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Qap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131b k\u00f6hn\u0259 vaxt\u0131n xatir\u0259l\u0259rinin s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 qorundu\u011fu m\u0259nzil\u0259 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u0259m. K\u00f6hn\u0259 \u00fcslublu bir otaq. Divar\u0131n birini kitab \u015fkaf\u0131 tutub. Bu \u015fkafda Vidadi Babanl\u0131 imzal\u0131 52 kitab yerl\u0259\u015fir. Divar\u0131n sa\u011f\u0131nda v\u0259 solunda b\u00f6y\u00fck portret v\u0259 portret-xal\u00e7a da k\u00f6hn\u0259 vaxtlardan soraq g\u0259tirir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7arpay\u0131s\u0131 sa\u011f divardad\u0131r. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 a\u011f-qara olsa da, i\u015f\u0131ql\u0131 duy\u011fular\u0131n siray\u0259t etdiyi foto var. Qarab\u0131\u011fl\u0131 ki\u015fi v\u0259 balaca o\u011flan\u0131n fotosu.<\/p>\n

G\u0259l\u0259c\u0259yimi bilirdi h\u0259ms\u00f6hb\u0259tim. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 qalx\u0131b yerinin i\u00e7ind\u0259 oturmu\u015fdu, g\u00f6zl\u0259diyi hiss olunurdu. 100 ya\u015f\u0131n astanas\u0131nda olan a\u011fsaqqal\u0131n nizam-intizam\u0131, m\u0259suliyy\u0259ti m\u0259ni t\u0259sirl\u0259ndirir.<\/p>\n

Bel\u0259c\u0259, s\u00f6hb\u0259t\u0259 ba\u015flay\u0131r\u0131q qocaman yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 Vidadi Babanl\u0131 il\u0259. Qula\u011f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r e\u015fidir, suallar\u0131 t\u0259krarlamal\u0131 oluram, o da e\u015fitdiyi v\u0259 qavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131 suallar\u0131 titr\u0259k, z\u0259if s\u0259sl\u0259, amma d\u0259qiqlikl\u0259 cavablay\u0131r.<\/p>\n

97 ya\u015fl\u0131 insan\u0131n zehninin itiliyi, yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n oyaql\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0259ni valeh edir.<\/p>\n

– M\u0259n anam\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7 ayl\u0131q olanda itirmi\u015f\u0259m. 5-6 ya\u015f\u0131na q\u0259d\u0259r ana n\u0259n\u0259min yan\u0131nda qalm\u0131\u015fam, 6 ya\u015f\u0131ndan sonra ata n\u0259n\u0259m bax\u0131b m\u0259n\u0259. M\u0259ni n\u0259n\u0259l\u0259rim saxlay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– Anan\u0131z niy\u0259 bel\u0259 erk\u0259n d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fib?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– K\u0259ndd\u0259 do\u011fum zaman\u0131, dey\u0259s\u0259n, mikrob ke\u00e7mi\u015fdi. El\u0259 deyirdil\u0259r. M\u0259n do\u011fulandan sonra x\u0259st\u0259l\u0259ndi v\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 ay ke\u00e7m\u0259mi\u015f d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdi. Adamlar\u0131n avam vaxt\u0131yd\u0131. 1926-1927-ci ill\u0259r, k\u0259nd yeri, h\u0259kim, dava-d\u0259rman yox, savads\u0131zl\u0131q…<\/p>\n

– Sonralar ana nisgilini hiss edirdinizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259n h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 ana nisgilini hiss etmi\u015f\u0259m\u2026 Bir hadis\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Universitetd\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc kursda oxuyurdum. \u0130yirmi ya\u015f\u0131m vard\u0131. \u0130sa H\u00fcseynov m\u0259nd\u0259n bir kurs a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 oxuyurdu. T\u0259tild\u0259 rayona getmi\u015fdik. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 harasa getmi\u015fdim, qay\u0131danda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ki, anas\u0131 ona qay\u011fanaq bi\u015firir, \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 bal t\u00f6k\u00fcb, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 dayan\u0131b, sar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131\u011fallaya-s\u0131\u011fallaya onu yedizdirir.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bunu g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 o biri ota\u011fa ke\u00e7dim, \u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n as\u0131l\u0131 olmadan h\u00f6nk\u00fcr\u00fcb a\u011flad\u0131m. Y\u0259ni ana m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259ti m\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m, ba\u015fqas\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u0259nd\u0259 onun xiff\u0259tini \u00e7\u0259kmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s atan\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Atam \u00fc\u00e7 d\u0259f\u0259 evl\u0259nmi\u015fdi. M\u0259nim anamdan sonra iki d\u0259f\u0259. Biriyl\u0259 \u00fc\u00e7 il ya\u015fay\u0131b, bo\u015fay\u0131b, sonra o birisini al\u0131b. Ax\u0131r\u0131nc\u0131 arvaddan 7, \u00fcmumilikd\u0259 9 u\u015fa\u011f\u0131 olub atam\u0131n.<\/p>\n

Atam mehriban adam idi. 6 qarda\u015f idil\u0259r. Onlar\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259 \u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yi geni\u015fi, xeyirxah\u0131 o idi. M\u0259nim yadda\u015f\u0131mda xeyirxah bir adam kimi qal\u0131b.<\/p>\n

– Atan\u0131zd\u0131r?<\/strong>\u00a0–\u00a0yuxar\u0131dak\u0131 fotoya i\u015far\u0259 edir\u0259m.<\/em><\/p>\n

– H\u0259. Yan\u0131ndak\u0131 da m\u0259n\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Sizi \u00e7ox ist\u0259diyi hiss olunur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– El\u0259ydi.<\/p>\n

– Siz\u0259 atal\u0131q qay\u011f\u0131s\u0131 g\u00f6st\u0259rdimi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– G\u00f6st\u0259rdi. Oxuma\u011f\u0131ma k\u00f6m\u0259k el\u0259di. M\u0259ni 1944-c\u00fc ild\u0259 Tiflis\u0259 D\u0259miryolu M\u00fch\u0259ndisliyi \u0130nstitutuna oxuma\u011fa g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi. Ordan \u0259sg\u0259rliy\u0259 aparm\u0131rd\u0131lar. Bir kurs oxudum, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm bura m\u0259nim yerim deyil. \u018fd\u0259biyyata lap 5-6-c\u0131 sinifd\u0259n meylim vard\u0131. \u0130lin ax\u0131r\u0131 s\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi institutdan g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n

“Kommunist” q\u0259zetind\u0259 bel\u0259 bir elan verilmi\u015fdi ki, Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universiteti t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 q\u0259bulu elan edir. S\u0259n\u0259dl\u0259rimi Tiflisd\u0259n Bak\u0131ya g\u00f6nd\u0259rdim. Qaza\u011fa qay\u0131d\u0131b g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 atam soru\u015fdu ki, d\u0259rsl\u0259r nec\u0259 gedir? Onu aldatd\u0131m, dedim, d\u0259rsl\u0259rim yax\u015f\u0131 gedir. M\u0259n\u0259 inand\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnki he\u00e7 vaxt yalan dan\u0131\u015fm\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

Aradan iki ay ke\u00e7di. Bir ax\u015fam, avqustun iyirmisind\u0259n sonra, ev\u0259 g\u0259l\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm atam p\u0259rt oturub. “Ax\u015fam\u0131n xeyir” dedim. Cavab verm\u0259di. Durdu aya\u011fa. Dedi, n\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259t el\u0259mis\u0259n? He\u00e7 n\u0259 ba\u015fa d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259dim, qald\u0131m mat-m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l.<\/p>\n

Siyirm\u0259ni \u00e7\u0259kib bir m\u0259ktub \u00e7\u0131xard\u0131. M\u0259ktubu \u00fcz\u00fcm\u0259 \u00e7\u0131rpd\u0131, ard\u0131nca bir \u015fill\u0259 vurdu m\u0259n\u0259. Deyin\u0259-deyin\u0259, hirsli- hirsli \u00e7\u0131xd\u0131 bay\u0131ra. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131x\u0131rd\u0131m, \u00e7\u00fcnki anadan yetim oldu\u011fum \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259ni he\u00e7 vaxt vurmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 birt\u0259h\u0259r sildim, aya\u011f\u0131m\u0131n yan\u0131na d\u00fc\u015f\u0259n m\u0259ktuba baxd\u0131m, \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 “Az\u0259rbaycan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universiteti” s\u00f6zl\u0259rini oxuyanda yad\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fd\u00fc, tez m\u0259ktubu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcb oxudum.<\/p>\n

Orda yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131: “Universitet\u0259 q\u0259bul olunmusunuz, sentyabr\u0131n 1-d\u0259n oxuma\u011fa g\u0259l\u0259 bil\u0259rsiniz”.<\/p>\n

Atam evd\u0259 bir h\u0259ft\u0259 m\u0259ni dindirm\u0259di. Ata \u00fcr\u0259yidi d\u0259, ax\u0131rda bilet ald\u0131, g\u00f6nd\u0259rdi m\u0259ni Bak\u0131ya. Dedi\u015e s\u0259n c\u0131zma-qara edirs\u0259n, el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n \u015feir yaz\u0131rsan? H\u0259r yazan el\u0259 bilirs\u0259n yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 olur?<\/p>\n

M\u0259n 3-c\u00fc kursda oxuyanda “Az\u0259rbaycan g\u0259ncl\u0259ri” q\u0259zetind\u0259 iki \u015feirim \u00e7ap olundu. Bu \u015feirl\u0259ri oxuyandan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 m\u0259ktub yazd\u0131. Yazm\u0131\u015fd\u0131 ki, ay bala, m\u0259n s\u0259nin \u00fcr\u0259yini oxuya bilm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. S\u0259nd\u0259 do\u011frudan da istedad varm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

– D\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 d\u0259yi\u015fdiyi vaxt\u0131 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 1984-c\u00fc ild\u0259, 86 ya\u015f\u0131nda d\u00fcnyadan k\u00f6\u00e7d\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– 9 \u00f6vladdan yerind\u0259-yurdunda kims\u0259 qal\u0131bm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ata yurdunda balaca o\u011flu Adil qald\u0131, ev tikdirdi yan\u0131nda. Qalanlar\u0131 is\u0259 kimisi Moskvada, kimisi Bak\u0131da, kimisi Sumqay\u0131tda bin\u0259 sald\u0131.<\/p>\n

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“\u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 dedi ki, \u00f6z soyad\u0131na ke\u00e7”<\/em><\/p>\n

– \u018fd\u0259biyyata \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fcyl\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015fdiniz, b\u0259s sonra nec\u0259 oldu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– K\u0259ndimizin ad\u0131 \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 idi. Sonra g\u00f6rd\u00fcm m\u0259ni \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131 il\u0259 qar\u0131\u015fd\u0131r\u0131rlar, 1962- ci ild\u0259 ke\u00e7dim \u00f6z familiyama – Babanl\u0131ya.<\/p>\n

-“\u015e\u0131xl\u0131” t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u0259yiniz \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u0259lmi\u015fdi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, m\u0259n onda tan\u0131m\u0131rd\u0131m \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131. \u0130smay\u0131l sonra m\u00fcharib\u0259d\u0259n g\u0259ldi… Bir hadis\u0259 oldu. Da\u011f\u0131stana Az\u0259rbaycan yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131-\u015fairl\u0259rind\u0259n ibar\u0259t n\u00fcmay\u0259nd\u0259 hey\u0259ti g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259c\u0259kdi. Siyah\u0131 tutulub, birinci m\u0259nim ad\u0131m yaz\u0131l\u0131b. Amma m\u0259ni tapmay\u0131blar, \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6nd\u0259ribl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Da\u011f\u0131standa rektor qonaqlar\u0131 salamlayanda m\u0259nim ad\u0131m\u0131 oxuyub. S\u00fcleyman R\u00fcst\u0259m durub deyib ki, g\u0259l\u0259n o deyil, ba\u015fqa yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r. Buna baxmayaraq, “Daqestanskaya pravda” q\u0259zetind\u0259 \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n \u015f\u0259klinin alt\u0131nda m\u0259nim ad\u0131m getmi\u015fdi: “Vidadi \u015e\u0131xl\u0131”.<\/p>\n

Aradan bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t ke\u00e7di. \u0130smay\u0131l m\u0259n\u0259 dedi ki, ay Vidadi, g\u0259l s\u0259n \u00f6z familiyana ke\u00e7. Bizi d\u0259yi\u015fik sal\u0131rlar. M\u0259n ona inanmad\u0131m. Cibind\u0259n q\u0259zeti \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b g\u00f6st\u0259rdi ki, g\u00f6r\u00fcrs\u0259n, \u015f\u0259kil m\u0259nim, alt\u0131ndak\u0131 ad s\u0259nin. Ondan sonra \u00f6z familiyama ke\u00e7dim.<\/p>\n

– Siz bir m\u00fcdd\u0259t “Az\u0259rbaycan” jurnal\u0131nda i\u015fl\u0259misiz. \u00c7ap olunacaq \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r nec\u0259 se\u00e7ilirdi? Yuxar\u0131dan g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f olurdumu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yuxar\u0131dan g\u00f6st\u0259ri\u015f olmurdu. G\u0259tirib t\u0259qdim edirdil\u0259r, \u0259g\u0259r b\u0259y\u0259nirdiks\u0259, \u00e7ap edirdik.<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r o vaxt sizin yax\u015f\u0131 m\u0259nada t\u0259\u0259cc\u00fcb\u00fcn\u00fcz\u0259 s\u0259b\u0259b olmu\u015fdu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u0259qiq yad\u0131mda deyil. \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131n\u0131n “D\u0259li K\u00fcr” \u0259s\u0259ri geni\u015f yay\u0131ld\u0131 v\u0259 h\u00f6rm\u0259t qazand\u0131. Ba\u015fqa \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yad\u0131mda deyil.<\/p>\n

– “Vicdan susanda”n\u0131 yazanda hans\u0131sa hadis\u0259d\u0259n t\u0259sirl\u0259ndinizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimov o vaxt Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar Birliyinin s\u0259dri idi. 1967-ci ild\u0259 m\u0259ni i\u015fd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xartd\u0131rd\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259ni partiya iclas\u0131na qoydu, partiyadan da \u00e7\u0131xarmaq ist\u0259di. Ona \u018fli V\u0259liyev, S\u00fcleyman R\u00fcst\u0259m, Osman Sar\u0131v\u0259lli etiraz el\u0259dil\u0259r. R\u0259sul Rza is\u0259 dedi ki, bel\u0259 m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259 bizim t\u0259\u015fkilat\u0131n ad\u0131na yax\u015f\u0131 he\u00e7 n\u0259 g\u0259tirm\u0259z. Mirz\u0259 is\u0259 t\u0259kid etdi ki, partiyadan \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131lmal\u0131d\u0131r. Onda R\u0259sul Rza durub iclas\u0131 t\u0259rk el\u0259di. M\u0259n d\u0259 art\u0131q bo\u011faza y\u0131\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. Partbileti \u00e7\u0131xar\u0131b onun \u00fcst\u00fcn\u0259 atd\u0131m v\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm d\u0259 iclas\u0131 t\u0259rk el\u0259dim.<\/p>\n

– Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimovun siz\u0259 qar\u015f\u0131 bu hirsi, q\u0259z\u0259bi n\u0259 il\u0259 ba\u011fl\u0131 idi ax\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Onu qand\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar ki, guya yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 kimi m\u0259n onu b\u0259y\u0259nmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– Aran\u0131z\u0131 vurmu\u015fdular?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0259, aram\u0131z\u0131 vurmu\u015fdular. C\u0259lal M\u0259mm\u0259dov adl\u0131 biri vard\u0131… Pax\u0131l adamlar \u00e7ox idi.<\/p>\n

– Nec\u0259 bilirsiz, o vaxt c\u0259miyy\u0259td\u0259 vicdanl\u0131 insanlar \u00e7ox idi, ya indi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vallah, d\u0259qiq bir \u015fey dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m. O vaxt vicdanl\u0131 adamlar var idi. Amma indiki c\u0259miyy\u0259t haqq\u0131nda he\u00e7 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m… \u018fslind\u0259 indi d\u0259 var vicdanl\u0131 insanlar, o vaxt da var idi.<\/p>\n

– O vaxt \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin t\u0259rbiy\u0259vi \u0259h\u0259miyy\u0259ti, c\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 t\u0259siri olurdumu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0259miyy\u0259t\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259siri olurdu. “Vicdan susanda” \u0259s\u0259ri \u0259l-\u0259l g\u0259zdi. Onu oxumayan az adam oldu. Rus dilind\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 1970 v\u0259 1983-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 100 min tirajla \u00e7ap olundu. Ad\u0259t\u0259n, kitablar 30 mind\u0259n yuxar\u0131 tirajla \u00e7ap olunmurdu. Amma bu kitab oxucular\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bi il\u0259 dalbadal 100 min tirajla burax\u0131ld\u0131. Burda da 50 min, 30 min tirajla d\u0259f\u0259l\u0259rl\u0259 \u00e7ap olundu.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n bir hadis\u0259 dan\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Moskvada “H\u0259yat bizi s\u0131nay\u0131r” \u0259s\u0259ri \u00e7ap olunmu\u015fdu. Aradan yar\u0131m il ke\u00e7di. Bir d\u0259f\u0259 Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar \u0130ttifaq\u0131nda dedil\u0259r ki, bir cavan o\u011flan g\u0259lib s\u0259ni soru\u015fur. D\u00fc\u015fd\u00fcm a\u015fa\u011f\u0131, g\u00f6rd\u00fcm cavan o\u011fland\u0131, bizim adamlara \u00e7ox ox\u015fam\u0131r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n\u0259 yax\u0131nla\u015fd\u0131, dedi, siz Vidadi Babanl\u0131s\u0131z? Dedim, b\u0259li. Dedi, m\u0259n Da\u015fk\u0259ndd\u0259 ya\u015fay\u0131ram, \u00f6zb\u0259y\u0259m, sizin kitab\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 oxumu\u015fam, el\u0259 bilmi\u015f\u0259m ordak\u0131 q\u0259hr\u0259man m\u0259n \u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259m. M\u0259n o insanlarla tan\u0131\u015f olma\u011fa g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. Qald\u0131m mat-m\u0259\u0259tt\u0259l, bilm\u0259dim n\u0259 deyim.<\/p>\n

Sumqay\u0131tda ya\u015fayan bir-iki adam vard\u0131, onlar\u0131n n\u00f6mr\u0259sini verdim, getdi. Bel\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r \u00e7ox olub. Rusiyan\u0131n m\u00fcxt\u0259lif yerl\u0259rind\u0259n m\u0259ktublar alm\u0131\u015fam. Y\u0259ni b\u0259dii \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rin t\u0259siri g\u00fccl\u00fc idi.<\/p>\n

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– B\u0259s n\u0259y\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 iki \u0259s\u0259rinizi yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131xarmaq ist\u0259yirsiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Biri “Ayazl\u0131 gec\u0259l\u0259r”d\u0131r, biri d\u0259 “Q\u0259rib\u0259 e\u015fq”. B\u0259dii c\u0259h\u0259td\u0259n z\u0259if al\u0131n\u0131blar, ona g\u00f6r\u0259 xo\u015fuma g\u0259lmir.<\/p>\n

“N\u0259bi X\u0259zri d\u00fcz adam idi, Mehdi H\u00fcseyn…”<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131 d\u00f6vr\u00fc Az\u0259rbaycan \u0259d\u0259biyyat\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcks\u0259li\u015f d\u00f6vr\u00fc hesab edirsiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 50-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonrak\u0131 d\u00f6vr\u00fc. H\u0259min d\u00f6vr\u00fcn \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259ri sovet qurulu\u015funu t\u0259rifl\u0259m\u0259kd\u0259n yava\u015f-yava\u015f uzaqla\u015fd\u0131, h\u0259qiqi m\u0259s\u0259l\u0259l\u0259r\u0259 ke\u00e7di. 50-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar t\u0259l\u0259b olunan h\u0259qiqi \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r yaza bildil\u0259r. \u0130sa H\u00fcseynov, \u0130smay\u0131l \u015e\u0131xl\u0131, Sabir \u018fhm\u0259dov, Vidadi Babanl\u0131 v\u0259 dig\u0259rl\u0259ri.<\/p>\n

– \u0130sa Mu\u011fanna il\u0259, dey\u0259s\u0259n, qohumsuz.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0259nim anam \u0130san\u0131n atas\u0131yla bac\u0131-qarda\u015f idib. \u0130sayla u\u015faql\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z dem\u0259k olar ki, bir yerd\u0259 ke\u00e7ib.<\/p>\n

– \u0130sa m\u00fc\u0259lliml\u0259 nec\u0259 yola gedirdiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox mehriban.<\/p>\n

– Hans\u0131n\u0131z \u0259vv\u0259l ba\u015flad\u0131 yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011fa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u018fvv\u0259l m\u0259n ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130sa m\u0259nim iziml\u0259 g\u0259ldi. \u00d6z\u00fc d\u0259 sonralar yaz\u0131rd\u0131 ki, s\u0259nin izinl\u0259 g\u0259lmi\u015f\u0259m. M\u0259n onda \u015feir yaz\u0131rd\u0131m, o da n\u0259d\u0259n ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 h\u0259l\u0259 bilmirdi. Bir o\u00e7erk yazd\u0131: “Anadil \u00f6t\u0259n yerd\u0259”. Bu o\u00e7erk Mehdi H\u00fcseynin \u00e7ox xo\u015funa g\u0259ldi v\u0259 \u00e7ap etdirdi. Ondan sonra \u0130sa \u0259d\u0259biyyata g\u0259ldi.<\/p>\n

\u0130sa b\u00f6y\u00fck yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131d\u0131r. Yax\u015f\u0131 m\u00fc\u015fahid\u0259 qabiliyy\u0259ti vard\u0131. Sovet qurulu\u015funun n\u00f6qsanlar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcb q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131rd\u0131. Bunun \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259 onu bir ne\u00e7\u0259 d\u0259f\u0259 KQB-y\u0259 \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015fd\u0131lar. Buna baxmayaraq, yen\u0259 d\u0259 inad\u0131ndan d\u00f6nm\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

Bir c\u0259h\u0259ti var ki, dili a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131, \u00e7\u0259tin oxunur. Amma yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fckd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

– \u018fs\u0259rl\u0259rinizi bir-biriniz\u0259 oxuyub m\u0259sl\u0259h\u0259t al\u0131rd\u0131n\u0131zm\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u018fvv\u0259ll\u0259r cavan vaxt\u0131 h\u0259, sonralar yox.<\/p>\n

– K\u00f6hn\u0259 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 dostlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 nec\u0259 xat\u0131rlay\u0131rs\u0131z?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mehdi H\u00fcseyn ciddi adam v\u0259 ciddi yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131yd\u0131. \u018fli V\u0259liyev xeyirxah idi. S\u00fcleyman R\u00fcst\u0259m d\u0259 xeyirxah adam idi. Mirz\u0259 \u0130brahimov \u00e7ox q\u0259r\u0259zkar idi.<\/p>\n

– R\u0259sul Rza ne\u00e7\u0259 adam idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u0259sul Rza obyektiv adam idi. D\u00fczl\u00fcy\u00fc sev\u0259n idi.<\/p>\n

-Bizim d\u00f6vrd\u0259 bir ara n\u0259d\u0259ns\u0259 \u00e7ox t\u0259nqid olundu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O vaxt da edirdil\u0259r. S\u0259rb\u0259st v\u0259znd\u0259 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6r\u0259 onu \u00e7ox b\u0259y\u0259nmirdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s kimi b\u0259y\u0259nirdil\u0259r, kimi oxuyurdular?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun bir n\u00f6mr\u0259 idi. B\u00fct\u00fcn xalq onu sevirdi. R\u0259sul Rza xalq aras\u0131nda \u00e7ox tan\u0131nm\u0131rd\u0131. Yad\u0131mdad\u0131r, S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun d\u0259fn edil\u0259nd\u0259 Da\u011f\u00fcst\u00fc parkda adam \u0259lind\u0259n t\u0259rp\u0259nm\u0259k olmurdu, m\u0259n geri d\u00f6n\u0259nd\u0259 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm izdiham\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 t\u0259r\u0259fi filarmoniyan\u0131n yan\u0131ndad\u0131r. Xalq \u00e7ox sevirdi onu.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun nec\u0259 adam idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0259m\u0259d Vur\u011fun \u00e7ox geni\u015f\u00fcr\u0259kli, ba\u015fqas\u0131n\u0131n u\u011furuna sevin\u0259n adam idi. M\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn qaba\u011f\u0131nda \u018fhm\u0259d C\u0259mili qucaqlay\u0131b \u00f6pd\u00fc ki, “Can n\u0259n\u0259, bir na\u011f\u0131l de” \u015feirini \u00e7ox g\u00f6z\u0259l yazm\u0131san. Ba\u015fqalar\u0131 haqq\u0131nda \u00fcr\u0259k dolusu s\u00f6z dey\u0259 bilirdi. Amma ba\u015fqalar\u0131 onun kimi deyildi. O, \u00fcr\u0259yi b\u00f6y\u00fck adam idi, yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 da b\u00f6y\u00fck idi, \u00fcr\u0259yi d\u0259.<\/p>\n

– O vaxtlar da q\u0259l\u0259m adamlar\u0131 aras\u0131nda pax\u0131ll\u0131q var idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00c7ox idi. El\u0259 adamlar h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 olub. \u00d6zl\u0259ri bir \u015fey yaza bilmirl\u0259r, amma ara vururlar, s\u00f6z g\u0259zdirirl\u0259r. \u0130stedadl\u0131 adamlar\u0131 bir-biril\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n edirl\u0259r. B\u0259st\u0259karlardan Qara Qarayevl\u0259 Fikr\u0259t \u018fmirovu d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n el\u0259mi\u015fdil\u0259r.<\/p>\n

Moskva yax\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q evi var. Orda Fikr\u0259t \u018fmirovla rastla\u015fd\u0131m. Soru\u015fdum ki, “Fikr\u0259t m\u00fc\u0259llim, hans\u0131 \u0259s\u0259r \u00fcz\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015fl\u0259yirsiz? N\u0259 vaxtd\u0131r yeni \u0259s\u0259riniz g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u0259 d\u0259ymir”. Bir az susdu, sonra dedi: “Hardan al\u0131m Qara Qarayevi? Yar\u0131\u015f bitdi”.<\/p>\n

– Dem\u0259k, bir-birinin b\u0259hsin\u0259 \u015fedevr yarad\u0131blar… Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131lar aras\u0131nda da r\u0259qab\u0259t vard\u0131?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vard\u0131. M\u0259s\u0259l\u0259n, o yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131b, \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131m, m\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 yaz\u0131m. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131m, m\u0259n d\u0259 yax\u015f\u0131 \u0259s\u0259r qoyum ortaya. Amma istedadl\u0131 adam az olanda r\u0259qab\u0259t d\u0259 olmur. \u018fd\u0259biyyata istedadla g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r az olur. \u00c7oxu ad\u0131 h\u0259v\u0259sl\u0259 g\u0259lir, bir-iki \u0259s\u0259r yaz\u0131r, daha ard\u0131 g\u0259lmir. \u00c7evrilib olurlar aravuran, pax\u0131l…<\/p>\n

– N\u0259bi X\u0259zri xatirinizd\u0259 nec\u0259 qal\u0131b?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u00fcz adam idi, insanp\u0259rv\u0259r idi. \u015eairliyi d\u0259 pis deyildi, yax\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. \u018fs\u0259rl\u0259ri n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r yay\u0131lacaq, n\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r qalacaq, o, tarixin i\u015fidir. Amma m\u0259nim z\u0259nnimc\u0259, B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259 ondan g\u00fccl\u00fcyd\u00fc. H\u0259r\u0259nin \u00f6z yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131q yolu var, h\u0259r\u0259 bir c\u0259h\u0259tiyl\u0259 se\u00e7ilir. \u018fd\u0259biyyat\u015f\u00fcnaslar onu daha d\u0259qiq dey\u0259 bil\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s B\u0259xtiyar Vahabzad\u0259nin xarakteri nec\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Onun bir az c\u0131\u011fall\u0131\u011f\u0131 vard\u0131, amma g\u00f6z\u0259l \u015fair idi. \u018fs\u0259bi adam idi, tez c\u0131rnay\u0131rd\u0131. Bir az t\u0259nqid ed\u0259n kimi \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00e7\u0131xma\u011fa ba\u015flay\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n

– B\u0259s sizd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sill\u0259r bar\u0259d\u0259 n\u0259 dey\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N\u0259 bilim vallah, istedadl\u0131lar\u0131 da vard\u0131, el\u0259-bel\u0259l\u0259ri d\u0259… Bizd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 layiqli davam\u00e7\u0131lar oldular. Anar, El\u00e7in, Kamal Abdulla… D\u0259qiq bir s\u00f6z dey\u0259 bilm\u0259r\u0259m, \u00e7\u00fcnki on ild\u0259n b\u0259ridir he\u00e7 n\u0259 oxuya bilmir\u0259m.<\/p>\n

– H\u0259r g\u0259l\u0259n n\u0259sil bir az inkar etm\u0259y\u0259 meyilli olur. Sizd\u0259n sonra g\u0259l\u0259nl\u0259r, 60- c\u0131lar, 70-cil\u0259r he\u00e7 sizi t\u0259nqid edirdil\u0259rmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yox, t\u0259nqid ed\u0259 bilm\u0259zdil\u0259r, \u00e7\u00fcnki 50-cil\u0259rin yarad\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6z qaba\u011f\u0131nda idi. M\u0259nim 6 roman\u0131m, 5 povestim, \u00e7ox sayda \u015feirl\u0259rim, hekay\u0259l\u0259rim, dram \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259rim, t\u0259rc\u00fcm\u0259l\u0259rim var. M\u0259n be\u015f janr\u0131n be\u015find\u0259 d\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259mimi u\u011furla s\u0131nam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

– \u015eeirl\u0259riniz n\u0259\u015fr \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259riniz kimi tan\u0131nmad\u0131, bunun s\u0259b\u0259bi n\u0259 idi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00c7\u00fcnki arada 30 il \u015feir yazmad\u0131m. “G\u0259lin” povestind\u0259n sonra, 1955-ci ild\u0259n. M\u00fcst\u0259qillik qazan\u0131landan sonra m\u0259n\u0259 \u015feir yenid\u0259n g\u0259ldi. \u00c7\u00fcnki n\u0259sr \u0259s\u0259ri \u00e7ox vaxt ist\u0259yir. \u015eeir is\u0259 zaman\u0131n t\u0259l\u0259bin\u0259 uy\u011fun yaz\u0131l\u0131r. Ona g\u00f6r\u0259 daxili t\u0259l\u0259bat oldu, yenid\u0259n \u015feir\u0259 qay\u0131td\u0131m. Bu \u015feirimi d\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcm haqda yazm\u0131\u015fam:<\/p>\n

Yoxdur he\u00e7 kims\u0259d\u0259n giley-g\u00fczar\u0131,<\/p>\n

Yaz\u0131b yaratmaqd\u0131r d\u0259rdi, azar\u0131.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6rd\u00fc ki, t\u00fck\u0259nir \u015feirin bazar\u0131<\/p>\n

S\u0131nad\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259mi romanlarda o.<\/p>\n

– Yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131z yax\u015f\u0131d\u0131r, Vidadi m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

– Babatd\u0131. Bu uzun \u015feirdi, iki-\u00fc\u00e7 b\u0259ndi yad\u0131mdad\u0131r.<\/p>\n

– Uzun \u00f6mr\u00fcn sirrini biziml\u0259 b\u00f6l\u00fc\u015f\u0259 bil\u0259rsiz?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ay q\u0131z\u0131m, \u00f6mr\u00fc Allah-t\u0259ala verir. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259n d\u0259 as\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r. M\u0259n \u00fcr\u0259yimi t\u0259miz saxlam\u0131\u015fam, he\u00e7 kim\u0259 pax\u0131ll\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. He\u00e7 kim\u0259 h\u0259s\u0259d aparmam\u0131\u015fam. M\u0259n\u0259 yamanl\u0131q ed\u0259nl\u0259r\u0259 d\u0259 m\u0259n yamanl\u0131q el\u0259m\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m. Allah \u00f6z\u00fc c\u0259zalar\u0131n\u0131 verib.<\/p>\n

– G\u0259nc olanda etm\u0259dikl\u0259ri \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn heyifsil\u0259n\u0259n 100 ya\u015fl\u0131 yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcr\u0259k s\u00f6zl\u0259ri b\u00fct\u00fcn d\u00fcnyada m\u0259\u015fhurdur. Siz 97 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131zdan baxanda n\u0259l\u0259r \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcns\u0259 t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcfl\u0259nirsizmi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131 n\u0259s\u0259 dem\u0259k ist\u0259yir, amma \u00f6sk\u00fcr\u0259k bo\u011faz\u0131n\u0131 tutur. B\u0259lk\u0259 d\u0259 vaxt\u0131 uzad\u0131r – sual\u0131 tam qavraya bilm\u0259diyi, b\u0259lk\u0259 qavray\u0131b cavab verm\u0259y\u0259 \u00f6z\u00fcnd\u0259 g\u00fcc tapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn. Bir az \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 g\u0259lm\u0259sini g\u00f6zl\u0259yir\u0259m, sonra s\u00f6hb\u0259t \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn t\u0259\u015f\u0259kk\u00fcr edib aya\u011fa qalx\u0131ram.<\/em><\/p>\n

– \u00c7ay i\u00e7\u0259rdin, – dey\u0259 ad\u0259t-\u0259n\u0259n\u0259 \u00fczr\u0259 dil-a\u011f\u0131z edir a\u011fsaqqal.<\/em><\/p>\n

– Ba\u015fqa vaxt, – m\u0259n d\u0259 Az\u0259rbaycansaya\u011f\u0131 cavab verir\u0259m v\u0259 qocaman yaz\u0131\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 xatir\u0259l\u0259riyl\u0259 ba\u015f-ba\u015fa qoyub k\u00f6hn\u0259 vaxtlar\u0131n yadda\u015f\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259liq\u0259yl\u0259 qorundu\u011fu evd\u0259n ayr\u0131l\u0131ram…<\/em><\/p>\n

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