{"id":50948,"date":"2025-08-31T11:42:56","date_gmt":"2025-08-31T07:42:56","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=50948"},"modified":"2025-08-31T11:42:56","modified_gmt":"2025-08-31T07:42:56","slug":"biz-32-ildi-oluruk-roza-eliqizi-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=50948","title":{"rendered":"Biz 32 \u0130ldi \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fck…- Roza \u018fliq\u0131z\u0131 yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Bu bizim Qubadl\u0131dak\u0131 evimizin,h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n,otaqlar\u0131n a\u00e7arlar\u0131d\u0131r…D\u00fcz 32 ildir m\u0259nd\u0259dir,ama a\u00e7ma\u011fa qap\u0131lar yoxdu ki? Sahibsiz qalm\u0131\u015f,d\u0259rdd\u0259n,h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n biraz paslanm\u0131\u015f… Bir g\u00fcn bu a\u00e7arlar\u0131 \u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b\u00a0 i\u015f\u011faldan azad olmu\u015f Qubadl\u0131ya k\u0259ndimiz\u0259\u00a0 Xanl\u0131\u011fa getdim,getdim ki x\u0259yal\u0131mda t\u0259ss\u0259vv\u00fcr etdiyim,daha do\u011frusu x\u0259yallar\u0131mda ya\u015fayan u\u015faql\u0131qda ya\u015f\u0131dlar\u0131mla m\u0259hl\u0259d\u0259 tez-tez dala\u015f\u0131b,k\u00fcs\u00fcb bar\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m,h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox \u00f6zl\u0259diyim burnumun ucunun g\u00f6yn\u0259diyi h\u0259min k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259d\u0259n ke\u00e7ib h\u0259y\u0259t darvazam\u0131za yax\u0131nla\u015f\u0131b qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7am, h\u0259y\u0259timiz\u0259 daxil olaraq…T\u0259l\u0259b\u0259likd\u0259 oldu\u011fu kimi qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b h\u0259y\u0259t\u0259 gir\u0259nd\u0259 birinci “ana “deyinc\u0259 ilk \u00f6nc\u0259d\u0259 m\u0259ni qar\u015f\u0131lama\u011fa anam \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131…<\/div>\n
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H\u0259l\u0259 ondan \u00f6nc\u0259 avtobusdan d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nd\u0259 k\u0259ndin ba\u015f\u0131ndan en\u0259nd\u0259 h\u0259k\u0259ri \u00e7ay\u0131ndan ibar\u0259t “gers” var idi,yan\u0131nda t\u0259ndir, r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Mirz\u0259 kirv\u0259nin t\u0259ndiri,onun yan\u0131nda is\u0259 10 il oxudu\u011fum m\u0259kt\u0259bimiz,Xanl\u0131q m\u0259kt\u0259bi y\u0259ni…<\/p>\n

\u0130ndi 32 il \u00f6nc\u0259ki x\u0259yallarla k\u0259nd\u0259 daxil olurdum h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox h\u0259y\u0259canla…K\u0259ndin gir\u0259c\u0259yind\u0259 20 yanvar \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r abid\u0259si vard\u0131… Onu g\u00f6z\u00fcm \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259tirir\u0259m… K\u0259ndimiz g\u00f6zl\u0259rim \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 canlan\u0131r,ax\u0131 d\u00fcz 32 il m\u0259n bunu yuxular\u0131mda g\u00f6r\u0259rdim,k\u0259nd\u0259 g\u0259lib k\u0259ndimizi g\u0259zm\u0259yi, m\u0259kt\u0259bin \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259n s\u0259h\u0259ng k\u00fcr\u0259yimd\u0259 bula\u011fa su doldurma\u011fa getm\u0259yi… \u018fslind\u0259 bulaq da b\u0259han\u0259ydi insanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6rm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn…<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259 32 il sonra k\u0259nd\u0259 daxil oluram,g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u00f6rd bir yan\u0131 g\u0259zir; amma x\u0259yal\u0131mda qalan he\u00e7 n\u0259yi g\u00f6rm\u00fcr\u0259m, han\u0131 bizim k\u0259ndimiz soru\u015fanda,bura sizin k\u0259ndiniz Xanl\u0131qd\u0131 deyirl\u0259r… \u00c7a\u015fq\u0131n halda n\u0259yis\u0259 axtar\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi o t\u0259r\u0259f bu t\u0259r\u0259f\u0259 boylan\u0131ram,-yox bu bizim k\u0259ndimiz deyil,han\u0131 \u015f\u0259hidl\u0259r abid\u0259si?biraz ir\u0259li yeriyir\u0259m,-han\u0131 gers?,han\u0131 Mirz\u0259 kirv\u0259nin t\u0259ndiri?, han\u0131 m\u0259nim do\u011fma Xanl\u0131q m\u0259kt\u0259bim?,han\u0131 bizim k\u00f6rp\u00fc?…He\u00e7 n\u0259 yox? yox.. M\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259y\u0259 girm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m,m\u0259h\u0259ll\u0259ni tan\u0131m\u0131ram yolun istiqam\u0259ti d\u0259yi\u015fmi\u015f,m\u0259hl\u0259 yox tan\u0131m\u0131ram,k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259 yox…<\/p>\n

\u0130r\u0259li gedir\u0259m sa\u011fda v\u0259 solda u\u00e7udulmu\u015f evl\u0259r,yen\u0259 tan\u0131m\u0131ram,bura sizin m\u0259hl\u0259di des\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 he\u00e7 tan\u0131m\u0131ram,he\u00e7 n\u0259 tan\u0131\u015f g\u0259lmir… Biraz ir\u0259lid\u0259 bax, bu da sizin h\u0259y\u0259t des\u0259l\u0259r d\u0259 inanm\u0131ram; burda he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259yibl\u0259r h\u0259r yeri,izi tozu yox bel\u0259?… Allah, Allah han\u0131 bizim evin\u00a0 h\u0259y\u0259tin qap\u0131s\u0131?.. \u018flimd\u0259ki bu top a\u00e7arlarla donub qal\u0131ram,u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259 xat\u0131rladacaq\u00a0 bir \u00e7\u00f6p bel\u0259 yox… Bu n\u0259 q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nl\u0131qd\u0131 bel\u0259,u\u015faql\u0131q x\u0259yallar\u0131m\u0131n q\u0131r\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131,h\u0259r \u015fey bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131…<\/p>\n

M\u0259hl\u0259mizi g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcn\u0259 al\u0131b getmi\u015fdim m\u0259n k\u0259ndimiz\u0259… \u0130st\u0259yirsiniz deyim m\u0259hl\u0259 kimin evind\u0259n ba\u015flay\u0131r?..
\nH\u0259, birinci giri\u015fd\u0259 “\u00c7oban M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259d”in evi v\u0259 A\u011faki\u015fio\u011flu \u018flinin evi,sonra Partkom M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259din evi,sonra, di\u015f h\u0259kimi M\u0259h\u0259mm\u0259din,biraz ir\u0259lid\u0259,\u0130slamgilin,solda is\u0259 M\u0259miligilin… Aha biraz ir\u0259lid\u0259 is\u0259 dey\u0259s\u0259n \u00e7at\u0131r\u0131q,bizim evimiz,solda d\u0259yirman\u00e7\u0131 M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259min, bizd\u0259n sa\u011fda G\u00fcln\u00fcs\u0259 xalagilin,Zamingilin y\u0259ni,bizd\u0259n ir\u0259lid\u0259 is\u0259 Mant\u0131gilin, \u018flisahibgilin,sonra is\u0259 X\u0259lilgilin,X\u0259dic\u0259 xalagilin,daha sonra Vahid m\u00fc\u0259llimin v\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259tlik Say\u0131 day\u0131n\u0131n evi,ordan is\u0259 m\u0259hl\u0259 bitir po\u00e7ta t\u0259r\u0259f…bir yol a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 m\u0259hl\u0259y\u0259 gedir,bir yol is\u0259 yuxar\u0131 d\u0259r\u0259y\u0259 t\u0259r\u0259f.., ah u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m hardasan?hara yoxa \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131z?bir an x\u0259yal\u0131mdan ay\u0131l\u0131b\u00a0 g\u00f6zl\u0259rim d\u00fcz\u0259nl\u0259nmi\u015f bo\u015f s\u0259hraya bax\u0131r…\u0259limd\u0259 a\u00e7ar ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131ram.<\/p>\n

“Ana ay ana”…amma anam yox a\u00e7arla h\u0259y\u0259t darvaza qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7maq ist\u0259yir\u0259m amma n\u0259 h\u0259y\u0259t var n\u0259 d\u0259 darvaza qap\u0131s\u0131…he\u00e7 n\u0259 yox ki….K\u0259nd yox,m\u0259kt\u0259b yox,m\u0259hl\u0259 yox,h\u0259y\u0259timiz evimiz yox…anam da yox.<\/p>\n

\u018flimd\u0259 qalan is\u0259 bu top a\u00e7ar u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n xatir\u0259si…
\n\u0130ndi \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 jurnalist\u0259m dey\u0259nl\u0259r bizl\u0259ri q\u0131na\u011fa \u00e7\u0259kir”-balam niy\u0259 eliniz\u0259 oban\u0131za d\u00f6nm\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fcz?”..
\nAy bizi q\u0131nayanlar, insan olmayan k\u0259ndin\u0259,evin\u0259 portalla icaz\u0259il\u0259mi ged\u0259r?..<\/p>\n

\u00c7ox s\u00f6z dey\u0259rdim a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b,ama s\u0259viyy\u0259li jurnalistl\u0259rin s\u0259viy\u0259li ittiham\u0131 olsayd\u0131…
\nBird\u0259 i\u00e7imi q\u0131ran bir Qazi qarda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n\u00a0 bir yaz\u0131s\u0131 oldu m\u0259cburi k\u00f6\u00e7k\u00fcnl\u0259r\u0259 \u00fcnvanlanm\u0131\u015f ”sizi \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259n erm\u0259niy\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t olsun” yaz\u0131s\u0131… Qarda\u015f\u00a0 bir dana bir nax\u0131r\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 bat\u0131r\u0131rm\u0131\u015f misal\u0131n\u0131 unutdun dey\u0259s\u0259n? Amma m\u0259n unutmaram. \u00c7\u00fcnki s\u0259n qazis\u0259n ama he\u00e7 duymad\u0131nm\u0131 arxa c\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259\u00a0\u00a0 d\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6rm\u0259y\u0259n\u00a0 v\u0259 bu g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qazi deyib at oynadanlar\u0131?..
\nHe\u00e7 m\u0259nim dilim g\u0259lib dey\u0259 bil\u0259rmi s\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcrm\u0259y\u0259n erm\u0259niy\u0259 l\u0259n\u0259t olsun? Yox he\u00e7 dem\u0259r\u0259m bizl\u0259ri bu g\u00fcn \u00fcz-\u00fcz\u0259 qoyan erm\u0259niy\u0259\u00a0 l\u0259n\u0259t olsun !..<\/p>\n

Bunu unutma ki, bizi erm\u0259ni \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u0259 bilm\u0259dis\u0259 ,bizl\u0259ri sizl\u0259rin yerli-yersiz \u00fcnvanlanan\u00a0 bu ittihamlar\u0131 \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc…d\u00fcz 32 ildi \u00f6l\u00fcr\u00fck!..<\/p><\/div>\n

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Bu bizim Qubadl\u0131dak\u0131 evimizin,h\u0259y\u0259t qap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n,otaqlar\u0131n a\u00e7arlar\u0131d\u0131r…D\u00fcz 32 ildir m\u0259nd\u0259dir,ama a\u00e7ma\u011fa qap\u0131lar yoxdu ki? Sahibsiz qalm\u0131\u015f,d\u0259rdd\u0259n,h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n biraz paslanm\u0131\u015f… Bir g\u00fcn bu a\u00e7arlar\u0131 \u0259lim\u0259 al\u0131b\u00a0 i\u015f\u011faldan azad olmu\u015f Qubadl\u0131ya k\u0259ndimiz\u0259\u00a0 Xanl\u0131\u011fa getdim,getdim… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":50949,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50948","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50948","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50948"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50948\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50952,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50948\/revisions\/50952"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/50949"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50948"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50948"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50948"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}