u0259rini b\u0259r\u0259ldir, b\u0259zisi is\u0259 \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n-\u00e7a\u015fq\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. H\u0259r \u015feyin gec oldu\u011funu anlasa da, g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259nin papa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131na ke\u00e7irdi.
\n\u2013 Xan\u0131m, bu sizindir?
\n\u018flind\u0259 pariki tutmu\u015f o\u011flan qa\u00e7araq ona yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131.
\nG\u00f6zl\u0259rini yay\u0131nd\u0131rma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015faraq:
\n\u2013 M\u0259nimdir, \u2013 dedi.
\nO\u011flan p\u0131rtla\u015f\u0131b kol-kosa ox\u015fayan pariki onun \u0259lin\u0259 verdi. Bu o\u011flan nar\u0131nc\u0131 x\u0259yallar\u0131ndan ona tan\u0131\u015f olan, \u015flyapan\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259lind\u0259n dart\u0131b qoparan v\u0259 m\u00fcz\u0259ff\u0259r d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u00e7\u00fc kimi ona g\u0259tir\u0259n adama he\u00e7 b\u0259nz\u0259mirdi. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, tale onun x\u0259yallar\u0131n\u0131 la\u011fa qoymu\u015fdu?..<\/p>\n
Pariki al\u0131b \u0259lini \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u0259zdirdi. El\u0259 bil yolunda getm\u0259y\u0259n n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 hamarlay\u0131b d\u00fcz yola salacaqd\u0131. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, parikin u\u00e7du\u011funu g\u00f6r\u0259n adamlar h\u0259l\u0259 yan-y\u00f6r\u0259d\u0259dirl\u0259r? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, ke\u00e7ib gedibl\u0259rmi? Yoxsa onun sirrini bil\u0259n adamlar h\u0259l\u0259 \u0259traf\u0131nda qal\u0131b?<\/p>\n
B\u0259s ma\u015f\u0131nlar? Y\u0259qin ki, ma\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 adamlar da g\u00f6rd\u00fc. G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, h\u0259min ma\u015f\u0131nlar \u00f6t\u00fcb ke\u00e7dil\u0259rmi? G\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, ma\u015f\u0131ndak\u0131 adamlar h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ona bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcrl\u0259r? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 he\u00e7 g\u00fclm\u00fcrl\u0259r, m\u0259g\u0259r ke\u00e7\u0259l adam he\u00e7 g\u00f6rm\u0259yibl\u0259r? He\u00e7 onlar\u0131n x\u0259st\u0259si olmay\u0131b? He\u00e7 vaxt sa\u00e7lar\u0131 t\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f qad\u0131n g\u00f6rm\u0259yibl\u0259r?<\/p>\n
O\u011flan n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc borclu hiss edirdi el\u0259 bil:
\n\u2013 Bilirsiz, m\u0259nim bac\u0131mda da bel\u0259si var. Uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131 sevir, tez-tez istifad\u0259 edir.
\n\u2013 M\u0259nim sa\u00e7lar\u0131m he\u00e7 yoxdur, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 tax\u0131ram.
\nO\u011flan papa\u011f\u0131n uclar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259lind\u0259 saxlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onun nec\u0259 c\u0259hd g\u00f6st\u0259rdiyin\u0259 bax\u0131b k\u0259k\u0259l\u0259di:
\n\u2013 Qorxmay\u0131n, sa\u00e7lar el\u0259 tez g\u0259lir ki. M\u0259n d\u0259 sa\u00e7\u0131m\u0131 yayda q\u0131xd\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m, bir aya g\u0259ldi.
\nPariki \u0259lind\u0259 b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk s\u0131x\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131.
\n\u2013 Bilir\u0259m, sa\u011f olun.
\nA\u011flamama\u011fa s\u00f6z vermi\u015fdi. D\u00f6n\u00fcb yola d\u00fcz\u0259ldi. K\u00fcl\u0259k h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 sakitl\u0259\u015fm\u0259mi\u015fdi, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ondan n\u0259l\u0259ris\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yi t\u0259l\u0259b edirdi. G\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr, taley\u0259 borclu oldu\u011fu \u00e7ox \u015feyl\u0259r vard\u0131…<\/p>\n
\u2013 Doktor, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m n\u0259 vaxt g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k?
\n\u2013 M\u00fcalic\u0259 bit\u0259n kimi g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259k.
\nM\u00fcalic\u0259 bit\u0259n kimi sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259y\u0259 ba\u015flad\u0131. H\u0259l\u0259 bir g\u0259lsin, onlar\u0131 \u00e7ox sev\u0259c\u0259kdi. Lap q\u0131sa da olsa, \u0259zizl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259kdi, q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sancaqlar taxacaqd\u0131.<\/p>\n
Art\u0131q k\u00fcl\u0259kli havalarda ehtiyatl\u0131 olma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130ki \u0259liyl\u0259 tuturdu pariki. S\u00fcni t\u00fckl\u0259rd\u0259n d\u00fcz\u0259ldilmi\u015f parik \u00e7ox tez k\u00f6hn\u0259lib keyfiyy\u0259tini itirmi\u015fdi, uzun sa\u00e7 kimi cazib\u0259darl\u0131\u011f\u0131 da qalmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Bir-birin\u0259 dola\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, lap qu\u015f yuvas\u0131na ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131, ya da ba\u015f\u0131 soyuqdan qoruyan papa\u011fa. B\u0259z\u0259n h\u0259r \u015feyd\u0259n bezib el\u0259 adamlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 bu m\u0259nas\u0131z sa\u00e7 y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b yer\u0259 atmaq, \u201c\u0259slind\u0259, m\u0259n buyam; ke\u00e7\u0259l, sa\u00e7s\u0131z adam\u201d \u2013 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi. Sanki parik onun \u0259sl kimliyini qapayan, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259n, havas\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa t\u0259rk ed\u0259n, \u0259sl sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc gizl\u0259y\u0259n bir \u0259cinn\u0259 idi.<\/p>\n
Yatanda ke\u00e7\u0259lliyini \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n gizl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131na yayl\u0131q ba\u011flay\u0131r, sonra havas\u0131 \u00e7atmayanda yava\u015f-yava\u015f a\u00e7\u0131rd\u0131, \u00f6rt\u00fck sin\u0259sin\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, o da sa\u00e7s\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla bar\u0131\u015fan kimi olurdu. Ancaq yaln\u0131z bir gec\u0259lik.
\nBir d\u0259f\u0259 ma\u011fazada iki qad\u0131n\u0131n ona baxaraq n\u0259s\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sezdi, onlar\u0131n yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndak\u0131 vitrin\u0259 \u0259yil\u0259nd\u0259 qad\u0131nlardan birinin s\u00f6z\u00fc qula\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259lib ke\u00e7di:
\n\u2013 Parikdi, h\u0259, d\u00fcz deyirs\u0259n. Allah, s\u0259n saxla! Cavan adamd\u0131, g\u00f6r\u0259s\u0259n, ba\u015f\u0131nda parik niy\u0259 g\u0259zdirir?
\n\u2013 Ay q\u0131z, b\u0259lk\u0259, d\u0259rdi var, b\u0259lk\u0259, sa\u00e7\u0131 yoxdur?
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131, qad\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fcz g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn i\u00e7in\u0259 baxd\u0131.
\n\u2013 H\u0259, d\u00fczd\u00fcr, sa\u00e7\u0131m yoxdur. Ke\u00e7\u0259l\u0259m m\u0259n, ke\u00e7\u0259l. Baxmaq ist\u0259yirsiz?
\nQad\u0131n \u00e7a\u015fq\u0131nl\u0131qdan q\u0131zard\u0131.
\n\u2013 Aaa, d\u0259lidi ki bu…
\n\u2013 Azz, g\u0259l ged\u0259k, ba\u015f qo\u015fma buna, \u2013 dey\u0259 r\u0259fiq\u0259si qolundan tutub qap\u0131ya \u00e7\u0259kdi. O da d\u00f6n\u00fcb onlar g\u00f6zd\u0259n it\u0259n\u0259 kimi dallar\u0131nca baxd\u0131. El\u0259 bil iblis \u015fi\u015f\u0259 dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rni g\u00f6zl\u0259riyl\u0259 onlara deyirdi.
\nH\u0259min g\u00fcn q\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 sancaqlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b baxd\u0131, t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n yerin\u0259 qoydu. \u201cSiz\u0259 inad sa\u011falaca\u011fam\u201d, \u2013 dedi. Bird\u0259n f\u0259rqin\u0259 vard\u0131 ki, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n d\u0259risi qaral\u0131r, t\u0259z\u0259 t\u00fck \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131. S\u0259m\u0259niy\u0259 ox\u015fatd\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00fcld\u00fc. Sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n e\u015fqin\u0259 g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259 sevdi, o g\u00fczg\u00fcn\u00fc ki, aylardan b\u0259ri baxma\u011f\u0131 t\u0259rgitmi\u015fdi\u2026<\/p>\n
Bir aydan sonra sa\u00e7lar\u0131 bir bu\u011fda boyu da artm\u0131\u015fd\u0131, amma h\u0259l\u0259 pariksiz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259-bacaya \u00e7\u0131xmaq olmazd\u0131, \u00e7ox q\u0131sa idi, bir n\u00f6v, ke\u00e7\u0259l kimi\u2026
\nAmma \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc na\u011f\u0131ldak\u0131 \u201csa\u00e7\u0131 uzun Buray xan\u0131m\u201d kimi hiss edirdi, \u201cba\u015f\u0131mda parik olsa da, sa\u00e7\u0131m var\u201d \u2013 dey\u0259 i\u00e7in-i\u00e7in g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Ona k\u0259d\u0259rl\u0259 baxanlara
\nda \u00f6zl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. \u201cOnlar n\u0259 bilsin ki, art\u0131q m\u0259n d\u0259 onlar kimiy\u0259m… Tam olmasa da, dem\u0259k olar ki\u2026 onlar kimi\u201d.<\/p>\n
Bir d\u0259f\u0259 oxumu\u015fdu ki, qad\u0131nlar sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla kosmosla \u0259laq\u0259 qururlar. \u201cUzun sa\u00e7l\u0131n\u0131n ah\u0131ndan qorxun\u201d dey\u0259 bir m\u0259s\u0259l d\u0259 vard\u0131. \u00c7oxdan idi ki, bu deyiml\u0259rl\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc aras\u0131nda \u0259laq\u0259ni itirmi\u015fdi. \u0130ndi h\u0259min rabit\u0259ni tapd\u0131qca qorxu-h\u00fcrk\u00fc hiss etm\u0259d\u0259n \u015f\u0259rin \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 gedirdi.<\/p>\n
M\u00fcalic\u0259 bitdiyi g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00f6rd ay ke\u00e7di. H\u0259min vaxta q\u0259d\u0259r o\u011frun-o\u011frun \u00e7\u0131xan k\u00f6vr\u0259k t\u00fckl\u0259r o\u011flansaya\u011f\u0131 vurulmu\u015f qad\u0131n sa\u00e7\u0131na ox\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. V\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t, uzun aylardan b\u0259ri ilk d\u0259f\u0259 pariksiz k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131. Paltarlar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u00e7\u0131na uy\u011fun se\u00e7di. Q\u0131sa a\u011f g\u00f6d\u0259k\u00e7\u0259 v\u0259 cins \u015falvar dik duran q\u0131sa sa\u00e7larla modern v\u0259 d\u0259bli g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qar\u015f\u0131dan iki cavan o\u011flan g\u0259lirdi, onlar\u0131n bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6z \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 tutanda g\u0259rginl\u0259\u015fdi, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc n\u00f6vb\u0259ti z\u0259rb\u0259y\u0259 haz\u0131rlad\u0131, amma o\u011flanlardan birinin yan\u0131ndan ke\u00e7\u0259rk\u0259n dediyi:<\/p>\n
\u2013 S\u0259n bir stil\u0259, t\u0259rz\u0259 bax! \u2013 s\u00f6zl\u0259rinin kompliment oldu\u011funun f\u0259rqin\u0259 varanda kefi yerin\u0259 g\u0259ldi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b havan\u0131n qoxusunu i\u00e7in\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi, d\u0259rind\u0259n n\u0259f\u0259s ald\u0131. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u0259… yox, nax\u0259l\u0259f \u015fi\u015f\u0259 verdiyi s\u00f6z\u0259, dey\u0259s\u0259n, \u0259m\u0259l ed\u0259c\u0259kdi.
\nSa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n azadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ilk g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc d\u0259nizl\u0259 birg\u0259 bayram etm\u0259k ist\u0259yirdi.<\/p>\n
Skamyada yerini rahlad\u0131. Yol\u00fcst\u00fc ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 simitd\u0259n bir di\u015fl\u0259k g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. D\u0259nizin havas\u0131 \u00e7oxdan b\u0259ri yad\u0131r\u011fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 azadl\u0131q qoxusuna b\u0259nz\u0259yirdi.
\nSimiti ovub g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r\u0259 atd\u0131. A\u011f, boz, g\u00f6y\u00fcmt\u00fcl qu\u015flar \u00fcrk\u0259k-\u00fcrk\u0259k onun yan\u0131na g\u0259lir, yemi dimdikl\u0259yib q\u0259nim\u0259ti \u0259l\u0259 ke\u00e7ir\u0259nd\u0259n sonra qanad \u00e7al\u0131rd\u0131lar. Qu\u015flar\u0131 \u00f6z x\u0259yallar\u0131na b\u0259nz\u0259tdi. O x\u0259yallar ki, bel\u0259c\u0259 \u00fcrk\u0259k-\u00fcrk\u0259k yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131r, onun \u0259lind\u0259n b\u0259sl\u0259nir, qanad \u00e7al\u0131rlar, amma uzaqla\u015fm\u0131rlar, \u00e7\u00fcnki…<\/p>\n
\u2013 Xan\u0131m, bu qu\u015flar\u0131 sizin \u0259linizd\u0259n almaq olar?
\nBa\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131rd\u0131, tan\u0131\u015f bir adam ona bax\u0131b g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259yirdi. Onu el\u0259 bil hardansa xat\u0131rlay\u0131rd\u0131, amma m\u0259hz hardan? \u2013 K\u0259sdir\u0259 bilm\u0259di. X\u0259yallar\u0131ndak\u0131 adam idimi- \u015flyapas\u0131n\u0131 k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259lind\u0259n al\u0131b romantik c\u0259ngav\u0259r kimi ona t\u0259slim ed\u0259n adam, yoxsa u\u00e7an pariki tutub g\u0259tir\u0259n o\u011flan? B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, he\u00e7 biri deyildi, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259, h\u0259r ikisiydi, kim bilir…
\n\u2013 Qu\u015flar\u0131 \u0259limd\u0259n almaq? Nec\u0259 y\u0259ni?
\n\u2013 El\u0259c\u0259. \u00c7\u00f6r\u0259k g\u0259tirmi\u015f\u0259m, onlara ver\u0259c\u0259kdim, amma el\u0259 siz t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 u\u00e7urlar, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131m tutdu.
\nAdam bunu deyib g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di. Q\u0131z da g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di.
\n\u2013 Oturma\u011f\u0131ma etiraz etm\u0259zsiz?
\n\u2013 Yox, buyurun \u0259yl\u0259\u015fin , \u2013 deyib skamyan\u0131n k\u0259nar\u0131na \u00e7\u0259kildi.
\nAdam \u0259lind\u0259ki \u00e7antan\u0131 b\u00f6yr\u00fcn\u0259 qoyub oturdu. \u00c7antadan i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k q\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 olan s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 b\u00fck\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f sellofan \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131.
\n\u2013 Siz bunu m\u0259xsusi qu\u015flar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u0259tirmisiz?
\n\u2013 \u018flb\u0259tt\u0259. Qu\u015flar\u0131 sevir\u0259m. V\u0259 qu\u015flar\u0131 sev\u0259n insanlar\u0131. Xan\u0131m, yoxsa siz sevmirsiz?
\n\u2013 Kimi?
\n\u2013 Kimi? Hmm\u2026 Qu\u015flar\u0131\u2026
\n\u2013 Qu\u015flar\u0131 sevir\u0259m.
\n\u2013 B\u0259s qu\u015flar\u0131 sev\u0259n insanlar\u0131?
\n\u2013 Qu\u015flar\u0131 sev\u0259n insanlar\u0131… Hmm\u2026<\/p>\n
Adam bic-bic g\u00fcld\u00fc. Q\u0131z bil\u0259r\u0259kd\u0259n onu dola\u015f\u0131\u011fa sald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlay\u0131b ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcml\u0259 yell\u0259di.
\nAdam onlara yax\u0131nla\u015fan g\u00f6y\u0259r\u00e7inl\u0259r\u0259 i\u015far\u0259 edib:
\n\u2013 Ail\u0259y\u0259 b\u0259nz\u0259m\u0259dikmi? \u2013 dedi. \u2013 Siz, m\u0259n v\u0259 bizim u\u015faqlar\u0131m\u0131z.
\nBunu deyib el\u0259 m\u0259sumca g\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259di ki, q\u0131z\u0131n da dodaqlar\u0131 qa\u00e7d\u0131.
\n\u2013 Q\u0259rib\u0259 o\u011flans\u0131z.
\n\u2013 El\u0259 siz d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259 q\u0131zs\u0131z. Bir d\u0259 bilirsiz n\u0259 var? N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, ikimiz d\u0259 q\u0259rib\u0259yik, yoxsa he\u00e7 tap\u0131\u015fmazd\u0131q.
\nBunu deyib, b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u0259n, geni\u015fl\u0259n\u0259n, d\u00fcz d\u00fcnyan\u0131 v\u0259 onun itkil\u0259rinin yerini tutan \u015firin q\u0259hq\u0259h\u0259yl\u0259 g\u00fcld\u00fc. O da o\u011flana qo\u015fuldu. Qu\u015flar da \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259nib yax\u0131na g\u0259ldil\u0259r. \u0130ndi, do\u011frudan da, ail\u0259y\u0259 ox\u015fay\u0131rd\u0131lar.<\/p>\n
\u2026V\u0259 sonra yana\u015f\u0131 getdil\u0259r. Nar\u0131nc\u0131 sonsuzlu\u011fa do\u011fru. Bu sonsuzluqda ya\u015fad\u0131lar, ya\u015fland\u0131lar. Bir nar\u0131nc\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyi o g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc, birini bu g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc\u2026 El\u0259 bil xa\u00e7 suyuna \u00e7\u0259kil\u0259n inancl\u0131 kimi, biri bunlar\u0131 nar\u0131nc\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtliy\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi.<\/p>\n
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