\u0130stedadl\u0131 publisist v\u0259 \u015fair \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin ” Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259r” kitab\u0131n\u0131 birn\u0259f\u0259s\u0259, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00e7ox b\u00f6y\u00fck maraqla oxudum. \u015eairin n\u0259fis t\u0259rtibatl\u0131 bu toplusunda toplanm\u0131\u015f \u015feirl\u0259r \u00f6z m\u00f6vzu r\u0259ngar\u0259ngliyi il\u0259 se\u00e7ilir. Bu \u015feirl\u0259rd\u0259 sevgi – m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t d\u0259 var, v\u0259t\u0259n h\u0259sr\u0259ti d\u0259 var, h\u0259yat f\u0259ls\u0259f\u0259si d\u0259 var. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00f6z \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 il\u0259 diqq\u0259t \u00e7\u0259k\u0259n \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 h\u0259tta d\u00fcnya futbolunun ilk ulduzlar\u0131ndan biri olan m\u0259\u015fhur braziliyal\u0131 futbol\u00e7u Peley\u0259 d\u0259 \u015feir h\u0259sr edib.<\/p>\n
Aldatmaq insan\u0131 g\u00f6zd\u0259n salsa da,
\n\u00c7atd\u0131rd\u0131 Peleni \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259t\u0259-\u015fana.
\nH\u0259s\u0259d apar\u0131rd\u0131 a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 ba\u015flar
\nA\u011fl\u0131 topu\u011funda olan o\u011flana.<\/p>\n
\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin bu kitabda toplanm\u0131\u015f \u015feirl\u0259rini oxuduqdan sonra onun dig\u0259r n\u0259\u015fr olunmu\u015f kitablar\u0131n\u0131 \u0259ld\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u00c7ox t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf. A\u00e7\u0131q efiraf edir\u0259m ki, d\u0259ydiyim bir s\u0131ra kitab sat\u0131\u015f m\u0259rk\u0259zl\u0259rind\u0259 d\u0259 tap\u0131lmad\u0131. N\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 ki, kitabxanalarda \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimin kitablar\u0131na rast g\u0259ldim.<\/p>\n
B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 \u00e7\u0131l\u011f\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ir\u0259li g\u0259lir, v\u0259 ya t\u0259biinin g\u00fccl\u00fcl\u00fcy\u00fcnd\u0259n \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim g\u00f6rd\u00fcy\u00fc \u0259n adi bir \u015feyd\u0259n bel\u0259 t\u0259sirl\u0259nir v\u0259 h\u0259min anlar\u0131 poetik \u015f\u0259kild\u0259 oxucular\u0131na t\u0259qdim edir.<\/p>\n
Qan el\u0259yir o\u011frun baxan bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n,
\nQoy el\u0259sin, bel\u0259 xo\u015fb\u0259xt q\u0259za yox.
\nM\u0259ni oda- k\u00f6z\u0259 yaxan bax\u0131\u015f\u0131n,
\n\u0130ld\u0131r\u0131md\u0131r, ild\u0131r\u0131ma c\u0259za yox.<\/p>\n
Bir vaxtlar qap\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 dem\u0259k olar ki, h\u0259r g\u00fcn d\u00f6y\u0259n, m\u00fcjd\u0259l\u0259r g\u0259tir\u0259n, h\u0259r evin ist\u0259kli qona\u011f\u0131na \u00e7eviril\u0259n po\u00e7talyonlar haqq\u0131nda \u00e7ox \u015feirl\u0259r yaz\u0131l\u0131b. B\u00f6y\u00fck \u015fairimiz S\u00fcleyman R\u00fcst\u0259m d\u0259, istedadl\u0131 \u015fairimiz \u018fli K\u0259rim d\u0259 po\u00e7talyona \u015feir h\u0259sr edibl\u0259r. Ancaq \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin ” Po\u00e7talyon \u0130mran” \u015feiri d\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259sirlidir. Sanki ham\u0131m\u0131z, b\u00fct\u00fcn oxucular po\u00e7talyon \u0130mran\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131r. Ax\u0131, hans\u0131 k\u0259ndd\u0259, hans\u0131 obada po\u00e7talyon olmay\u0131b.<\/p>\n
S\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259r oba\u015fdan \u0259l a\u00e7\u0131b yen\u0259,
\nPo\u00e7tu g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 yollanard\u0131 o.
\nDavadan b\u0259dx\u0259b\u0259r g\u0259lm\u0259sin dey\u0259,
\nG\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z\u0259 yalvarard\u0131 o.<\/p>\n
Amma n\u0259 ed\u0259s\u0259n ki, m\u0259nfur m\u00fcharib\u0259nin \u00f6z qanunlar\u0131 var. M\u00fcharib\u0259 varsa, \u00f6l\u00fcm d\u0259 var. Bu, qa\u00e7\u0131lmazd\u0131r. M\u00fcharib\u0259 d\u00f6vr\u00fcn\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcn po\u00e7talyonlar\u0131 kimi sad\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259 sahibi \u0130mran ki\u015fi d\u0259 bel\u0259 xo\u015fag\u0259lm\u0259z, \u00fcr\u0259kda\u011flayan hallarla rastla\u015f\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcm x\u0259b\u0259rini n\u0259 t\u0259h\u0259r verim,
\nAy Allah, ay Allah \u00f6l\u00fcm m\u0259nimdi, deyir –<\/p>\n
– \u0130mran ki\u015fi…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ox t\u0259sirli misralard\u0131r. \u0130nsan\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcr, o anlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131r. K\u0259d\u0259r sahibl\u0259rinin d\u0259rdin\u0259 uzaqdan-uza\u011fa da olsa \u015f\u0259rik olmaq, t\u0259s\u0259lli verm\u0259k ist\u0259yirs\u0259n. \u018fsl poeziyan\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fc d\u0259 el\u0259 bundad\u0131r.
\nM\u00fcharib\u0259 ill\u0259rinin po\u00e7talyonu \u0130mran ki\u015fi d\u0259 bel\u0259 n\u0259cib hissl\u0259r ke\u00e7irir.
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 xeyirxah hissl\u0259r\u0259 k\u00f6kl\u0259nmi\u015f bu \u015feiri t\u0259sirli bir sonluqla bitirir.<\/p>\n
Goru nurla dolsun \u0130mran \u0259minin,
\nBel\u0259c\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u00f6l\u00fcm dil\u0259rdi.
\nC\u0259bh\u0259d\u0259n d\u00f6nm\u0259y\u0259n h\u0259r bir kims\u0259ni,
\nDo\u011fmaca balas\u0131, o\u011flu bil\u0259rdi.<\/p>\n
V\u0259 yaxud \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimin ba\u015fqa bir \u015feirin\u0259 n\u0259z\u0259r salaq. ” \u0130\u015f\u0131q\u00e7\u0259k\u0259n”. Bu \u015feirin q\u0259hr\u0259man\u0131 adi bir elektrik montyorudur. Evl\u0259r\u0259 i\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0259kir, d\u00fcnyan\u0131 q\u0259rq edir. G\u0259ncdir, h\u0259l\u0259 he\u00e7 ail\u0259 d\u0259 qurmay\u0131b. \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fcr\u0259k paras\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 tapa bilm\u0259yib. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn xeyirxah pe\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r qar\u0131\u015f\u0131b ki, h\u0259l\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fc haqq\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt tapmay\u0131b.
\n\u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim \u00f6z \u015firin t\u0259hkiy\u0259si il\u0259 bu anlar\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l v\u0259 t\u0259sirli t\u0259svir edir:<\/p>\n
\u00d6z k\u00f6n\u00fcl \u015fam\u0131n\u0131 yand\u0131ra bilmir,
\nBaxma, evl\u0259r\u0259 nur paylama\u011f\u0131ndan.
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n hans\u0131 g\u00f6z\u0259l i\u015f\u0131q \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259k,
\nBu i\u015f\u0131q o\u011flunun q\u0259lb ota\u011f\u0131na?!<\/p>\n
” Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri” kitab\u0131n\u0131n bu b\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimin yax\u0131n dostlar\u0131na, elm, inc\u0259s\u0259n\u0259t xadiml\u0259rin\u0259, yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259t adamlar\u0131na ithafla yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015feirl\u0259ri toplan\u0131b. Bu t\u0259sirli ithaflar kiml\u0259r\u0259 h\u0259sr olunmay\u0131b. B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259y\u0259, \u00f6lm\u0259z B\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259, \u00dczeyir b\u0259y\u0259, b\u00f6y\u00fck alim Xudu M\u0259mm\u0259dova, S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011funa, maestro Niyaziy\u0259, b\u0259st\u0259kar S\u00fcleyman \u018fl\u0259sg\u0259rova, dostu Zeynal M\u0259mm\u0259dova, tarixi romanlar ustas\u0131 F\u0259rman K\u0259rimzad\u0259y\u0259…
\nBu siyah\u0131 \u00e7ox geni\u015fdir. V\u0259 ithaf olunmu\u015f bu \u015feirl\u0259rin h\u0259r birind\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259kl\u0259r\u0259 t\u0259sir ed\u0259n s\u0259mimi hissl\u0259r var. Bu \u015f\u0259xsl\u0259rin, g\u00f6rk\u0259mli adamlar\u0131n, xadiml\u0259rin \u00e7oxlar\u0131 il\u0259 \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259ni s\u0131x dostluq tell\u0259ri ba\u011flay\u0131r.
\n\u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim dostluqda \u00e7ox s\u0259daq\u0259tli, etibarl\u0131, \u0259v\u0259zsiz bir ziyal\u0131 olub. Bunu ” Xar\u0131b\u00fclb\u00fcl n\u0259\u011fm\u0259l\u0259ri” kitab\u0131n\u0131n na\u015firi v\u0259 \u00f6n s\u00f6z\u00fcn m\u00fc\u0259llifi tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f na\u015fir \u018fl\u00f6vs\u0259t A\u011falarov da \u00f6n s\u00f6zd\u0259 qeyd edir: \u018fsl dost okeanlar\u0131n dibind\u0259ki mirvari kimidir, az tap\u0131l\u0131r, ild\u0131r\u0131mlar kimi qaranl\u0131q \u00e7\u00f6k\u0259nd\u0259 ilk onlar g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrl\u0259r. \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259sl dost idi…”
\nM\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259t m\u00f6vzusu da \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimin \u0259b\u0259di m\u00f6vzular\u0131ndand\u0131r. Bu q\u0259bild\u0259n olan \u015feirl\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7ox k\u00f6vr\u0259k hissl\u0259r var. \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim bu \u015feirind\u0259 saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti t\u0259r\u0259nn\u00fcm edir.<\/p>\n
S\u0259nd\u0259n z\u00fcl\u00fcml\u0259r g\u00f6rs\u0259m,
\nZ\u00fcl\u00fcmd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259 var?!
\nDizin \u00fcst\u0259 can vers\u0259m,
\n\u00d6l\u00fcmd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259l n\u0259 var?!<\/p>\n
\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n, poeziyaya sonsuz m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 yaz\u0131b-yaratsa da \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r nisgil g\u0259zdirirdi. Qaraba\u011f nisgili, A\u011fdam nisgili… U\u015faql\u0131q ill\u0259ri bu torpaqlarda ke\u00e7mi\u015f \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimi i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda olan yurd h\u0259sr\u0259ti \u00fcz\u00fcrd\u00fc. V\u0259 bu h\u0259sr\u0259t nisgil dolu misralara \u00e7evirilirdi. “La\u00e7\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131na m\u0259ktub” \u015feirind\u0259 yaz\u0131r:<\/p>\n
Behi\u015ftd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lmi\u015f c\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259m d\u0259r\u0259,
\nC\u0259nn\u0259t dey\u0259ydil\u0259r g\u0259r\u0259k o yer\u0259.
\nN\u0259rdivan da\u011f\u0131yla qalxd\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259,
\nD\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131 v\u00fcqar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda olmas\u0131na he\u00e7 c\u00fcr d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi. Bu a\u011fr\u0131-ac\u0131n\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015feirl\u0259rl\u0259, k\u00f6vr\u0259k misralarla ovu\u015fdururdu.<\/p>\n
Daha dan\u0131\u015fma\u011fa s\u00f6zm\u00fc qal\u0131bd\u0131r,
\nG\u0259r\u0259k s\u00f6z tutmas\u0131n dodaqlar\u0131m\u0131z.
\nUlu Xan q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f \u00f6rp\u0259yind\u0259n,
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcrs\u00fcn pay\u0131n\u0131 papaqlar\u0131m\u0131z.<\/p>\n
Bir \u015feirind\u0259 is\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259k h\u0259sr\u0259tini bel\u0259 t\u0259qdim edirdi.
\nH\u0259sr\u0259t qoxlay\u0131ram \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259k yerin\u0259.<\/p>\n
Min-min t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcf ki, \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 30 illik i\u015f\u011fal\u0131na son qoyulan g\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u0259di. Vaxts\u0131z \u0259c\u0259l onu bizd\u0259n tez ay\u0131rd\u0131. Y\u0259qin ki, bu g\u00fcn biz Z\u0259f\u0259r Q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259sin\u0259 sevindiyimiz kimi, onun da ruhu \u015fadd\u0131r. Onun ruhu v\u0259 bizim k\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz indi \u00e7ox rahatd\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 ki, \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llimin can\u0131ndan \u00e7ox sevdiyi \u0259z\u0259li v\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di d\u0259d\u0259 – baba torpaqlar\u0131 azadd\u0131. H\u0259m d\u0259 sevindirici hallardan biri d\u0259 odur ki, A\u011fdamda k\u00fc\u00e7\u0259l\u0259rin biri \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin ad\u0131n\u0131 da\u015f\u0131y\u0131r. \u00d6l\u00fcm bu istedadl\u0131 ziyal\u0131n\u0131 bizd\u0259n cism\u0259n ay\u0131rd\u0131, ona olan \u0259b\u0259di sevgi is\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 \u00fcr\u0259yimizd\u0259dir. \u015eair demi\u015fk\u0259n, ” sevgi varsa, \u00f6l\u00fcm ayr\u0131l\u0131q deyil…”<\/p>\n
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\u015eahmar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259dir, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 istidir.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n \u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim indi d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fibdi. Allah r\u0259hm\u0259t el\u0259sin! M\u0259n onun yax\u0131n dostu idim. O da m\u0259nim yax\u0131n dostum idi. Olduqca ilahi xasiyy\u0259ti var idi. \u015eair t\u0259bi\u0259tli bir insan idi. Onda h\u0259r bir \u015fey t\u0259bii idi. \u015eahmar t\u0259kc\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn yox, d\u00fcn\u0259nin yox. H\u0259m d\u0259 sabah\u0131n \u015fairi idi. Onun \u015feirl\u0259ri haqdan g\u0259lirdi, \u00fcr\u0259kd\u0259n g\u0259lirdi. \u015eahmar ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissini, duy\u011funu yazm\u0131rd\u0131. \u015eahmar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259ri sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da yay\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. \u00c7ox oxunurdu, b\u0259y\u0259nirdil\u0259r. Fuad, o\u011flum, \u015eahmar\u0131n \u015f\u0259xsi t\u0259bi\u0259ti nec\u0259 idis\u0259, \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 o c\u00fcr idi. \u015e\u0259xsi t\u0259bi\u0259tiyl\u0259, \u015feirl\u0259ri bir-birini t\u0259kzib el\u0259mirdi, bir-birini tamamlay\u0131rd\u0131. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eahmar haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t ged\u0259nd\u0259 bayaq dediyim kimi onu d\u00fcn\u0259nin yox, sabah\u0131m\u0131z, bizim m\u00fcasirimiz kimi q\u0259bul el\u0259m\u0259k laz\u0131md\u0131r. Xalq \u015fairi N\u0259riman H\u0259s\u0259nzad\u0259.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n ___________________________________________________________________________________________<\/p>\n G\u0259ncliyimizin sevil\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259rind\u0259n biriydi.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n G\u0259ncliyimizin sevil\u0259n \u015fairl\u0259rind\u0259n biriydi \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259.Onun ist\u0259r sevgi \u015feirl\u0259rini,ist\u0259rs\u0259 d\u0259 do\u011fma el-obaya m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tind\u0259n bar\u0131nan poetik n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259rini,nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, \u0259l-\u0259l axtar\u0131r, h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 oxuyurduq.Lirik \u015feirl\u0259ri n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259zin, duy\u011fusal, h\u0259yati, inc\u0259 ruhlu idis\u0259, \u00e7evr\u0259sind\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259n olaylara,ictimai-siyasi hadis\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 yana\u015fmas\u0131, m\u00fc\u0259llif m\u00fcdaxil\u0259si bir o q\u0259d\u0259r f\u0259rqliydi. Ormanlar\u0131n, oyla\u011f\u0131n yox, Yurd itkisin\u0259,haqs\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa \u00fcsyan idi \u015feirl\u0259ri. K\u0259silm\u0259sin\u0259 raz\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z,az sonra co\u015fub-da\u015fan xalq h\u0259r\u0259kat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n r\u0259mzin\u0259 \u00e7evrilmi\u015f Topxana me\u015f\u0259sin\u0259 \u00fcz tutan \u015fair d\u0259rdl\u0259rimizd\u0259n yana-yana dan\u0131\u015f\u0131rd\u0131.”Qaraba\u011fs\u0131z qaraba\u011fl\u0131”,”Salam de”, “La\u00e7\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131na m\u0259ktub”, “T\u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcz”,”Anam Az\u0259rbaycana” \u015feirl\u0259ri d\u0259 bu q\u0259bild\u0259ndir. \u018fm\u0259kdar jurnalist Zemfira M\u0259h\u0259rr\u0259mli<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n ____________________________________________________________________________________________<\/p>\n \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259b\u0259dilik qazanan \u015fairdir.<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin v\u0259fat\u0131ndan 24 ild\u0259n art\u0131q bir vaxt ke\u00e7s\u0259 d\u0259, \u015fairin parlaq simas\u0131, t\u0259bii, s\u0259mimi obraz\u0131 yadda\u015flarda ya\u015fay\u0131r. \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 T\u00fcrk d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131n b\u00f6y\u00fck yazarlar\u0131 il\u0259 dostluq edirdi, h\u0259l\u0259 t\u00fcrk \u015fairl\u0259rinin, yazarlar\u0131n\u0131n Az\u0259rbaycana g\u0259li\u015finin \u00e7\u0259tin oldu\u011fu vaxtlarda onlar\u0131n \u00f6lk\u0259miz\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259sind\u0259, bununla ba\u011fl\u0131 t\u0259dbirl\u0259rin t\u0259\u015fkilind\u0259 f\u0259all\u0131q g\u00f6st\u0259rirdi. \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 \u00f6z \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u0259b\u0259di \u00f6m\u00fcr qazan\u0131b. H\u0259min \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmadan ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llifini d\u0259 ya\u015fatd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dil\u0259 g\u0259tirib: \u201c\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 \u015feirl\u0259ri il\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 \u0259b\u0259dilik qazanan \u015fairdir. O \u015feirl\u0259r he\u00e7 n\u0259d\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmayaraq, he\u00e7 kimin k\u00f6m\u0259yi olmadan h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ya\u015fayacaq v\u0259 eyni zamanda, m\u00fc\u0259llifini \u2013 \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259ni ya\u015fadacaq. \u00c7\u00fcnki \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 insan sevgisi, v\u0259t\u0259np\u0259rv\u0259rlik kimi h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259ya\u015far hissl\u0259ri, duy\u011fular\u0131 \u015feir\u0259 \u00e7evirib\u201d. Ruhu \u015fad olsun!<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u015e\u0259lv\u0259li \u015eahverdi d\u0259d\u0259y\u0259<\/p>\n La\u00e7\u0131ndan t\u0259rp\u0259ndim s\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259 dan \u00c7albay\u0131r, Uzunyal, \u00c7ilg\u0259z, Muxt\u00f6k\u0259n \u0130manlar yurdunda g\u0259ldim imana Qorqud yadigar\u0131 \u015eahverdi d\u0259d\u0259 Behi\u015ftd\u0259n g\u00f6z\u0259lmi\u015f C\u0259h\u0259nn\u0259md\u0259r\u0259 Yad\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131xarm\u0131 o \u00e7\u00f6r\u0259k, o duz, Toyuq t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259nd\u0259n ehmall\u0131 ke\u00e7dim, \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259r lo\u011fman\u0131 Raziy\u0259 n\u0259n\u0259, M\u0259n Leyli demi\u015fdim La\u00e7\u0131n g\u00fcney\u0259, Xeyli var h\u0259sr\u0259t\u0259m Q\u0259birliyala, \u018fm\u0259kdar jurnalist R\u0259\u015fad M\u0259cid<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n _________________________________________________________________________________________<\/p>\n H\u0259yatda az\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc, uca qam\u0259tli, poeziyam\u0131zda is\u0259 azkitabl\u0131, \u015fahmisral\u0131 oldu \u015eahmar!<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131nda, publisistikas\u0131nda, poeziyas\u0131nda \u00f6z yeri, \u00f6z s\u00f6z\u00fc, f\u0259rqli yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q \u00fcslubu olan \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259ni q\u0259fil itirdiyimiz g\u00fcnd\u0259n ill\u0259r ke\u00e7ir. Bu itkinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 d\u00fcn\u0259nin xatir\u0259sind\u0259n, bug\u00fcn\u00fcn p\u0259jm\u00fcrd\u0259liyind\u0259n, sabah\u0131n onsuzlu\u011fundan do\u011fan sars\u0131nt\u0131 kimi hissl\u0259rimizi bir k\u0259d\u0259rin p\u0259nc\u0259sin\u0259 s\u0131xd\u0131. \u00dcst\u00fcm\u00fcz\u0259 sanki bir \u0259lacs\u0131zl\u0131q \u0259l\u0259ndi. El\u0259 bil d\u00fcn\u0259n idi onun \u015feirl\u0259rini sev\u0259-sev\u0259 oxudu\u011fumuz v\u0259 dinl\u0259diyimiz g\u00fcnl\u0259r. \u015eirin Qaraba\u011f l\u0259hc\u0259sil\u0259 h\u0259mkarlar\u0131na “n\u0259n\u0259”, “d\u0259d\u0259” dey\u0259 m\u00fcraci\u0259t ed\u0259rdi. S\u00f6z\u00fcn do\u011fmal\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fcr\u0259yimiz\u0259 bal kimi yay\u0131lard\u0131. \u015eahmar\u0131n “M\u0259rk\u0259zi po\u00e7txana”, “48 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fc qad\u0131n paltar\u0131” kimi \u015feirl\u0259rinin ah\u0259ngind\u0259ki ruh h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259lbimizi t\u0259rk etm\u0259yib. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r ki, \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 h\u0259min \u015feirl\u0259ri \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259m\u0259xsus avazla, m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 nec\u0259 t\u0259sirli s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259rdi. Y\u00fcz s\u00f6z ustas\u0131, aktyor y\u0131\u011f\u0131\u015fsayd\u0131, \u015eahmar\u0131n \u015feirl\u0259rini \u00f6z\u00fc kimi s\u0259mimi, t\u0259bii dey\u0259 bilm\u0259zdi. O poetik \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin m\u0259zmunu yad\u0131mda qalsa da, \u015eahmars\u0131z ke\u00e7\u0259n g\u00fcnl\u0259rin a\u011f\u0131r k\u0259d\u0259ri m\u0259ni ba\u015fqa bir \u015feirin\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kdi:<\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm bilmir o d\u00fcnyaya k\u00f6\u00e7\u0259n e\u015fq, Candan-cana, qandan-qana ke\u00e7\u0259n e\u015fq, \u015eahmar\u0131 yax\u0131ndan tan\u0131yanlar \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l bilirl\u0259r ki, o, nec\u0259 etibarl\u0131 v\u0259 mehriban insan idi. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n var-d\u00f6vl\u0259ti, \u015fan-\u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti eynin\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259zdi. Ba\u015fdan-aya\u011fa v\u0259t\u0259n \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan \u015eahmar adl\u0131 bir e\u015fq idi. El\u0259 bir e\u015fq ki, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcn t\u0259biri il\u0259 des\u0259k, “\u0259c\u0259l taxta \u00e7\u0131x\u0131b, kama \u00e7atsa da”, yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eahmara \u0259li yetm\u0259di. \u00c7\u00fcnki o, “V\u0259t\u0259n torpa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 geyib \u0259ynin\u0259”, \u0259slind\u0259 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan art\u0131q sevdiyi torpa\u011f\u0131m\u0131za qovu\u015fdu. Ham\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ged\u0259c\u0259yi bu yolda bizi \u0259z\u0259n \u00f6zg\u0259 d\u0259rddi. \u00d6nc\u0259 \u015eahmar Qaraba\u011fdan nigaran getdi, A\u011fdam\u0131n a\u011f g\u00fcnl\u0259rini g\u00f6rm\u0259di, amma \u00fcr\u0259y\u0259 bax ki, \u015eahmar n\u0259 yaz\u0131b:<\/p>\n \u00d6l\u00fcm d\u0259 yaland\u0131r, itki d\u0259 yalan, H\u0259yatda az\u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fc, uca qam\u0259tli, poeziyam\u0131zda is\u0259 azkitabl\u0131, \u015fahmisral\u0131 oldu \u015eahmar! T\u0259sad\u00fcfi deyildir ki, Xalq \u015fairi B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259 \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin bir s\u0131ra \u015feirl\u0259rini “Poeziyam\u0131z\u0131n nailiyy\u0259ti” adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131r.<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u018fm\u0259kdar jurnalist Flora X\u0259lilzad\u0259<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n _____________________________________________________________________________________________<\/p>\n \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259dir<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u018flli doqquz ya\u015fda t\u0259rk etdi bizi, \u00c7ox manel\u0259r g\u00f6rd\u00fc ulduzlar san\u0131, \u018fqid\u0259, d\u0259rrak\u0259, m\u0259sl\u0259k sar\u0131dan, Bir \u015feyd\u0259n t\u0259s\u0259lli tap\u0131ram ki, m\u0259n, Xalq\u0131n ona olan h\u00f6rm\u0259t, \u0259\u015fr\u0259fin, <\/p>\n M\u00fc\u0259llif: Fuad Bil\u0259suvarl\u0131, AYB v\u0259 AJB \u00fczv\u00fc, Prezident v\u0259 H\u0259s\u0259n b\u0259y Z\u0259rdabi m\u00fckafat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n
\n\u015eahmar bu g\u00fcn d\u0259 bir \u015fair kimi bizim s\u0131ram\u0131zdad\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 onun haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259 yazma\u011f\u0131n\u0131za g\u00f6r\u0259, onun haqq\u0131nda s\u00f6hb\u0259t el\u0259m\u0259yiniz\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 siz\u0259 minn\u0259tdarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildirir\u0259m. \u015eahmar he\u00e7 vaxt k\u00f6hn\u0259l\u0259 bilm\u0259z. \u015eahmar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 t\u0259z\u0259dir, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 do\u011fmad\u0131r, h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 istidir. H\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn, torpa\u011f\u0131n o\u011fludur.
\n\u015eahmar ziyal\u0131 idi, savadl\u0131 idi. Ail\u0259sini, \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ox sevirdi. Y\u0259ni bir insan kimi d\u0259 c\u0259miyy\u0259tin bir o\u011flu kimi d\u0259 \u015eahmar f\u0259rql\u0259nirdi. M\u0259n onun \u015f\u0259xsind\u0259 bir yax\u0131n dostumu itirmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n siz\u0259 yen\u0259 d\u0259 minn\u0259tdaram ki, onun haqq\u0131nda xatir\u0259 toplay\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131z. \u015eahmar d\u00fcn\u0259nin, bu g\u00fcn\u00fcn, sabah\u0131n o\u011flu idi.<\/p>\n
\n\u015eahmar Qaraba\u011fda,A\u011fdam\u0131n \u00c7\u0259m\u0259nli k\u0259ndind\u0259 d\u00fcnyaya g\u0259lmi\u015fdi.Yurdunu, yuvas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259lic\u0259sin\u0259 sevirdi. Nankor qon\u015funun x\u0259yan\u0259tin\u0259, torpaqlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal alt\u0131nda qalmas\u0131na d\u00f6z\u0259 bilmirdi:<\/p>\n
\nYaylama\u011fa yayla\u011f\u0131n yox,
\nDaha \u0130sa bula\u011f\u0131n yox,
\nDi h\u0259sr\u0259td\u0259n don,ay \u015eahmar!–deyirdi.<\/p>\n
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 h\u0259m d\u0259 pe\u015f\u0259kar jurnalist, publisist idi.”Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncl\u0259ri” q\u0259zetind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ill\u0259rd\u0259 onunla tez-tez g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr,fikir m\u00fcbadil\u0259si edirdik.M\u0259nim i\u015fl\u0259diyim”Bak\u0131” q\u0259zeti redaksiyas\u0131nda da \u015eahmar\u0131n q\u0259l\u0259m dostlar\u0131 az deyild\u0131 v\u0259 onunla h\u0259r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f, \u00fcnsiyy\u0259t maraql\u0131yd\u0131.
\nBa\u015f redaktoru oldu\u011fu”M\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259t” q\u0259zeti onun \u015fah \u0259s\u0259ri, fikirl\u0259rinin t\u0259rc\u00fcman\u0131, m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259timiz\u0259 t\u00f6hf\u0259si idi.
\nM\u0259nim s\u0259n\u0259tkarlardan b\u0259hs ed\u0259n “\u00d6t\u00fcr durna qatar\u0131” kitab\u0131ma \u00f6n s\u00f6z yazm\u0131\u015f, bu \u0259s\u0259ri talel\u0259r kitab\u0131 adland\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131.\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259”D\u00f6y\u00fc\u015f\u0259 q\u0131zlar gedir” v\u0259”Qaraba\u011fda sava\u015f var” kitablar\u0131m\u0131 da vaxt\u0131nda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r,qaynaqlar kimi y\u00fcks\u0259k d\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259ndirmi\u015fdi.
\n\u015eahmar m\u00fc\u0259llim sad\u0259,t\u0259vaz\u00f6kar,s\u0259mimi,
\nm\u0259\u011frur insan, g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair kimi daim xat\u0131rlanacaq.<\/p>\n
\nEl\u0259 ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin poeziyas\u0131 yen\u0259 d\u0259 diridir, bizim m\u00fcasirimizdir.
\nX\u0131rdalan q\u0259biristanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda do\u011fmalar\u0131n m\u0259zar\u0131n\u0131 ziyar\u0259t ed\u0259rk\u0259n unudulmaz \u015fairimiz \u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259nin m\u0259zar\u0131na rast g\u0259ldim. Ruhuna dua oxudum, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlad\u0131m, \u015fairin m\u0259\u015fhur “La\u00e7\u0131n da\u011flar\u0131na m\u0259ktub” \u015feirind\u0259n bir ne\u00e7\u0259 b\u0259ndi m\u0259zar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda s\u0259sl\u0259ndirdim.<\/p>\n
\nTitr\u0259dim ke\u00e7\u0259nd\u0259 \u0130lan qayadan
\nK\u0259sdi b\u0259nd b\u0259r\u0259ni Tal\u0131\u015f vurulan
\nHeyr\u0259t muzeyidir da\u011flar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nSizi g\u00f6zl\u0259rimd\u0259n o\u011furlad\u0131 \u00e7\u0259n
\nEl\u0259 z\u0259nn el\u0259di b\u0259dn\u0259z\u0259r\u0259m m\u0259n
\nTutuldu qar\u015f\u0131mda yollar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nHac\u0131xanl\u0131, Qovu\u015fuq qona\u011fa ana
\nDeyir\u0259m ya qism\u0259t bird\u0259 o yana
\nG\u00f6r\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u0259c\u0259kmi g\u00fczar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nS\u00f6zl\u0259 \u0259fsunlay\u0131b m\u0259ni o v\u0259d\u0259
\nPerikmi\u015f b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u0259m qal\u0131b \u015e\u0259lv\u0259d\u0259
\n\u015eehli g\u00fcl\u00fcm m\u0259nim g\u00fclzar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nC\u0259nn\u0259t dey\u0259ydil\u0259r g\u0259r\u0259k o yer\u0259
\nN\u0259rdivan da\u011f\u0131yla qalxd\u0131m g\u00f6yl\u0259r\u0259
\nD\u00fcnyaya s\u0131\u011fmad\u0131 v\u00fcqar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nEll\u0259r s\u0259xav\u0259tli, \u00e7e\u015fm\u0259l\u0259r bumbuz,
\nBa\u015f yurda baxaram y\u00fcz il ac – susuz,
\nT\u00fck\u0259nm\u0259z s\u0259birim, q\u0259rar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nQant\u0259p\u0259r \u00e7inl\u0259dim, q\u0131rxbu\u011fum bi\u00e7dim,
\nS\u00fct\u00fcl bald\u0131r\u011fanla, qaynar s\u00fcd i\u00e7dim,
\nDa\u011flarda da\u011fland\u0131 da\u011flar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0259m\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259m\u0259n\u0259 qat\u0131bm\u0131 yen\u0259,
\n\u00c7il\u0259da\u011f k\u0259kotu y\u0131\u011f\u0131bm\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259,
\nDururmu \u00e7a\u015f\u0131r\u0131m lilpar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nV\u0259fas\u0131z bilm\u0259sin g\u0259lmir\u0259m dey\u0259,
\n\u00dcr\u0259yim o g\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u00f6n\u00fcb k\u0259kliy\u0259,
\nBa\u015flay\u0131b M\u0259cnunluq \u00e7a\u011flar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\n\u00d6lm\u0259y\u0259 n\u0259 var ki, bel\u0259 yer ola,
\nQorxdum \u00f6l\u00fcb qalam anam hay sala,
\nCar \u00e7\u0259k\u0259: hardad\u0131r \u015eahmar\u0131m m\u0259nim.<\/p>\n
\nVulkan olub qaya \u00e7ap\u0131r, da\u011f yar\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nKi\u015filiyi \u00f6lm\u0259zliy\u0259 apar\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\nD\u00fcnyada m\u00fcq\u0259dd\u0259s \u00e7evrilm\u0259l\u0259r var.<\/p>\n
\nQoydu yetim, sa\u011f\u0131r \u015feirimizi,
\nH\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r \u015feiri, s\u00f6z\u00fc,
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259dir!<\/p>\n
\nYoxlu\u011fu k\u00f6vr\u0259ldir \u015fair N\u0259rman\u0131,
\nYand\u0131rsa da ne\u00e7\u0259-ne\u00e7\u0259 adam\u0131,
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259dir!<\/p>\n
\nZ\u0259ngin biri idi, o d\u00fcr\u00fcst adam,
\nBa\u015fqa yerd\u0259 deyil, bilir Yaradan!
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259dir!<\/p>\n
\n\u00c7\u0259l\u0259ng h\u00f6rd\u00fc getdi \u015feird\u0259n, s\u00f6zd\u0259n,
\nZiyal\u0131 \u015fairin unutmur V\u0259t\u0259n!
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259dir!<\/p>\n
\nUcalardan uca tutdu \u015f\u0259r\u0259fin,
\nDaima saxlad\u0131 haqq\u0131n t\u0259r\u0259fin,
\n\u015eahmar \u018fkb\u0259rzad\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u0259rd\u0259dir!<\/p>\n