{"id":50886,"date":"2025-08-31T06:00:10","date_gmt":"2025-08-31T02:00:10","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=50886"},"modified":"2025-08-31T06:06:17","modified_gmt":"2025-08-31T02:06:17","slug":"susanin-gec%c9%99l%c9%99ri-r%c9%99fail-tagizad%c9%99-yazir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/?p=50886","title":{"rendered":"\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri…- R\u0259fail Ta\u011f\u0131zad\u0259 yaz\u0131r"},"content":{"rendered":"

Nyu-Yorkun dinamik,<\/p>\n

Londonun bayraml\u0131,<\/p>\n

Roman\u0131n b\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259ri t\u0259svir ed\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Parisin i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131,<\/p>\n

Pekinin bir filmin ad\u0131 olan bil\u0259n,<\/p>\n

T\u0259brizin cazib\u0259li,<\/p>\n

Bak\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131q selli,<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n sehrli…<\/p>\n

F\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin f\u0259rqli gec\u0259l\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

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\u015e\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin gec\u0259l\u0259ri adamlar\u0131 kimidi.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa h\u0259sr\u0259tli qonaqlar\u0131n\u0131 ev-ev, qap\u0131-qap\u0131 salamlay\u0131r. P\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259l\u0259r g\u00fcl\u0259r\u0259k qucaq a\u00e7\u0131r. Bu \u015f\u0259h\u0259rin t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm\u00fcnd\u0259 do\u011fmala\u015f\u0131rsan. Bu ayr\u0131 bir sevgidi. Adamlar\u0131n, k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin, binalar\u0131n… \u2013 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n sevgisidi. Ham\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 \u015eu\u015fadan, onun t\u0259bi\u0259tind\u0259n do\u011fan x\u00fcsusi bir t\u0259b\u0259ss\u00fcm do\u011fur.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n sehrli gec\u0259l\u0259ri qonaqlar\u0131n\u0131 da \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 ox\u015fad\u0131r. \u00d6z hal\u0131na sal\u0131r, \u0259hval\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fir. Ovqat\u0131na k\u00f6kl\u0259yir. \u0130st\u0259s\u0259n d\u0259 ordan \u00e7\u0131xa bilmirs\u0259n. O gec\u0259 \u015fu\u015fal\u0131 olursan. \u015eu\u015fal\u0131san. Ruhlar al\u0259mind\u0259s\u0259n…<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n sakit gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 adam \u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qal\u0131r. Ayla salamla\u015f\u0131r. Ruhuyla s\u00f6hb\u0259tl\u0259\u015fir. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n daha \u0259srar\u0259ngizdi. Sirlidi, m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259lidi. Yuxu \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn yumulmaq ist\u0259m\u0259y\u0259n g\u00f6z qaranl\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u0259n i\u015f\u0131qda n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. S\u0259n \u015eu\u015fa gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 t\u0259k deyils\u0259n. S\u0259ninl\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fan, s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u015firinlik qatan, fikrini oxuyan g\u00f6z\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z bir bax\u0131\u015f var, o s\u0259ni g\u00f6r\u00fcr, duyur, anlay\u0131r. \u00c7oxdan, lap \u00e7oxdan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131n adam kimi.<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259 d\u0259r\u0259d\u0259n \u0259s\u0259n meh x\u0259yallar\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallay\u0131r, xatir\u0259l\u0259ri \u00e7\u00f6z\u0259l\u0259yir.<\/p>\n

Burda gec\u0259nin s\u00fck\u00fctunda s\u0259ni \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n, haraylayan \u00e7ox sevdiyin bir s\u0259s var. E\u015fitm\u0259k ist\u0259diyin s\u0259s. Eyvanda oturub, ya\u00a0 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b o s\u0259sin axar\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcb \u00e7ox uzaqlara gedirs\u0259n. O s\u0259s s\u0259ni he\u00e7 k\u0259sin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir al\u0259m\u0259 apar\u0131r. Bilirs\u0259n ki, yolboyu h\u0259md\u0259min gec\u0259l\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259 n\u0259l\u0259rs\u0259 dan\u0131\u015facaq…<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri yatmaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn deyil, gec\u0259ni g\u00f6rm\u0259k, gec\u0259ni ya\u015famaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri gec\u0259nin hal\u0131n\u0131 anlamaq, bilm\u0259k, s\u00fckutuna s\u00fckut qat\u0131b din\u015f\u0259m\u0259k, gec\u0259ni dinl\u0259m\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz g\u00f6rd\u00fckl\u0259rini gec\u0259yl\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k, gec\u0259nin niy\u0259, n\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn oldu\u011funu ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc. \u015eu\u015fa gec\u0259l\u0259ri gec\u0259ni sev\u0259nl\u0259r, duyulanlar \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 s\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 deyils\u0259n. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 s\u0259n dar\u0131xm\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 gec\u0259nin \u0259siris\u0259n. Gec\u0259 \u0259lini-qolunu ba\u011flay\u0131b apar\u0131r s\u0259ni… s\u0259n d\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u0259sir kimi boynunu b\u00fck\u00fcb d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrs\u0259n gec\u0259nin dal\u0131nca. Hara apard\u0131\u011f\u0131 f\u0259rq etm\u0259z, t\u0259ki s\u0259ni o sirli-sehrli gec\u0259 apars\u0131n. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olmayasan, unudasan h\u0259r \u015feyi \u00f6z\u00fcn qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q.<\/p>\n

Bu s\u0259ssiz gec\u0259l\u0259r q\u0259lbinin p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 duyur, hal\u0131n\u0131 dan\u0131\u015fan bax\u0131\u015flar\u0131 oxuyur. \u00d6z\u00fcnd\u0259 olmayan adam \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n ba\u015fqa g\u00f6rm\u0259k ist\u0259dikl\u0259ri h\u0259r \u015feyi g\u00f6r\u00fcr bu gec\u0259l\u0259rd\u0259.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 adama ancaq sehrd\u0259n do\u011fan, s\u0259n\u0259 sakitlik, rahatl\u0131q g\u0259tir\u0259n \u015feyl\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. Ya\u015fad\u0131qlar\u0131na sevinirs\u0259n. Bu uzaq al\u0259min cazib\u0259si s\u0259ni d\u0259yi\u015fdirir. Ruhun qar\u0131\u015f\u0131q daxili al\u0259min d\u0259 d\u0259yi\u015fir. Rahatland\u0131qca s\u0259h\u0259r\u0259 f\u0259rqli, cilalanm\u0131\u015f brilliant kimi \u00e7\u0131x\u0131rsan. Parpar par\u0131lday\u0131rsan. Na\u011f\u0131llardan do\u011fulmu\u015f kimi.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri m\u0259qam\u0131n zirv\u0259sidir.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 yatma\u011f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u00fcnah bilirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

S\u0259n burda ill\u0259rin g\u00fcnd\u00fcz yor\u011funlu\u011funu bir gec\u0259d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131rsan. Ruhun t\u0259z\u0259l\u0259nir. Safla\u015f\u0131rsan.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fada adam\u0131n s\u0259si a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, s\u00f6z\u00fc p\u0259rvazlan\u0131r. Ham\u0131 oxumaq ist\u0259yir. Kimi ucadan, kimi p\u0259sd\u0259n z\u00fcmz\u00fcm\u0259 ed\u0259r\u0259k. Burda s\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0259s ver\u0259n m\u00fctl\u0259q tap\u0131lacaq.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa ovqat\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015f\u0259n, s\u0259n\u0259 sevinc b\u0259x\u015f ed\u0259n, s\u0259ni unutdurub sonradan \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 qaytaran gec\u0259l\u0259ri sehrli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rdi, do\u011fma yurddu.<\/p>\n

Burda gec\u0259nin havas\u0131 k\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc ox\u015fayan mu\u011fam kimidi. \u00c7\u00fcnki burda h\u0259r \u015fey mu\u011fam k\u00f6kl\u00fcd\u00fc, mu\u011fam haval\u0131d\u0131.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fada a\u011fac\u0131n yarpaqlar\u0131 da meh s\u0259das\u0131 alt\u0131nda aram-aram z\u0259ngul\u0259 vurur.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fada n\u0259 varsa, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcnk\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 m\u0259xsusdur.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa m\u00f6c\u00fcz\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 doludur.<\/p>\n

D\u00f6\u015f\u0259m\u0259 da\u015flar qeydiyyata al\u0131rm\u0131\u015f kimi qona\u011f\u0131n add\u0131m\u0131na m\u00f6h\u00fcr vurur. Burda oldu\u011fun yerl\u0259ri g\u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcrs\u0259n. Qaya \u015f\u0259klini \u00e7\u0259kdiyini bildiyind\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fcz\u0259n verir, a\u011faclar qam\u0259tin d\u00fcz\u0259ldir. \u00c7\u00fcnki bura \u015eu\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Sonuncu d\u0259f\u0259 \u015eu\u015fada n\u0259 vaxt oldu\u011funu unutsan, o s\u0259n\u0259 m\u00fctl\u0259q hans\u0131sa \u0259lam\u0259tl\u0259s\u0259 xat\u0131rladacaq.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259ldi. Ruhlar\u0131n qovu\u015faca\u011f\u0131nda dinc\u0259lirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

Ruhunla b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259, ruhlarla dan\u0131\u015fa, axtard\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tapa, \u00f6z\u00fcnl\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fa bilirs\u0259n.<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fa sev\u0259nl\u0259rin \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridi. Gec\u0259si na\u011f\u0131llar al\u0259mi olan \u015eu\u015fa olanlar\u0131n, olacaqlar\u0131n… g\u00f6z\u0259llikd\u0259n doymayanlar\u0131n \u015f\u0259h\u0259ridi. S\u0259nin, m\u0259nim, bizim, ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n. Gec\u0259sin\u0259 dar\u0131xd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcn\u0259 sevindiyimiz g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015eu\u015fa adama oxumaq ruhu verdiyi kimi, yazmaq ruhu da verir.<\/p>\n

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\u015eu\u015fan\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Qona\u011fa g\u0259l-g\u0259l eyl\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Qaranl\u0131\u011fa \u0259l yell\u0259y\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Gec\u0259si yuxunu yey\u0259n,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259nl\u0259rin gec\u0259sidi,<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fam\u0131z\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri!<\/p>\n

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Z\u00fclm\u0259ti g\u00f6zl\u0259 itir\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Yekunu s\u00f6zl\u0259 bitir\u0259n,<\/p>\n

T\u0259nhaya h\u0259md\u0259m yetir\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Bil\u0259nl\u0259rin gec\u0259sidi.<\/p>\n

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Gec\u0259d\u0259n a\u011fr\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Arzuya arzu g\u0259tir\u0259n,<\/p>\n

S\u00fckutu s\u0259sl\u0259 \u00f6t\u00fcr\u0259n,<\/p>\n

Sev\u0259nl\u0259rin gec\u0259sidi.<\/p>\n

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D\u0259rdl\u0259rini d\u0259rdi sayan,<\/p>\n

Ruhuna ruhunu yayan,<\/p>\n

\u201eGec\u0259md\u0259n getm\u0259, dayan!\u201d –<\/p>\n

dey\u0259nl\u0259rin gec\u0259sidi.<\/p>\n

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G\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fcn\u00fc dan\u0131\u015fan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Bax\u0131b-bax\u0131b al\u0131\u015fan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Susma\u011f\u0131yla yar\u0131\u015fan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

B\u00f6l\u0259nl\u0259rin gec\u0259sidi.<\/p>\n

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S\u0259sl\u0259r\u0259 s\u0259sin qatan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Tarix\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fcn atan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

Sabaha gedib \u00e7atan\u0131n,<\/p>\n

\u018fr\u0259nl\u0259rin gec\u0259sidi,<\/p>\n

\u015eu\u015fam\u0131z\u0131n gec\u0259l\u0259ri!<\/p>\n

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R\u0259fail Ta\u011f\u0131zad\u0259<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

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Nyu-Yorkun dinamik, Londonun bayraml\u0131, Roman\u0131n b\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259ri t\u0259svir ed\u0259n, Parisin i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131, Pekinin bir filmin ad\u0131 olan bil\u0259n, T\u0259brizin cazib\u0259li, Bak\u0131n\u0131n i\u015f\u0131q selli, \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n sehrli… F\u0259rqli \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin f\u0259rqli gec\u0259l\u0259ri. \u015e\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rin gec\u0259l\u0259ri… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":50892,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50886","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50886","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50886"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50886\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50893,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50886\/revisions\/50893"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/50892"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50886"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50886"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50886"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}