V\u0259 yaxud m\u0259nc\u0259…<\/p>\n
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B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 zamanla… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259 olub h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n he\u00e7 f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmam\u0131\u015fam. Amma indi ya\u015f\u0131n da, zaman\u0131n da, i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259 oldu\u011fum hadis\u0259l\u0259rin d\u0259 basq\u0131lar\u0131ndan, nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 qay\u0131d\u0131ram, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, \u0259traf\u0131ma bax\u0131ram. N\u0259tic\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xarmaq, sabah \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn uy\u011fun bir istiqam\u0259t g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Amma v\u0259 lakin…<\/p>\n
T\u0259bii ki, art\u0131q qatar va\u011fzal\u0131 \u00e7oxdan t\u0259rk edib. H\u0259tta sonuncu vaqon g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u00fcr. Bel\u0259 bir \u015f\u0259raitd\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xaraca\u011f\u0131m n\u0259tic\u0259nin faydas\u0131 olub-olmayaca\u011f\u0131 sual alt\u0131ndad\u0131r. M\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 orta m\u0259kt\u0259b ill\u0259rind\u0259n riyaziyyatdak\u0131 bir termind\u0259n he\u00e7 xo\u015flanm\u0131rd\u0131m. Ac\u0131\u011f\u0131m g\u0259lirdi bu termind\u0259n. R\u0259hm\u0259tlik riyaziyyat m\u00fc\u0259llimim dey\u0259nd\u0259 ki, be\u015f k\u00f6kalt\u0131nda… bax o \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201d \u0259hval\u0131m\u0131 korlay\u0131rd\u0131. Niy\u0259 k\u00f6kalt\u0131nda, niy\u0259 kimins\u0259 himay\u0259sind\u0259, niy\u0259 v\u0259 niy\u0259? H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 o niy\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc tapmay\u0131b. He\u00e7 m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 o \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dndan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn onu arama\u011f\u0131, \u00e7\u00f6zm\u0259yi a\u011fl\u0131ma g\u0259tirm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Daha do\u011frusu, yadda\u015f\u0131mdan silmi\u015fdim. \u0130ndi is\u0259 \u00e7evr\u0259md\u0259 ba\u015f ver\u0259nl\u0259r, h\u0259r g\u00fcn rastla\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m n\u0259sn\u0259l\u0259r b\u0259zil\u0259rinin h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dna girdiyini g\u00f6st\u0259rir m\u0259n\u0259. M\u0259n onlara bax\u0131b h\u0259m t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcbl\u0259nir\u0259m, h\u0259m d\u0259 \u00f6z-\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 bunun anlam\u0131n\u0131 tapmaq \u00a0ist\u0259yir\u0259m. Bilm\u0259k ist\u0259yir\u0259m ki, hans\u0131sa maddiyyata g\u00f6r\u0259, hans\u0131sa bir m\u0259ns\u0259b\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 nec\u0259 k\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dna girm\u0259k olar. Do\u011frudur, bizim m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n atalar s\u00f6zl\u0259rimiz var ki, onlarla bar\u0131\u015fm\u0131ram. Onlar m\u0259n\u0259 yad g\u0259lir. Amma g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr o s\u00f6zl\u0259r d\u0259 m\u0259hz \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dnda olan atalar\u0131n s\u00f6zl\u0259ri olub. H\u0259min \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dndak\u0131 atalar deyib ki, \u201ck\u00f6nl\u00fc bal\u0131q ist\u0259y\u0259nin quyru\u011fu suda g\u0259r\u0259k\u201d. \u0130ndi o c\u00fcr atalar\u0131n da bu c\u00fcr \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dnda quyruq bulayan \u00f6vladlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcn-g\u00fcz\u0259ran\u0131, t\u0259mt\u0259ra\u011f\u0131 hans\u0131 s\u00fcr\u0259tl\u0259, hans\u0131 m\u0259rt\u0259b\u0259d\u0259 olur-olsun yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131r m\u0259n\u0259, q\u0259bul ed\u0259 bilmir\u0259m. Do\u011frudur, bunu b\u0259z\u0259n m\u0259n\u0259 irad tuturlar. Yen\u0259 \u0259vv\u0259ld\u0259 dediyim \u201cata\u201dlar\u0131n bir s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc xat\u0131rlad\u0131rlar m\u0259n\u0259. Deyirl\u0259r ki, palaza b\u00fcr\u00fcn, eln\u0259n s\u00fcr\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
Bir anl\u0131q bu sonuncu s\u00f6z\u0259 siz d\u0259 diqq\u0259t yetirin. El niy\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259lidir ki? \u018fli-aya\u011f\u0131 sa\u011f-salamatd\u0131rsa, yeriy\u0259 bilirs\u0259, niy\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u0259lidir ki? M\u0259g\u0259r el k\u0259\u015ffiyyata gedir, d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259nin arxas\u0131na ke\u00e7ir ki, n\u0259s\u0259 \u00f6yr\u0259nsin?<\/p>\n
Bu suallar\u0131 uzatmaq olar. Amma m\u0259qs\u0259dim suallara cavab tapmaq deyil. \u0130ndiki anda m\u0259n bu s\u00f6zl\u0259ri ona g\u00f6r\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131b siz\u0259 t\u0259qdim etdim ki, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, adaml\u0131\u011f\u0131n eroziyas\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f al\u0131b getdiyi bir zamanda \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dna d\u00fc\u015f\u0259nl\u0259rin d\u0259 say\u0131 art\u0131r. Bu da bizi kimliyimizd\u0259n, \u0259d\u0259bimizd\u0259n, \u0259xlaq\u0131m\u0131zdan uzaqla\u015fd\u0131r\u0131r. Nec\u0259 dey\u0259rl\u0259r, h\u0259r \u015fey yava\u015f-yava\u015f deyil, az qala bird\u0259n yan\u0131b k\u00fcl olur. V\u0259 soyuyan o k\u00fcl\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za sovuraca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn bizi g\u00f6zl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259dir. Onda\u00a0 is\u0259…<\/p>\n
B\u0259li, h\u0259yat\u0131n s\u0131naq meydan\u0131 oldu\u011fu dan\u0131lmazd\u0131r. V\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259s d\u0259 bu s\u0131naqdan \u00f6z bildiyi \u00fcsuldan, qaydalardan istifad\u0259 etm\u0259kl\u0259 \u00e7\u0131xmaqda s\u0259rb\u0259stdir, haql\u0131d\u0131r. Kim\u0259s\u0259 irad tutmaq burada yersizdir. Amma bir \u015fey var ki, m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131 aya\u011fa atmaq t\u0259kc\u0259 \u00fcz qaras\u0131 deyil, \u00f6mr\u0259 l\u0259k\u0259dir. O \u00f6mr\u0259 ki, onu ail\u0259n\u0259, sevdikl\u0259rin\u0259, aid oldu\u011fun \u00e7evr\u0259y\u0259 v\u0259 n\u0259hay\u0259t,\u00a0 v\u0259t\u0259n\u0259 h\u0259sr edirs\u0259n. N\u0259 yaz\u0131q ki, biz b\u0259z\u0259n bunlar\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 varm\u0131r\u0131q. El\u0259 bilirik ki, olanlar \u00f6t\u0259ridi, ke\u00e7ib ged\u0259c\u0259k. Lakin…<\/p>\n
Oturu\u015fu-duru\u015fu, s\u00f6z\u00fc-s\u00f6hb\u0259ti h\u0259r zaman\u00a0 haqdan, \u0259dal\u0259td\u0259n olan, d\u00fcr\u00fcstl\u00fckd\u0259n b\u0259hs ed\u0259n iqtibaslar g\u0259tirib n\u00fcmun\u0259l\u0259r g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259n birinin h\u0259yat\u0131n\u0131, f\u0259aliyy\u0259tini k\u0259nardan izl\u0259y\u0259nd\u0259 d\u0259h\u015f\u0259t\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259m\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcn deyil. \u00c7\u00fcnki dedikl\u0259rinin tam \u0259ksini h\u0259yat kredosu ed\u0259n birinin davran\u0131\u015f\u0131na hans\u0131 qiym\u0259ti verm\u0259k olar? S\u00f6z\u00fc il\u0259 \u0259m\u0259li d\u00fcz g\u0259lm\u0259y\u0259nin nec\u0259 a\u011f\u0131z dolusu, nec\u0259 m\u0259ddahl\u0131qla dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259zm etm\u0259k m\u00fcmk\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc? Vallah, inansan\u0131z da, inanmasan\u0131z da bunlar m\u0259n\u0259 getdikc\u0259 daha m\u0259nas\u0131z, daha l\u00fczumsuz, daha g\u0259r\u0259ksiz, az qala iyr\u0259nc g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr. N\u0259 g\u00f6rm\u0259k, n\u0259 d\u0259 duymaq ist\u0259yir\u0259m. T\u0259bii ki, h\u0259r \u015fey m\u0259nim ist\u0259yimd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 deyil, amma ist\u0259yimi dil\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259k d\u0259 m\u0259nim haqq\u0131md\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnki onlar\u0131n varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259n\u0259viyyat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n a\u015f\u0131lanmas\u0131na birba\u015fa xidm\u0259t edir. \u0130st\u0259r s\u0259n\u0259td\u0259, ist\u0259r adi h\u0259yatda. Bir anl\u0131q soyunma\u011f\u0131n v\u0259 yaxud fonoqram oxuma\u011f\u0131n hesab\u0131na g\u00fcnd\u0259m qazan\u0131b efird\u0259n d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259n, villalar\u0131n\u0131, bahal\u0131 ma\u015f\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131, onlar\u0131 \u201csaxlayanlar\u0131\u201d reklam ed\u0259nl\u0259rl\u0259 c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n n\u0259 f\u0259rqi var ki?!. O s\u0259s kim\u0259 n\u0259 verir ki?…<\/p>\n
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S\u0259si imkan vermir, q\u0259nim k\u0259silib<\/p>\n
Durmadan oxuyur ,bu c\u0131rc\u0131rama…<\/p>\n
Min illik bir m\u0259tni yams\u0131lay\u0131r o –<\/p>\n
M\u0259nc\u0259 quramad\u0131, “n\u0259\u011fm\u0259”, qurama!..<\/p>\n
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Bo\u011fur \u0259trafdak\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn s\u0259sl\u0259ri,<\/p>\n
M\u00fctl\u0259q hakim kimi, haq sahibi t\u0259k!..<\/p>\n
\u018ftrafda dola\u015fan b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u0259sl\u0259ri –<\/p>\n
M\u0259cbur eyl\u0259yir ki, sus, naz\u0131m\u0131 \u00e7\u0259k!..<\/p>\n
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Dayanm\u0131r, dinc\u0259lmir, susmur bir anl\u0131q<\/p>\n
\u00d6z boyat “n\u0259\u011fm\u0259”sin \u00f6t\u00fcr h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259…<\/p>\n
Min illik yol g\u0259l\u0259n bu bo\u015f ” tiranl\u0131q “-<\/p>\n
H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131r bu c\u00fcr\u0259 s\u0259sl\u0259!<\/p>\n
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… Bu da bir b\u0259nz\u0259rlik, bu da bir n\u00fcans<\/p>\n
T\u0259bi\u0259t – c\u0259miyy\u0259t paralelind\u0259…<\/p>\n
Siz d\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259niz g\u00f6r\u0259rsiz cinas –<\/p>\n
Bilm\u0259d\u0259n dayan\u0131r h\u0259r\u0259 yerind\u0259!<\/p>\n
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\u0130ndi y\u0259qin ki, m\u0259niml\u0259 raz\u0131la\u015fmayanlar dey\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259r ki, bu c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar\u0131n \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dna n\u0259 d\u0259xli var? Amma d\u0259rind\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcns\u0259l\u0259r onda g\u00f6r\u0259rl\u0259r ki, onlar\u0131 \u201csaxlayanlar\u201d \u201ck\u00f6k\u201d, o c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar da ki \u201ck\u00f6k\u201d\u00fcn alt\u0131ndak\u0131lard\u0131r. Oradan da el\u0259 \u201ck\u00f6kaltdak\u0131\u201d s\u0259sl\u0259r \u00e7\u0131x\u0131r…<\/p>\n
Z\u0259nnimc\u0259, m\u0259nim yana\u015fmam, m\u00fcqayis\u0259m t\u0259bi\u0259t\u0259 y\u00f6n\u0259lm\u0259yib, ona qar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7\u0131xmaq deyil. \u018fksin\u0259, t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259n c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 ke\u00e7idin bir n\u00fcans\u0131n\u0131 xat\u0131rlatmaqd\u0131r. Y\u0259ni ancaq s\u0259si il\u0259 \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ifad\u0259 etm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan c\u0131rc\u0131ramalar pay\u0131zda, q\u0131\u015fda onlar\u0131 n\u0259 g\u00f6zl\u0259diyini bil\u0259nd\u0259 art\u0131q gec olur. El\u0259 soyunub b\u0259d\u0259nini g\u00f6st\u0259r\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 c\u0131r s\u0259sl\u0259ri v\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259llikl\u0259ri \u201ck\u00f6kalt\u0131\u201dnda \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fc ba\u015fa vurandan sonra n\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7\u0259k\u0259c\u0259kl\u0259rini y\u0259qin ki, h\u0259l\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259y\u0259 vaxt tapmay\u0131blar. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 ki, \u00e7al-\u00e7a\u011f\u0131rdad\u0131rlar. Olsunlar. H\u0259r yolun bir sonu var.<\/p>\n
Yol demi\u015fk\u0259n, m\u0259ml\u0259k\u0259timizd\u0259 yol m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259si getdikc\u0259 daha \u00e7ox diqq\u0259ti \u00e7\u0259kir, daha \u00e7ox insanlar\u0131n rahatl\u0131\u011f\u0131na xidm\u0259t edir. Y\u0259ni \u0259n ucqar k\u0259ndl\u0259rimizd\u0259n tutmu\u015f \u015f\u0259h\u0259rl\u0259rimiz\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r h\u0259r yerd\u0259 yolun abadl\u0131q oldu\u011funu q\u0259bul ed\u0259r\u0259k bu sah\u0259y\u0259 diqq\u0259ti art\u0131r\u0131rlar. Y\u00fcks\u0259k keyfiyy\u0259tli yollar s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcl\u0259rin d\u0259, s\u0259rni\u015finl\u0259rin d\u0259 ovqat\u0131n\u0131 xo\u015f edir. Amma v\u0259 lakin…<\/p>\n
M\u0259nc\u0259, bizd\u0259 s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc m\u0259d\u0259niyy\u0259tinin kasadl\u0131\u011f\u0131, \u00fcst\u0259g\u0259l qanunlara m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n say\u011f\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131q h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 qald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yol q\u0259zalar\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131 azalm\u0131r, \u0259ksin\u0259, art\u0131r. Bel\u0259 olan halda adam\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259yind\u0259n k\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00e7ala-\u00e7uxur yollar g\u0259lib ke\u00e7ir. \u0130st\u0259yirs\u0259n dey\u0259s\u0259n ki, d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259yin, qoyun biraz da da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n, biraz da b\u0259rbad olsun. B\u0259lk\u0259 q\u0259zalar\u0131n say\u0131 azalar…<\/p>\n
Bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnc\u0259m\u0259 h\u0259r k\u0259sin \u00f6z\u0259l bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 birm\u0259nal\u0131d\u0131r. Amma h\u0259qiq\u0259t\u0259n abad yollardak\u0131 \u015f\u00fct\u00fcy\u0259n ma\u015f\u0131nlar v\u0259 onlar\u0131n t\u00f6r\u0259tdiyi q\u0259zalar \u00fcr\u0259k a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r. \u00d6vlad\u0131n\u0131 itir\u0259n, \u0259zizind\u0259n \u0259b\u0259di ayr\u0131lan h\u0259r k\u0259s k\u00fcfr edir, ac\u0131y\u0131r, l\u0259n\u0259tl\u0259yir. O ac\u0131man\u0131n da, k\u00fcfr\u00fcn d\u0259 bir ucu gedib yola s\u00f6yk\u0259nir. Kims\u0259 yava\u015fca p\u0131\u00e7\u0131lday\u0131r:<\/p>\n
\u018f\u015fi, bu rayonun yolu k\u0259l\u0259k\u00f6t\u00fcr olanda ayda-ild\u0259 bir q\u0259za olar, ya olmazd\u0131. \u0130ndi h\u0259r g\u00fcn \u00f6z\u00fc d\u0259 ne\u00e7\u0259si ba\u015f verir…<\/p>\n
H\u0259, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u00fcn\u00fczm\u00fc bizim d\u00fcnyag\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, bizim m\u0259ntiqimizi, bizim yana\u015fmam\u0131z\u0131. M\u0259nc\u0259, b\u00fct\u00fcn bunlar bir p\u0259rak\u0259nd\u0259liyin olmas\u0131ndan, bir maarifl\u0259ndirm\u0259nin z\u0259ifliyind\u0259n x\u0259b\u0259r verir. Biz d\u0259 ki, x\u0259b\u0259r\u0259 o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00f6n\u0259m verm\u0259yi sevmirik. \u00c7\u00fcnki damar\u0131nda maddiyyat v\u0259 cins\u0259l he\u00e7 n\u0259 yoxdur, adic\u0259 x\u0259b\u0259rdir. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 d\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u0259m, da\u015f\u0131n\u0131ram, deyir\u0259m ki, m\u0259nc\u0259:<\/p>\n
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H\u0259r \u015fey\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259k olar<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn he\u00e7d\u0259ndis\u0259 …<\/p>\n
G\u00fclm\u0259kd\u0259n \u00f6lm\u0259k olar –<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn i\u00e7d\u0259ndis\u0259!..<\/p>\n
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Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u0259r an\u0131<\/p>\n
Bil\u0259rs\u0259 ruhu, can\u0131…<\/p>\n
Sev\u0259r qoca d\u00fcnyan\u0131 –<\/p>\n
O da bu k\u00f6\u00e7d\u0259ndis\u0259!..<\/p>\n
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Olmur yol h\u0259r vaxt hamar,<\/p>\n
Kirpikd\u0259n sit\u0259m damar,<\/p>\n
G\u00fcl\u0259r, \u0259lind\u0259 qabar –<\/p>\n
\u018fkin, ya bi\u00e7d\u0259ndis\u0259!<\/p>\n
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Yor\u011fundu \u00fczg\u00fcn b\u0259\u015f\u0259r,<\/p>\n
\u00dcfr\u00fcls\u0259 g\u00f6y d\u0259 \u015fi\u015f\u0259r!<\/p>\n
M\u0259n\u0259 d\u0259 g\u00fclm\u0259k d\u00fc\u015f\u0259r –<\/p>\n
Say \u0259g\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7d\u0259ndis\u0259!..<\/p>\n
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B\u0259li, m\u0259n bu avqustun c\u0131rhac\u0131r\u0131nda m\u00fc\u0259yy\u0259n m\u0259qamlar\u0131 bir araya g\u0259tirm\u0259y\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. \u0130st\u0259dim ki, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259, el\u0259 siz d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 k\u0259nardan baxas\u0131n\u0131z. M\u0259nd\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131. M\u0259nc\u0259, sizd\u0259 d\u0259 al\u0131n\u0131b. \u018fn az\u0131ndan bunu yaz\u0131n\u0131n oxu say\u0131ndan hiss etdim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 g\u0259lin, ham\u0131m\u0131z \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, mill\u0259timiz, d\u00f6vl\u0259timiz \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u00f6n\u0259mli olan i\u015fl\u0259rin qulpundan tutaq, \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fczd\u0259n uzaq d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259k.<\/strong><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" V\u0259 yaxud m\u0259nc\u0259… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 ya\u015fla ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r, b\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 zamanla… B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 el\u0259 bel\u0259 olub h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n he\u00e7 f\u0259rqin\u0259 varmam\u0131\u015fam. Amma indi ya\u015f\u0131n da, zaman\u0131n da, i\u00e7\u0259risind\u0259… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":64581,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[54],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50021","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kos"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50021","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50021"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50021\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":64582,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50021\/revisions\/64582"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/64581"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50021"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50021"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/azerbaycan.media\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50021"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}